"Ugh, no, I don't like going to the mall," I object automatically.
He arches his brow. "Why?"
"It's full of people."
"And?"
I groan and smack my forehead. "Nothing. Never mind."
"Okay, let's go," he says, sticking the lollipop between his lips and turning to leave.
I hesitate for a second more, then sigh in defeat. I survived detention. I can certainly survive the mall.
Here goes.
Minutes later, we are seated in his posh car, having rushed through the rain. I touch my hair, hoping it doesn't get frizzy. I fasten my seatbelt and lean back into the passenger seat. The seats are fine leather, and in here it smells nice.
"Loaded, are we?" I tease, running my hand along the smooth leather. I don't know much about cars, and I won't pretend to, but I know this is not a cheap one, and it's clearly brand new. Getting in, I caught the Subaru insignia on it.
Jude looks at me, an eyebrow raised. "Or maybe it's hard work."
"Mh?" I mutter, tilt my head side to side in consideration. "Okay."
He starts the car and eases out of the parking lot, then speeds down the street.
"What are you going to do at the mall?" I ask, my eyes moving with the wipers on the windscreen.
"To get a new sim card," he replies.
I look sideways at him. "Do you have to go to the mall for that? Can't you go to any ordinary shop out here?"
"I've always bought all my phone accessories at that particular shop," he replies.
I scoff. "Alright, Mr. loyal customer."
The rain is still falling, so I lean back in my seat. Me accompanying him to the mall is kind of outrageous, since the mall is the opposite direction from school from the direction my house is. I can't say I'm losing time though, since I would have waited the rain out at school, and if I had gotten lucky maybe mum could have picked me up on her way from work.
Out of the corner of my eye I notice that Jude still has the tootsie between his lips. "Isn't that supposed to give you a cold at times like this?"
His eyes flicker to me for a short second. "Not to me, no." His voice is muffled, and he takes the stick from between his lips. He then proceeds to lick his red lips, leaving them glistening. I look away before he can catch me looking.
"You're lucky," I tell him. "If I so much as had a sweet late in the evening, I'd be stuck with a cold and most unpleasantly a sore throat the next morning."
"We'll have to change that," he says and I give him a confused look. Before I can ask what he means, he reaches into the glove compartment and fishes out a sweet in red wrapping. Okay, this dude seriously has cherry issues. "Take this," he offers.
I take it and go to push it in my pocket.
"No, have it now," he instructs.
I scoff. "In this cold? Hell no." I definitely do not wish for a running nose.
"I promise nothing will happen, I'll get you a hot chocolate at the mall."
Okay, that sounds tempting but...
"I don't want to spend more time than I have to in that place."
"You'll have your chocolate in a quiet little cafe while I go do my business, that alright?"
The novel in my bag immediately comes to mind, and I picture myself tucked away in a cafe's corner, hot beverage steaming into my face while I read it. Perfect. I'll even shove my earphones on. What better way to avoid people.
I nod. "Fine." I unwrap the sweet and place it in my mouth, the sweetness dissolving on my tongue that's slowly getting better.
"Hurry up," I instruct after Jude has seen to it that I'm seated with my hot chocolate.
"Be patient," he says, then heads out of the cafe.
What's that supposed to mean? That he'll be gone for long? He better not.
I quickly dig out my novel, Bloodlines by Richelle Mead, and open to the page I was last at. I almost forget my drink as I am too excited to reconnect with my Adrian. One hand wraps around the hot mug, keeping me warm. I lift my head to take a sip but I don't, because some guy is standing in front of my table, watching me.
I almost do a double take because he looks so like Jude, with his blond hair and electric blue eyes. His lips are curved in a smirk, which is familiar too because I have seen an identical one on Jude over the years, especially when dealing with his female admirers. They could pass for twins, but this one looks a bit older.
"Yes?" I ask, because he's just staring at me, and maybe if he wasn't so hot it could have been creepy. We have to admit there are lots of stuff attractive people get away with that the rest of us can never hope for.
He takes a step forward, stuffing his hands into his black leather jacket pockets. "Are you with Jude?" he asks, his eyes checking me out as far as they can go.
"Yes," I answer, deciding I didn't see that.
"You don't seem like his usual type," he says.
"Type of?" I enquire.
He lifts an eyebrow. "Girl," he explains.
"Yeah I'm not," I reply. "Are you his brother?"
He nods. "Jared," he says, sticking his hand out for me to shake.
