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Kiss For The Sin 96 Sintti's Threat
I pulled away but Sain's hand remain on my waist gazing down at me. I ignore his intent stare and focus my gaze on his handsome face checking every corner of his facial feature. I wanted to know if he was hurt."Are you alright?" I breath out and reach his face. I'm worried. I'm damn worried and it was so evident in my eyes, in my face how worried I am for this man. I am unconsciously acting as if I am his real wife. My emotion right now was genuine and I couldn't hide it, I couldn't make it stop either.His lips curved into a playful smile and his hand hold my hand that is on his face. "Ahh, so this is how it feels like to have a wife who worry so much" he playfully mutter.My gaze sharpen and pulled my hands away from him. "I'm serious!" I exclaimed and hit his waist. "Don't act cheeky in front of me, Sain. I know what you did" I utter seriously.How can he act as if nothing happen? I was so worried to him and what? He will just laugh at me? He will just make fun of me? I want t
Last Updated : 2022-12-14Kiss For The Sin 97 They Will Do The Same Thing
"I heard what you did Ajaxer," Dad breaks the silence after he finish his cup of coffee. I stilled on my spot and I eye Dad carefully who's gaze focus on my calm yet serious brother. "I want the full details of Herravie's new mission" Jax seriously demanded without any hesitation. My lips form into a thin line. I shouldn't be surprise. Jax never get scared with Dad. I never saw him flinch, step back, stuttered, or even hesitant to demand something as if he already hold the whole authority of the organization. He's the younger version of Luscio Costello. "I know you will ask that," Dad nod his head and handed us one folder each. "I prepare this whole report about Hera's new mission. I haven't discuss everything to her but one thing is for sure. I will never put your sister in danger" Yes, he never did. Luscio Costello become my father unexpectedly. I wasn't expecting anything from him when he told me that he is willing to give me a new life, a new family, a new identity becau
Last Updated : 2022-12-15Kiss For The Sin 98 Apology Accepted
"Sintti Organization killed Laurent. They will do the same thing to you because you are my wife, you are an Ildefonso's woman"I immediately look away when I felt my tears in the corner of my eyes that attempting to well out. I breath out fisting my hand. I felt a pang of pain inside my chest but I ironically I don't know what cause this pain to me. I am not sure if I am hurt because Sintti tried to kill me or because I am not a real Ildefonso's woman that's why I am not Sain Czar's wife."Little-""Let's go inside," I cut him of and lifted my gaze to face him. "I want to rest" His face darken but somehow I know that those displeasing expression plastered on his handsome face is not for me. I turn my back at him and walk inside the mansion without waiting him. I felt him follow me on behind but didn't dare to keep up my pace. I was no longer surprise when I was greeted by Cassinno who's comfortably sitting on the sofa in the living room while he was being treated by a doctor. His f
Last Updated : 2022-12-17Kiss For The Sin 99 Request
"Hera where are you?" Pollux ask through my in ear device. "I am now on position" I immediately reply and secure the accuracy of the sniper gun I am holding. I look through the lens and position my finger on the trigger as I followed Apollo's movement who choose to be on the close range engagement. "Where? Make sure you're safe" Apollo intervene before Pollux could say something.I rolled my eyes. "I am not the one who's entering the lion's den. You should be careful not me" I sarcastically reply."You are also on the dangerous position. Someone is surely finding your location right now" he reason out. That will only happen if they knew that we have a plan to infiltrate them today.I frown. "I can handle myself" I firmly assure him.He doesn't need to worry about me, before deciding my location I clear the vicinity first to make sure that there will be no hindrance to our mission. "Fuck. To the west side of the building Hera! There's already an engagement" Pollux hurriedly told m
Last Updated : 2022-12-18Kiss For The Sin 100 Childish Sain
I press my lips together while the doctor is cleaning my bruise on both of my arms. It is a bit sting because of the alcohol to cleanse the wound but it is fine, I can endure it. I mean, I already experience much more painful from this but I never complain. I tuck the loose strand of my hair, I am in the living room together with Sain Czar who's having a conversation with his brother Cassinno. They are occupying the seats in the corner of the great room that's why I couldn't heard their conversation. But looking at their facial expression, I can assume that they are talking what happen a while ago.Speaking of Cassinno, his wound was already mended. He looks fine now and become more intimidating. I haven't told him my gratitude which is a bit hard for me because I am not someone who accepts anyone's help. I don't know how will I utter my thanks, I just hope he won't rudely respond if ever I approach him."Let me check your other arm, Signora" the doctor said getting my attention.I m
Last Updated : 2022-12-19Kiss For The Sin 101 Cupcakes
A FEW DAYS LATERBaking cupcakes is not my thing. I am not a woman who spend my free time in the kitchen figuring out a new recipe. I am far from being feminine, the only thing I am good at is holding a gun and knife. I spent my free time in training to sharpen my skill. I'm easily get bored with womanly activities. But then, that doesn't mean I can't make cookies. I can even pretend like a fragile and gentle woman who seems get along with the kitchen stuffs just like what a normal wife can do.I mentally laugh with that thought and shrug it off because I couldn't concentrate with what I'm doing. Just like what I've said, I'm making cupcakes. I don't know what got into me, it just that I wake up yesterday morning thinking that maybe I should try doing something new. Obviously this is what I'm referring as 'something new'. I've been searching tutorial online for me to do the basic. Eredia try to offer me some help but I decline. She even suggested that I should ask the family chef to
