"One glass of Jameson, please." He raised up his index finger, calling the attention of the bartender as he sat alone on the counter.
He fished out for his phone from his jeans' front pocket, opened Clix from the home screen and started swiping left and right.
"Here you go," the bartender slid the cool, round glass in front of him.
"Thank you." He looked up for a second, then returned his gaze and attention to the photos of different lovely girls on his screen, one swipe after another. Asian, Persian, Caucasian, Latina, European, African-American. He's been through them all, in all shapes, colors and sizes. Different girls for different occasions, just pure hook-ups, no strings attached.
He pleasured himself with the littlest things in life, sex included. He refused to live in a world with control, with limitations. He decided, he wanted to make the world his oyster, his own universe.
A hedonist, he considered himself.
Swish, swish. Swipe left. Swipe left. Swipe left.
He was starting to get impatient, waiting for his fuck-buddy, his match from the dating app.
Loud music was banging through the entire area, intermingled with the heady scent of smoke, alcohol and sweat from the perspiring, gyrating, horny bodies on the dance floor. It assaulted his nostrils as he inhaled deeply.
Smoke rose and dissipated up in the air as he drew out a breath, followed by profusely long and huge drags off of his Newport cigarette.
Shot, drag, swipe. Inhale, exhale.
A ping on his phone distracted his thoughts, stopping him halfway from taking a puff from his cigarette. A message notification from the Clix app.
Stephanie
<09:34PM> I'm here. Where u at?
<......>
Finally. He left his cigarette hanging in between his lips, promptly typing a reply.
Jesse
<09:36PM> I'm seated by the bar, black and white checked shirt.
He darted his gaze around the bar, looking for his catch.
And there she was, long blonde hair, big blue eyes and crimson-painted full lips.
Fuckable.
She was already making her way to the counter towards Jesse, sweaty bodies pressing and rubbing up against her.
Moments later, she took the seat beside him, touching his shoulder as she sat on the bar stool.
"Hi," Stephanie greeted and smiled, looking up at his blue and brown-speckled irises.
He looked at her quickly from head to toe. She was real pretty, but nothing exceptional, he thought. For him, she was just like all the other blonde girls he hooked-up and had sex with. Fresh from college, fresh in New York, he assumed. He was checking out her profile before he went off to the bar.
He noticed she just started using Clix, and had probably gone in just two or three dates based on her profile's statistics. He even asked her if she had gone out to real formal dates with the previous guys she met via the dating app. Apparently, she was looking for someone serious. When he told her he wasn't up to any type of relationship, she still took the bait. Jesse was just too hot and delicious to be ignored and swiped left, especially for a one-night stand.
Jesse smiled stoically, he knew he's going to fuck her up real bad - being that it was her first real hook-up using Clix. They're just going to have sex, have some shallow, detached conversation, and then he'd leave.
It was just always how it was, how he was.
He didn't like dealing and toying with girls' emotions. It was too... complicated, and unnecessary. He was just there for the pleasure and not for any type of connection. He shuddered at the thought.
"Hey," Jesse greeted her back. "Wanna do some shots?" He enticed, already calling for the bartender with his index finger up in the air. Jameson, he mouthed at at him silently.
"Oh, you've started without me," She remarked, her brows furrowed in surprise though quite amused. "Yeah, sure. Let's do some shots first."
"Let's cut to the chase," Jesse muttered, reaching for the shot glasses on the table and handing over the other one to her.
"What?" Stephanie asked, baffled.
"Let's cut to the chase," he repeated, then took a shot of his Jameson. "That's what's written on my profile's description."
"Uh, yeah, I noticed," she affirmed. She paused for a few seconds, trying to understand what he meant by what he's just said. "Um, are you trying to say-"
"Let's cut to the chase." He interrupted her and stated a third time, almost a suggestion. "I didn't come here to be your boyfriend, or whatever."
Stephanie raised her eyebrows at Jesse and twitched her lip into a shocked smile. "O-okay," she muttered. "So... shall we go to your place or mine?" She pouted and looked at him suggestively.
"Where's yours?" He asked, taking another puff from his cigarette.
"I live just around the block, up on 11th and Mason," she bit her lower lip, trying to hide her excitement. She could just devour him right then and there.
"Alright," Jesse was already reaching for a few dollar bills from his wallet. "Let's hit it up at your place."
She took the shot glass, tipped it against her lower lip, and slid the amber fire down her throat.
He stood up, and Stephanie followed pursuit.
