6~Watching Him Fuck

Aurora's POV

Two weeks have passed since I was brought here, feeling more like a month. 

I got out from the bed and stretched my sore limbs. Every single day I spent here was filled with work. I was practically a slave in my own mate's pack. To think I had thought that meeting my mate, the man that had always claimed me in my dreams, would be my saving grace. But, I was wrong. Kaizen Cage was my worst nightmare. 

I rarely saw him around the house. It was like he was purposely avoiding me, because he would leave the house before I wake up and come back late at night when I'm already asleep. The thought that he was doing everything to avoid me stung, it stung really bad but there's nothing I could do about it. 

But, I actually noticed that the food I always kept for him at night for dinner would be empty by morning. I don't know why, but that thought made me happy. That he actually trusts me (even if it was a tiny bit) to eat the meal I prepared. 

Not like I would dare try to poison his food. No matter what, he was still my mate and I definitely wouldn't get away with it. 

He was now my Alpha after all. Did I mention that I was now a member of the Silvermaw Pack? Kaizen had done all the necessary things to make me an official member of his pack. 

I walked into the bathroom and peeled off my night clothes for a warm bath. After spending forty minutes in the bathtub, I stood up and wrapped a towel around my naked body. Walking up to the mirror, I dropped the towel and looked at myself through the mirror. 

Whenever I bath, I always make sure to avoid the mirror. I didn't want to see what they did to me. The scars would always mock me. Showing I was a weak and pathetic she-wolf. So, why was I looking at my scarred body right now? 

The answer was as clear as day. Would Kaizen be attracted to me if he saw the bruises on my body and the way my bones were practically shooting out of my body? I was no match for the sexy, strong and beautiful she-wolf he sleeps with. Everyone knows his reputation as a playboy and he wouldn't settle for a low life like me. 

Shaking off my sad thoughts, I quickly wrapped my towel around my body and walked into the closet to pick an outfit for the day. He would have my head if I was late for 'work.'

I picked out a pair of faded blue jeans and a yellow top. I brushed my snow white hair and styled it into a ponytail before walking out of the room. The house was dead silent like always, Kaizen was probably out again. 

I walked into the kitchen and whipped myself a breakfast that consisted of bacon and eggs. My stomach growled in hunger as the smell wafted through my nostrils. 

Dishing it into a plate, I quickly started eating, not wanting to waste anymore time. I washed the plates in the sink and picked. Now it was time to clean. 

Kaizen had taken the time to write a list of my daily chores. Today is Wednesday, so I have to mop all the rooms in the entire house. Including his office. Thankfully, he isn't around because I wouldn't be able to concentrate with his piercing eyes staring into my soul. 

I immediately got to work and started from the guest room. 

Three hours later, I was finally done cleaning the entire room and now it remains his office. Taking the steps two at a time, I walked towards his office. But, I immediately came to a halt when I heard strange sounds coming from his office. It... It sounded like a woman's voice. And the woman was... moaning. Kaizen was fucking another woman in his office. 

I swallowed the bile in my throat as I took slow steps towards the door that was left ajar and peeked in. My heart shattered into a million shards as I looked at the scene in front of me. Kaizen had a brunette on his desk, as he pounded into her from behind. 

They were completely naked. The corner of my eyes stung with tears and my vision grew blurry. I was crying because of this bastard. He just had to disrespect me by bringing another woman right in front of my nose. He didn't even have any compassion for me. He had always managed to hurt my feelings over and over again. 

I opened the door wider to make my presence known, butt they were too busy fucking each other hard and fast to even realize there was an intruder. An intruder. That's what I was. As much as I hated it, I felt jealousy boil in my belly. I should be the one getting fucked by him. Not her. She was supposed to be the intruder. She was the other woman. 

I watched with tears as he plunged his cock into her, fucking her relentlessly. Their moans and groans filled the air as the sounds of wet slaps sounded in the room. As if just noticing me through his peripheral vision, his head snapped towards my direction and his face flashed with shock and guilt. But as soon as the expression came, it immediately vanished as a cruel smirk appeared on his face. 

