Adira’s nails dug into my chest, her moans echoing in the dim room, the light streaming through the windows the only source of illumination. Her body moved against mine in a perfect rhythm, each motion sending shivers down my spine.
Somehow, she’d found her way on top of me, riding me as though I were her personal steed—and in this moment, I guess I was. She looked wild and unrestrained, her curls tumbling down her shoulders in a beautiful, chaotic mess. I gripped her hips, guiding her movements as my breathing grew ragged.
“Nikos,” she whimpered, her voice trembling. “You feel so good.” She leaned down to kiss me, her lips soft and intoxicating.
I could only groan in response, overwhelmed by the feel of her walls clenching around me. The way she moved, the fire in her eyes—she was everything I’d ever wanted.
But suddenly, her face began to blur, her whimpers turning distorted and faint. A chill ran through me as I tried to hold onto her, but she slipped away, dissolving like mist between my fingers.
I woke abruptly, my eyes flying open.
I was alone—just as I’d been for the past two days, I thought bitterly.
My chest rose and fell rapidly, my skin damp with sweat. The sheets were tangled around my legs, and I couldn’t ignore the very obvious tent in the joggers I’d decided to wear to bed. Ignoring it, I glanced at the faint glow of the bedside clock: 3:14 a.m.
I ran a trembling hand through my hair, trying to steady my erratic breathing. The vivid images of the dream clung to me like a second skin—the warmth of her body, the way she felt so real. But the empty room was a harsh reminder that it had all been a cruel trick of my subconscious.
“Fuck,” I muttered, sitting up and swinging my legs over the edge of the bed. I scrubbed my hands over my face, brushing away stray hair strands, my skin still damp with cold sweat.
I really need a haircut, I thought with an annoyed sigh, grabbing Adira’s favorite hairband—yes, I stole it—and tying my hair into a bun atop my head.
The remnants of the dream lingered in my mind, leaving an ache I couldn’t quite name. It wasn’t just desire—it was longing, a hollow reminder of what I’d fucking thrown away. Of what who I didn’t have. Or maybe… who I never truly had her in the first place.
I stared into the darkness of the room, the oppressive silence weighing heavily on me. Whatever peace I thought I’d find in sleep had evaded me yet again—a punishment I deserved for leaving my little flame without an explanation for two—I glanced at the clock again—sorry, three days now.
But it was necessary. She was getting to close, and she’s the enemy. Her family had a hand in the destruction of mine and I’d do well to remember that she’s just a pawn in this game—no matter how many sleepless nights I have to endure from now on.
With a resigned sigh, I pushed myself off the bed and headed for the bathroom. I knew I wasn’t getting any sleep again today. Maybe a cold shower would wash away thoughts of her, or at least distract me until the sun rose.
But deep down, I knew it wouldn’t.
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Today, I’d killed a total of ten people. All in my relentless search to find the person who had been sending threats to Adira. Among my kills, not one of them managed to say anything useful. Just the same old encrypted message: She’s coming for her.
Right now, I’m painfully aware that I’m dealing with a threat far bigger than I ever imagined. Anyone capable of commanding that level of loyalty from the men I slaughtered today isn’t someone I can dismiss easily. And that pisses me off, because I’m supposed to be the one they fear.
“Iason, you know the drill,” I said, gesturing to the mangled remains of the last two men we’d found beneath the hideout. I’d really taken my time with those two, pouring my rage and frustration into their broken bodies long after they were dead. I saw the fear in my men’s eyes as they saw me carve through them mercilessly with Tuto.
Good, I thought. It’ll do them well to remember why they call me Thanatos.
When I finished wiping my knife clean, I turned my focus to my face, trying to scrub away the gory mask painted on it—a courtesy of my enemies’ blood. Morbid thoughts ran through my mind, and the fact I hadn’t seen my little flame only stoked my irritation.
“Nónos,” one of my men called behind me. “The convoy is ready.”
I didn’t bother replying. I walked out of the building, leaving the murder scene behind, heading toward the car. But before I could reach it, a deafening boom shattered the stillness, loud enough to break glass and rattle the very air around us.
