'He was a boy. She was a girl. Can I make it anymore obvious. She did ballet-'
"It's 6 o'clock in the morning, you better have a good reason for calling me so early," Noel Ashford grumbles from beneath her duvet, hand barely slipping out to grab hold of her phone. She heaves a heavy sigh when she sees her best friend, Priscilla Wright's name flash across the screen.
"Do you have any idea what time it is right now? Have you no self-awareness?"
The dead-pan tone of her friend crackles through the other end. "Do you know what time it is? I've been standing outside your house for the last 20 minutes; school starts in 10."
Shooting out of bed, she pulls her phone away from her ear to check, realizing she had checked her phone upside down when looking at the time.
It isn't 6 o'clock in the morning, it's 9 o'clock.
"School starts in 10 minutes," Priscilla's singsong muffled voice bursts through the phone as Noel tosses her on speaker, rushing around the room to gather clothes that smell clean.
"Did your dad not come home again last night?" she hears her friend ask.
Hopping around the room as she attempts to put her sock on, she yells back across the room. "It's been about 3 days in a row now, I have no idea where he goes or what he does, he just calls me every night to tell me he is working later and not to wait up."
She hears Priscilla snort.
"Must be nice to have parents who aren't ever around but at least remember you're still alive."
Priscilla is the only daughter of Mayor Austin Wright and his catalogue copy wife, Stephanie. Due to this, she never sees her father other than when the family is needed to pose for camera's or help open a new establishment. Despite her father never being there and her mother caring less about her, Priscilla still has a strict set of rules she needs to live by, to uphold her family name and image in town.
Living in such a small town as Bisbee, Arizona, word tends to travel fast amongst the residents and for someone like Mayor Wright, having the public on his side positively is a must to keep his position as long as possible.
It's not like anyone else is rushing to be Mayor of this dingy town.
"Are you almost done? I don't want to have to pick a seat in the front of the class. I have Mrs. Jones for first period, and she spits a lot when she talks, I better not have to take a saliva shower today because of you, Nole!"
Noel cringes at the corny nickname her friend gave her the first day of freshman year, misreading her name on her nametag thanks to her dyslexia.
"Nole just sounds better, you have copper hair and hole yourself up inside like a mole, so it isn't far off from your true nature."
She doesn't know what compelled her back then to become friends with a girl who had just compared her to a mole, simply because she prefers a night in with snacks and N*****x, rather than a night out with bad food and partying. You can get her to go almost anywhere with the temptation of food, but it better be damn good.
There are also no clubs in Bisbee, having to go to the next city over just to have the same amount of fun, if not more, that she can have at home.
"Okay, I'm ready! I'm coming down now," Noel says and grabs her phone to hang up, but sees that Priscilla already ended the phone call 5 minutes ago.
She makes it outside to where Priscilla is leaning against her cherry red Subaru, a guilt gift given to her by her dad for her 16th birthday last year because he wasn't able to make it, like the majority of her birthdays she has said.
"Finally," she calls out, but points a finger at her watch and then at Noel. "But we are now late, and there is a 99% chance now that I will have to pick a seat at the front of the class, which means you owe me lunch today, and I get to pick whatever I want from the cafeteria."
Noel just chuckles at her friend and agrees to whatever she demands.
"So, here we are, last year of this 12-year sentence," Priscilla says, running a hand through her sleek blonde hair as it whips through the open window of the car. "This is the last year to really be a teenager, don't you think?"
"What do you mean? We're barely 18, still got 2 more years to go before you can really call yourself an adult, and even then, I doubt we'll be much different than now."
Priscilla shakes her head. "Everything is going to start to change. High school ends, and everyone goes their separate ways, we'll no longer have the connection of arriving at the same place every morning, walking the same path every day."
She turns and gives a pointed look to Noel.
"Which is why I really hope you try and get out more this year, experience life a little more. Actually, how about this, you make a goal right now to do one thing this year that you have wanted to do for a while, but just haven't found the courage or motivation to do. There has to be something," Priscilla says.
Noel doesn't have to think that hard about it, she knows there is one experience she has missed out on purposely, because of both lack of courage and motivation, but knows she will regret it if she doesn't experience it this year before she goes off to college.
Experience falling in love, at least once.
She has read enough books and watched enough drama shows to know how most high school relationships go, most if not all of them ending before the couple even graduates. Her mother once said to her that falling in love when you're a kid and when you're an adult are two completely different feelings of love.
