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CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO- YOU ARE NOT YOU
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Joanabe, your child CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE- WISH
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV"You are not Joanabe to wipes my tears for me," He said crying like there's no tomorrow.He-he still remembers the promise I made to him. I failed him I failed to wipe his tears with the green mint handkerchief.His tears never stop falling. He uses my lap to lean on. "Dad, will you let Mom wipe your tears?" I stoke his head in my lap.Kane shakes his head in response."Why not, dad?" I bite my lower lip this is making me feel so bad. He can just let Cheryl wipe it."Because I want it to be Joanabe, why did she have to die?" He sobs harder."When we went to her wake, she soundlessly slept her usual tomato cheeks when she laughed at me turned into white lifeless skin," He grips in my short like a lifeline."She makes me like to listen to music because your grandmother wants me to become a musician in my younger years, but I did not follow her steps because I want to be a painter."I did not say a word. I let him say all he wants to say because to me seeing the p
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR- ABOUT ME!
THIRD PERSON POVCheryl is standing near the staircase wearing a slim fit red dress matching her gold diamond wrist, black heels, and bloody lipstick.Joanabe (Joenabell) and Karene are in awe watching Cheryl for the first time wearing something so sexy that could make anyone's head turn for her."What's the occasion, Mom?" Joenabell asks in amusement to Cheryl's slim body."Why? Is there something wrong with my look?" Cheryl's scans to her body and look at her daughter's wandering eyes.Joenabell cannot imagine that Cheryl can wear and slay a simple dress. It is better than she ever imagined, but she feels jealous.Joenabell clears her throat and lets go of her nanny's hand on her, "Mommy, you look stunning. Where will you go?""I am going out tonight with Mrs. Relish she invited me to a party and your daddy doesn't want to c
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE- HIS CALL
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVIt's been a while I am stuck in my bed.I sulk in my bed and bury my face in my pillow. I slam my hand in my soft bed.'UGH!'What did I say to Karene? I almost messed up I almost got myself caught because of my stupid emotions.**KNOCK**KNOCK**Someone's knocking in my door.I get up and say, "come in."**CREAKS**"Joenabell," Karene calls for me softly.She sobs hard and sniffs louder the time she takes a step inside my room. I can tell she's crying."Joenabell-" I said."Karene-" She said."I am sorry," we say in unison.We gasp as we were surprised by what we heard from each other's mouth."You do not have to say sorry, Karene. It was my fa
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX- MOMENTS WITH HER
THIRD PERSON POVKarene is getting more suspicious of Joenabell's behavior. She wonders why she wants to have more plates in the table when there is only her and Joenabell around the house."Karene, I am trusting you. I am slowly showing you who I am." Joenabell smiles seriously to Karene that makes Karene gulp in nervousness and nod.Karene goes to the organizer to get more plates. She quickly puts it on the table where Cheryl and Kane sit."Thank you, I was raised like this even though the person is not around in the table I...I..." Karene holds her hand tightly."It is fine, I trust you, Joenabell. I know it will take more time for you to say it to me, but I will surely let my ears open for you," Karene hugs Joenabell before sitting down on their respective chairs."Thank you," Joenabell says to Karene with a genuine smile on her face.She grabs the pork cutlet to cut it into small pieces for her and Karene. Then, she places it on their plate. Karene's face twinkle in amusement due
Joanabe, your child TWENTY-SEVEN- NOT A GOOD MORNING
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVMy alarm rings on my table beside my bed I let loud a groan before reaching out the alarm to turn it off.I stretch my body before leaving my bed. I open the curtains in my window to welcome the sunlight in my eyes."Good morning," I said while smiling alone inside my room.The door creaks. I look at my door to see who's coming in, and Karene walks inside seeing me standing near the window.Our eyes meet each other, and she smiles at me. "Good morning, Joenabell.""Good morning, Karene," I greet Karene with a warm smile on my face."How's sleep?" Karene asks while arranging my messy bed."It's better, how about you?" I walk to my bed to give her a hand."We are going to ask your parents today. Are you ready?" My head tilts to the right in a confused look of my face.