Last Updated : 2022-12-20Kiss For The Sin 102 I Want To See You
"Damn, will he be alright?"I frown and look at Pierro. "What do you mean by that?" I can't help to ask.Why does it sounds like a big deal? Come to think of it, when I came here I was not given enough time to know every single detail about Sain Czar Ildefonso. Everyone knows that this mission was unexpected, I was not prepared. I didn't prepared myself as well.I mean, this is not the flow of plan that I envisioned when I was still young. This is not the revenge that I wanted. What I want is to kill Cesar Ildefonso myself, I want his blood on my hands. I want the smell of his blood filled my nose But everything changes when I was told to pretend as Selena Asli Castania. Everything happen so fast, I must say. So I didn't know anything about him aside from the fact that he's the most dangerous Ildefonso. I don't know what he likes, I don't know his hobbies, I don't know what his favorite food, I don't know how he spent his free time if ever he has knowing that he's a busy person.Al
Last Updated : 2022-12-21Kiss For The Sin 103 Unexpected Meeting
"I want to see you as much as you want to see me, darling..."I couldn't stop my smile. I can feel the fluttering sensation in my stomach. The butterfly effect that I didn't knew possible for me to experience. I could hear the small buzzer signal in the corner of my head, sending warning that I am getting off track with the path I'm taking. But then, I wanted to breath in this beautiful feeling. This is my first time getting experience something like this. An emotion that I couldn't just simply put into words, an emotion that couldn't just define so easily. It feels like there is a strong connection between me and Sain. A connection that bond us together. This is not about our deal, it's not about the contract. It's more than that."See you there, then" I whisper still feel giddy inwardly."Take care, don't be stubborn and just follow what Pierro or Nicolai instructed to you. They know what will they do for your safety, alright?" He said almost sound like my father, a tone that is la
Last Updated : 2022-12-22
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Kiss For The Sin Chapter 198 (Final)
"Where is Sain? Please let me see him" I pleaded as I look at the stern expression of Sixto who's standing at the door not wanting me go inside the room."Celeste enough, you haven't fully recover yet. Let's go back to your room" Zachary said who's standing beside me while holding my arm, giving me support.It's been almost three weeks since what happen. Everything are still fresh in my memory, how I escape the Ildefonso's Residence, how Antonio help me, how I killed Teofilo, how Jaxer try to kill me and how Sain was getting shot by Apollo. It's been almost three weeks and yet I haven't saw Sain even just once. They won't let me, Sixto is always stopping me as well as Zachary who disappointingly siding at Sixto. They doesn't want me to see Sain, they are even updating me about his condition. I am dying with so much anxiousness, I am worried sick how he is doing. "Just a glance. I just have to know how he is" I insist not wanting to go back.I know it was my fault but I never wanted
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 197
The car halted in a familiar place. I took a deep breath and rolled down the car window scanning my eyes around the place. It's been a while since the last time I visit here and nothing change despite how my heart change. "Are you sure that you're doing this?" Antonio break the silence that made me look at him."What do you mean by that?" I ask in return."If Enzo is the one sitting here, for sure he will ask the same Hera. This is your enemy's place, you cannot do the first move. You just have to defend" he explain.I mentally shake my head, he almost sound like Enzo. I didn't know that he's coming to me. His loyalty is only for Enzo and I didn't know he will give it to me since he was under Sintti's training. "Have I mention to you that I have a brother? A real one and I just recently find out about him" I said."And what does it has to do with this?""He will save me together with my husband. You know how powerful my husband right? So nothing will happen to me," I confidently sai
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 196
"Hera..."I stilled on my spot when I heard the familiar voice of Apollo on the other line. Unconsciously, I turn my head to look at the direction of Sain and his brothers who's occupying the living room while discussing something that I didn't know.The trio doesn't seem to notice that I am no longer on my spot because their attentions are all on the table while Sixto is talking things that I cannot understand and follow. Perhaps it was about his organization and not Ilde Famiglia. "Please Hera, spare me a minute to talk with you" I blink my eyes and took a deep breath before living the trio. I went out and head straight to the gazebo doesn't want anyone to hear me talking to someone from Costello. "What do you want Apollo?" I ask, controlling the tone of my voice.Knowing that Teofilo Romani is the person who killed my parents, there is a sudden anger rooted inside me towards my brother. They all knew and yet they didn't say anything. They all make me look like a fool. They are a
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 195