The force of the explosion threw me backward, my head colliding harshly against the brick wall behind me. My ears rang, my vision blurred and through the haze, I saw chaos unfold. The cars went up in flames one by one, a horrifying domino effect that carried on until the very last vehicle.
Some of my men, along with stray civilians, ran screaming, their bodies engulfed in fire. Dazed, I fought to get up, swaying unsteadily as I tried to find safety.
“Nónos.” A voice murmured behind me. A hand clamped down on my shoulder, and my instincts flared. Before I realized it, my knife was out, slicing toward the person’s carotid artery.
“Stop! It’s me.” Iason staggered back, bloodless but wide-eyed. “Nónos, I know you’d like to kill me right now, but we have to leave.”
Gritting my teeth, I nodded and shook off the disorientation. We moved together, weapons drawn, ready to kill whoever dared ambush us.
As we reached the back street, something fluttered through the air—a scrap of cloth thrown from the shadows.
“Don’t touch it!” Iason hissed, but his words faded into the background. Something in me demanded I picked it up.
I stooped down and grabbed the cloth, ignoring his protests. Scrawled on the fabric were words that froze me in place, a fear I’d never known before crawling through my chest.
“What does it say, Andronikos?”
Unable to answer, I handed it to him, my fists trembling with suppressed rage.
His face paled as he read it out loud.
First warning Thanatos. Try me again, and it’ll be her head I send to you.
“A warning Nónos. This person isn’t playing games anymore,” Iason said, his gaze steady as he looked at me from beneath the glasses perched on his nose. We were seated amidst a mess of documents, desperately trying to piece together which enemy might be targeting us–targeting my little flame. Shortly after the attack, we managed to reach my mansion at Sagaponack–my current hideaway from Adira as I was obviously avoiding her. Adira! Shit“Iason, triple the guards tailing Adira. I don’t care about her complaints–they don’t leave her side unless she’s sleeping or shitting. Katanoito?”(Understood?)He nodded sharply. “Will do boss. But we need to figure out who this person is, and why we’re handling it alone?”I looked up at that, surprised and annoyed at his naivety. “Because the possibility of a mole is very high, Iason.” I resumed combing through the papers spread out in front of me. “Now, tell me, how many people knew about the meeting today?” His expression shifted as the realiza
The guards, except the unusually happy one, behaved like I didn’t exist. They were like immovable statues—or in the case of the patrolling ones, mobile statues.I won’t lie, I did entertain the thought of putting whip cream on their faces to see if they’d react to that instead. But I ignored that thought after weighing the pros and cons. They probably wouldn’t laugh at my idea of a joke anyway.And yet you wondered what Iason meant when he told you not to do anything stupid. I really need to revisit Dr. Shane and ask for meds to shut my brain down for a while.As the hours dragged on, I found it increasingly irritating that Andronikos managed to ghost me for three days, without so much as a text. It was just the cherry on top of my super aggravating sundae.I decided to head to the kitchen to make myself some dinner. The cheerful third guard, whom I’d nicknamed ‘Smiley’ in my head, followed close behind. His overly enthusiastic footsteps echoed in the otherwise silent apartment.“You
“Stupid, stupid, stupid,” I muttered to myself as I banged my head repeatedly against the shower door.I wasn’t meant to go to her, but somehow, even after trying desperately to avoid her, I found my way to her door. Like a moth to a flame, I couldn’t ignore her presence anymore, and I stupidly sat on her bed, using the faint moonlight streaming through her windows to study her face.I missed her. And though I know it was a stupid move telling her that, I just couldn’t not tell her. And the way she sprang up to help, even when she didn’t have to, just made me more enamored with her—a battle I was constantly losing as the days went on.I meticulously cleaned myself in the shower, trying to avoid wetting the newly wrapped gauze Adira had put on me. Looking at the wounds that were definitely going to add to the stash of scars on my body, my mind couldn’t help but wonder to what had led me to this moment.“Nónos, this is a very stupid idea, and you damn well know it.” I ignored Iason’s r
