In the morning, I'm at my locker stealing glances at Jennifer's to see when she arrives when a lollipop in red wrapping is thrust into my face.
I turn and there is Jude, leaning against the locker next to mine. Grinning. I blink. Once, twice, then take a step back.
He waves the lolly in my face. "Here's my peace offering, for being a jerk yesterday."
"You are not always a jerk?" I ask, not bothering to hide the sarcasm.
His lips, that have already been reddened by candy this early in the day, pull up in a smirk. "And you are not always rude, are you?"
I reach for the sweet, but he holds onto it. He arches a brow. "Off to a better restart?"
"Okay," I agree. I snatch it out of his hands and shove it into my jacket pocket.
He doesn't leave. He reaches into his jeans pocket and retrieves another lollipop. He's wearing severed blue jeans and a white v neck that shows beneath his black jacket, outlining his toned body. He unwraps the lollipop and pops the red ball into his mouth.
"Are you addicted to these things or something?" I ask, frowning.
He shrugs.
I turn back towards my locker.
"So, I thought about it, can we meet in the evenings after I'm through with practice?" he asks.
I run that through my mind for a second. "Wouldn't that be at six? I can't stay back for you, Jude."
"I didn't say we have to do it here," he tells me.
I turn back towards him and cross my arms on my chest. "Your house?" I suggest.
"No!" he replies, leaning up from the locker. He holds the stick and draws the lolly from his lips. He says it as if his house shouldn't even be an option. "Maybe yours, if you don't mind," he says with a shrug.
I think about my house. With Maria snooping around my back, and Trey who thankfully minds his own business. Sam's okay, he's always busy idolising Trey to bother me. I sigh inwardly. If everyone in my family actually knew how to keep their noses to themselves like Trey and not in my business, I wouldn't have to think twice about inviting Jude over. "I'll think about it."
"Hey, guys," a hesitant voice greets, and I turn to find some guy that usually hangs around with Jude. His name is Cole, he's in my History and Religious Studies class. We don't really talk. He looks between me and Jude, obviously wondering what's going on.
Jude clears his throat and looks at him, gesturing towards me. "Uh, Cole, this is Ava--"
"Ava Hansen, I know who she is," Cole cuts him off, raising an eyebrow in amusement.
Jude scratches behind his ear awkwardly. "Ah, yes," he says, as if realising other people who have been in the same school with me for three years actually do know my name.
Cole shifts on his feet, looking between us again, suspiciously. I almost squirm under his gaze. Cole is tall, like his friend here, which means he is sort of towering over me. He is also as good looking. Birds of the same feather and all, you know? He is dressed in black jeans, a black short sleeved shirt, and black boots.
"So, see you later?" Jude asks.
I nod. He shoves his friend, leading him away. They are not far off when I hear Cole say, "Dude, I've never seen you talk to her before?" Then I can't catch the rest of the conversation as they move further down the hallway. I turn back to my locker.
"What was that about?" another voice asks, and I immediately turn to face...no, glower, at my best friend. She is wearing a tight short skirt that I have no idea how she manages to walk in, not mentioning the killer heels on her feet. I'd be lying if I said she wasn't gorgeous, though. Then there's me, in my usual getup of jeans and tee.
I put my hands akimbo. "Mind explaining what you were on about last night?"
Jen tosses her blonde mane and rolls her eyes. "Not before you tell me what Jude Walker and Cole Adams were doing here, talking to you."
She puts extra emphasis on the words 'talking' and 'you', as if it's shocking that the two would be talking to me. Which, I admit, isn't something that has ever happened before today. But that is not the major issue here. I lock my locker and grasp my bag on my shoulder. I take her hand and lead her towards our first class of the day.
"Jax?" I ask, waiting for an explanation.
She hooks our arms together, elbow to elbow. "I don't get the big deal, Ava. It's not like we are cheating or anything."
I pout, realising she is right. But still...
"I know," I grumble. "Is Jax even over Angela?" I ask, biting my lip. After all, they were together for two and a half years. You don't last that long in high school unless it's the real thing.
Surely, he's still hurting? I know I am, there are times I sit down and think of her, and tear up. I'm sure he has it as bad, if not worse.
"We are both hurting, Av." Jen says in a soft voice. "We'll get through it together."
I can't help but think, what about me? Who am I going to hurt together with? I nod anyway, although I'm still not fully agreeable with the entire thing.
"Back to you, what's up with you and the two hottest guys in school?" she asks gleefully.
I roll my eyes. "Stop saying how hot other guys are when you already made your choice." She playfully snorts at that and I laugh. "Anyway, I'm taking Jude through some Maths, nothing much."
