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Just Got Lucky (BOOK 1) 60
60L I N D YWhat happened?Those were the words that I first thought of as soon as I slowly opened my eyes.Right after I gained my consciousness back, there was pain on my cheek, my ear, and my temple on the left side of my face. It was that heavy numbing feeling but just on the left part. I feel a little lightheaded as my eyes adjust to the blurry vision I have. As soon as my eyesight was adjusted, I found myself sitting on a kitchen chair. What is happening?My thoughts were foggy and I don’t know how the hell I got on this damned chair. I realized that my hands were tied behind my back because I can’t move them but my feet were free. What was going on? I tried to calm myself and tried to recall what happened to me before all this as my eyes stared at my feet. As memories begin to return in my head, I realized that I passed out after Bailey slapped me with a chopping board. I gasped at that thought as soon as I remembered it clearly. Bailey!I pulled my head up right away and
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61L I N D Y My entire body was shaking, from the top of my head down to the tips of my toes.I absolutely cannot think of the best way to describe myself but I know I did not like the situation that I am in right now.Fear.There is just this immense amount of fear inside me.Fear.It is an unpleasant and negative emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain or a threat.Fear, my entire body is filled with nothing, but fear,Threat.I was too oblivious that she was the one who was the mastermind, out of all this.How could she do this?How could a woman be this cruel?How could a woman plot something so evil?I can tell that Bailey has always had a statement of an intention to inflict pain, injury, damage, or other hostile action on someone in retribution for something done or not done.I struggled in opening the door in all rooms inside the house since my hands were tied behind me too tight and I could not move much as I want to. I tried
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62L I N D Y Griffin aimed the knife at Bailey and he had no remorse in his eyes.Bailey was still frozen from where she was actually standing as her blood was actually from her wrist down to the floor. She was holding her injured hand but she recovers and smiles, “I am so happy to see you here. You have to help me.” She says.I was then reminded that Detective Martin had mentioned that Griffin had escaped jail, but I didn’t know he would actually come here and…. help me?Of all people that could possibly come and help me, it has to be him. And no, I am not complaining, but I just wish that he won’t be brainwashed by this crazy woman. “You have to help me.” Bailey repeats while her voice sounded shaky. “She tried to kill me, Griffin! Look! I just fought back because she fucking bit me!” She holds her wounded up and shows it to Griffin.Griffin travels his eyes at me and I shake my head sideways. He said that he wants to kill Bailey and that means he is willing to hurt her. That mea
Just Got Lucky (BOOK 1) 63
63M I L OEver since my argument with Gwyneth, we never really talked as much as we used to. I understand why she was feeling that way and I understand why she had avoided me since she hated what I have done. Of all people, I thought she would be the one who would understand me because she is my sibling, but then I was wrong.She made me feel even worst. I tried to understand where her anger was coming from and obviously, she was gutted that I said and did those things to Jolene. I know she could not believe me that I treated Jolene that way because she has always hated it when I do things that hurt women since I was brought up by women too.I wish my words could change anything to what she sees me now but then I know I can never take back the things I did and the things I said to her.Sometimes I wish she could have understood me and why I had to do it. The night before the band’s world tour started, someone came to my house late at night and rang the doorbell many times which woke
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64M I L OI laugh humorlessly as I shake my head sideways, not wanting to believe what I have just heard. No, this cannot be possible. There is absolutely no way. No. I had no idea that Ricky was this selfish and this heartless with everything that had happened. He is and has always been only thinking about himself and no other else. He only and always wants to save himself from everything when the going gets rough then runs away and hides like a frightful little child and pass the blame onto others so he can clear his name.This man is despicable, absolutely and horrifyingly greedy.“I am so sorry.” Ricky apologizes but the more he says it the more it makes me angry.“Ricky! How could you so selfish?!” Gwyneth screams at him..“Of course!” I exclaimed. “Of course you would say it’s me! You freaking asshole!” I pressed my clenched fist against the center of my forehead. I groan in frustration and in anger because I want to hit this person so badly. I want to hurt him as hard as I ca
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65M I L OThey were so tiny.Very tiny.So fragile. So delicately adorable. I stare at them from outside the glass window and my heart swells with these crazy emotions that are building up inside me the more I stare at how tiny and angelic they looked. Staring at them, I did not know that I could love more my sweet Lindy for carrying my little soldiers who are now battling with their own lives. I had no idea that these tiny creatures would actually make me feel much more whole in some way. I glance at the tubes and machines that were surrounding them to help them survive and grow and I know they are fighters and that they will grow stronger. I know. I know they will. I watch as their chests go up and down while they were breathing as they were moving their tiny hands around and subtly kicked their small feet. It was amazing how they looked and how their tiny movements could actually surprise me and amaze me at the same time. Absentmindedly, I am staring at them with a smile on m
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66M I L OWhat did she mean by that?Did she mean it literally?Silence, there was silence between us and I was just utterly and indescribably confused. She didn’t answer while her eyes were looking all over the entire house. Her eyes looked like she was searching for something inside the house and at the same time, she looked like she was in distraught. She looked so lost, sad, and completely puzzled by her own thoughts inside her head.“Are you alright baby?” I holler.She nods and looks back at me, “Yes. Just…. Just a little… awake.”I tried to ignore what I heard from her about hearing them in her head and just walked towards her, “I thought you fell asleep?”She shakes her head, “I can’t.”“Did you even try?”She nods. “Yes. These days it’s just hard for me to sleep.”“Should we visit the doctor?”“No.” Her voice was firm. “No need for that.”I take her hand to mine, “Hey, let’s go back to sleep. Shall we?”She nods and smiles before we walked up to the bedroom.I still hear the
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67L I N D YSaint Francis Sanitarium had a different way of treatment which had been pretty much helpful for my recovery. They also had strict rules about visitors, no one was really allowed to see the patients who are under treatments like me to avoid problems, complications, and miscalculations. There were no cellphones allowed inside and Wi-Fi as well to avoid any social media. Although they allowed gifts from the outside, it was still hard not to be able to see everyone. I didn’t let my negative emotions get the worst of me because I had to be strong for myself and my kids and for everyone else who is waiting for me to head out of this mental facility. I faced this battle head on and even though it was hard for me to accept the changes that I have had, emotionally and mentally, I am still very thankful for the support that I am getting from my family, friends, and of course Milo.Milo has been sending me hand written letters every day which is something I always look forward to
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