One of the things I hated with a passion in this miserable world was waking up angry—and no one but Andronikos is to blame for it.How dare he walk into my room, all bloody and shit, and tell me that he misses me after ghosting me for God knows how long? And I’m supposed to what? Fall on my knees and thank him for thinking about me?You know what? Fuck that bastard. I don’t have time for his shit today. I had problems at the company to handle, and entertaining his drama wasn’t on my agenda.After taking a shower, I threw on my usual corporate outfit, ignoring the lingering tension from last night, and headed downstairs to the kitchen. But guess who was already there? That’s right—the fucking demon and his obedient hellhound right behind him.I didn’t acknowledge them. Didn’t even give them a glance. I marched straight to the fridge, pulled out the leftovers from last night, and angrily shoved them into the microwave.“Adira,” Andronikos’ voice called to me, smooth yet sharp enough to
My office at the pharmaceutical company—a front for our illegal business—overlooked the city of New York. Ironic, really, considering I’m also involved in illegal drugs. Through the window, I watched the city, waiting patiently for Georgios to come to me. I’d had time to think about what happened at the trafficking ring and had finally concluded that it was him. But first, I was going to get it out of him.A knock at the door, interrupted my thoughts.“Come in,” I called out, my hands in my pockets as I continued to stare out the window.“Hello, Nikos,” a voice said from behind me.Turning around swiftly, I realized it was none other than Nefeli.How the fuck did she get in here?She moved toward me, assuming what she probably thought was a seductive gait. I really don’t know what I ever saw in her.“Don’t worry. Your staff let me in,” she purred. “Obviously, only you seemed to have forgotten how good we were together before you met that whore. But I’ll let it slide.”Before she utter
I’ve been in the hospital with my mom a day now, and her condition only seems to be getting worse. She woke up a few hours after the doctor had given us her prognosis. Since then, she has been in and out of sleep, only waking up occasionally to eat, drink, or use the toilet.I still refuse to believe that Mama’s chances are slim. She’s strong. Always has been, and I know she’ll fight this too. She just needs us by her side.I was still lost in thought when my phone buzzed. Annoyed, I frowned—hadn’t I everyone not to disturb me today? I took today off specifically to be with my mother and had explicitly told Thea, my PA, to cancel all my meetings for the day.Picking up my phone angrily, I saw it was a text from none other than Andronikos.Demon👿: Meet me at my company now.First off—he has a company? And yes, I know I should probably know that, but I kinda washed my hands off anything related to him when I got tangled up in his mess. Secondly, is he insane?I texted back with my usua
I was wrong. It’s fucking hard, and at this point, I’m of the opinion that Kace is a fucking psycho.For the past two hours, we’ve been at it without a single break. Kace has been trying to teach me the proper fighting stance, and let’s just say, I’m failing at it—badly.“You have to stand with your feet shoulder-width apart, boss lady,” he said, circling me as he instructed. “Balance is everything—unless you want someone to kill you?”The fuck, I thought, giving him a stink eye.“What?” he shrugged.Dick.Heading toward me, he let out a heavy sigh, eyeing the form I’d been battling with for what felt like forever.“Your left foot should be slightly forward. Not too much, not at the same level as your right, and definitely not behind,” he said, pushing my leg into the correct position.Annoyed, I jerked my leg out of his hand and stormed off toward the bench in front of the wide, floor- length gym mirror.“You know you can’t give up now, boss lady. Besides, you were almost getting it.