Her other hand grabs onto my arm, so that she looks like a bride holding on to the groom. "YOU'RE TUTORING JUDE WALKER?"
Her voice comes out really loud and I look around, horrified. Some random kids look at us before moving along. I slap her hand away. "Keep it down, woman!"
"Wait, did I hear something about Jude Walker?" someone asks and rudely walks between us, uninvited. We drop our arms to keep from being bulldozed to the floor. I groan and look in irritation at Simon, my bespectacled friend who is basically my other close friend.
"Watch where you're going," Jen retorts, glaring at him and fixing her strap purse. A school bag would look horrendous with her outfit, so her books are clasped in her hands. Most of the time, she dumps them in my bag.
"Stop sounding like a gossipy girl," I admonish Simon, unable to fight the urge to push his hair back. He has this long wavy black hair with a heavy front wave that keeps falling forward. As expected, he swats my hand away.
He pushes his specs up the bridge of his nose. "Well?" He prompts.
I thought I just told him to stop being girly gossipy...
"She's tutoring Jude," Jen supplies, seemingly over her annoyance.
"Don't let that hot piece just slide by," Simon advises, winking.
I give him a disgusted look and hit him in the back of his head. "Weirdo," I mock. I see the door to our class and I power up, leaving the two behind. I think I've had enough harassment for the day.
Funny, because I had thought I'd be the one harassing Jen over Jax.
That evening, I find myself in detention, a place I've never been before. Simon trudges in behind me, clearly not as put off as I am. Which doesn't surprise me, because he isn't new to this.That morning, after getting into English class, I settled in my seat peacefully, retrieving a novel that I was in the middle of so I could get a little reading before Mrs Rutherford started the lesson. Simon took the seat behind me, while Jen settled in the one beside me. Minutes later, Mrs Rutherford started the class. As soon as she instructed us to open a certain page on our textbooks, though, I noticed that she was in a foul mood. Given the snicker that came from behind me, so did Simon.Ford, as most of the students called her, was, mostly, an okay teacher. But, she dealt ruthlessly with students who crossed her. That fine morning, she gave us an exercise to do, then sat back at her desk, her sharp eye
"Mum? I'll have a friend over to study, maybe starting next week," I say in the evening during dinner. Which I immediately realise is a mistake, since everyone is now paying attention to me."What friend?" Maria asks, nose turned up."None of your business," I mutter and keep my eyes on mum. I should have asked her when nobody was around. "He was assigned to me by Ms. Fernandez, to tutor.""He?" Lilly sputters, covering her mouth that's full of food. She appeared at home earlier on in the evening, saying there's something she needed to talk to mum and dad about. She goes to a university some four hours away, in her second year.Maria tosses her blonde hair back and leans forward. Nobody in our family has blonde hair, - Dad has dark hair, and there's nothing like blonde hair in Mum's entire race. She dyed it on her fifteenth birthday, shortly after she got her first boyfriend. A fact
Simon leans towards me during lunch, awkwardly scratching his eyebrow. "Lilly's home?" he asks, keeping his voice low. I hold back a smile. I know he doesn't want anyone else at the table to hear him, because they would make fun of him. He has had the biggest crush ever on my elder sister for years. "Who told you that?" I ask, humoring him. "Trey told me she said hi," he replies, now touching his frames. "He lied." He actually looks crestfallen for a second, and I feel awful. I pinch his cheek lightly to show I'm joking. "Just kidding, buddy, yeah she said hi," I say, though I'm pretty certain Trey was lying to him. "Yeah, she came home yesterday. Want to see her?" He flushes and I chuckle. I lean in further towards him and sigh. "Come on
"Ugh, no, I don't like going to the mall," I object automatically. He arches his brow. "Why?" "It's full of people." "And?" I groan and smack my forehead. "Nothing. Never mind." "Okay, let's go," he says, sticking the lollipop between his lips and turning to leave. I hesitate for a second more, then sigh in defeat. I survived detention. I can certainly survive the mall. Here goes. Minutes later, we are seated in his posh car, having rushed through the rain. I touch my hair, hoping it doesn't get frizzy. I fasten my seatbelt and lean back into the passenger seat. The seats are fine leather, and in here it smells nice. "Loaded, are we?" I tease, running my hand along the smooth leather. I don't know much about cars, and I won't pretend to, but I know this is