Noel's parents are considered high school sweethearts when her mother was alive, having met and started dating in their last year of high school, attending the same college together, until her dad changed career paths afterwards, and got married when they discovered her mother was pregnant with little Noel. Her mother still stood by what she said, explaining that she fell in love with her father when they were kids, and fell in love with him over again when they got older, this time falling in love with the older, mature version of him.
That's how you know you have found your soulmate. When you continuously fall in love with the different phases of their life and changes of themselves, always able to accept them for whoever they become.
"I'd like to try and date, maybe at least go out with someone once," she ends up replying. Falling in love in less than a year is a little far-fetched.
Her college has already been decided, having applied as soon as she could to the California College of Arts in San Francisco. It has been her dream school, the same one her mother went too, ever since she discovered her passion for art and wanted to pursue a career with it. It is a private college, where tuitions cost more than a house in some places, she doesn't have room to make any mistakes in her academics until she graduates.
"Okay, now we're getting somewhere. Do you have anyone in mind already, maybe someone who's name also begins with an N?" Priscilla asks, nudging her shoulder teasingly as she slows the car to pull into the school parking lot.
"Oh, speak of the handsome devil," she mutters excitedly, spotting out the sandy blonde hair of Bisbee High's star athlete, Nolan James.
Noel sinks down in her seat as Priscilla purposely drives slow past him and his group of rowdy friends, peeking her head up just in time to see his green eyes shift in their direction, a crooked smile gracing his face. She yelps silently and ducks back down.
"Can you be any more obvious?" Priscilla mutters while Noel covers her beat red face and sinks to the floor, wishing she could just disappear into the ground.
Noel manages to make it through her first day back without any more mishaps or embarrassments but is let down when Priscilla tells her she has already scored her first date with one of the new guys in their class, a name Noel didn't bother to catch.
This means she has to either walk or get on what passes as public transport around here. Looking at the condition of the bus shelter itself, she opts to walk home, thankful it's a cloudy but warm day at least.
Popping in her headphones, she turns on her summer mix to ride out the last remaining feelings of the summer season as the leaves slowly start to tumble around her, signaling the first sign of autumn. Her favourite song, skater boy by Avril Lavigne comes on and she instantly sinks into the lyrics, nodding her head along with the beat.
Drowning in her music, she doesn't hear the loud roar of the motorcycle engine behind her until the rider is whizzing past her at a distance close enough that she is pushed forward slightly due to the gust of wind that rushes past.
"Asshole!" she screams after them, though they're long gone by now, the sound of the engine still heard around the bend of the street.
Leaving one headphone out this time, she hurries her way home, suddenly regretting not having taken the bus. She finds her anger flaring up again when she finally makes it home and sees the same death trap that nearly ran her over parked on the street next to her house, most likely a friend of the guy living next door, some bachelor in his mid 40s that does nothing but sit at home and supposedly scam people, as her father has theorized.
Like usual she doesn't see her father's car in the driveway. Assuming she has the house to herself again for the night, she drags her feet into the house and tosses her bag on the ground the moment she gets in, kicking off her converse and not caring where they land before she trudges upstairs.
Stripping out of her slightly sweaty clothes, she grabs her 'oodie' sweater that she got for Christmas and her birthday, both falling days apart with her birthday unfortunately landing on New Year's Day. Unfortunate for both her and her mother, her birthday always being overlooked thanks to Christmas and her mother for having to go through that pain on a day to welcome in a new beginning.
What a way to start off the New Year.
Grabbing a clean towel and face cloth from the closet next to the bathroom door, she doesn't notice that the door is already closed, when she left it open this morning. Due to her agitated and exhausted state, she grasps the handle and swings the door open.
A wave of steam slams her in the face, waking her up in time to see the tall figure of someone walking out of the shower.
"Well, this is some sort of home warming gift," a deep, melodic voice floats through the haze, a pair of pale blue eyes coming to rest on her shrunk back form against the door.
Without thinking, she lets out a shrill scream.
"Ah! Who the hell are you?"
Before the stranger in her bathroom can answer, Noel hears the loud voice of her dad calling her through the door.
"Is that you, Noel? Are you alright, what happened?"
The strange boy just grins at her, sending a chill down her spine and turning to bolt out the door. Her father comes running up the stairs just as she scurries out into the hallway, the boy following behind her, finally donning pants.
"Dad, intruder! He broke in and he-he-"
"Decided the first thing he's going to do is use their shower?" the boy smirks.
Assessing the situation, it doesn't take her dad long to piece everything together, already seeing this arrangement having issues.