The threats hadn’t come in days, and though everything seemed quiet, I knew this was just the calm before the storm.Like a lion, the enemy lay in wait for its prey to sleep, and I was going to make sure we never shut our eyes.“How’s the training going, Kace?” I asked Adira’s assigned bodyguard, though I already knew the answer. The cameras I’d installed a while ago—for her protection, of course—allowed me to watch them and her. Hence why she was made to wear leggings instead of shorts like before.I can’t let another man look at my woman’s ass.“It’s going well, boss. She’s greatly improving, but she still has a long way to go.”I nodded in response. My little flame was strong and smart, so I knew she’d pick up fast, but the issues she was facing will be a big detriment to her focus and I couldn’t allow that.“I want you to work with Iason on something,” I started, turning to regard Kace. “Someone has managed to swindle Adira in her company, and she’s in knots over who the person is
I ran my fingers over Adira’s back, her head resting in the crook of my arm. She traced slow circles on my skin, a comfortable silence settling between us.“How long do you think it’ll take them to find me?”My fingers froze.“I mean, I’m just stating the obvious. They managed to hurt you, so it isn’t far-fetched that they’ll get me soon. At this point, I just think they’re stalling.”Her words, though grim, carried a biting edge of truth. But I didn’t need her worrying about that.“Look at me, flogítsa mou,” I said, gently gripping her chin. She reluctantly lifted her gaze to mine, and in her eyes, I saw clearly the fear she’d obviously been trying to hide from me. My little flame was scared.“As long as I’m here, Adira, I promise, no one is going to get to you or your family. I’m the only one with permission to do that. Understand?”She nodded, her full lips forming a sad pout. Unable to resist, I kissed her.One thing led to another, and soon, I was inside her again, making slow, p
The threats hadn’t come in days, and though everything seemed quiet, I knew this was just the calm before the storm.Like a lion, the enemy lay in wait for its prey to sleep, and I was going to make sure we never shut our eyes.“How’s the training going, Kace?” I asked Adira’s assigned bodyguard, though I already knew the answer. The cameras I’d installed a while ago—for her protection, of course—allowed me to watch them and her. Hence why she was made to wear leggings instead of shorts like before.I can’t let another man look at my woman’s ass.“It’s going well, boss. She’s greatly improving, but she still has a long way to go.”I nodded in response. My little flame was strong and smart, so I knew she’d pick up fast, but the issues she was facing will be a big detriment to her focus and I couldn’t allow that.“I want you to work with Iason on something,” I started, turning to regard Kace. “Someone has managed to swindle Adira in her company, and she’s in knots over who the person is
I was wrong. It’s fucking hard, and at this point, I’m of the opinion that Kace is a fucking psycho.For the past two hours, we’ve been at it without a single break. Kace has been trying to teach me the proper fighting stance, and let’s just say, I’m failing at it—badly.“You have to stand with your feet shoulder-width apart, boss lady,” he said, circling me as he instructed. “Balance is everything—unless you want someone to kill you?”The fuck, I thought, giving him a stink eye.“What?” he shrugged.Dick.Heading toward me, he let out a heavy sigh, eyeing the form I’d been battling with for what felt like forever.“Your left foot should be slightly forward. Not too much, not at the same level as your right, and definitely not behind,” he said, pushing my leg into the correct position.Annoyed, I jerked my leg out of his hand and stormed off toward the bench in front of the wide, floor- length gym mirror.“You know you can’t give up now, boss lady. Besides, you were almost getting it.