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"Fuck, don't stop," Stephanie was crying out as Jesse relentlessly thrusted in and out of her. "Don't stop, don't stop! Don't stop!" She begged, moaning and gasping for air in between.
He stopped, finding his release. He grunted and groaned, cussing against her ear as he exhausted himself into one last thrust.
Jesse rolled to his side, out of breath, sticky and sweaty from sex.
"Fuck," he muttered, his heart racing. He lifted his hand to his forehead and brushed his dark hair to the back of his head, trying to drag air into his lungs.
"Let's cuddle," Stephanie whispered. She was also panting. She lifted her head and rested it on Jesse's arm.
He sat then stood up abruptly from her bed, wincing as he pulled out the latex off of him and tied it at the open end. He quickly disposed of it at the small bin beside the door and hurriedly picked up his clothes on the floor.
"Are you leaving?" She asked, pulling the blanket up on her chest to cover her modesty. "Already?"
"Yeah," he replied nonchalantly as he straightened the waistband of his boxers, then hoisted up his foot to jump into his jeans. "I made you come, right? Three, four times?"
Her jaw dropped, flustered with what he's just said. "Yeah, but-"
"But I don't do the shit you're looking for." He stopped her mid-sentence. This was it. This was exactly what he was trying to avoid.
"That's it?" She lashed out, disappointed.
"I would have wanted to share a cigarette with you," he uttered, void of all emotions and not making eye contact. "But definitely not cuddles and kisses."
"Okay, asshole," Stephanie stood up, wrapping her fully naked self with the sheets. "Get the fuck out!"
"Gladly." Jesse smiled sardonically. He still hasn't buttoned up his checked shirt, but was already making his way out of her door. He reached down for his sneakers and just held them against his chest. He decided he'll just wear them on his way out.
"Fucking asshole!" She pushed him out of her apartment, violently banging the door at his face.
"Yeah, you're welcome!" He shouted from the outside. Dogs from the other units started barking, disturbing the stillness of the wee hours.
He scooted down to wear and tie-up his sneakers. He stood up after a minute, then reached for his jeans' back pocket for a cigarette.
Jesse placed it in between his lips, and started walking downstairs.
He then paused and reached for his phone, opened Clix and started swiping. Again.
Swish, swish, swish.
A match! The app notified.
A smile crept up on his lips.
The loud trill of the alarm clock instantly gave him a headache.He raised his arms sleepily and reached for the bedside table, blindly turning off the alarm.Jesse cam
Jesse drew in a sharp breath, caught off-guard as the pair of deep blue eyes bore into his from across the room.He twitched his lip into a smirk, staring back at the dark-haired girl. He finished off his drink, placed it on top of the table beside him, and walked off to the other side of the floor.
They both tipped the shot glasses against their lips and took a swig of the amber liquids down their throats.Cobalt blue squinted her eyes and grunted as she let the burning alcohol on her throat dissipate slowly.
Jesse stood by the hallway outside the ladies' bathroom, waiting for K to come out from one of the stalls. He intended to take her to the backroom of the bar. He wanted to kiss her, he wanted to hold her,he wanted to do a thousand unspeakable things to her."Jess!" Charlie called out to him, already making her way towards him. "What the fuck, dude? I'v
"Watch out where you're going, dumbass!" A biker shouted at Jesse, who was almost hit by the bicycle as he walked mindlessly on the side of the road. The streets were already packed with people, all with the New York morning rush hour. The working class mob were out and about, scrambling to get to their menial, humdrum and routinary boring lives. It was an unusually cold morning for August, barely a few weeks before summer transitioned into autumn. Steam rose up from the manholes, providing some sense of warmth to the homeless folks seated on the cold concrete sidewalks. Jesse's attention was fixed on his phone's inbox, checking for messages. He took a profusely long drag on his cigarette, carefully scrolling up and down to check if K has already sent him a text.Two weeks had slowly passed, Jesse haven't heard anything from her. He acted like a totally crazy person the first few days after they met at Castello. Every time he went out, he searched for a pair of deep blue eyes - wi
Jesse's mouth was agape, flustered. "I- I don't-""Seriously," K interrupted and smiled at him. "You don't have to explain. You just didn't have to lie to me about it that night at the subway, when you told meyou don't use it that often." She chuckled and air quoted with her fingers. "You don't owe me anything. Besides, German philosopher Friedrich Nie
"Charlie," Jesse called out from his office."Yeah?" She peeked her head by the door, holding the jamb for balance. Her hair was now a bright silver shade. She lookedhot.