The first thing I notice when I get to the hallway where my locker is situated early Friday morning is Jude, laughing at something Cole is saying and banging his hand on his locker.I narrow my eyes, my hand folded around my hankie, two other stuffed in my jeans pockets.I'm about to ruin somebody's jovial morning mood.I march over to the two. I've just gotten there when my nose tickles on the insides, and I feel it coming.I raise my handkerchief to my nostrils."Aaacho!"I sigh in relief as I wipe my nose. The two boys are no longer making noise, instead staring at me. I put my hand down and glare at Jude."Oh shit," he mumbles.Nice word choice."Nothing will happen, I promise," I taunt, imitating his voice from yesterday after he had handed me the swe
It's Saturday night and I have nothing to do, through with my book — sadly — and too lazy to read on my phone. It's way into the night and I'm beneath my blankets, phone poised above my face as I try to find something interesting to do. I could play Candy Crush, but I've been stuck on one level for close to four weeks.I come across my facebook app and realise I haven't visited the site for... I honestly can't remember the last time. I tap on it and go online, sliding through my news feed and soon enough I'm laughing at the funny posts. About half an hour later, I get an idea.I bring up the search bar and type in "Jude Walker".I find myself curious and wanting to see what life he has on social media. I mean, I'll be spending considerable time with him so I should probably know what sort of a person I'm dealing with, right?Yeah, okay, so that's just an excuse to try and just
By Monday, I hope that Jude has somehow forgotten all about my Saturday night adventure, because he most probably has other things to focus on. Like, you know, how he's popular and interacts with a lot of people, all the girls paying attention to him, his focus on football, maintaining those god-like looks...But no, he is doing none of those as the current smirk he is sending my way confirms.I flush but try to hide it, immensely glad that he can't approach me at the moment.Today a different girl is holding him hostage at his locker, her hand pressed against his chest, and her body to his. She is whispering something to his ear, but his eyes are stuck on me as I move to my locker. Why can't my locker be at the other end of the school?I'm too busy getting distracted by those piercing blue eyes that I'm no longer watching where I'm stepping until I collide into someone and I yelp, my head whirling around.I hear a familiar rumble as strong a
Wednesday afternoon, I'm in the living room, sprawled on one of the couches. I’m watching some sitcom on the TV and laughing much more times than the background laughter that’s on. Most of the time people give me looks whenever I burst into laughter in situations they can't find anything to laugh about, but all I can do is pray that they get a little sense of humour dropped onto them.Anyway I'm busy trying to hold my laughter back because my stomach is starting to ache when the doorbell rings. I sit upright and switch off the TV, knowing that's Jude and I don't want him to get another thing to taunt me about, in the name of the shows I watch. I mean, I can watch anything so long as it's entertaining? Isn't that the point of sitting in front of a screen for hours? To get entertained? Why am I even thinking about this?I walk to the door and pull it wide open to see Jude, who's standing there with a smile on his face. It falls off his face once he sees
"I need you to stay away from Jude." I stare at my father across his study desk and wonder whether I heard him right. "What?" I ask. When he called me to his study, I didn't think my boyfriend was going to be the topic of discussion. Maybe my plans now that high school is behind me and I have several months before leaving for university, but not this. Dad clasps his hands on top of his desk and leans toward me. "I'm his doctor, and I'm your father. I have both of your best interests at heart. He's like a son to me. And right now what's best for him is that he stays away from you." I press a finger to my temple. "We are not doing anything wrong, if that's what you're worried about," I say, my gaze fleeting to the ceiling. "And I don't want to stay away from him, he's my boyfriend!" He nods. "I know." I look back at him. "I love him, I can't just stay away from him." "Jude's not well--" "He's fine! His wound healed
'Don't get mad.' I stare at the text on my phone, and I can guess what else Jude is currently typing. Here it comes... 'I'm outside your window. ' Of course. I drop my phone and crawl out of bed. I pad to my window and pull the curtains apart. Jude smiles at me from the other side, as if he's aware that the little expression is enough to thaw me any time. I try to look as pissed off as possible as I unlatch the window and push it open. Jude climbs in. He shuts it behind him then turns to me, smile still in place. "I couldn't--" "Stay away," I complete the sentence for him. I've heard it almost a hundred times in the past month, half that time with him crawling through my window. He grins, then pecks my lips. "I missed you." I sigh and turn away, going back to my bed. I don't get there though since two strong arms come around me from behind. "Please don't be mad at me," he pleads.
