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FACING THE PAST
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2020-12-13 21:55:29~FLASHBACK
AUTHOR'S POVSia didn't realize how she got home, how she managed to open the door and sit by her bedside. She didn't remember any of this. All she remembered was, how she kept crying even though she didn't know why she was crying in the first place.Sitting by her bed with her back supported to the bed, while she stared at the wall in front of her, all she could think about was how messed up she really was. All it took was a reminder of her past and she came breaking down once again.All these years, even if she knew where Ms Amelia's grave was, she never once visited it. Maybe because she was still upset with her. Ms Amelia promised her child self that she would take her away from that hell but she never came. She broke her promise and left her alone to suffer the torture that came her way. It was the thing that had pierced Sia's heart when she wasRelated chapters
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