The wind is blowing softly and it gives me a shivering sensation every time it touches my bare skin. I lifted my gaze and breath calmly. I am here in the gazebo hugging myself because of the morning breeze. I did stay but I couldn't find myself to sleep after what I find out. And now that the morning came, I still don't know what to do. I don't know where to start because I couldn't believe that I was been fooled for fifteen years and I am oblivious about it.I took a deep breath and gaze down shutting my eyes close. I am not sure if making a deal with Sain Czar is the smartest thing to do, but then I already did it. I already gave him my word in exchange of a very important information. I am not interested how did he finds out, my whole focus is on Sintti Organization and Mafia Romano. Both of them made fun of me, they made me believe a made up stories and I was such an idiot. I couldn't believe that I work for the man who killed my parents. I already meet him but I didn't recogni
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 194
"That's enough!" Sixto's voice filled the whole room, breaking the dark inclement mood that is about to explode. "Celeste is no longer the child we've been searching. She become the woman we never expected, she will not be pleased once she hears this" Zacharias agree. Well, he's right. Everything that is happening right now is not pleasing and here they are fighting as if I can't make decision on my own. Maybe my driven force to live is the vengeance inside my heart, but I stop living as Celeste. I already forgotten how does it feels like to live in the shoes of that innocent girl. "I will discuss this with Father. This is very complicated and I hope we are all expect the consequences..." Sixto added, sounding like a mature brother. "I don't want to see you two fighting about it."That make sense because he is the oldest among them. He has the authority to make the two follow him even the hardheaded Sain Czar. I immediately close my eyes and pretend that I'm still sleeping when Za
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 193
My eyes widen."What the hell are you doing?!" I blurt out and pulled my wrist from his grasp.Sain look at me with those serious and tantalizing eyes that never failed to drown me but I keep my distance with him, flaunting the anger that plastered on my face right now. "I am telling them the truth. You're Celeste Astraea Cortezi, and they should know that fact" My lips parted as I look at him disbelief. "What the hell are you saying Czar?" Zacharias suddenly intervene that made me fisted my hand.I stare at Sain Czar sharply hoping that he will stop this nonsense. There is no point even if he informed everyone about my real identity. I was molded and live as a Costello for fifteen years. I killed people, numerous lives die in my hands. That won't change and the fact that I am Celeste Astraea Cortezi will not cover the bloody life I'm living. But Sain ignore my warning gaze instead he turn to look at Zacharias."You heard me. She's Celeste Astraea Cortezi, the woman we've been fin
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 192
"What do you really want from me?" I ask before he take his step inside.We're already here, I was not able to stop him because his persistent to bring me back to Ildefonso's Residence is hard to break. But I need to know what does he really want from me. I want to know why he's doing this. If this is part of his revenge then he should stop it because I don't like playing this kind of game. Sain Czar didn't speak nor turn around to face me but he didn't walk away either. I am patiently waiting for his response because I need it. I don't know what he's up to because as I said, Sain Czar is difficult to read. He's hard to predict. I don't know what's on his mind, I cannot conclude any idea. He is that mysterious and I don't want to fall with his mystery."You're not my husband no matter how much you insist. You don't have the right to my life" I added.I step back when he suddenly face me. Standing six feet tall looking so handsome yet dangerous, Sain took a step closer to me causing m
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 191
"I am still here,Little. I am still here where you left me and I am just waiting for you to come back"An unknown warmth covers my heart, I didn't know this kind of assurance is what I needed right now. But then, I know that I am not supposed to ask for it. That would be unfair for him and everything will be mess up even more. I fisted hand giving him a void expression despite his pleading eyes. For the first time, I saw a weak side of him. Another part of him that he will never let anyone figure out. I don't want to be his weakness, he should not be swayed just because of me."You don't know what you're saying""I do" he firmly replied. "I am your husband and it will stay that way until my last breath. I warned you didn't I? When you insist to marry me, I told you there will be no turning back. You cannot turn your back at me, I won't let you" he hissed in a controlled tone. He looks determine, more serious than before. I look straight into his eyes, and just like for the first tim
Kiss For The Sin Chapter 190
A loud explosion made me cover my ears as I hide myself in the corner, hoping that a piece of wood I am leaning right now could save me from those sharp bullets that trying to kill me. "I should have killed them all" I hissed to myself, frowning while holding my gun tightly.I am now on the run. Sintti Crime Organization is chasing me just like what Luscio Costello told me. They were aware about the tragic death of my parents, they are aware that Luscio is part of the assassination happens fifteen years ago and now that I am aware about it they are hunting me. Things that I don't understand before is now make sense. The council anger is not about me being a woman, it was because I am a Cortezi the little girl who supposed to be dead years ago. They are trying to kill me now after I obey all their rules and commands for fifteen years. My hands are stained with blood because I stand before them, kill those people who tried to ruined the organization because I thought it was my family