"Where do you want to go?" Jesse asked K. They were walking side by side.They've just been walking senseless up and down Manhattan for quite a few minutes now. He had never took a girl out, so he wouldn't have any idea at all where he would take her - except on his bed. He had been thinking about her for weeks now, imagining that she's with him, lying in bed and naked under the sheets."Surprise me," K turned her head to the side to look at Jesse. She snaked her arm around his back. "Where do you want to go?"Jesse was pleasantly caught off-guard, with K holding him like that. He didn't know what to do, but it only felt natural to rest his arm around the back of her shoulders. Jesse took a sharp breath and let it out, allowing himself to act calm and chill around K.He was feeling so warm - but not the kind of warmth he normally feels when he's turned on and sexually aroused. He felt comfortable, balanced, like he had found his equilibrium. It just felt strange, different, and so ent
"What the hell are you wearing?" Jesse asked K, who was twirling in front of the mirror looking at her pert ass - wearing a super sexy, skin-tight, Catwoman costume.It was Halloween, and they were going to Levi's loft in Manhattan for his annual Hallow's Eve party. They didn't talk about what costumes they were wearing. Jesse haven't even bought his costume yet. He decided to just drop by the dollar store on the way to get something ther
"What's that on your face?" K asked Jesse as he typed nimbly on his laptop's keyboard, with his eyeglasses on and sitting on top on his bed. She lit the Chesapeake Bay Reflection + Clarity candle by the nightstand table, and Jesse's whole apartment started to smell like K's bedroom up in Williamsburg.He loved that scent. The combination of eucalyptus, lavender, and sea salt with hints of sage provided a perfect sense of calm. It smelled sexy, too - especially when combined with K's light perfume sprays and hand cream be
"Hi, baby," K greeted as she closed the door to Jesse's office. "What's up?" Her voice was soft and smoky, effectively sending shivers in his spine and shooting down straight to his groin."What's up?" He snickered as he stood up from his swivel chair and hurriedly made his way towards K's direction. He was feeling so incredibly hot, like his body was set on fire. Having sex with K on top of his office desk has always been one of his fantasies, and now they're finally making it happen.
The cool, crisp breeze softly swept through the trees. Flowers of different colors popped from the ground giving the air a sweet smell, and the lush green grass from the paddocks extending all the way through the vast prairie outside the old fences bordering the whole property was just a majestic sight. It looked like a scene from a fairy tale.She looked down on her high-heeled feet then closed her eyes, muttering gibberish to herself and trying so hard to not pass out as she stared onto the grass pathway sprinkled with a variety of white flower petals. She opened her eyes again and turned around, pacing nervously back and forth their huge backyard deck, the heels of her white peep-toe stiletto pumps clacking loudly against the oak floorboards.K turned again to look at the prairie, and cursed at herself for the unpleasant jitters that was well over her body. She couldn't breathe properly, and it felt like she was going to black out and faint. She tried to steady her breathing, fi
The sun shone brilliantly and the virescent shades of the spring day under its glare was offensively bright and cheerful. It was as if the weather and the season conspired to show how the world would go on, move on, continue to live life as it is.It shouldn't.Everything should be gray and foggy, he thought. Like a cold and freezing February morning, like an eternal winter,
Jesse's eyes darted left and right, searching for the nurse's station. It was at the far end of the hall. He took Mike's truck to get to the Togus VA Medical Center. Mike softened on him at the last minute, seeing how panicked and restless Jesse was when he couldn't book a cab ride."Miss, I'm looking for Kristen Noelle Miller," he approached the blonde nurse who was quite busy checking a patient's medical record.
Joel unbuttoned his suit jacket and slipped it off from his arms, then perched it at the lean of his swivel chair."Take a seat, son." He commanded as he loosened his necktie, then walked back to the window after picking up his drink on top of the desk.As expected, Jesse didn't heed to his father's bidding. "I need to talk to you." He hissed, getting straight to the point. He didn't want to waste time with all the bullshit. He's don
K felt like she should be relieved, but she couldn't feel an ounce of it. If Joel isn't her father,then who could it be?Nothing still made sense to her. If anything, she was just left with more questions. She wasn't even sure if Laura was telling the truth.
Cold, icy rain splattered against his windshield as he drove all the way from the Lower East Side to Manhattan. It poured so loud and hard, that it felt like hailstones were hitting his car's roof.Jesse's hands were so cold and clammy - and he was suppressing a shiver that was twisted and buried deep in his gut. He was weighed down by dread, and for the first time in a long while - he didn't want