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CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE- OUR IDEA OF BEING IN LOVE
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Joanabe, your child CHAPTER THIRTY- SIX- OUT OF REACH
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVThe night seems long. I crash Leonel's birthday party. I talked about my thoughts with Leonel and talk about love. The person who is driving the steering wheel is the person I am talking about, Kane Boucher."How was he party today, Joenabell?" My eyes that are lock in the window for sightseeing immediately looks at the eyes blue eyes that are staring back at me in the rear mirror.His eye never changes they still look so young and caring. Even though he is getting older and older each day, but he still able to take me breathless by his eyes.I hate to admit that those eyes are made to look at me the way I look at it. "Dad, it was... the party was fun," I weakly say in a dread face."Your face says exactly the opposite," He drives slowly in his car. His eyes look in the road."It was fun... it was fun talking with Leonel through the night," I
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER THIRTY- SEVEN- MOTHER
THIRD PERSON POVThey arrived home late, and Kane keeps his cool professionally. It makes Joenabell chuckle in his act."Joenabell, can I kiss you?" Kane says out of the blue, and Joenabell shoves her head away from him. She touches her cheeks because she senses the burning sensations in her cheeks. Why is he asking such a shameless question to me?Joenabell can hear Kane's steps walking closer to her, and she looks in his face, and Kane shyly scratches his sideburns. "Are you shy to say yes to daddy, Joenabell?"*WHAT THE F***! WHAT IS HE SAYING?*"I know you are sixteen, and you are ashamed to be adored by us, your parents. So, I am hoping to kiss you." He gleams brightly at her. Joaenabell can't help her feelings, but to make an awkward smile. Kane leans to her cheeks to kiss her, but she keeps shoving her face away from her father's kiss.The sound of a t
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT- CLUELESS MOTHER
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVMy throat tightens, and my breathing becomes shaky. I try to give Mother Alexandra a warm smile to hide the agony inside me as she smiles back at me softly. I look at Cheryl that is grinning brightly at both of us."Welcome in, Come inside," says mother Alexandra. Cheryl bows at her, and we get inside together.The old wooden stairs that I use to run to my room looks the same. The plain white concrete walls that make the house stand tall slowly changes its color to dirty nude white. I make a twirl to scan the house.Same as ever, but it will never be the same."Ma'am Alexandra," Cheryl calls for my mother. My mother stops and looks at Cheryl with a confused look."Cheryl, I have to prepare the table, so please wait at the table," She informs Cher, and she looks at me with apologetic eyes.Cheryl grabs my hand
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE- INNOCENTLY AWARE
THIRD PERSON POVJoenabell goes after her Mom (Cheryl). She dashes out of Ma'am Alexandra's house. She pants heavily and shows determination to see Cheryl. Her phone buzzes in her pocket and checks the message on it."I am at home, Joenabell. I am sorry for leaving you," Joenabell puts her phone back in her pocket after reading the message from Cheryl.She rushes home with a cab.**KNOCK**KNOCK**She knocks on their door because it is locked.Someone inside unlocks the door, "Welcome back home, Joenabell." Karene greets her with an awkward smile on her face. Karene is surprised earlier at Cheryl as if she wants to kill someone. Karene can't help but be scared to Cheryl's wrathful aura."Where's mom?" Joenabell asked heavily while breathing for air.Joenabell feels her feet throbs from running without preparing herself
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FORTY- KARMA? NOT KARMA
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV"Joenabell, I know you are Joanabe. You told me, and I believe in you," Karene whines at me with a heavy sigh in her breath."Yes, I know, I want to tell you about my name," I argue back at her whining face.Karene's face looks confused about what I mean, and I just roll my eyes to her face. "Karene, my name comes from the Hebrew word 'Joana' means to be gracious. Then, my mother added the word 'be' means to exist. Why am I not like my name?" I said in a heartfelt way to her."Joanabe, there are things that people can point out about yourself that you can't point out. For me, you are acting as your name, but you are petrified about yourself. Why?" She catches my teary eyes, and I bite my lower lip.I look up to the ceiling and wonder why?"Joanabe, your past is in the past. It has nothing to do with your present. You are now a wh
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FORTY-ONE- BLURT
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POV"Hello?" I pick up the phone while Karene is looking at me happily."Hello, Joenabell?" He softly says through his phone."Hey, what's the call about?" I say and sit on the floor."Don't sit on the floor, Joenabell. It is not a chair," Karene whispers at me and stands up from kneeling. I chuckle because I find it funny I don't know why. Karene helps me to stand up, and I bow to her as thanks. "Joenabell, are you crying? Your voice hoarse." Leonel says, and I touch my throat. Oh, yeah! It hurts."Are you with someone? Who made you cry? Want me to hit him?" Leonel throws questions at me that make me regret picking up the phone.I look at Karene with a poker face. Karene sighs and says, "I think you need to go to your room. Take your time talking to him." I nod, and I rush to my room. I open the door and securely close it. "Are you still there?" I ask in my phone, wondering Leonel is still there waiting for me."Why are you in a hurry?" He asks a question again,
Joanabe, your child FORTY-TWO- CRAZY FOR YOU