"Am I interrupting something?" At the sound of Nicki's voice, my first instinct is to jump out of Jude's laps immediately. I don't get anywhere because his hold on me proves to be tighter than I thought. My flaming face turns towards my friend, who's standing at the top of the stairs, eyebrows meeting her hairline as she takes in the sight in front of her. "Don't let me interrupt," she says saucily, then proceeds to come forward. I feel Jude's face against the side of my head, his laugh muffled. He presses a kiss to my ear then finally lets go of me. "Hi, Nicki." I say, moving across the table back to my seat. "Hello, friend who didn't bother telling me she's been snogging her hot study partner all along." She perches on the table, facing me. "Other than that one time, that is." "I--" "What one time?" Jude pipes in, the amusement in his voice apparent. Nicki turns toward him. "The one time you both skinny
I can't stop pacing in my room, already regretting my decision to leave without checking on Jude.I should have stayed, even if only to make sure he was okay. Someone doesn't just lock himself up in a bathroom while not taking a shower for that many minutes if he's alright.Why did he get so mad?I refuse to acknowledge the voice that keeps telling me that he got frustrated because he couldn't get what he wanted all along.He said I rejected him. Did he really mean it? Did he really want to ask me out? Me, as his girlfriend? Girlfriend?Knowing that sleep will be a hard thing to get without knowing that he's at least okay, I dial Cole's number. It rings through the first time without a reply, but I hit the dial again. I know it's late, half past eleven, but this is Cole and the chances are he's awake.It almost stops ringing the second time round when it's picked up and a drunken feminine voice responds."Who are you, why are yo
My phone rings at a quarter before midnight and to be honest, I’m not surprised. It has become a routine for Jude to call me at insane hours of the night, and to talk about what? “I can’t wait for tomorrow,” he says now when I pick up. I smile at the sound of his voice. In a span of several weeks, it’s gradually managed to become my favourite sound. “Why?” I ask, rolling onto my back. I can’t remember there being any special occasion for tomorrow. “So that I can see you,” Jude responds. “And?” “There’s an and?” “I mean, of course you’ll see me tomorrow, we have school.” “Does that mean I can’t miss you?” I let out a small laugh. “You’re kidding, we were just together like, four hours ago?” “You’re not here with me right now, are you?” I refrain from making an audible ‘awww’ sound because I still can’t believe he’s actually saying this to me. I mean, I know by now that he does appreciate my company, but he’s sounding like we’re in a relationship or something, and we’re not.
My bright Monday morning is ruined when I spot Bethany standing next to Jude’s locker, clearly waiting on him. The smile that has been plastered on my face all morning drops instantly.Apparently, all it takes to demolish the castles I’ve been building all weekend is a single sighting of Jude’s extremely gorgeous ex girlfriend.Gorgeous and clingy.That sounds better.It shouldn’t even bother me since he said there’s nothing between them, right?I hurry up so that I can get out of here before I witness something that might ruin my day. In the name of Jude appearing and flirting with her like he has been doing of late. I cast one last look towards his locker…And almost drop my bag to the floor.My mouth goes dry when I see Jude coming towards me. My eyes dart behind him to his locker, where Bethany sti
"Wake up.” Shake. “Get up.” I press the pillow to my face and wish the voice away. What sort of human being disturbs perfect morning slumber? “It’s nine already, Jo.” “What?” I yell and fly up, shoving the pillow away. It’s not that late, is it? Jude is standing beside the bed, regarding me with an amused smile. He looks put together, like he woke up a long time ago. “Shit.” I hop out of bed. “I need to go home.” The last of that sentence finds me at the bathroom door. I get in quickly, do a quick clean up and put on my dress. When I get back to the room, Jude is sitting on the bed. He quirks his brow. “What’s the hurry for?” I give him a look of disbelief. “I don’t want to get into any trouble!” “Your parents already left for work by now, right?” I nod.
“Nothing different,” Jude persuades, pulling me into the room, walking backwards towards the bed. “Still a bedroom and still just you and me.”Yes, but before we hadn’t kissed, had we?His bed is a large white affair, and a part of me just wants to jump on it and cuddle in his bedding. He has a lot of pillows and my mind can’t help forming images of him asleep, blond hair fanned out on a pillow, pink lips in a pout…I break out of my thoughts when he sits me on the edge of the bed. He steps back and gives me an assessing look.“You on my bed. Beautiful picture, just one little detail we need to take care of.”I lift an eyebrow. “Yeah?”He points at Cole’s jacket. “Can you please get rid of Cole’s jacket?”I wrap my arms around myself, wanting to tea
Jude picks up the phone on the first ring, to my relief.“Look who’s calling me,” he says, amused.I manage a smile past the tears that won’t stop streaming down my face. I take in a deep breath and try to keep my voice even.“Hey Jude. I need a favour.”I fail terribly, sounding as if I have grains of sand stuck in my throat. My body shivers, a fresh sob threatening to surface.“Jo? Are you okay?” Jude’s voice drops the playfulness, becoming urgent.I suck in another breath. “No, I… Can you pick me up please?”“Of course,” he responds without missing a beat. “Where’re you?”“You know Ana Grace right? Do you know her place?”“Yes, yes I do, is that where you are?”