"Noel, honey, this isn't the way I planned for you two too meet, I wasn't expecting you home so early today," her dad starts to explain.
"What the hell are you talking about, dad? Who is this and why is he in my bathroom?"
He lets out an exhausted sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"This is a recent client of mine, we just succeeded in winning his case, but he doesn't have anywhere to go and is looking for a second chance to rejoin society. Noel, meet your new housemate, Harken Lewis."
"You're joking, right?" Noel scoffs. "I mean most father's bring home like a puppy or stray cat at most for their kids, not some...uh, some-""Delinquent? I think that's the word you're looking for," Harken chides.Noel glares at him."I understand your hesitation about welcoming someone like him to live with us, but I assure you Harken will be on his best behavior while he is here. Right, Harken?" He adds the last part with a tone of warning.Harken lifts his hand to salute him, a cocky grin on his face."Yes, sir, Mr. Ashford."Noel rolls her eyes and shakes her head, unable to wrap her head around the fact that she is going to be living with this immature man-child. She can already tell they won't be getting along, so she won't bother trying to, planning to steer clear of him until he is inevitably kicked out or leaves of his own accord, unable to cope under the house rules of her dad.If there is someone like Harken Lewis living in her home, she doubts her dad will be leaving her
The rest of the night went by without anymore disturbances from Harken, Priscilla staying the night just to be safe, reminding Noel of a guard dog glaring at the door all night, daring the big bad wolf to enter.To her surprise, her father shows up in the morning, walking in the door looking like he has slept a whole day, refreshed and energetic, rather than the exhausted and worn out look she expected him to have from working all night.Noel has already had her suspicions that he isn't just working when he stays out late but doesn't care enough about her dad's private affairs to question him about it. He took the blow of losing her mother the hardest, she can't tell him how to cope with it the same way she did, but she wishes he wouldn't proceed to neglect his own daughter in the process."So, are you going to explain to me why you decided to bring one of your clients home to live with us? Should I expect this to be a new thing until I graduate, or should I just surrender my room now
The rest of the morning is completely shot for Noel, not even caring that she has Mr. Hamilton for English first thing, her worst subject. She doesn't have any trouble understanding the subject, it's wrapping her head around the eccentric teaching style of Mr. Hamilton.You would think he was Shakespeare's distant relative or something.But she needs all academic courses for English, Math, and Social Studies to even qualify for California College of Arts, her last 2 years of high school counting the most towards her application because her father has drilled into her head that those years are the ones colleges care the most about.Having Mr. Hamilton for her final year of English is going to be a challenge when she was hoping to drift through this last year, floating on the good grades she has already achieved and not worry about having them drop far enough to affect her acceptance to CCA.She is confident she can do that with every other course she has this year, but not English.Why
"You seriously don't remember this?" Priscilla asks again.Noel shakes her head. "I remember this trip, but I don't remember Harken being on it or ever talking to him. Did I talk to him?""You must've, we were paired together a lot with him, I imagine it would've been hard to not exchange a few words in that case. But regardless," she says and takes out two plastic containers of to-go sushi, hanging one to Noel. "Enough talk about Harken and school drama, we don't have any classes together this year so this is the only time we will get to spend during school hours."Noel knows clearly what this means."You can't drive me home after school, can you?"Priscilla slumps her shoulder, her act saw through and through."I'm sorry, Nole. I have another date tonight, and this guy seems to have a lot of boyfriend potential," she pouts."Didn't you say that about what's-his-face from yesterday?"She has to think about it for a second. "Do you mean Carter?"Noel nods."No, I said he has good sex
"Where are you going?" Noel asks him, watching as he locks his bike and puts his helmet away. He shoves his hands into his jean pockets and shrugs, making it clear he isn't going to answer her."Well, thanks for the ride, I can find my own way home after this." She waves to him and turns to walk down the sidewalk. She half expects him to ask how she plans to get home, but he doesn't say anything. When she turns back around a few feet away, he is already gone, the street vacant of him.Looks like he was just giving her a ride out of convenience.Then, why did he wait for me at school?Not wanting to be bothered too much about thoughts of why Harken is Harken, she pops in her headphones and switches on her music to make her short journey to the art store. La Gallerie is a local art store that sells everything an artist would need, no matter their level of creativity or desired form of art, despite it being a small and local business."Good evening, Noel, what brings you here?" Mrs. Marc