I reach forward, but I don't exactly get there because Jude appears from nowhere and shoves his brother back. My hand falls back to the table in surprise, barely missing my drink.
"What are you doing here?" Jude grits out, glaring at his brother.
Jared's eyes flicker to me, his smirk slipping back into place. He takes a step back and looks at his brother. "Easy there, J. No harm."
"Fúck off," Jude orders, and I watch in shock as he pushes his brother towards the door.
Jared's expression morphs, the smirk wiped out by a glare even worse than Jude's, blue eyes narrowing to slits. "Watch it, little brother."
By this time the rest of the customers are watching their little tiff. Luckily though, Jared turns on his heels and leaves. Jude stands there, watching him until he disappears outside. He turns back to me, a stormy expression on his face.
"What did he tell you?" he asks, his hand going through his hair in agitation.
I'm a little taken aback by his argument with his brother, and different theories are already making their way through my mind. He and Jared looked as if they hate each other, and I know that's a strong word.
"Nothing," I say. "What was that about?"
He shakes his head. "Nothing. Come on, let's go."
I haven't even started on my chocolate but oh well. "Got your card?" I ask, at the same time doubting it. He came back so fast, almost as if he caught sight of Jared on his way there and rushed back.
"Yes," he lies as I pack my book.
I give him a quizzical look but let it go. I shoulder my backpack and stand up. "Let's go."
My visit to the cursed place was much shorter than expected, thank heavens.
The ride to my home is silent, which means I'm doing all I can to hold back my questions. I can see his mood has darkened and it doesn't look like he's going to entertain my insatiable curiosity. Why would brothers treat each other like that? I try to imagine Trey and Sam having such a fall out, but I can't. It doesn't make sense.
The rain has reduced to a drizzle. I sigh and lean against the window, it's coolness searing through my cheek.
That day when Angeline slipped and fell, it rained. It was actually the rain that cut our adventure short, driving us out of the forest in a hurry. By the time we got back to the car, we were drenched. Angeline was sitting up front and wrapped in a dry towel while Jax drove. I was in the back seat with Nicki and Simon, teeth chattering.
Everything slips away as I recall how she turned in her seat to face me, a grin on her face, wet strands of hair matted to her face. Then she told me how one of the guys kept staring at me back at the river. The others joined in teasing me, mercilessly adding to my embarrassment.
I'm jolted out of my reverie when I feel prodding on my arm. I turn to find Jude giving me a look. The car isn't moving, and when I look out of the window I see we are not at mine yet. We are not anywhere specific either.
"Why have you stopped?" I ask.
"I don't know where your house is, and you fell asleep and wouldn't wake up after I yelled your name like ten times," he says, his dark mood slightly softened by the amused tone in his voice.
I sit up straighter. I was not asleep, was I?
"I was not asleep, just thinking. With my eyes closed."
"Well then, you didn't respond when I called," he claims. "So, how do I get to yours? I only know it's this direction past the school."
"Drive on," I instruct. "I'll show you where to turn."
Minutes later, Jude drops me off and leaves. I trudge into my one story house, taking off my shoes just inside the hall. I go into the living room and there's Maria, kneeling on the couch that's near the window providing a view to the street. Wait for it...
"Who's that who dropped you?" she asks, turning away from the window.
I shrug as I head off to the kitchen. "Nobody."
"That was Jude's car right?"
Of course she would know the hot guys' at school cars.
"Maybe," I reply as I get into the kitchen. Mum is leaning against the counter. Something is sizzling behind her on the stoves. "Hey Mum."
She looks up and immediately straightens up. "Jo. Have you talked to Lilian?"
I stop short on my trip to the refrigerator. "Uh, no, why?"
She rubs her hands on her elbows. "When she left she was...upset. She hasn't picked any of my calls."
My mood deflates. "So I guess dad didn't change his mind?"
She nods. "I want to make sure she got back safely, can you try and call her?"
I nod and take another door that leads to the backyard. I dial Lilian's number and the call goes through. I stand on the pavement, watching the drizzle as I wait for her to pick up. When I'm finally convinced she isn't going to receive, the ringing stops and I hear her voice.
"Hey Jo."
"Lilly. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, sorry for not replying earlier, I was in a meeting. I signed with the agent, Jo."
My brow shoots up. "Oh, Okay. I'm happy for you, because that's what you want. I'm sorry dad is so difficult. He'll come around."
She sighs on the other side. "I hope so."
"Mum wanted to know that you got back safely," I tell her.
