FIVE

Evelyn POV.

William is coming over how dare the jerk show me his face, it's been over three hundred years, but when you're hundred of years old, you manage to hold a very big grudge and I'm not an exception, I hate William, I hate him with passion right now.

Years ago, and I mean a lot of years back when I was still a newborn vampire when I needed help, back in our day, we were forced to sleep, you don't get to wake up, no one took care of you and so you don't wake up until you're strong enough and starving enough to get up and attack anything that's moving to get the blood you need.

William was the one who changed me, he took care of me, and he took care a lot more than he did with the others he changed, he wasn't there in the first phases when I was too weak to move or talk, but once I was strong enough to get up on my own, to move, very clumsily, but I was able to do so, he should've left me until I starved enough to get up and drink some blood on my own. But William decided to feed me some of his blood, his blood was strong, strong enough to get me moving, and talking, he enjoyed it, he loved taking care of me, and that was my first look into cgl, even years back William was into this, he loved this kind of lifestyle.

I grew attached to William, he was my everything for years, and he took care of me for many ones, until he grew bored of me, he's an old vampire, and he has a lot of humans that he has changed along with the fact that he's been to take over the world for years now. He told me that I had the chance to stay with him, be one of his pets, to let him take care of me when he's free and in the mood to do so, or I get to live my own life, to find out who I want to be away from him, and one thing for sure I wasn't a pet.

After three hundred years with him, I took off in the world on my own, I grew up, and I became me, I did a tone of jobs, I made money, I travelled, and I found out a lot more about the kink that I was introduced into, I'm a switch, I'm not just a little like William loved to treat me and play with me as his little doll, I'm also a mommy and I love having dolls of my own, and some dolls are fun to play with, to spend time with them before letting them go, that I learned from William, you don't keep your dolls for too long, you have to let them go when you're done playing without hurting them.

William managed to take over the world, and we were there with him of course, I loved working with littles, I loved training them, spoiling them, and he knew that I'm one of the best mommy doms out there, maybe because I'm a switch and I know how things go in their mind, and I know how to deal with them, and so I became the one in charge of the littles, William put me in charge of them all, I didn't mind taking care of all the little girls, they weren't mine to keep, but spending time with them was fun.

"William, I think I found the youngest one yet," I say, the other girl has been younger, but this one, she's tiny.

"How young?" William asks, we're friends, we respect each other, I think we do, I sure respect him and he treats me well.

"Youngest I've ever seen, a baby most days," I say, she's the quickest one to regress and she's the youngest.

"I think I saw her papers," Logan agrees with me getting his paper out, he's the one who took care of the papers while I took care of the littles, Logan and Hunter are good friends of mine, the whole little department is made out of friends, I'm not sure if it's the fact that we're all into the same lifestyle, or it's because we're one of the softest doms and we treat each other like kids and so we are good friends.

"Explain," William says in a firm voice getting everyone's attention.

"Her name is Katie, the classification placed her in the one-half and up to two years old, she's the youngest we have, the next one after her is three to four, so yes, she's the youngest," Logan says explaining to us.

"I don't remember dealing with one that little before," William says with a smile, I knew what he had in his mind, he was not getting her.

"She needs constant care and love, I'm taking care of her," I remind him, not ready to let her go.

"I can offer her that as well," William said and I looked at him with a glare, he's not having her, I won't let him mess with her, she's too young for that.

"Fine, fine, you can have her," William says raising both hands up in surrender, I'm not young anymore, I'm one of the people in charge now and I know how to say no. 

We finished our meeting and I went back to taking care of my littles, they soon would find out what their codes stand for, I have been taking care of my littles as if they knew what they are, I know they don't, but slipping into their headspace is easy and natural, even if they don't know what they are.

"Miss Evelyn, Lyssa won't let me watch Bluey," one of my littles says with a big pout on her face.

"Didn't I say you have to share the screen time?" I ask her back with a raised brow, we usually put something that everyone likes but we share and take turns in letting others pick their favourite show.

"But, but Miss Evelyn, she had her turn already," she whines.

"Fine, let's go deal with this," I say leaving the kitchen, I'm preparing their plates for dinner.

"What are we watching girls?" I ask taking a seat between them, I looked at the TV and saw they had a show that wasn't meant for littles.

"Why are we watching this?" I ask them in a firm voice, getting the remote and changing it.

"Nuuu..." Ilyssa whines, but I take the remote along with me to the kitchen not to allow them to change it again, their dinner would be served very soon, and the TV would be turned off then.

"We only watch the shows that I approve of," I say, they only get to see the little shows.

They all had their dinner and got ready for bed, I lost one of my littles early, Logan and Hunter had their pick of the littles and they got her moving in with them, I'm not sure how those two could do it this easily, but they got their little already.

After telling all the littles what the reality behind their code was, some, and I mean most of them have been picked and adopted already, they all got to move in with their new doms, only a few of them were left with me, including little Kitkat, I don't know why I'm so attached to her, but she's my little KitKat, and I didn't want her to get adopted, maybe I'm having a soft spot to her, I wasn't sure how I'd manage to say goodbye to that one.

William did what he does the best, William asked me to come over and stay over at his place for a bit, I shouldn't be there with him, but for some reason, I agreed to come with him, I went home with William, and we did a lot of things, we did a lot of sexy time, and I think I'm falling for him again, I'm loving William, but I had a work to do, I can't just go with William and spend time with him leaving my little behind.

"What about my littles?" I ask William.

"They'd be well taken care of," he promised me and I believed him, after a year with William, my heart started to melt, I couldn't help it, I was melting for William, I was falling for him, and so I decided to ask him the big question.

"William, is this going to be forever?" I asked him.

"Forever Evelyn?" William asks me getting out from the bed, the bedsheet falling down his perfect waist.

"Yes, is this going to be forever, me and you?" I ask him again.

"This is just us Eve, we have fun together and then we each get back to our old life," William says breaking my heart into a million pieces.

"Do I mean anything for you William?" I ask him in a firm voice trying to hide the fact that I'm hurt by him.

"You mean a lot to me Eve, you're one of my vampires, you're a very big part of the company and this whole revolution," he says.

"What about romantically? Do I mean anything to you?"I ask him getting up from the bed and trying to find my clothes, it's been years, so why do I keep going back?

"I love you Eve, I always did,"  he says and I knew I had to get out, I was better off leaving, I waited until William got busy, and he always gets busy, he's the one in charge and he's our version of president.

As soon as he got busy, as soon as he moved out of the room, I got dressed, got my things and left his place, I smiled to the security and kept on moving, I took a taxi and went back to my house.

I broke down as soon as I got inside my house, the tears started to fall down my face, I cried out, and I felt like my heart was broken by William, why did I love the guy who doesn't love me back?