After classes, I bid my farewells to my best friends to go the café already. Maven hates waiting and aside from that, I do not really like leaving him alone even just for a short time because whenever I do, a lot of girls would shamelessly approach him. I hate it whenever it happens because I could imagine myself murdering someone.
Upon reaching the place, I spotted Maven right away. His attention is on his phone and it seems that he’s texting someone. I smiled upon seeing that he has also ordered a frappe and cake for me which are my favorites. We’ve been together since junior year so it’s not a wonder already.
I sat in front of him and that’s when he looked up at me. He quickly put his phone in his pocket that confused me for a moment but I did not say anything at all about it.
“How’s your day? Coach said that you talked with him,” he started as he reached for my cheeks and kissed it. I should feel happy especially that he just kissed me but hearing about his coach is enough to make me feel otherwise.
“What’s his problem?’ I asked disinterestedly then started sagging my blueberry cheesecake.
“Well, I hope you won’t be offended, mosh but I think he has a point” he said.
I stopped eating and looked at him badly. “What do you mean he has a point? That it’s right to dissolve the team?” I snarled.
“I didn’t mean that. What I mean is he is right about the fact that you’ve been training for a while already but nothing is happening. Only you and your friends are improving, though you can’t rely on them much because Trina is a setter while Gail is a libero,”
“So just because they’re not spikers, they are useless? Is that what you mean?” I snapped.
“It’s not like that, mosh. The setter and libero are both important. A team cannot function at its best if there will be no setter who will be making the play and the libero will be receiving the ball to connect with the setter so you can set up a play. But what’s the point of it, if there will be no one who will be executing the play properly? You are the only reliable spiker in your team. The others can’t even receive the ball properly let alone keep it straight in the air. You can’t do it alone. It’s not as if there is no rotation in volleyball but as you know, there is. If you are already at the back line, Trina can’t expect you to spike much especially that we both know that your spikes from behind are either hit or miss. It could’ve been better if you have at least three spikers but there’s only you.”
I have nothing to say at that because what Maven said is the absolute truth. But then, I can’t even begin to feel dishearten or even discourage. Because maybe, this is just how it is when you really love something. I really love volleyball. I am so in love with the sport that even though the people around me are negative about it, I just can’t feel hopeless.
Actually, these two years we’ve been playing, we haven’t got any support from the school. Only a handful watches our games since we always lose. We are always the underdogs.
We don’t even have a coach. It has always been me and Trina who are making plays though it’s not really much. We get to train at the gym since there are two volleyball courts and it’s our right as students. But beyond that, there’s nothing really much that the school is giving us.
During our games, we buy our own energy drinks and go to the venue ourselves because the school won’t let us borrow a bus. Well, what should we expect? They can’t even give us their moral support which is definitely free so why I am expecting them to do the other things? Stupid me.
Maven reached for my hand and entwined our fingers together. Somewhat, it makes me happy.
“Maybe this is not just the time for you. Anyway, we’ll be in college next school year, right? We can try at schools with good volleyball program like Ateneo and La Salle. But for now, maybe it’s much better to postpone your dream, don’t you think? Because to be honest, I pity you already.”
My jaw tightened at that. “Thanks, but no thanks, I don’t need your pity. I need a strategy on how I can revamp my team. You’re the ace player of your team, aren’t you? So maybe you have suggestions,” I pointed out.
He sighed heavily at that and looked at me with his eyes full of concern. Damn it, Maven. I don’t need your pity!
“I really don’t know how, Ari. In the first place the school year has already started. Too late to scout players even though you will be financing it personally. And honestly, who even likes to play in your team?” he asked which sounded like a slap on my face.
“People know our school’s reputation when it comes to women’s volleyball and that reputation isn’t really good. And one more thing, you perfectly know how expensive our tuition fee is, hence the reason why we have fewer students compared to other schools. Even though you can manage to scout players, do you think they can handle the tuition fee since there is no scholarship?”
“Okay fine. Kisha and her minions will be leaving and maybe we just have to get through this. Not that you can relate since you do not have any problems since the entire school is very much in love with your team, isn’t it?” I said sarcastically and reached my frappe to sip from it. I know I sounded childish but I can’t help it.
“Do not be like that. It’s not our fault that the school is supporting us and not your team. But anyway, to tell you honestly you play better than half of the players in my team. If it’s only allowed to let you play among us, I’ll do it. I want to slay in the court with you.”
I don’t still feel really good but I can’t help but appreciate it. That’s too much compliment from him. This is also the first time that he compared me to his teammates.
“Hey, Fajardo! Let’s go!’ I looked back and saw his teammates who said that.
“Hi, Arya! I was told that your team is good, huh?” Drake said then the others laughed. It’s obvious that he’s blatantly insulting me.
Maven’s eyes widened at that because he also knows that his teammate just made a mistake.