I’ve been in the hospital with my mom a day now, and her condition only seems to be getting worse. She woke up a few hours after the doctor had given us her prognosis. Since then, she has been in and out of sleep, only waking up occasionally to eat, drink, or use the toilet.I still refuse to believe that Mama’s chances are slim. She’s strong. Always has been, and I know she’ll fight this too. She just needs us by her side.I was still lost in thought when my phone buzzed. Annoyed, I frowned—hadn’t I everyone not to disturb me today? I took today off specifically to be with my mother and had explicitly told Thea, my PA, to cancel all my meetings for the day.Picking up my phone angrily, I saw it was a text from none other than Andronikos.Demon👿: Meet me at my company now.First off—he has a company? And yes, I know I should probably know that, but I kinda washed my hands off anything related to him when I got tangled up in his mess. Secondly, is he insane?I texted back with my usua
My office at the pharmaceutical company—a front for our illegal business—overlooked the city of New York. Ironic, really, considering I’m also involved in illegal drugs. Through the window, I watched the city, waiting patiently for Georgios to come to me. I’d had time to think about what happened at the trafficking ring and had finally concluded that it was him. But first, I was going to get it out of him.A knock at the door, interrupted my thoughts.“Come in,” I called out, my hands in my pockets as I continued to stare out the window.“Hello, Nikos,” a voice said from behind me.Turning around swiftly, I realized it was none other than Nefeli.How the fuck did she get in here?She moved toward me, assuming what she probably thought was a seductive gait. I really don’t know what I ever saw in her.“Don’t worry. Your staff let me in,” she purred. “Obviously, only you seemed to have forgotten how good we were together before you met that whore. But I’ll let it slide.”Before she utter
One of the things I hated with a passion in this miserable world was waking up angry—and no one but Andronikos is to blame for it.How dare he walk into my room, all bloody and shit, and tell me that he misses me after ghosting me for God knows how long? And I’m supposed to what? Fall on my knees and thank him for thinking about me?You know what? Fuck that bastard. I don’t have time for his shit today. I had problems at the company to handle, and entertaining his drama wasn’t on my agenda.After taking a shower, I threw on my usual corporate outfit, ignoring the lingering tension from last night, and headed downstairs to the kitchen. But guess who was already there? That’s right—the fucking demon and his obedient hellhound right behind him.I didn’t acknowledge them. Didn’t even give them a glance. I marched straight to the fridge, pulled out the leftovers from last night, and angrily shoved them into the microwave.“Adira,” Andronikos’ voice called to me, smooth yet sharp enough to
“Stupid, stupid, stupid,” I muttered to myself as I banged my head repeatedly against the shower door.I wasn’t meant to go to her, but somehow, even after trying desperately to avoid her, I found my way to her door. Like a moth to a flame, I couldn’t ignore her presence anymore, and I stupidly sat on her bed, using the faint moonlight streaming through her windows to study her face.I missed her. And though I know it was a stupid move telling her that, I just couldn’t not tell her. And the way she sprang up to help, even when she didn’t have to, just made me more enamored with her—a battle I was constantly losing as the days went on.I meticulously cleaned myself in the shower, trying to avoid wetting the newly wrapped gauze Adira had put on me. Looking at the wounds that were definitely going to add to the stash of scars on my body, my mind couldn’t help but wonder to what had led me to this moment.“Nónos, this is a very stupid idea, and you damn well know it.” I ignored Iason’s r
The guards, except the unusually happy one, behaved like I didn’t exist. They were like immovable statues—or in the case of the patrolling ones, mobile statues.I won’t lie, I did entertain the thought of putting whip cream on their faces to see if they’d react to that instead. But I ignored that thought after weighing the pros and cons. They probably wouldn’t laugh at my idea of a joke anyway.And yet you wondered what Iason meant when he told you not to do anything stupid. I really need to revisit Dr. Shane and ask for meds to shut my brain down for a while.As the hours dragged on, I found it increasingly irritating that Andronikos managed to ghost me for three days, without so much as a text. It was just the cherry on top of my super aggravating sundae.I decided to head to the kitchen to make myself some dinner. The cheerful third guard, whom I’d nicknamed ‘Smiley’ in my head, followed close behind. His overly enthusiastic footsteps echoed in the otherwise silent apartment.“You
“A warning Nónos. This person isn’t playing games anymore,” Iason said, his gaze steady as he looked at me from beneath the glasses perched on his nose. We were seated amidst a mess of documents, desperately trying to piece together which enemy might be targeting us–targeting my little flame. Shortly after the attack, we managed to reach my mansion at Sagaponack–my current hideaway from Adira as I was obviously avoiding her. Adira! Shit“Iason, triple the guards tailing Adira. I don’t care about her complaints–they don’t leave her side unless she’s sleeping or shitting. Katanoito?”(Understood?)He nodded sharply. “Will do boss. But we need to figure out who this person is, and why we’re handling it alone?”I looked up at that, surprised and annoyed at his naivety. “Because the possibility of a mole is very high, Iason.” I resumed combing through the papers spread out in front of me. “Now, tell me, how many people knew about the meeting today?” His expression shifted as the realiza