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT- REMINISCENCE
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV"Excuse me," Kane excuses themselves, leaving me alone on the table.My eyes blurred, and I hold it in me."Joenabell, I am so sorry. I did not expect this to happen," I look at Karene, who is standing in front of me in an apology face. "It is fine, Karene," I wipe the tear in my eyes.Karene grabs my hand. "Go talk to your mom. She must be jealous because you never ask her what you want. She knows nothing about you. She must be thinking you prefer me over her," She caresses my hand softly.I can't say I prefer Karene to Cheryl since I know Cheryl for a long time. The only thing that I can't tell Cheryl that I can trust to Karene is my true identity. The fact that I am Joanabe.It sounds crazy, but here I am.I nod to Karene and stand up from my chair to go to Cheryl and Kanes's room.**SOBS**SOBS**"Why did she want to go out with Karene, not us?" I can hear it clearly in my ears. It was Cheryl's voice in a crack I heard."Shh... Honey, please don't take it t
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE- SOMEDAY
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV"Ma'am, are you okay?" Karene says in worry while my mother Alexandra is trembling on her knees.My tears continue to flow. I can't tell her even if I wanted to because it will cause us more pain. I do not know what to do my mind is blurry as my eyes."Joanabe?" Her eyes look at me the way she looked at me before.*MOM! I AM SORRY!*"Joanabe, do you remember mama told you that she will always come to find you?" Her eyes puff in tears.I shake my head while feeling guilty.*MOM! I AM SORRY!*"Joanabe, do you remember when mama told you I always got your back?" She continues to say the words she said to me that causes me to break down."Jonabell, why are crying?" Karene looks at me in my helpless state."She's my child Joanabe Mullins." She holds into me
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER THIRTY- I AM
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVSix days have passed since the day I met my mother Alexandra in the old store near the park.I did not recognize her the moment my eyes land on her.Her eyes still look the same back when I was Joanabe. Karene and I got home after we went to the store. We were in silence.Karene did not interrogate me, but she becomes distant to me I think she is scared of me and I know why because I am totally mysterious. I AM DIFFERENT.I am alone in my spacious room while fixing my hair in front of my mirror. My frustrations inside me make me so emotional. I hate that my frustrations turn into tears that sucks.I lock my door because I want some space from them. I know that Cheryl and Kane think that I am acting weird to them lately, but you can't blame me. The mother that I've been longing for years longs for me too in our old, cold house.&
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Joanabe, your child EPILOGUE
THIRD PERSON POVYears have passed. Joanabe travels to different places. She hopes to bump her mother around the streets accidentally. She sits on a bench facing the family park as she used before. She gets lost in her thoughts, and her face is like daydreaming. "Excuse me, Miss. May I sit beside you?" An innocent angel with freckles on her cheeks asks humbly to Joanabe. Her thoughts suddenly stop to give the girl her attention. She snickers, "yes, you may take a seat." The little girls hop on the bench as she hums a song in herself. Joanabe can't stop staring at the girl, and she tries to open a conversation, "where are your parents?"The girl gets startled, and she pouts, "they left me. My aunt raises me." Joanabe feels sorry for the girl, thinking that the little girl did not deserve to be left alone under her aunt's care. Funnily, she realizes that there are people who have serious obstacles. The kid is opposite to her because Joanabe is the one who left her loved ones."Sorry
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE- WAY BACK INTO LOVE
THIRD PERSON POV"Joanabe?" "Joanabe?" The familiar voice calls for her in a deepwater dream that suffocating her. Her eyes dull, and her skin feels cold as she can't move a single muscle. 'WHO IS THIS?' she asks herself."JOANABE!"The man screams at her name. Then, the man pulls her out of the water within seconds. She coughs while she gasps for air. Joanabe is surprised by the man who saved her hopeless state. "You look familiar." Her eyes slowly regain its clear sight. "I think I saw you in my dreams before... Who are you?" She tells the man in a weak voice as she tries to examine. The darkness of the place is what she notices. "AM I DREAMING?" Joanabe can't see the man's face in the darkness, but she feels his touch. They are cold like icy, and she can't help it but feel terrified. "WHO ARE YOU!" Joenabe asks again in a panic as she moves away from the man in her dreams, shaking. The man stands up, and Joanabe notices that he is floating in the fog, wearing a long black c
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR- I AM YOUR ANGEL
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVThe clouds turn to grey as thunderclaps are roaring from the sky. A drop of water touches my cheeks as I lift my head in the sky. It starts to drizzle then, Leonel quickly grabs my hand that catches my attention back at him to lead me back to the souvenir store. We dash as it starts to rain heavily. I thought we are heading to the souvenir store, but we ended up in the tower. I hug myself as the wind blows chilly in my skin. Leonel hangs his hand on my shoulder and pulls me closer to him. I think he notices that I am feeling cold. "Sorry, I did not have a coat to keep you warm," Leonel says as his finger runs in my wet hair."You don't have to worry about it. We did not even bother to take a bath today and change our clothes." I remind him, and I chuckle because his parents did not even notice our appearance. "I mean, our clothes are not that bad." He claims with a smirk on his face, trying to tease me. "Well... It's not that I disagree," I return his smirk
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE- TO LOVE
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVHis heartfelt confession leaves me no question. The place makes it even more perfect. His eyes stare at mine, which convinces me to give myself a chance to fall in love again. I want to fall in love at the right time. But is it the right time? The right person? Our hands are entangled, and I did not recognize that it teaches me something-"Leonel... I am certain that I am learning to love you," I hesitantly speak as I do not wish to hurt his heart by my words."It is fine... I told you we are taking things slow. Let me ask you, do you know what's the greatest love of all?" Leonel sits beside me in the pew as I move to give him enough space.I smile because I know the answer to his question. I put my head in his shoulder as I answer, "Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all." He nods and touches my head on his shoulder gently."You are right..
