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2020-12-20 23:12:59~FLASHBACK
AUTHOR'S POVSia had been sitting on the single sofa as Emily, John, Harry and Louis stared at her, wanting to know why she was here. She had been looking up at them and then looking down at her hands, as she felt uncomfortable under their observing gazes.Emily was sitting on the sofa in front of her with her arms folded on her chest and her eyes fixed on Sia, as she tried to guess what she here for. As she observed her, she had noticed, that her face was paler than usual and her eyes looked dim, even dead than before. She wondered, if something had happened to her in the past days. After that day at the planetarium, Emily had decided, that it was best to not push Sia. Maybe they were really just forcing themselves on her. She had started liking her as a friend and as a person, but then what happened broke her heart. She had never expected Sia to hate them. ThRelated chapters
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~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVGrim silence weighed heavy in the air as John, Louis and Emily glared at Harry, in utter suprise. It was the most unexpected thing for them. They wouldn't have thought in even hundred years, that Sia would make friends with Harry so early.Uncomfortable under everyone's glares, Harry was busy giving murderous looks to Sia, who was busy in her own internal conflicts. What had she done just now? she wondered.She should have apologized. That's the least she could do for them. They deserved an apology from her. Getting uncomfortable from her own thoughts, she gave a once over look to everyone and her mind screamed at her again, to just apologize.“ I am sorry...” Everyone turned their heads to look at Sia, who looked defeated and tired from everything.
Last Updated : 2020-12-21LIFE OF LIES STABILITY
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVA moment in time, everything seems fine and happy. For the second time in Sia's life, she was experiencing the stability. It seemed like everything would be fine now. Like from now onwards, everything would be happy-ever-after.Many days has passed since she had apologized to them. They had forgiven her and treated her like they usually treated her again. It felt like, nothing happened at all.That day, Harry and Sia had to tell them everything about that night, resulting in a raging John; who was ready to throw shades at Max. Sia had seen someone so possessive for her for the first time in her life. He always gave her the brotherly vibes, but she had never admitted it to him.With everything back to normal, they bothered her everyday like usual, taking her to new places and making her
Last Updated : 2020-12-22LIFE OF LIES AMUSEMENT PARK
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVJust as John parked the car, everyone got out, leaving a struggling Sia with a sleeping Louis, as they knew she was annoyed and they loved annoying her.Taking out his phone from his pocket, Harry turned on the camera and captured an annoyed Sia, who was glaring down at Louis, as he slept on her shoulder. She had been trying to wake him up, but he was sleeping like a rock. She wondered, if he was dead, but his slow breaths hitting her shoulder told her otherwise.“ Best of Luck at Waking him up, Sia! ” Teasing her, John smirked thrusting his hands in his jeans pockets, as Emily smiled at those two.“ Those two look good together...” Emily whispered to herself, which didn't go unheard by John. Turning around to look at Emily, he whispered, “ Indeed...They lo
Last Updated : 2020-12-24LIFE OF LIES MOVING ON
~FLASHBACKSIA'S POVThe holidays in the university were over and tomorrow I had to attend the University. Admist everything, I had almost forgotten about the topic Professor George had given us as an assignment, about 'Philosophy of Life'.I had told everyone, that I won't be available for the whole day, as I will be writing that essay, which was getting on my nerves now.Sitting down on the chair in front of my desk with a plop, I placed the mug of coffee on top of the table and sighed. What should I write? It was same question again.Sighing for the nth time, I grabbed the notebook along with the pen and stared at the wall, forming the right words in my mind. Unconsciously, I was spinning the pen between my fingers. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't understand what to write. The line formed in ny mind,
Last Updated : 2020-12-24LIFE OF LIES LIFE OF LIES
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVAll the crying had made Sia's swell up and it was hard to see now, but it was alright. She finally felt light talking everything out aloud. Maybe admitting things lightened up her heart. She was not sure about others, but she felt a little better now. Better than ever before.She was sitting on the same bench, at the same spot, which became her favourite place in the whole world. She always ended up coming here on her own. Smiling to herself, she looked down at the notebook where she had finally managed to write down her 'Philosophy about Life'. It sure took long but her thoughts were clear now. She looked up in the sky and saw the sun going down. The sky was colored with alot of colors right now, looking breathtaking. She looked a final time at her essay and her focus went to the final lines on the paper.
