I nodded my head to the old couple, feeling my cheeks inflamed from rage. They were not guilty that Jason was an arrogant moron. Indeed, someone had to repay for their kindness, and it seemed like it wasn’t a job for a millionaire.
“Of course! A-any way I could help, if you need me...for something,” I stuttered.
“That would be great, actually!” Billy exclaimed.
“So nice of…you...to offer your help, Amy,” Melisa grinned, and my eyes went to her smile with a few missing teeth.
“Then, let’s eat now. Chit-chats later! The animals would not wait for us!” Billy stated and dug into his breakfast.
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After breakfast, Meli
The wind was brushing the hair on his forehead, and somehow I was mesmerized by his face, no matter how pained his expression was.“I wasn’t there for him when his wife was dying. I was jealous, stupid…” He shook his head, and I gripped the rusty metal in front of me, fearing that he might lose concentration on the road.“Jealous of his a dying wife?” I stared in disbelief.“No, no! Of course not. I was still mad over the college thing. He got his life perfectly organized. College, engaged, married, got a place to live together,” I couldn’t hear him sigh over the roaring motorcycle, but I saw him do it.Was I going to think how normal and ordinary this guy is every time he speaks about his past and his wishes?
Jason could lower my defenses too easily, it scared me. I wanted him so badly, I wanted all of him...not only the foreplay.“What if I don’t? It makes me go wild. I love doing this to women,” he stated, and my eyes snapped open.Swiftly, I removed his hand from me and took a few steps to create distance between us. He stared at me with a tortured expression.“You love doing this to women?” I spat, as an ugly feeling gripped my heart.I let myself think that I was special to him. Why did I do that?“Well... Yeah, it turns me on,” he let a faint smile soften his features.“Let’s jus
“Jason, stop!” I pulled my hand from his when we reached the stairs. “I can’t go in a towel.”Confusion appeared on his charming face before his smirk returned. He stopped his eyes on my legs again and licked his lips.“I will be waiting for you near the pool. Put the bathing suit on, but I prefer it when ladies have no underwear,” Jason made a dirty remark to call for my rage.“Ladies…” I sighed and rolled my eyes at him. “See you downstairs, playboy.”It was no surprise that my bathing suit was crimson red. My signature color, my favorite shade. A matching lipstick made my full lips glossy. My transparent dress was made of black lace and many leaves were scattered in it as they were caught in a si
I knew I shouldn’t go in the jacuzzi with him, but my fire nature took over my body. My legs climbed the few stairs and I dipped my feet in the clean water. Huge bubbles made the impression of it was boiling, but the feeling was warm and tingling.“Come here,” Jason invited me, and his hands appeared on both sides of my waist.He helped me to get inside, and I leaned my back to relax and enjoy the jacuzzi. I bit my lips and closed my eyes. The image of Jason’s butt was again in front of me, and I couldn’t push away the fact his palms were on my skin just a moment ago.“You look peaceful. I like it,” he stated, and I opened my eyes to check his. “Why are you always so tense around me? Life is short. Just chill and have fun.”
His amazing eyes seemed black at the lack of light. A sharp pain squeezed my heart, as I knew what I was going to say. The intensity of his stare almost prevented my words from rolling out.“I think it is better if you keep your distance from me. I don’t think I am what you need,” I exhaled and bent my head down.He lifted my chin and calmly responded, surprising me. “And how do you know what I need, Amy? I think I need only you.”Then his lips crashed into mine. I was aroused and felt like crying at the same time. He had such a huge impact on me. The fact that I said to him that I don’t want him, and he still persisted in being with me...it made me overemotional.“Jay?” I breathed between our passionate kisses.
I made a few more moves, pressing my core on his twitching erection, applying my moisture on him. He just stared at me, as he was afraid to move. His face was so serious, so tortured and concentrated on me - it made me smile.“Are you sure?” Jason asked me with a changed voice.I nodded and finally let it slide slowly in me. With closed eyes, I enjoyed the feeling of being filled by him. He began to moved under me, deeper and faster. Moaning, we lost track of time for a while.“Do you have a favorite position?” he exhaled, pulling me back to reality. “I want us to come together in your favorite position.”“Doggy,” I said, almost ready to come undone again.Without coming out of
“You know, I am the opposite of you. The guy I was video-chatting the other day,” her pink cheeks gave in how uncomfortable she felt by remembering this, “he is married.”I gaped at her. I might date random guys, take them as a challenge, but I was not a homewrecker. It was another rule of my blog.“I would never guess you would do that, Anna,” I said, and my lips turned into a thin line.“Well, it is not like I am the reason his family will fall apart. He hates it there. They no longer love each other, and he promised that he will leave her soon,” she nodded her head as she was convincing herself too. “He was planning this before he met me, and the thing between us evolved so fast, he can no longer wait.”She m
“Niceee!” Billy grinned at our group, gathered around the table. “Now let your Joker pick the game, okay?”A moment of silence fell upon us, and I could feel my heart pumping so hard, I glanced around to see if anyone could hear it. The pressure was about to kill me.“I am sorry, I just don’t have a partner…” Olive raised from her chair and began walking, but Billy caught her arm and offered her one of his brightest smiles.“Okay, I can switch things a bit. If you guys agree, we can play a game with no couples. I have something steamy in mind,” our “Joker” wiggled his eyebrows.“Sounds interesting to me,” Jason stated and jealousy gripped my heart.