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVLeonel glares at my surprised eyes. I beam awkwardly. I look at Maurice, who is blushing hard at the moment. She must have liked what I said. My eyes stare back at Leonel's deadly grey eyes. I gulp compared to Maurice's reaction. His face doesn't look pleased with all I said. "Ehehehe, sorry..." I cleared my throat, trying to break the awkward situation I am in. I hear Maurice giggle shyly at me. No, at Leonel. I can sense Leonel's going to kill me after this lunch.Leonel still did not say any word. His movements become stiff. I ruin his mood. Great! What have I done to him? I grab Leonel's hand in front of Maurice. I ignore her like it is just the two of us, and I say, "Leonel, I am sorry. I did not consider what you felt. I say something stupid. Please, Leonel, be okay? Your face doesn't look nice to be grumpy.""Pfft... you look so sorry I can't help to break a laugh. Apology accepted. It is fine. Today is my treat, so you better make yourself at ease." He
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FORTY- THREE- IT WASN'T ME
LEONEL POV"Do you think I can dress like a clown here?" Maurice teasingly asks me. Why will she ruin her face by dressing like a clown in a place like this?"I think you can't," I tell her. I keep checking on the time in my wristwatch, and Joenabell is getting late. I hope she arrives safely."I am excited to meet her," She says in a shaky voice."You will, she is interesting," I smirk while my thoughts run in Joenabell's face."This place is so romantic. How did you know this place?" Maurice's eyes wander all over the place while I look at her scanning face."My mom and dad used to go out here for a date. They took me once here," I explain earnestly. I tap my foot on the floor, getting impatient for Joenabell's arrival.I bite my lower lip. I am worried about Joenabell. Her voice hoarse when I heard her on the phone. M
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Joanabe, your child EPILOGUE
THIRD PERSON POVYears have passed. Joanabe travels to different places. She hopes to bump her mother around the streets accidentally. She sits on a bench facing the family park as she used before. She gets lost in her thoughts, and her face is like daydreaming. "Excuse me, Miss. May I sit beside you?" An innocent angel with freckles on her cheeks asks humbly to Joanabe. Her thoughts suddenly stop to give the girl her attention. She snickers, "yes, you may take a seat." The little girls hop on the bench as she hums a song in herself. Joanabe can't stop staring at the girl, and she tries to open a conversation, "where are your parents?"The girl gets startled, and she pouts, "they left me. My aunt raises me." Joanabe feels sorry for the girl, thinking that the little girl did not deserve to be left alone under her aunt's care. Funnily, she realizes that there are people who have serious obstacles. The kid is opposite to her because Joanabe is the one who left her loved ones."Sorry
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE- WAY BACK INTO LOVE
THIRD PERSON POV"Joanabe?" "Joanabe?" The familiar voice calls for her in a deepwater dream that suffocating her. Her eyes dull, and her skin feels cold as she can't move a single muscle. 'WHO IS THIS?' she asks herself."JOANABE!"The man screams at her name. Then, the man pulls her out of the water within seconds. She coughs while she gasps for air. Joanabe is surprised by the man who saved her hopeless state. "You look familiar." Her eyes slowly regain its clear sight. "I think I saw you in my dreams before... Who are you?" She tells the man in a weak voice as she tries to examine. The darkness of the place is what she notices. "AM I DREAMING?" Joanabe can't see the man's face in the darkness, but she feels his touch. They are cold like icy, and she can't help it but feel terrified. "WHO ARE YOU!" Joenabe asks again in a panic as she moves away from the man in her dreams, shaking. The man stands up, and Joanabe notices that he is floating in the fog, wearing a long black c
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR- I AM YOUR ANGEL
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVThe clouds turn to grey as thunderclaps are roaring from the sky. A drop of water touches my cheeks as I lift my head in the sky. It starts to drizzle then, Leonel quickly grabs my hand that catches my attention back at him to lead me back to the souvenir store. We dash as it starts to rain heavily. I thought we are heading to the souvenir store, but we ended up in the tower. I hug myself as the wind blows chilly in my skin. Leonel hangs his hand on my shoulder and pulls me closer to him. I think he notices that I am feeling cold. "Sorry, I did not have a coat to keep you warm," Leonel says as his finger runs in my wet hair."You don't have to worry about it. We did not even bother to take a bath today and change our clothes." I remind him, and I chuckle because his parents did not even notice our appearance. "I mean, our clothes are not that bad." He claims with a smirk on his face, trying to tease me. "Well... It's not that I disagree," I return his smirk
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE- TO LOVE
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVHis heartfelt confession leaves me no question. The place makes it even more perfect. His eyes stare at mine, which convinces me to give myself a chance to fall in love again. I want to fall in love at the right time. But is it the right time? The right person? Our hands are entangled, and I did not recognize that it teaches me something-"Leonel... I am certain that I am learning to love you," I hesitantly speak as I do not wish to hurt his heart by my words."It is fine... I told you we are taking things slow. Let me ask you, do you know what's the greatest love of all?" Leonel sits beside me in the pew as I move to give him enough space.I smile because I know the answer to his question. I put my head in his shoulder as I answer, "Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all." He nods and touches my head on his shoulder gently."You are right..