"Yeah I'm fine, tell her I'll talk to her later," she says.
"Okay, I will."
"I'm moving out of my dorm tomorrow to an apartment that I'm getting. Then, I'm flying out to Seychelles on Monday for my first gig."
I gape. "WHAT!?"
She laughs. "Yeah, wish me luck."
"All the best, sis. Jeez, I'm jealous."
I'm happy for her, but I know she's sad to be at odds with dad. Hopefully, with time he'll get to see she made a good decision and have a change of heart.
The first thing I notice when I get to the hallway where my locker is situated early Friday morning is Jude, laughing at something Cole is saying and banging his hand on his locker.I narrow my eyes, my hand folded around my hankie, two other stuffed in my jeans pockets.I'm about to ruin somebody's jovial morning mood.I march over to the two. I've just gotten there when my nose tickles on the insides, and I feel it coming.I raise my handkerchief to my nostrils."Aaacho!"I sigh in relief as I wipe my nose. The two boys are no longer making noise, instead staring at me. I put my hand down and glare at Jude."Oh shit," he mumbles.Nice word choice."Nothing will happen, I promise," I taunt, imitating his voice from yesterday after he had handed me the swe
It's Saturday night and I have nothing to do, through with my book — sadly — and too lazy to read on my phone. It's way into the night and I'm beneath my blankets, phone poised above my face as I try to find something interesting to do. I could play Candy Crush, but I've been stuck on one level for close to four weeks.I come across my facebook app and realise I haven't visited the site for... I honestly can't remember the last time. I tap on it and go online, sliding through my news feed and soon enough I'm laughing at the funny posts. About half an hour later, I get an idea.I bring up the search bar and type in "Jude Walker".I find myself curious and wanting to see what life he has on social media. I mean, I'll be spending considerable time with him so I should probably know what sort of a person I'm dealing with, right?Yeah, okay, so that's just an excuse to try and just
By Monday, I hope that Jude has somehow forgotten all about my Saturday night adventure, because he most probably has other things to focus on. Like, you know, how he's popular and interacts with a lot of people, all the girls paying attention to him, his focus on football, maintaining those god-like looks...But no, he is doing none of those as the current smirk he is sending my way confirms.I flush but try to hide it, immensely glad that he can't approach me at the moment.Today a different girl is holding him hostage at his locker, her hand pressed against his chest, and her body to his. She is whispering something to his ear, but his eyes are stuck on me as I move to my locker. Why can't my locker be at the other end of the school?I'm too busy getting distracted by those piercing blue eyes that I'm no longer watching where I'm stepping until I collide into someone and I yelp, my head whirling around.I hear a familiar rumble as strong a
Wednesday afternoon, I'm in the living room, sprawled on one of the couches. I’m watching some sitcom on the TV and laughing much more times than the background laughter that’s on. Most of the time people give me looks whenever I burst into laughter in situations they can't find anything to laugh about, but all I can do is pray that they get a little sense of humour dropped onto them.Anyway I'm busy trying to hold my laughter back because my stomach is starting to ache when the doorbell rings. I sit upright and switch off the TV, knowing that's Jude and I don't want him to get another thing to taunt me about, in the name of the shows I watch. I mean, I can watch anything so long as it's entertaining? Isn't that the point of sitting in front of a screen for hours? To get entertained? Why am I even thinking about this?I walk to the door and pull it wide open to see Jude, who's standing there with a smile on his face. It falls off his face once he sees
The moment I walk into the school, on my own like most days, I catch sight of a trio that I'd rather not draw attention from. I've not talked to Jax in a long while, and I still haven't figured what I'd say to him about him and Jen. Is it even any of my business? But it bothers me, every time I think of Angeline I remember how she was so in love with him, and how she could have been heartbroken and taken forever to get over him had anything happened to keep them apart. Maybe I could have managed if it was just Jax and Simon, but no, Jon is with them too.Now, that complicates everything.They are standing at the stairs that lead to the huge front doors, with Simon leaning on the other side of the rail. I watch other students pass by, but only in ones and twos, and not a group I can hide in the midst of -sometimes being short is a blessing- and go past them without being noticed.I should have worn my snap back today.While I stand there and hope they disp
Me, 8.22pm: You gave me Jude's coat?!Yes, I stalked Cole on Facebook, added him and once he accepted, I asked for his number and now I'm texting him. I could have easily asked Jude for his number, but I'm not sure what sort of mood he's in right now and I'm not giving him a chance to ruin my evening.Cole, 8.22pm: No I didn't, that's my coat.I snort.Me, 8.23pm: It smells like Jude.Cole, 8.23pm: Well that doesn't sound creepy at all, Jo.I flush.Me, 8.24pm: Stop being a smartass. What if he gets mad? You can't go around giving out his clothes.That coat looks expensive, and it's designer.Cole, 8.25pm: He won't mind.I remember his cold tone and the way he glared at me back at the office.Me, 8.26pm: Is he still mad? He almost snapped my neck back at the office.Cole, 8.26pm: He was just mad that he got in trouble.Me, 8.27pm: Isn't that what bad boys like, getting in trouble?
