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41: The Broken Words
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2023-07-13 17:16:25TAYA's POV :
Judah just stared at me for the longest time without saying a word. There was something about him, his face was downcast, which made me even more self-conscious about this whole thing.
"Should I?" I repeated my question again when he wasn't responding.
Please say no. Please tell me to stay.
He kept his head down and took a deep breath. Then he looked up at me with a dejected look on his face as he said, "You... should go,"
"What?" I gaped, but my voice came out in a whisper.
"I said you should go be with him," he repeated himself, his tone was cold and flat.
I was still waiting, thinking that he would say something else, or say that he was joking. But he just stood there with a dead serious expression.
After everything that happened between us, could it be that Judah didn't f
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