Harken stayed in his room for the rest of the night, not even answering when Noel tried to tell him dinner was ready, and when her dad tried again after. In the end, he gave up on trying to coax him out and went to the office, most likely for the night. Noel took his serving and wrapped them up, placing them in the fridge in case he ever decided to come out later.Putting on a comfortable pair of jogging pants and a fluffy sweater, she grabs a bag of Doritos and a box of Ritz crackers, seating herself in the middle of the couch and getting herself comfortable to binge watch the series Shameless, assuming she has the living room and most of the house to herself for the night with no other homework for tomorrow.A few episodes in and Noel is immersed in the show, not even paying attention to whether she is grabbing chips or crackers, she doesn't hear the creak of Harken coming down the stairs. Before she can react, he jumps on the couch and snatches the bag of Doritos away from her, hog
After the argument between Harken and Noel that night, it seemed he listened and obeyed to what she said about staying away from her. It has been a few weeks now and neither of them have said a word to each other, never having the need to unless they want to. Harken hasn't offered to give her a ride to or from school since the last time, leaving before she gets up in the morning and gone before she gets to the parking lot after class.She avoided returning to Mr. Baldwin's class and ended up backing out from taking pictures for the homecoming dance, not bothering to go, and staying home to emerge herself in her painting like she did every other year. He was devastated, but there was nothing else he could do. Noel skipped the party at Karl's place, though Harken himself didn't attend either and locked himself in his room for the night instead, she didn't have it in her to go, regardless of if it meant giving up an opportunity to get closer to Nolan. Math is the only class they have tog
Another week has gone by after the day at the mall and Harken is back to acting like Noel doesn't exist, this time her anger lasting a lot longer than it did before.Priscilla praised her a lot after that day for being so bold with Nolan, but Noel knows she only got the confidence that she did because she was provoked by Harken, and probably won't have it again. Therefore, despite Priscilla's nagging, she hasn't tried to approach Nolan since. The party he invited them is tonight, but Noel is once again thinking of backing out.Coming to her locker at the end of the school day, she contemplates what excuse to use to get out of the party, knowing Priscilla will insist on coming over tonight to help her pick an outfit and get ready, and is suddenly approached by Nolan."I never got the chance to thank you again for inviting me to hang with you guys' last weekend, it turned a weird day into a pretty good one," he says.Noel is surprised when she doesn't become flustered like usual by his
He was a boy; she was a girl. Can I make it any more obvious? Noel reaches over and rips her phone off the charging cord to press her finger on the screen to snooze her alarm, before lazily tossing it aside on her bed. Today is the day she takes her school exams ahead of everyone else. It wasn’t hard to convince her principal and other teachers to let her after she showed them both the letter of acceptance and her swift pass on the final interview for her top-picked college, they almost insisted at that point. She only really has two exams to take for Math and English, with Social Studies being mainly a slightly bigger test than your average class test. Her teachers assured her that it wouldn’t take her more than the morning to complete, and Noel can even have her exams graded on the spot by the respective subject teachers, and her final grade given by the end of the day. There was only one question that held her back from jumping fo
It has been three days now and Noel hasn’t heard anything from her last interview with CCA, but Priscilla keeps trying to put her in high hopes by talking to her father every day. To make matters worst, she returned to the abandoned water tower the night after they got back from San Francisco and the copy of the acceptance letter she left there was gone, but she had no way of telling if it was Harken, someone else, or even the wind one night that took it away. Now, she is just left wondering if it was Harken, what he has done with it and what he is thinking now. Priscilla convinced her to block his number but that isn’t stopping him from showing up at the house or school, though there hasn’t been a sign of him. Which tells her it really is over between them. He is aware she has been accepted into the California College of Arts and will be leaving soon, completely unaware of how soon that might be. No one else ever goes to tha
Deep breaths don’t let yourself panic. You got this.Noel continues the mantra over in her head, but it doesn’t seem to help as she patiently waits outside the office doors of the college board officials who will be administering his final interview. It’s described as a formality and a way for the school to meet a candidate in person before they enter.But anyone with knowledge of this school would know this interview could still make or break their acceptance altogether.“Miss Ashford? We’re ready for you,” a slender woman with sleek blonde hair pulled into a tight ponytail calls out to her. She is wearing a light blue pantsuit with a white dress shirt and a gentle smile.Noel wipes her hands down her pants to remove the sweat before walking forward to shake her hand, hoping her smile is as bright and gentle as hers despite how much the corners of her mouth are twitching.“It’s a pleasure to meet you, my name is Ms. Miles, and I will be one of the three board members interviewing you