I talk to her. I know she can't hear me, I know she isn't even exactly down there, and I like to think of her soul dancing somewhere like she used to do, with the stars or in heaven. I talk to her anyway, as if she can hear me.I tell her about my first detention, I tell her how many things are different without her around, but I definitely do not tell her about Jen and Jax. I don't even mention Jax. There are fresh flowers near the headstone, other than the live ones, and I wonder who they are from.Does Jax even come here?And tell her what?Hey I'm now dating your other best friend?Or cry and ask that she forgives him?I stay for a while, throwing glances to the mass of black on the other side, watching so I’ll see when it's time to leave so that my parents won't miss me.I tell her about Jude."You would have made fun of me, right? And teased me about how I now have the hottest guy in school talking to me. And
Trey took a photo of an unsuspecting me, standing beside Dad's car after we got to the church, then posted it on Facebook and Instagram and tagged me on it.This is his way of getting back at me, because I was in a dress and he knew I would hate it if he put it anywhere public. I don't wear dresses unless I feel really really...really obliged to do so, which has happened like thrice since I dumped them when I was somewhere in lower primary school or some time a long ago like that, and I have never once gone to school in one, which explains why my phone is currently blowing up with notifications.I threatened to untag myself, he shrugged and said he would just tag a lot of his friends on it.I thought brothers were supposed to hide their precious sisters from the prowling perverted creatures known as teenage boys?I'm lying on Trey's bed right now, shooting him glares as he sits on the floor against his door because he knows what's best for him and i
"I need you to stay away from Jude." I stare at my father across his study desk and wonder whether I heard him right. "What?" I ask. When he called me to his study, I didn't think my boyfriend was going to be the topic of discussion. Maybe my plans now that high school is behind me and I have several months before leaving for university, but not this. Dad clasps his hands on top of his desk and leans toward me. "I'm his doctor, and I'm your father. I have both of your best interests at heart. He's like a son to me. And right now what's best for him is that he stays away from you." I press a finger to my temple. "We are not doing anything wrong, if that's what you're worried about," I say, my gaze fleeting to the ceiling. "And I don't want to stay away from him, he's my boyfriend!" He nods. "I know." I look back at him. "I love him, I can't just stay away from him." "Jude's not well--" "He's fine! His wound healed
'Don't get mad.' I stare at the text on my phone, and I can guess what else Jude is currently typing. Here it comes... 'I'm outside your window. ' Of course. I drop my phone and crawl out of bed. I pad to my window and pull the curtains apart. Jude smiles at me from the other side, as if he's aware that the little expression is enough to thaw me any time. I try to look as pissed off as possible as I unlatch the window and push it open. Jude climbs in. He shuts it behind him then turns to me, smile still in place. "I couldn't--" "Stay away," I complete the sentence for him. I've heard it almost a hundred times in the past month, half that time with him crawling through my window. He grins, then pecks my lips. "I missed you." I sigh and turn away, going back to my bed. I don't get there though since two strong arms come around me from behind. "Please don't be mad at me," he pleads.
