Are You in Senses?

I have slipped in and out of consciousness. Every time I regain my senses I felt how the pain came back I would struggle and try to whistle and that, but it does not take long for my moans to turn into screams of the unbearable pain. Shortly after that, I feel how the drug is injected and I fall back into the darkness.

The times when I was conscious, I felt how my legs were broken and repaired over and over again. My blood felt like molten lava and I was so hot and thought I could burn myself and burn in flames over and over again.

Then something changed. The drug was disappearing but I could not talk or move. I was paralyzed but every nerve and every cell was wide awake and screaming in pain. I wanted to raise my voice and ask for more medicine but I was trapped in my own body. A body that tortured itself for a reason I did not know.

I needed something to hold on to, to stay healthy, to help me keep going to overcome this. All I could think of was Karish. There's nothing I wanted mor