Last Updated : 2020-12-25LIFE OF LIES SHOCK
~FLASHBACK AUTHOR'S POVTime had flied away with it's wings spread wide apart. Days were busy in University now, as the exams were knocking at everyone's door. Everyone dreaded this time, as judgement day was not far away.Sia, Louis, Emily and Harry were lounging in the garden of the university. Harry had bag under his head and he was laying, sleepily. Louis's head was placed on his stomach and he too seemed to be at the verge of La La land. Emily and Sia were sitting with their backs facing the sun. Winter was bidding it's goodbye, so they were enjoying the winter sun for some last days of this year. They had been waiting for John, who went for some Student Council work.“ Everything is so boring these days! ” Harry yawned out, placing a hand on his mouth to cover it.Emily and Louis nodde
Last Updated : 2020-12-26LIFE OF LIES PROJECT
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia had been standing in front of the office's door of her head of department Professor. It was weird, that she felt nervous. They had cleared all the papers and she held the first position in everything. They all called her the exceptional student in the University.It was her last year at the University anf everyone knew. John, Emily and Louis had already graduated earlier this year. Sia still remembered that memorable day. They had partied all night and they made Sia drink for the first time in her life. What happened after that, was quite an embarassing story, so she avoided going there but still made a mental note to never drink again, in her whole life.Sia had introduced Lara to them that day and they instantly clicked. They all ended up being friends. Cliche! But still heartwarming. They all had enjoyed every day
Last Updated : 2020-12-27LIFE OF LIES HARDIN BLACK
~BACK TO THE PRESENTAUTHOR'S POVSia had been travelling through her memories for a long time. She felt like, she was back there; the place where she was happy. Once, she wanted to make memories. She did made memories; alot of them. The same memories turned into her prison. She was held captive by the same memories, that haunted her everyday and every night.What made her snap out of her journey, was the sound of her room's door opening. Shaking her head, she came back to reality. Contrary to her expectations, her eyes were dry. There were no tears, but they were bloodshot due to her endurance. Like always, her heart felt heavy. It felt like something inside her, was tearing her heart apart; slowly to make her feel the pain, surge through her. Pain had numbed her, like always.Slowly turning around, she found Hard
Last Updated : 2020-12-28
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LIFE OF LIES FINALLY HAPPY
AUTHOR'S POV “ We are going to marry next week. ” Hardin dropped the bomb on her and Sia's jaw hanged low in shock. Now, this was what they called going overboard with everything. Sia thought and whipped her head around to argue with him again when his hands made their way to her sides for the second time. “ Hardin Please. Listen to me. ” Sia placed her hands on his wet chest and sighed. Hardin's hands paused, his eyes assessing her expressions. “ I am listening. ” He smiled, pushing Sia's hair behind her ear softly. Sia heaved a heavy breath not knowing what to say to him. She did not know why she still felt so scared of everything. “ Don't you want to be with me? Don't you want everyone to know that we are married? ” Hardin whispered, his eyes noticing her expressions that changed to one of horror. “ No. No. It's nothing like th
LIFE OF LIES I LOVE YOU
AUTHOR'S POV When she opened her eyes and found him on his knees in front of her with a ring box opened in front of him, all fear got replaced with awe and raw shock. It was like she would never be able to breath again. “ So? Will you marry me Sia Hardin Black? Once Again? ” He smiled nervously as he proposed to her. Sia's hands shot up to her mouth to cover it as a gasp left her lips. Tears started streaming down her red cheeks. “ I wanted to prepare a grand proposal event something but I think this is the right time for this. ” He shrugged his right shoulder as he stared in his teary eyes hopefully. His heart was beating in his ears like a drum. This was the second time in his whole life that he was so nervous. Truly scared yet hopeful at the same time. “ I think this is the best time because there is only you and me. You need me and I want to be there for you whe
LIFE OF LIES I LOVE YOU
AUTHOR'S POV Sia turned around in the bed, her eyes opening. She did not know when she fell asleep and woke up just now. Yawning, she focused on the figure laying just beside her with his arm draped over her waist protectively. Her hand reached out to brush off his bangs away from his eyes with her fingers gently as he sighed in his sleep. An unconscious smile was tugged up at the corners of Sia's lips. Her thumb slowly drew circles on his cheek with her eyes taking in the sight before her. She had never thought that it was possible for Hardin to love her. It all felt like a lie at first but the sincerity in his eyes and the determination in his voice drove all fear away. Now there was only him and there was only her. Nothing else mattered. Atleast she could try thinking like that but she still had a hard time adjusting to this new thing. She pushed herself off the bed as she grabbed her clothes to wear them.