"Am I interrupting something?" At the sound of Nicki's voice, my first instinct is to jump out of Jude's laps immediately. I don't get anywhere because his hold on me proves to be tighter than I thought. My flaming face turns towards my friend, who's standing at the top of the stairs, eyebrows meeting her hairline as she takes in the sight in front of her. "Don't let me interrupt," she says saucily, then proceeds to come forward. I feel Jude's face against the side of my head, his laugh muffled. He presses a kiss to my ear then finally lets go of me. "Hi, Nicki." I say, moving across the table back to my seat. "Hello, friend who didn't bother telling me she's been snogging her hot study partner all along." She perches on the table, facing me. "Other than that one time, that is." "I--" "What one time?" Jude pipes in, the amusement in his voice apparent. Nicki turns toward him. "The one time you both skinny
I can't stop pacing in my room, already regretting my decision to leave without checking on Jude.I should have stayed, even if only to make sure he was okay. Someone doesn't just lock himself up in a bathroom while not taking a shower for that many minutes if he's alright.Why did he get so mad?I refuse to acknowledge the voice that keeps telling me that he got frustrated because he couldn't get what he wanted all along.He said I rejected him. Did he really mean it? Did he really want to ask me out? Me, as his girlfriend? Girlfriend?Knowing that sleep will be a hard thing to get without knowing that he's at least okay, I dial Cole's number. It rings through the first time without a reply, but I hit the dial again. I know it's late, half past eleven, but this is Cole and the chances are he's awake.It almost stops ringing the second time round when it's picked up and a drunken feminine voice responds."Who are you, why are yo
My phone rings at a quarter before midnight and to be honest, I’m not surprised. It has become a routine for Jude to call me at insane hours of the night, and to talk about what? “I can’t wait for tomorrow,” he says now when I pick up. I smile at the sound of his voice. In a span of several weeks, it’s gradually managed to become my favourite sound. “Why?” I ask, rolling onto my back. I can’t remember there being any special occasion for tomorrow. “So that I can see you,” Jude responds. “And?” “There’s an and?” “I mean, of course you’ll see me tomorrow, we have school.” “Does that mean I can’t miss you?” I let out a small laugh. “You’re kidding, we were just together like, four hours ago?” “You’re not here with me right now, are you?” I refrain from making an audible ‘awww’ sound because I still can’t believe he’s actually saying this to me. I mean, I know by now that he does appreciate my company, but he’s sounding like we’re in a relationship or something, and we’re not.
My bright Monday morning is ruined when I spot Bethany standing next to Jude’s locker, clearly waiting on him. The smile that has been plastered on my face all morning drops instantly.Apparently, all it takes to demolish the castles I’ve been building all weekend is a single sighting of Jude’s extremely gorgeous ex girlfriend.Gorgeous and clingy.That sounds better.It shouldn’t even bother me since he said there’s nothing between them, right?I hurry up so that I can get out of here before I witness something that might ruin my day. In the name of Jude appearing and flirting with her like he has been doing of late. I cast one last look towards his locker…And almost drop my bag to the floor.My mouth goes dry when I see Jude coming towards me. My eyes dart behind him to his locker, where Bethany sti
"Wake up.” Shake. “Get up.” I press the pillow to my face and wish the voice away. What sort of human being disturbs perfect morning slumber? “It’s nine already, Jo.” “What?” I yell and fly up, shoving the pillow away. It’s not that late, is it? Jude is standing beside the bed, regarding me with an amused smile. He looks put together, like he woke up a long time ago. “Shit.” I hop out of bed. “I need to go home.” The last of that sentence finds me at the bathroom door. I get in quickly, do a quick clean up and put on my dress. When I get back to the room, Jude is sitting on the bed. He quirks his brow. “What’s the hurry for?” I give him a look of disbelief. “I don’t want to get into any trouble!” “Your parents already left for work by now, right?” I nod.
“Nothing different,” Jude persuades, pulling me into the room, walking backwards towards the bed. “Still a bedroom and still just you and me.”Yes, but before we hadn’t kissed, had we?His bed is a large white affair, and a part of me just wants to jump on it and cuddle in his bedding. He has a lot of pillows and my mind can’t help forming images of him asleep, blond hair fanned out on a pillow, pink lips in a pout…I break out of my thoughts when he sits me on the edge of the bed. He steps back and gives me an assessing look.“You on my bed. Beautiful picture, just one little detail we need to take care of.”I lift an eyebrow. “Yeah?”He points at Cole’s jacket. “Can you please get rid of Cole’s jacket?”I wrap my arms around myself, wanting to tea
Jude picks up the phone on the first ring, to my relief.“Look who’s calling me,” he says, amused.I manage a smile past the tears that won’t stop streaming down my face. I take in a deep breath and try to keep my voice even.“Hey Jude. I need a favour.”I fail terribly, sounding as if I have grains of sand stuck in my throat. My body shivers, a fresh sob threatening to surface.“Jo? Are you okay?” Jude’s voice drops the playfulness, becoming urgent.I suck in another breath. “No, I… Can you pick me up please?”“Of course,” he responds without missing a beat. “Where’re you?”“You know Ana Grace right? Do you know her place?”“Yes, yes I do, is that where you are?”