He whispered something into the brunette's ear and she turned towards my direction, smiling wickedly. They were disgusting. I wasn't the violent type, but I felt like smashing this bitch's head against the wall. Kaizen was mine. I wanted to stake my claim on him and scream at them to stop but I couldn't even find my voice. The words were painfully stuck in my throat. 

“Yes, Kaibaby. Right there! Yes! Yes! Yes!” She screamed, not taking her eyes off me as Kaizen pounded into her. I felt disgusted with myself for getting aroused at the sight of his huge member. How would it feel inside of me?

“Harder! Harder! Omg, fuck! Your cock feels so good.” She mewled, looking at me with a taunting smirk. 

Concluding that I've seen enough, I rushed out of the room, trying to hold in my emotions. He really had to do this to me. As if making me his personal slave wasn't enough, he had to bring in another woman and fuck her right in front of me. Right now, I hate the moon goddess for mating me with a monster. A heartless monster who didn't have a care in the world for anyone. 

I slammed my door open and rushed into the room, locking it. I slid down the door as the flood of tears started dropping from my eyelid. I wanted to run away. Away from all this. Away from all these bad people. What crime did I commit that I was getting punished in this way? But there was no one to answer those questions. I was alone in this world. I had a family but they didn't even feel like family. My brothers were married and have their own lives. My mom, well, she refused to leave my scumbag of a father even when he beat her like a punching bag. She was blinded by her love for him, probably hoping he would change one day. But, when? When he beats her to death? 

I was all alone in this world. Even my mate rejected me. He hasn't done it verbally, but action speaks louder than voice. He doesn't accept me, a weak girl, as his mate. He was ashamed of me. That thought made me sob even more. 

The moon goddess should just take me and end my suffering. I had attempted suicide in the Bluemoon Pack but I was caught by my father who made my life even more worse from that day on. The entire pack members mocked me because of it. 

But, I wasn't scared of death anymore. I wanted all my pains to go away. And the only way to achieve that would be by death. My sufferings would never end if I continue staying alive. 

But, I didn't have the guts to do it myself. I was too pathetic and a coward to try and kill myself for the second time. 

I was a fucking coward. 

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A loud knock on the door startled me. I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep. I looked out the window and saw that it was sunset already. My eyes widened. How long did I sleep? 

The knocking continued and I stood away from the door. “Open the damn door, Aurora!” Kaizen's voice bellowed from behind the door. 

My heart skipped a beat. He sounded angry. What the hell was he angry about? I had just caught him sleeping with another woman, I should be angry and not him. In a small voice, I asked, “What do you want?” My voice felt croaked from crying for hours.  

“Stop asking me questions and open the damn door!” He shouted. When I didn't say anything, his voice grew low as he growled, “Aurora, if you don't open this door in two seconds, I will break it down.” I knew he was going to go through with his threat. Kaizen was a man of his words. Moving closer to the door, I unlocked it and pried it open. 

He immediately barged into the room, his chest moving up and down. He looked around the room before his eyes immediately fell on him. “Don't you ever do that again.” He growled, looking at me in anger. 

“Do what? What the hell did I fucking do?! Right, nothing! You were the one fucking another woman right in front of me! How could you do that to me, Kaizen?” I didn't know where the courage came from, but I didn't care. I was too angry to be terrified. 

His eyes flashed with guilt before he immediately blinked them back, shaking his head. “I wasn't talking about that,” He gritted out. “Do you know how long I was knocking on the door? I thought something had happened to you!” He said, running his hands through his midnight black hair. 

“You talk as if what you did was nothing.” I said quietly, hating myself for tearing up in front of him. He has been nonchalant about this. “Would you even care if I died? After all I'm nothing but a weak girl who you regret being mated to.” I was piercing myself with my own words. 

