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CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE- SOMEDAY
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2024-10-29 19:42:56JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV
"Ma'am, are you okay?" Karene says in worry while my mother Alexandra is trembling on her knees.
My tears continue to flow. I can't tell her even if I wanted to because it will cause us more pain. I do not know what to do my mind is blurry as my eyes.
"Joanabe?" Her eyes look at me the way she looked at me before.
*MOM! I AM SORRY!*
"Joanabe, do you remember mama told you that she will always come to find you?" Her eyes puff in tears.
I shake my head while feeling guilty.
*MOM! I AM SORRY!*
"Joanabe, do you remember when mama told you I always got your back?" She continues to say the words she said to me that causes me to break down.
"Jonabell, why are crying?" Karene looks at me in my helpless state.
"She's my child Joanabe Mullins." She holds into me
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