I gaped at Anna, not sure if I want to scream at her, or hope Jason wasn’t going to be even angrier than before. Maybe he was coming to tell me he was going to sue me for making his name dirty with my lame stories. Another knock on the door made me jump, and I left my warm beverage on the table before I drop it. Stacy and Anna gave me a small smile, both nodding for me to go and open for the rich guy. I sighed and slowly reached the front door of my tiny apartment. My tired, hangover brain couldn’t provide me with the courage to unlock and face the guy I loved. I turned to my friends with a tortured expression. “You can’t know everyone and can’t trust everyone, but sometimes you have to take a leap. Just because you are hoping for the better and are willing to pay the cost if you fail,” Stacy reassured me, and I
I gaped helplessly at him, but reluctantly sat on the sofa across from him. My hands were crossed before me, as it was cold, or someone was going to steal the purse I was pressing to my torso. Noah’s smile returned when I gave him a puzzled look.“To show you how devoted I am to the blog you plan to stop, I will let you go for now,” he stated, making me relieved and mad at the same time. “But you will have only...let’s say to the end of the week. If you do not come to the flower shop with the money by then, be sure on Monday I will be at the Police with a reporter by my side. I know such a piece of juicy news might be worth something too. See how generous I am? I am coming first to you, not media.”I shook my head in disbelief. “How much do you want?” I asked through my teeth.
The rest of the day I spend on the sofa, gazing absentmindedly at the comments on my blog. I searched for Jason’s reaction in the unknown people, but there was no way I could know if any was from him. Probably he just read some of it without leaving a review, as there was nothing mean or hateful written.No matter how low I felt, I just needed to be over with my last challenge, with my paid dates, with my secret personality. I went to my wardrobe, picked a flower dress, brushed my hair, and placed my lipstick. I had done a short research on my last challenge and was going to try and win his kiss tonight.His name was Noah Miller. They called him too pure, a romantic who will not kiss without having feelings for the girl. Well, I wasn’t in a mood to do this, but I just wanted to be done with those dates. I loved my fans and I kind of owed them one la
Feeling nauseous, I woke up, but my eyes refused to open. I rolled from left to right, then back. I stayed this way for a few minutes, then my mind was awake enough for me to remember I fell asleep in Jason’s bed.My eyes snapped open to see my so-called boyfriend, holding my mobile. Swallowing the bile in my throat, I greeted him with, “What are you doing to my phone?”Caught off-guard, he stared at me with parted lips. I sat up, letting the expensive silky cover slide from my body, revealing my naked torso. Suddenly shy, I pulled it back and pressed it to my chest with one hand. Then, with the other, I grabbed my mobile from his palm.“What did you see there?” I demanded to know, my blood frozen as I feared he saw my blog.“Do you ha
My heart skipped a beat and my whole body went cold and then hot in a matter of seconds. Swallowing, I grabbed my mobile and my eyes fell on the cream-colored counter.“She is no one,” I said truthfully, knowing such a person does not exist. “A friend showed me this. Nothing important really.”Jason raised his eyebrows at me, hiding his doubt behind his wine mask. It reminded me I had to go and pick one for myself.“Thank you for your hospitality. This place is amazing,” I changed the subject, but the guild from kissing the Chef suffocated me.Without waiting on any response from Jason, I took the drinks for me and Anna, and hastily left the room, escaping on the terrace.“Here, I bro
Alex’s eyes stared at my mobile, and it took me a while to find an answer. I was failing my challenge. Allura was slipping from my grasp, leaving only the messed-up Amy to inhabit my body. The poor Amy, who had fear of commitment and was now in a relationship with Jason. The same Amy, who suffered through the deaths of all her family, and made a promise to herself she would never love and let another person break her heart. “Um, I was checking something,” I responded as convincing as I could. “There is a kid we share a fence with, he is constantly stealing my cat. I put a nanny to watch over it, and make sure Fluffy will stay at home.” Alex just kept on gaping at me, so I leaned toward him, making the screen of my mobile barely radiating any light. “Never mind, give me those tasty lips of yours. Would you, Chef?”
The Chef and the waiter moved nervously at their place, looking around to check how big of a scene I had managed to cause. Part of me was actually having fun with this play, but another was feeling sorry for them.“No, miss! Kindly, lower your voice. I am sure we can settle this,” Alex pleaded, but his eyes were throwing bolts of lightning my way.“I am not paying for this. My father is a renowned food critic. I will let him know what I encountered here,” I almost yelled, making a wide gesture with my hand to show the whole dining area.This time, Alex came closer to me and I could tell he was still angry when he placed his hand on the white cover, resting his weight on the table. “There is no need to do this. Just let me know what it is that you want...miss.”
I felt a lump stuck in my throat. My wishes were different from my actions. My own rules, my own beliefs, were standing in the way of this relationship. I stayed silent for a moment, with my head bent towards my heels. I shivered, feeling the cold on my skin, as the wind waved my hair in slow motion.“I guess... I am,” I sighed and looked up at him.His warmth and his perfume comforted me when he enveloped me in his arms. The tight hug was short, as he moved just a little to let our lips touch in a playful, passionate kiss. I could sense his positive emotions, but my heart couldn’t enjoy this moment fully. I had to figure this out. If I was going to have a boyfriend, my blog had to stop existing. I had to delete it and hide it ever existed. Then, I had to find a job before I run out of money.&ldqu
Jason began hastily moving his hand, and I placed my jacket in my lap in a futile try to hide what was going on. I bent my head in my back seat and closed my eyes. Pressing my bottom lip between my teeth, I had to concentrate to avoid my moans being heard by the people around.When I was almost done and all my body was tightened like a string, he removed his hand.“What are you...?” I began, but then I was at a complete loss when I saw him intentionally throwing his empty juice cup at my feet.Leaning to get it, he took a little too long to kiss my ankle and make a line with his tongue up to my knee. I looked around, but no one really paid attention to us. Swiftly, he dipped his head under my jacket and my skirt and sucked on my pearl for a short moment.