I grabbed a tissue to wipe the side of my mouth before standing up to face Drake. Instantly, the laughing died down.
“A benchwarmer such as yourself is not supposed to say anything at all. I mean, if I am to challenge you right now, you won’t even win, you know,” I said smiling though deep inside, I want to give him a good punch on the face.
Everyone laughed while Drake’s face turned red in embarrassment.
“Is that a threat, Fonacier? Let’s go to the court then.”
“Drake!” Maven’s voice boomed. Drake’s face softened seeing how stern Maven’s face is. “You’re probably forgetting who I am and the woman you’re insulting right now is my girlfriend.”
I looked at him and it’s evident on his face how pissed he is while the rest of his teammates began to shift uncomfortably. Can’t blame them, though. After all, Maven looks scary right now.
I crossed my arms and smirked.
“Tone down the trash talk, okay? Unless you’ll get to win against Herondale High, this year.”
I know it’s below the belt, but who cares? What Drake did is far more insulting so I don’t feel any guilt at all. He asked for this.
“Let’s go, Vikings,” Maven announced referring to his teammates. He then looked at me apologetically then cupped my cheeks.
“Sorry for that, mosh. I love you,” he whispered then kissed me.
When I reached home, I changed into house clothes already then face my laptop. I intend to research strategies that I can suggest to help our team. Maven knows a lot about this but I swore to myself that I won’t ask for his help because aside from the fact that I want to do it on my own, I know that asking for his help is also inadvertently asking for Coach Vicente’s help too. Since for sure, what Maven’s going to teach me is also what he has learned already from him. It’s been hours that already passed that I didn’t notice until I heard patterned knocks on my door. Two loud knocks and three soft, slow knocks. I can’t help but smile. “Come in, Kuya GD!” I yelled then the door opened up. My brother entered who obviously just came from a gang war because I saw he still has his brass knuckles on and his white shirt has blood stains on it. I rolled my eyes at the sight of it. “Didn’t I tell you before to at least wear something black if you are to
“Please Rennan, I am begging you! It’s just a date. Totally harmless. It’s not as if she’s asking for you to impregnate her, so please,” I’m almost on my knees right now in front of my twin brother who does nothing anyway but to laugh at me. More than anyone I know he’s enjoying this because he’s used to see me getting the things I want easily in our family. “You do not know what you’re asking, twin sis. I perfectly know this already. If I will be going out with her once, for sure she will demand for another one. And if that happens, she will cling to me like a leech,” Rennan said seriously. “Then reject her! Anyway, all she’s just asking is just for a single date. So please.. I will be grateful forever if you will be doing this too for the sake of my team.” At that, he laughed louder while me on the other hand just sighed heavily. Damn, he’s really enjoying seeing me like this. “Okay fine. Just don’t blame me if anything goes wrong! Tell her then tha
“Well at least we tried right?” Trina asked as she sipped on her frappe. I just smiled at that.“Yep, it’s not bad at all. Like at least we were able to prove ourselves that we have improved. Imagine, Phylisse Academy didn’t really win that big against us last time so meaning, we have a chance to beat the other teams,” I said hopefully. I know it may sound delusional but I am not ready to give up just yet.“Hey, Arya! It was a nice game last time!” one of our schoolmates approached us. I do not know her name but as far as I can remember, she’s one of those few students who watch our games.“Thank you, and I really do apologize if we were not able to win,” I said shamefully even though, deep inside I think they’re already used to it.“Hey, don’t be sorry. I actually have this feeling that you will be able to win this time, judging your performance last time,” she said
The café went back to normal so did I.I looked at the tissue paper the guy gave me then grabbed a notebook from my bag to keep it, hoping I won’t have to use it in the future.I know what he said was absurd. That Maven is cheating on me. We’ve been together for long and if it’s true, I should feel it right? But whenever I think about it, I just can’t bring myself to believe.But I don’t know why I can’t just shrug it off. It’s as if my inner thoughts are yelling at me that I should look more to it. And I fucking hate this. Maven is my boyfriend and if you love someone, that love should also come with trust yet here I am, letting a stranger make me doubt about our relationship. And what’s even worse is, I had the audacity to agree to be his girl if he can prove that he’s correct!“Ate Arya, are you okay?” a schoolmate approached me. I do not know her but if I am going to give a wild
Snow is that kind of person who’s really vain that I bet even the under of her shoes are flawless. She’s being hated by a lot but if I am being honest, she’s really beautiful. She’s got a red hair, milky skin, towering height that enunciates the curves on her body. She could actually pass as a model. When she was already near me, it also happens that she’s also done with what she is doing. I faked a smile when our eyes met. “Hi, Arya,” she greeted me all smiles that looks very fake it made me wince. “Hello, Snow,” I greeted back in the same tone making sure she knows that I am also faking it just like her. She just smirked at that then continue walking. When I looked around, let it be girls or boys, everyone’s eyes are on her. Every boy in this school obviously wants to bang her. Even Rennan. However, when my twin brother noticed her personality, he changed his mind. I just resumed walking as well. After all, I do not want to be dubbed as a fa
