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Keeping His Dirty Little Secret Chapter 11.2
After eating breakfast, Feliza and I decided to watch a movie. We settled ourselves in front of the TV and we sat on the floor, instead of sitting on the couch. This is a kind of habit that we both have when we're spending time together. We always have this belief system in our heads that the floor is better than the couch. As someone who grew up in Chicago with my aunt, I can totally agree with that because my aunt and I used to sit on the floor instead on the chairs.Speaking of my aunt, she never replied to my messages. I don't understand why, and I'm thinking that maybe there's something wrong. To be honest, I'm kind of worried. I can't communicate with her through my phone. So, I decided to write a letter for her instead. It was sent all the way to Chicago and I hope that she gets it soon. I'm also hoping that I will finally get a response from her. I also attached two photos of myself that was taken by Feliza on my 27th birthday. I was blowing the candles on top of a cake, the o
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"What do you think, Feliza?"I turned to Feliza after I stared at my reflection on the mirror. I'm wearing a bluish pencil dress, and this is the fifth time that Feliza made me try a dress on. She dislikes the dresses that I wore earlier. And she said that those won't fit in any party."Nice, but I don't like it."I sighed as I lazily eyed her. It's almost 8 in the evening, yet Feliza is still making me try these dresses on. If I'm not mistaken, she might even have a plan in the back of her mind to show me every dress that her closet contains."But I do like it. It looks formal and at the same time, it fits for a party." I made sure that I gave enough emphasis on the word 'fits' for her to recognize.Instead of Feliza saying something, which I was hoping for, she stands up and picks another dress instead. When she turns back to me, she smiles and says that it's the last one I'll try. She also swore that I can finally pick the one that I wanted to wear after this final dress.I just ag
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"Is your villa far?" Out of nowhere, I asked.He turned to me for a second and then he focused back on the road again. "Sort of. It's away from the city." Hearing his answer was enough for me to turn some music on while we're on a ride.Hotline Bling by Drake blasted and it pushed away the silence between us. The silence that I wanted to push away, yet not unbearable and awkward.From time to time, Conrad would sing along and it would put a smile on my lips. We spent the whole ride listening to songs while I'm still looking outside the window. I just waited and waited until my eyes laid on a huge villa that has a fountain in the middle. Some coconut trees on each side, and innumerable people everywhere. Drinking, conversing, and dancing to the loud music playing.The villa is so lively especially with the playful colorful lights.I turned to Conrad whose eyes are already on me. "I thought it'd only be you and your close friends?" He chuckled, "I never said anything like that." Conrad
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I bit my lower lip as my eyes try to focus on the man in front of me. He just finished licking off my juices that coated his middle finger. And I have no idea why the hell that looked so hot from my perspective.He smiles at me after finally getting the satisfaction concerning what happened just moments ago.I look away as I try to process everything. The whiskey's effect on me has somehow vanished after I felt the heavenly explosion due to the reason that my boss finger fucked the hell out of me.What was I thinking? Oh, my God."Am I supposed to apologize now?" My gaze met his when I heard his voice, pulling me out of my not-so-distant thoughts.At some point, I know that there's a part of me that clearly wanted it. I clearly wanted him to do that for me and I have no alibis or excuses to use. I wouldn't blame the alcohol; I wouldn't blame the whiskey. Even though I know that I'm not good after a few shots just like as usual, I still wouldn't have the guts to put all the blame on it
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I just smiled at the scene we came across. They seem cute, honestly. They seem like they make a really good couple. It's just that, whenever I remember what Feliza told me back then when we were eating chips and drinking juice in their house, is what corrupted my mind into thinking that they don't get along. And that, Feliza is the one trying every possible way for them to survive their marriage.Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe there's something I'm not allowed to see or to witness. Something so sacred that they don't want to expose to anyone else. I understand them though, I understand them very well.And it's because an experience of mine made me learn before that when you expose something beautiful to people that doesn't see things the way that you do, it will never be appreciated in a way like how you wanted for it to bloom."Let's dance?" Conrad's voice filled my ears when he asked me in a shouting manner. He has to ask me that way due to the loud music that's blasting and echoing through
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Even though my eyes still feel heavy and tired, I forced myself to open them as I sat up to turn my alarm off. It's four in the morning, and I have to get ready before five. Or maybe before a text pops up on my screen, saying that he's now here to pick me up.I groan as I lazily went off the bed. I even became upset when my clumsiness took advantage of it as I fall on the floor.I only had five hours of sleep, and I have less than an hour to get ready. Thank God, I already packed my things after he drove me home.After looking at my alarm clock, I tried to hype myself up by forcing myself to stand and to do a couple of jumping jacks. Stretching my arms and my whole body for my system to be fully awakened. It's kind of a warm up for me to start my day.Well, only if I feel very lazy.I'm grateful that I can somehow push myself to do these little exercises even though these are not a routine for me on a daily basis.Until now, I still can't wrap my head around the fact that Conrad Easto
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"Hey, I'm just asking. I know that I shouldn't be thinking about things that doesn't concern me." His voice sounded a bit playful that he's trying to suppress. But no matter how hard he is suppressing it, there's still a small smile formed by his lips visible enough for me to see."To answer your question, well, uh." I started stroking my chin as if I'm thinking of possible best answers to respond. I'm acting like it's a hard question as I capture his sea green eyes with mine whenever that he's turning to me for a couple of seconds. "Well, Mr. Easton. I don't have a boyfriend." I smiled widely, but it was also somehow meaningful."How about a fuck buddy?"I gasped and gaped at him, "What?!" And one of my hands automatically smacks his shoulder. "You can't be so serious right now, Conrad. How could you ask me that?" Disbelief can be heard in my voice, but all that I got in return is a playful laughter from him."What? Come on, Eve. We're adults. I won't define you any less if you say
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My hand is writing as fast as it could as I pay attention to every detail that the man in a grey suit is speaking about. He's sitting across Mr. Conrad Easton who is right beside me. There's a rectangular glass table in the middle, and the room is filled with businessmen that I happen to meet today.I turned to the man beside me when he places his hand over mine. "It's fine if you wouldn't be able to write everything down. Your phone is recording, right?" He said, quietly.I just nodded at him and his attention is now once again focused on the meeting. If I'm not mistaken, three of the men here is from New York and two from Las Vegas. I admire the way that they're taking this meeting so seriously. Since we arrived earlier, everything is flowing so well and jokes are kept aside to discuss about their sole purpose.Well, yeah, jokes are set aside but there are times that they couldn't contain themselves when one of them jokes around concerning the meeting."I think that's all." The man
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