Noel is now weeks away from graduation and has yet to hear a single word from Harken or see him anywhere. She has gone to the pub a couple of times with Priscilla to visit Abel, but she has never caught sight of Harken and Abel, despite noticing her looking around, never saying anything about him. It’s as if he has simply disappeared, and she is the only one who remembers he ever existed. She wishes it were that simple for her. Even though the room he once occupied has been reverted back into a guest room, void of any sign Harken ever stayed there, she can still picture the time and memories spent in that tiny space. They are clear as day in her mind, like every other piece of him that remains around the house. Her dad is also acting as he they never had anyone else living with them for the last 9 months, making being at home almost unbearable. Sitting in her room, she stares at the copy of her acceptance letter into CCA, the one she planned to give to Harken and has attempted to
Noel has locked herself in her room for the last three days, having her dad call in sick for her at school and getting Priscilla to drop off her homework after class. Every time he tried to enter her room, she has thrown a pillow or piece of clothing at yelled at him to get out.Refusing to see anyone or barely touching a plate of food, Scott feels he has no choice but to force his way through using a shield. Phoning in the buffer, Priscilla shows up soon after with a determined look on her face.“Is she still in her room?” she asks.Scott nods. “Hold on, take this with you.” He hands her an envelope.The letter from California College of Arts.“When did this come in?”“A few days ago, but the incident at the school field happened not long after, and now this.”Priscilla nods firmly and marches upstairs, already knowing what she needs to do. Throwing open Noel’s bedroom door, she ducks as soon as a pillow is launched at her face and holds out her hands to fend off the balled-up shirt
“All right, when we get there don’t say anything until I tell you or they ask you directly. I know you’re nervous and when I get nervous I tend to say more than needed or I don’t make sense.” Noel’s dad continues to lecture her as they approach the front entrance of the police station. “Dad, relax, who are you accusing of being too nervous right now? I’m fine,” she says and brushes him off to walk ahead of him. There is a rush of ringing phones and loud chatter once they enter, people dressed in both police gear and light business attire run back and forth between two rows of perfectly aligned desks. Noel’s dad clutches her to his side to keep her from getting sidewinded as one whiz past her at a close distance. “I didn’t expect it to be so crazy here. What happened?” he mutters. “Why don’t we ask him,” Noel says and points out the only guy sitting alone at a desk, looking quite bored. “Hello, folks. What can I do for you?” the man asks when they approach the desk. Noel sits down
You’ve got to be kidding me… Harken stares on in silence as the shed is rapidly engulfed in flames, the foul odour of burning rubber and plastic from the gym and field equipment trapped inside fills the air, no doubt alerting someone close by soon enough. He barely hears his phone go off in his pocket, grabbing it at the last second to see Scott’s name. “Where the hell are you? Did you actually break into the school, Harken?” Scott starts screaming. Never thought I’d say this but – thank god he’s here! “Noel, I need you to run and meet your dad at the entrance of the school.” She gapes at him, still looking pale and ghastly. “What the hell are you going to do?” “I’m going to stay and call for help, I don’t want you getting messed up in this. I’ll just tell them I was smoking up and accidentally caught fire to the shed.” Noel grips his arms as if to glue him in place. “
It’s been a few days now since the accident and Noel is finally able to return to school with not as much damage done as she expected to her studies and grades. The police report came back that the brakes were at fault and needed to be replaced before the accident, which caused them to seize when pushed down at full force.Noel remembers specifically, however, that Priscilla’s brakes stopped working before she tried pressing down on the pedal, a clear indication the brakes weren’t working well before she even tried using them at all.But even Harken and Abel confirmed that a thorough check was done of the car before it was impounded, Priscilla’s parents refusing to let her drive it anymore.Harken has also been spending a lot more time at the pub with Abel, spending most nights at his apartment down the street so they can work easier, still tracking down the man who broke into the bar and dealing with Mayor Wright trying to buy out the entire block of businesses.Noel has been trying
**WARNING Sexual Content Included in Chapter**~*~ After agreeing to listen to Abel’s story, they climb out of the car and walk over to the nearby children’s park, barren at the time with everyone else in school or at work at this hour. They pick a picnic table near the sandlot and sit down. He takes a deep breath and contemplates where to start, still unsure of where the sudden feeling of wanting to share with her has come from. Since coming to Bisbee, Harken has been the only person outside his family with whom he has confided his secrets and stories with. “I’ll start by sharing that the father I have with me here is not my biological father, to give context to the story. He helped my mother and I get away from the abusive man I once called my father, the man we escaped Cairo because of. He is a military man with a high ranking and even here it’s no secret how corrupt the government-run military is in Egypt. My mother had met my father online as j