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO- PASSENGER SEAT
THIRD PERSON POVLeonel force Joenabell to walk with him outside for relaxation. Joenabell wants to protest, but she can't seem to do as her heart wants to be with him. They walk together, holding hands while swinging it from back and front. Mrs. Yvonne Relish spots the two with a joyful smile on their faces. Mrs. Relish thought at first that they are just making fun of each other. But when her eyes land on their hands. It is clear to her that something good might happen to them. She smiles while watching them from afar."Looks like they are in love," Mr. Relish walks to his wife while speaking to her softly. Mrs. Relish looks at her husband."Their eyes are the same the way we look at each other, don't you agree, love?" Mr. Relish chuckles at his comment making his wife blush at his sound. "Don't you think they will be fine?" She asks her husband, worrying for the two (Leonel and Joenabell)."Of course! You can see it to our son that he loves her. It makes him want to grab the star
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY- ONE- MY HEART
JOANABE (JOENABELL POV)I get up from the bed while busy thinking about my phone. I might have fallen asleep thinking too much of the item.**CREAKS**I hear the door open, and I look at the person entering the room."How's your sleep?" Leonel asks charmingly, such a dear man.I sigh heavily, looking troubled. "Uhh... Great!" I am not sure if my sleep is good or bad, but one thing is clear to me I did not have any nightmares. Thank goodness!"That's great! Do you perhaps have plans for today?" Leonel looks at me with puppy eyes while closing the door behind him. Then, he walks to me."YES! I am searching for my cellphone," I inform him about my phone because I need it today.I can perceive his hand snakes in my waist to hold my body.*WHAT'S UP WITH HIM AND ME?*I wonder these days I've been feeling light beside him as
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY- MR. RELISH
JOANABE (JOENBELL) POV Mrs. Relish lets me stay in the guest room. We had dinner in their kitchen silently without Mr. Relish's presence. I wonder what Leonel's father looks like*WHAT KEEPS HIM BUSY TO SKIP DINNER WITH HIS FAMILY?*I noticed Mrs. Relish keeps bugging Leonel about something I don't know that makes him shy. And here I am alone in this big guest room. I can have a solo concert in this spacious room, but I prefer to rest my mind because today is not a perfect day to jam. I hide the bracelet under the pillow. To keep it safe.Not to mention, Mrs. Relish gets me a pair of pajamas to sleep comfortably in the room's queen size bed. I roll my body around and hugs a gold pillow. They are must be a royalty I mean from their house, things, and appearance. It looks classy and expensive at the same time. I must be dumb for admitting it now.**KNOCK**KNOCK**Someone knocks at my door, and I wonder who. I get up from the bed and opens the door slowly.A man with grey eyes meets mi
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FIFTY- NINE- HIS LOVE
THIRD PERSON POVThere this day when things are wearing thin. When someone is lost, where do they usually begin? One look into the reality, it always comes to be so far, looking for the acceptance that never came her way. Joenabell finds herself running away from Shally and Leonel, even though Leonel tries to snap her back. She swift her body to sprint somewhere. She gets intimidated when Shally threatens her to leave or hit her.Her steps splash the waters in the ground as the skies start to cry, and it rains. The tears flow in her cheek, the same as the raindrops that fall in her skin.Feet stop to move as she looks for a roof to keep the rain off. She finds a closed store that has an extended roof to shelter her cold and trembling body.Joenabell opens her palms up, head to the sky to feel the drops of the rain in the palm of her hand. Her eyes show the emptiness in her heart as she wants to open it to the people around her, but it seems like the people prefer to let it closed.In
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT- SHALLY'S PLACE
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVLeonel drives us to Shally Mae's place, and we have arrived in her house safely."Let me treat your cheeks, Joenabell. Then, I will treat your boyfriend's bruise next," She tells me, rushing to get a first aid kit. I examine her house. It's simple, and she has a dreamcatcher hanging in her door. Then, a big brown wooden clock on the left side of her living room."Her house looks comfortable," Leonel comments while looking at the ceiling, adoring the crystal clear chandelier.Shally Mae's footsteps echo in the living room as she walks to us with the first aid kit in her hands."What is your relationship with each other?" Leonel covers his mouth while whispering to my ears to ask the question. I hit his shoulder purposely. How dumb can he be?Leonel shrugs at me and pouts."Make yourself at ho