I didn’t mean what I said last time. Maven is one of the best things that ever happened to me. He may not be the guy I’m imagining myself that I’ll end up with, still, I did not expect that we’ll end this way. Even though I have already proved that what Blaise was saying is true, I still can’t bring myself to process it. Maven is the last person I expected to do something like that because his family was torn apart for the very same reason. When he was young, her dad had a mistress which led to his mom’s depression. So, he promised himself that he won’t do the same. Yet here he comes. To be honest, if I am feeling anything right now that is disappointment. I felt so betrayed. I do not have any intention to beg him to come back nor talk to him again but why did he not just break up with me? I sighed. Damn, no wonder why people cut their ears off and jump off the Eiffel Tower because of this stupid love. It can really make anyone insane. “Ate Ar
“Anyway, before I forget, how was the game, Princess? Isn’t it you had your first game last time?” Kuya CL asked so my attention was instantly averted to him. “Yes kuya. As usual we did not win but we improved! The team captain of our opponents even hugged me after the game!” They just smiled at that. I know they are worried about me since it’s no secret that the reputation of our volleyball team isn’t really good since we haven’t won any matches yet but none of them have managed to stop me. Even dad back then asked me many times if I really wanted to play volleyball or should I just go with fencing or martial arts since I also exceled on both, but even him was not able to convince me otherwise. “How about you and Maven, hija? Everything good?” Dad asked that if I was not able to stop myself, I could’ve just looked at him and do not say anything. But then, I smiled. After all, I do not want him to worry about my stupid love life. “We’re okay, dad. Goi
“So let me get this straight, Maven and you have broken up because you caught him and Snow alone at the dugout?” Trina asked in disbelief. I can’t blame her though. I shrugged my shoulders and just resumed sipping my coffee “Yes. And there will be no part two or sequel for us” I said confidently and that is true. Maven have been texting me ever since last night that if it isn’t too much of a hassle, I’ll change my digits but I just blocked his number instead. Thankfully despite that, he didn’t try to go to our house. I know my brothers have promised to not hurt him but I can’t guarantee that if he’s the one to come to me personally. Doing that is like going inside a lion’s den. “Arya, I know we’re friends but don’t you think you just misunderstood the whole thing? Maybe they’re really not doing anything,” Gail said. As usual, the logical one among us three. Trina tsked at that. “Come on, Gail. They’re in the same room together where there are only two
“So let me get this straight, Maven and you have broken up because you caught him and Snow alone at the dugout?” Trina asked in disbelief. I can’t blame her though. I shrugged my shoulders and just resumed sipping my coffee “Yes. And there will be no part two or sequel for us” I said confidently and that is true. Maven have been texting me ever since last night that if it isn’t too much of a hassle, I’ll change my digits but I just blocked his number instead. Thankfully despite that, he didn’t try to go to our house. I know my brothers have promised to not hurt him but I can’t guarantee that if he’s the one to come to me personally. Doing that is like going inside a lion’s den. “Arya, I know we’re friends but don’t you think you just misunderstood the whole thing? Maybe they’re really not doing anything,” Gail said. As usual, the logical one among us three. Trina tsked at that. “Come on, Gail. They’re in the same room together where there are only two
“Anyway, before I forget, how was the game, Princess? Isn’t it you had your first game last time?” Kuya CL asked so my attention was instantly averted to him. “Yes kuya. As usual we did not win but we improved! The team captain of our opponents even hugged me after the game!” They just smiled at that. I know they are worried about me since it’s no secret that the reputation of our volleyball team isn’t really good since we haven’t won any matches yet but none of them have managed to stop me. Even dad back then asked me many times if I really wanted to play volleyball or should I just go with fencing or martial arts since I also exceled on both, but even him was not able to convince me otherwise. “How about you and Maven, hija? Everything good?” Dad asked that if I was not able to stop myself, I could’ve just looked at him and do not say anything. But then, I smiled. After all, I do not want him to worry about my stupid love life. “We’re okay, dad. Goi
I didn’t mean what I said last time. Maven is one of the best things that ever happened to me. He may not be the guy I’m imagining myself that I’ll end up with, still, I did not expect that we’ll end this way. Even though I have already proved that what Blaise was saying is true, I still can’t bring myself to process it. Maven is the last person I expected to do something like that because his family was torn apart for the very same reason. When he was young, her dad had a mistress which led to his mom’s depression. So, he promised himself that he won’t do the same. Yet here he comes. To be honest, if I am feeling anything right now that is disappointment. I felt so betrayed. I do not have any intention to beg him to come back nor talk to him again but why did he not just break up with me? I sighed. Damn, no wonder why people cut their ears off and jump off the Eiffel Tower because of this stupid love. It can really make anyone insane. “Ate Ar