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO- PASSENGER SEAT
THIRD PERSON POVLeonel force Joenabell to walk with him outside for relaxation. Joenabell wants to protest, but she can't seem to do as her heart wants to be with him. They walk together, holding hands while swinging it from back and front. Mrs. Yvonne Relish spots the two with a joyful smile on their faces. Mrs. Relish thought at first that they are just making fun of each other. But when her eyes land on their hands. It is clear to her that something good might happen to them. She smiles while watching them from afar."Looks like they are in love," Mr. Relish walks to his wife while speaking to her softly. Mrs. Relish looks at her husband."Their eyes are the same the way we look at each other, don't you agree, love?" Mr. Relish chuckles at his comment making his wife blush at his sound. "Don't you think they will be fine?" She asks her husband, worrying for the two (Leonel and Joenabell)."Of course! You can see it to our son that he loves her. It makes him want to grab the star
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY- ONE- MY HEART
JOANABE (JOENABELL POV)I get up from the bed while busy thinking about my phone. I might have fallen asleep thinking too much of the item.**CREAKS**I hear the door open, and I look at the person entering the room."How's your sleep?" Leonel asks charmingly, such a dear man.I sigh heavily, looking troubled. "Uhh... Great!" I am not sure if my sleep is good or bad, but one thing is clear to me I did not have any nightmares. Thank goodness!"That's great! Do you perhaps have plans for today?" Leonel looks at me with puppy eyes while closing the door behind him. Then, he walks to me."YES! I am searching for my cellphone," I inform him about my phone because I need it today.I can perceive his hand snakes in my waist to hold my body.*WHAT'S UP WITH HIM AND ME?*I wonder these days I've been feeling light beside him as
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER SIXTY- MR. RELISH
JOANABE (JOENBELL) POV Mrs. Relish lets me stay in the guest room. We had dinner in their kitchen silently without Mr. Relish's presence. I wonder what Leonel's father looks like*WHAT KEEPS HIM BUSY TO SKIP DINNER WITH HIS FAMILY?*I noticed Mrs. Relish keeps bugging Leonel about something I don't know that makes him shy. And here I am alone in this big guest room. I can have a solo concert in this spacious room, but I prefer to rest my mind because today is not a perfect day to jam. I hide the bracelet under the pillow. To keep it safe.Not to mention, Mrs. Relish gets me a pair of pajamas to sleep comfortably in the room's queen size bed. I roll my body around and hugs a gold pillow. They are must be a royalty I mean from their house, things, and appearance. It looks classy and expensive at the same time. I must be dumb for admitting it now.**KNOCK**KNOCK**Someone knocks at my door, and I wonder who. I get up from the bed and opens the door slowly.A man with grey eyes meets mi
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FIFTY- NINE- HIS LOVE
THIRD PERSON POVThere this day when things are wearing thin. When someone is lost, where do they usually begin? One look into the reality, it always comes to be so far, looking for the acceptance that never came her way. Joenabell finds herself running away from Shally and Leonel, even though Leonel tries to snap her back. She swift her body to sprint somewhere. She gets intimidated when Shally threatens her to leave or hit her.Her steps splash the waters in the ground as the skies start to cry, and it rains. The tears flow in her cheek, the same as the raindrops that fall in her skin.Feet stop to move as she looks for a roof to keep the rain off. She finds a closed store that has an extended roof to shelter her cold and trembling body.Joenabell opens her palms up, head to the sky to feel the drops of the rain in the palm of her hand. Her eyes show the emptiness in her heart as she wants to open it to the people around her, but it seems like the people prefer to let it closed.In
Joanabe, your child CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT- SHALLY'S PLACE
JOANABE (JOENABELL) POVLeonel drives us to Shally Mae's place, and we have arrived in her house safely."Let me treat your cheeks, Joenabell. Then, I will treat your boyfriend's bruise next," She tells me, rushing to get a first aid kit. I examine her house. It's simple, and she has a dreamcatcher hanging in her door. Then, a big brown wooden clock on the left side of her living room."Her house looks comfortable," Leonel comments while looking at the ceiling, adoring the crystal clear chandelier.Shally Mae's footsteps echo in the living room as she walks to us with the first aid kit in her hands."What is your relationship with each other?" Leonel covers his mouth while whispering to my ears to ask the question. I hit his shoulder purposely. How dumb can he be?Leonel shrugs at me and pouts."Make yourself at ho