“I...” He opened his mouth to speak, but thought better of it. His jaw clenched as he said, “You're right. You are a pathetic girl who doesn't deserve to be my mate. Know your place, Aurora. Make sure no one ever finds out who you are to me.” With one last warning glare, he walked out of my room, slamming the door loudly. 

Willing myself not to burst into fits of tears, I swallowed the lump in my throat and walked out of the room. I was tired of being locked up in this house. I needed a breath of fresh air. Away from everything. Away from him. 

As I walked out of my room, my gaze lingered on his bedroom door wondering what he was doing. Was the brunette in there with him? Were they going at it again? 

Once I was outside, I untied my hair from the ponytail allowing the evening breeze to hit my skin. The pack house wasn't far away from here, only a stone throw from here. I began taking a walk, people gazed at me, probably wondering who I was and why I was living in their Alpha's house. Would they suspect that I was his mate? Who would I tell them that I was to him? 

He hadn't properly introduced me to the pack, and they didn't dare question why an outsider was becoming a member of their pack. They probably thought I was a rogue he saved. 

Lost in my thoughts, I didn't look at where I was going and before I knew it, I bumped into a hard body. I gasped as I expected the impact of the solid ground but a strong arm held me back. Seriously, what was it with me falling down every damn time? 

“Easy there. You don't want to fall on your face now, do you?” A deep voice asked. I looked up to see an attractive man, he wasn't as handsome as Kaizen but he was handsome nonetheless. Where the hell did that come from? 

“I-sorry. I wasn't looking at where I was going.” I said, feeling a blush on my cheek when I realized he was still holding me. 

“It's fine, I wasn't looking too. I guess we are even.” He said with a flirtatious wink. “I haven't seen you in this pack before. You new? Because I definitely wouldn't miss a pretty face like yours.” Goddess, this man was so cheeky. 

“Who are you?” He asked again, when she didn't reply. 

“I'm Aurora. Aurora Fernandez.” She replied shyly. 

His eyes widened. “The Aurora?” What did he mean by that? Before she could ask what he meant, he beat her to it. “The entire pack is talking about you. Apparently, you're the strange girl living in the Alpha's house.” That didn't make her feel any better.

“Uhm...” She didn't know what to say. Was she supposed to say; 'Ah no! You got it all wrong. I'm actually your Alpha's mate, but because I wasn't up to his expectation, he decided to keep me a secret! See? No problems there!' I internally snorted at the thought. 

“Where are my manners? I'm Zanetti, but my friends call me Zane. You're my friend now, so you're privileged.” He said with a grin as he gave a slight bow. I couldn't help but laugh, I liked this guy already. 

“Nice to meet you, Zane. I better get going now. Catch you up later?” The sky was darkening as night drew by. I enjoyed Zane's company but I better get going. 

His lips formed into a pout as he looked like he wanted to interject. He finally slumped his shoulder. “Fine. If you don't come see me soon, I'll come drag you out myself.” He looked dead serious. “It was nice meeting you too, Rory.” He said and kissed me on the cheek before he strolled away, not before giving me one last wink. 

I stood there like a statue, gawking at him. What the hell just happened? We met barely an hour ago and we were already on kissing cheek terms? The guy was full of wonders. It was nice to find a carefree person, unlike Kaizen who wouldn't show any sort of emotions. You could never know what he was thinking. 

With a smile, I turned and headed back to my house. 'Kaizen's house, not mine.' I reminded myself. 

As I opened the door and walked, I was slammed to the door by a dark furious figure. Kaizen's eyes glowed red as he snarled at me, holding me in a tight grip. My eyes flashed with fear. I've never seen this side of him and I concluded that I didn't like this side of him, he was more dangerous and terrifying. 

“Where the fuck have you been?” He snarled, showing his canines. He sniffed my body and he seemed to boil even more with rage. “What's that smell in you? Were you with a man?!” 

I was officially fucked.