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151 His Past

Author: Calie Ae
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My past will never stop haunting me. The nights when I don't see that dream is such a big blessing for me. It's like a deep sigh of relief, a feeling of desperation and victory that I was able to survive that night not recalling about that tragic death. But then, since I marry Sain Czar my past is not only present at night. It's clear in the daylight and it's getting clearer even more at midnight.

Just like now...

I mask the confusion in my eyes with the look of disbelief. Even I am taken aback with this redundant question, I must get a hold of myself and control my emotion instead of letting it control me. I didn't come here to ruined my plan. I will not let him put a hole to my disguise either.

"What does it mean?" I pause and tilt my head. "What made you think I know that woman? In what way I am supposed to know her?" I return the question to him.

I don't know what made him ask that to me. I also don't know what is his motive. I don't believe the emotion plastered on his eyes r
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