Snow is that kind of person who’s really vain that I bet even the under of her shoes are flawless. She’s being hated by a lot but if I am being honest, she’s really beautiful. She’s got a red hair, milky skin, towering height that enunciates the curves on her body. She could actually pass as a model. When she was already near me, it also happens that she’s also done with what she is doing. I faked a smile when our eyes met. “Hi, Arya,” she greeted me all smiles that looks very fake it made me wince. “Hello, Snow,” I greeted back in the same tone making sure she knows that I am also faking it just like her. She just smirked at that then continue walking. When I looked around, let it be girls or boys, everyone’s eyes are on her. Every boy in this school obviously wants to bang her. Even Rennan. However, when my twin brother noticed her personality, he changed his mind. I just resumed walking as well. After all, I do not want to be dubbed as a fa
The café went back to normal so did I.I looked at the tissue paper the guy gave me then grabbed a notebook from my bag to keep it, hoping I won’t have to use it in the future.I know what he said was absurd. That Maven is cheating on me. We’ve been together for long and if it’s true, I should feel it right? But whenever I think about it, I just can’t bring myself to believe.But I don’t know why I can’t just shrug it off. It’s as if my inner thoughts are yelling at me that I should look more to it. And I fucking hate this. Maven is my boyfriend and if you love someone, that love should also come with trust yet here I am, letting a stranger make me doubt about our relationship. And what’s even worse is, I had the audacity to agree to be his girl if he can prove that he’s correct!“Ate Arya, are you okay?” a schoolmate approached me. I do not know her but if I am going to give a wild
“Well at least we tried right?” Trina asked as she sipped on her frappe. I just smiled at that.“Yep, it’s not bad at all. Like at least we were able to prove ourselves that we have improved. Imagine, Phylisse Academy didn’t really win that big against us last time so meaning, we have a chance to beat the other teams,” I said hopefully. I know it may sound delusional but I am not ready to give up just yet.“Hey, Arya! It was a nice game last time!” one of our schoolmates approached us. I do not know her name but as far as I can remember, she’s one of those few students who watch our games.“Thank you, and I really do apologize if we were not able to win,” I said shamefully even though, deep inside I think they’re already used to it.“Hey, don’t be sorry. I actually have this feeling that you will be able to win this time, judging your performance last time,” she said
“Please Rennan, I am begging you! It’s just a date. Totally harmless. It’s not as if she’s asking for you to impregnate her, so please,” I’m almost on my knees right now in front of my twin brother who does nothing anyway but to laugh at me. More than anyone I know he’s enjoying this because he’s used to see me getting the things I want easily in our family. “You do not know what you’re asking, twin sis. I perfectly know this already. If I will be going out with her once, for sure she will demand for another one. And if that happens, she will cling to me like a leech,” Rennan said seriously. “Then reject her! Anyway, all she’s just asking is just for a single date. So please.. I will be grateful forever if you will be doing this too for the sake of my team.” At that, he laughed louder while me on the other hand just sighed heavily. Damn, he’s really enjoying seeing me like this. “Okay fine. Just don’t blame me if anything goes wrong! Tell her then tha
When I reached home, I changed into house clothes already then face my laptop. I intend to research strategies that I can suggest to help our team. Maven knows a lot about this but I swore to myself that I won’t ask for his help because aside from the fact that I want to do it on my own, I know that asking for his help is also inadvertently asking for Coach Vicente’s help too. Since for sure, what Maven’s going to teach me is also what he has learned already from him. It’s been hours that already passed that I didn’t notice until I heard patterned knocks on my door. Two loud knocks and three soft, slow knocks. I can’t help but smile. “Come in, Kuya GD!” I yelled then the door opened up. My brother entered who obviously just came from a gang war because I saw he still has his brass knuckles on and his white shirt has blood stains on it. I rolled my eyes at the sight of it. “Didn’t I tell you before to at least wear something black if you are to
After classes, I bid my farewells to my best friends to go the café already. Maven hates waiting and aside from that, I do not really like leaving him alone even just for a short time because whenever I do, a lot of girls would shamelessly approach him. I hate it whenever it happens because I could imagine myself murdering someone. Upon reaching the place, I spotted Maven right away. His attention is on his phone and it seems that he’s texting someone. I smiled upon seeing that he has also ordered a frappe and cake for me which are my favorites. We’ve been together since junior year so it’s not a wonder already. I sat in front of him and that’s when he looked up at me. He quickly put his phone in his pocket that confused me for a moment but I did not say anything at all about it. “How’s your day? Coach said that you talked with him,” he started as he reached for my cheeks and kissed it. I should feel happy especially that he just kissed me but hearing about h