LIFE OF LIES SURPRISING PROPOSAL
AUTHOR'S POV Sia turned around in the bed, her eyes opening. She did not know when she fell asleep and woke up just now. Yawning, she focused on the figure laying just beside her with his arm draped over her waist protectively. Her hand reached out to brush off his bangs away from his eyes with her fingers gently as he sighed in his sleep. An unconscious smile was tugged up at the corners of Sia's lips. Her thumb slowly drew circles on his cheek with her eyes taking in the sight before her. She had never thought that it was possible for Hardin to love her. It all felt like a lie at first but the sincerity in his eyes and the determination in his voice drove all fear away. Now there was only him and there was only her. Nothing else mattered. Atleast she could try thinking like that but she still had a hard time adjusting to this new thing. She pushed herself off the bed as she grabbed her clothes to wear them.
LIFE OF LIES BURNING DESIRE
AUTHOR'S POV “ What? What did you say? ” Hardin shook his head, his heart pounding in his ears. He was wondering if what he heard was really what she spoke just now. “ I will stay. I said I wil-will stay. ” Sia immediately changed her statement, her cheeks starting to heat up. She had never said I love you to any man before and she felt like she did something out of the world just now. His shocked eyes were making her breath hitch. “ You said something else. ” Hardin's eyes darkened as a smirk tugged up at the corner of his lips. He knew that she confessed to him just now but changed her words instantly after that. She felt awkward but he would definitely hear it from her. One way or another. Sia pulled her hand back feeling nervous and turned around to march closer to the pictures that were hanged on the wall. Her hands were trembling at her side,
LIFE OF LIES SINCERE FEELINGS
AUTHOR'S POV “ You! You will come with me. ” He grabbed her wrist and started dragging her back inside the mansion as Sia let him take her, feeling dumbfounded. What was Hardin doing? Sia wondered but could not find the answer to that. She guessed, she would find out in a while. Hardin dragged Sia to the room on the upper floor which was his as she recognized instantly. The combination was maroon and black. It gave off an eery vibe just like his personality. He pulled her inside and closed the door behind them smoothly with a click. Sia took in the interior of the room. There was a huge king sized bed in the middle with black sheets and maroon duvet and pillows. Sia's eyes conveniently left the bed and stopped at the wall beside it. Her breath hitched when she noticed alot of pictures hanged on the wall. Her pictures. She had never seen them before though. She did
LIFE OF LIES A REASON TO STAY
AUTHOR'S POV “ I am going to leave now. ” She whispered and looked up in his eyes that were open now as his heart dropped down to the pit of his stomach. “ What do you mean by this?! ” Hardin pulled away from her and asked in a cold tone as Sia gazed up in his eyes thoughtfully. “ What do you mean by leaving?! ” He asked again with hysteria clear in his eyes. Sia heaved in a heavy breath before grabbing his hands and pushing them off her arms. She looked in his eyes for a moment before replying in a determined tone. “ I am going to take Emma and I am going to leave from here. I am going to go somewhere far from here. ” Hardin's eyes went wide realising what she was hinting at. She was talking about leaving him. She was telling him that it was over between them. It was over before it even started. “ No. No! You can't do that! ” He growle
LIFE OF LIES FINAL DECISION
AUTHOR'S POV Sia embraced Emma closer not knowing what to say as a lump formed in her throat immediately. Emma placed her head on her shoulder and did not say anything else either. Sia's eyes travelled upto meet Hardin's baby blue orbs that were already staring at her with an unrecognizable emotion shining in them. “ I won't cry if you won't cry. ” Emma sniffed after a while and pulled away wiping her eyes with her small hands. Sia grimaced as she averted her eyes back to meet Emma's eyes that painfully reminded her of Emily's eyes. “ I won't cry. ” Sia shook her head as she pushed the tears back, looking at her. Emma pulled her closer once again and sighed out as Sia felt her heart hurting more. She was just a child yet she was like this. Emma pulled away instantly and her eyes shot up to meet hers. “ Will you play chess with me? ” The same excitement shined
LIFE OF LIES NO SECRETS ANYMORE
AUTHOR'S POV Standing in front of two old graves, Sia did not know what she exactly felt. She never knew these two people. Luther Martin and Lily Martin yet their connection was deeper than anything else. Their blood ran in her veins and pumped through her heart. But she was not used to this. Her whole life, she had known only herself and her loneliness. Nothing else. She was so used to it that the term family scared her now. Shaking her head, Sia turned around to leave. They were dead and she had to move on from all of it once again. All important people in her life were either dead or they left her like Harry was going to do. A red rose was clutched tightly in her hands. It was so surprising that Lara, Lucas and even John and Emily's new graves were in the same cemetry. Her parents were so close to her yet she never knew. And now, when she knew everything, it did not make any difference. Glanc
