When I woke up the next morning, I had a severe headache. Even though I'd managed to throw up all the medicines that I'd consumed last night, I realized some remnants of it must have remained inside my body. I looked out of my bedroom window and noticed it was still drizzling. The clock read nine a.m. so I had about an hour before my shift started. I was working a twelve hours shift today because Aaron had literally pleaded me since they were short-staffed. Majority of the nurses preferred to steer clear off Jackson and I couldn't even blame them.
Due to my unusual shift timings, I was never home and so Ken and I rarely got any time to spend with each other as a family. Scribbled notes, texts, and phone calls were the only communication that went on for a few days now and I blamed it on my transfer to the Mental Health Wing.
I pulled myself out of the bed reluctantly, making a beeline for the bathroom. Twenty minutes later, I was dressed in my Nurse uniform, seated at the little dining table, gobbling down bread and Nutella (my go-to breakfast when I was feeling too lazy to cook). I filled the thermos with steaming coffee, picked up my car keys and made my way downstairs.
"Good Morning, Mrs. Rossi." I greeted Mrs. Rossi, the Italian lady living downstairs.
She glanced at her left wrist; I wanted to remind her there was no wrist-watch on it. "It's lunchtime."
"Good Afternoon, then," I said.
“Humph.”
I usually ignored her smart comments because I liked her despite her grumpiness. She sometimes invited me over for tea during her good days, also baked delicious Banana bread. The woman had over a dozen cats in her house that lazed around on every possible flat surface. The cats were super fat and cute but hated my guts for some reason.
When I approached the parking, I remembered I'd left my car in the hospital parking lot. Next thing, I was standing by the road with an open umbrella, trying to hail a cab.
I didn't feel like visiting Jackson's room that day. I knew it was my job, but he was also unlike other patients that I'd dealt with. Jackson was a high functioning psychopath; he was also manipulative and intelligent. He seemed like a normal person one minute, and you never know when the wheels in his head were turning and he was plotting something life-threatening against you. That part of him scared me. It was a given that I couldn't even read his mind.
The entire day I avoided going to his room and instead decided to tend to other patients. I'd told another nurse to serve Jackson's breakfast and lunch, warning her about his manipulative and flirtatious tactics. I'd loaned her ear-muffs.
Afternoon arrived and I was seated in the hospital cafeteria with my friend and co-worker Madeline aka Maddy. She was talking about a fight she had with a fellow nurse, further complaining about how she was going to break up with her boyfriend because he wasn't giving her enough time. I continued to nod my head throughout the conversation, pushing around the salad in my plate.
"You're not paying attention to what I'm saying!" Maddy pointed.
"What?"
"How are things going with Jackson? You don't seem quite that happy with the promotion."
"Not really. You know Maddy, I've been good at handling people like Jackson in the past, but somehow I feel like it's not working this time. He's just too difficult to figure out."
Maddy nodded. "I'm surprised you even said yes to Aaron's offer after all the rumors surrounding him."
"What kind of rumors?"
She moved closer and whispered. Maddy had the blazing gossip eyes on, "People say that he wasn't always crazy, it was like a switch went off and he killed his own mother. Can you imagine? And then he went on a killing rampage and murdered people in the most brutal way possible. They found severed body parts, the guts and intestines were..."
"Maddy, I think I'll live without the gory details," I told her although I'd already lost my appetite.
"But...but you didn't even listen to the best part." She protested.
I'd seen worse things working in the hospital as a nurse and yet what Maddy said sent a chill down my spine.
"When I work with patients here, I try not to study their backgrounds because if I do that then it may change my behavior towards them. A mental patient is a mental patient; nothing more than that and that's exactly how I see Jackson. Isn't that what they taught us during nursing school?"
"Whoa, you gotta chill Riley, but seriously though, you need to go home tonight and Google that good-looking bastard and you'll be surprised what you find. There are even stories about him on Creepypasta and fan-fiction. This guy is a motherfu*..." she started saying when I coughed loudly to tell her to keep her voice down. "I mean, he's a legend."
"Okay okay, I get it," I said shoveling down the remaining salad into my mouth. "I really don't understand your obsession with killers."
Maddy rolled her eyes. "They are just too interesting, I guess. Not saying that I really like all the horrible things they've done to other people but I like to do research." She gave me the 'Am-I-really-that-weird' look. "You don't think I'm crazy, do you?"
"Don't worry. You're not the only one here."
* * *
That evening I told Aaron about Jackson asking me if he could get a day off from the asylum if he was to showcase good behavior, and before Aaron could answer that question, I knew what Aaron would say and surely he said a big fat 'NO'. He asked me how I could even propose the idea of Jackson being out in the open for twenty-four hours. I totally had the walk of shame out of Aaron's office on that one, like a parent walking out of the teacher's office holding a very bad academic report.
I was passing by the patient's recreational area when I heard yelling, I stopped to peek in to find Jackson seated facing the flat screen that was mounted against the wall and two patients yelling and screaming at him. His eyes were dead on the television screen, a stoic expression on his face and he had the mouth restraint on, with his hands shackled together. The TV was showing a rerun of the Friends series that no one seemed to be paying attention to.
I hid behind the door to see what was going on. David, also known as Mad-Dave was screaming in Jackson's face. Mad-Dave was another trouble maker around here; he was a pest, to say the least. He always tried to sexually harass the nurses and his mouth was fouler than a rotten egg. He was saying something about Jackson's sister who I wasn't sure if she even existed. He said a word so vile that I wished I was deaf before listening. Dave's partner in crime, Owen was laughing to whatever Dave was saying while Cody, the Man-Child was seated on the floor right in front of the screen, watching television, but I wasn't so sure if he understood any of it. He was rocking back and forth, sucking his thumb and completely ignoring the fight going on behind him. Mister Panda, (Cody's stuffed toy) was right beside him watching TV as well.
Dave was still throwing nasty words at Jackson and nothing seemed to be getting a reaction out of him and that's what made him scarier. Jackson's eyes were still glued to the screen, but I knew they were getting darker by the minute.
The minute Mad-Dave said, "Your momma called on the hospital landline yesterday. Oh wait, she can't cuz she's dead. All chopped up like meat."
That's when all hell broke loose.
There was a roar of laughter, and Jackson's eyes turned into menacing slits as he literally kicked his chair and pounded his shackled hand into Mad-Dave's face so hard that his mouth started bleeding. I was too dazed to even react to what was unfolding right in front of my eyes. His hands circled around Dave's neck as he started strangling him with the same shackles.
"Let go! Let go!" Dave was elbowing him but it wasn't working. Jackson was so strong and muscular that Dave's power was nothing in comparison to it.
Jackson let go for a moment and I thought he'd calmed down when he shook his arm so hard that the shackles came apart. Literally broke in two, the metal digging into his skin but Jackson wasn't the one to care about pain. He easily tore off the mask holding his mouth shut and that's when I snapped out of it.
"Jackson, stop!" I yelled at him but it was like a switch had gone off.
He was violent beyond words. He pushed Dave down on the floor and continued to pound his face until there was blood on his fists. If this went on, I had no doubt that Mad-Dave would be dead.
I needed to stop Jackson.
"Jackson, that's enough!" I shrieked, but it was too late. Mad-Dave's face was bloody and his eyes were rolled back, a tooth fell to the floor.Cody, the Man-child didn't seem to be bothered by this. He just casually threw us a look as if we'd just disturbed Mister Panda and his television time together. I seized Jackson's arm and tried to pull him away but his eyes spelled murder. It was like he was possessed. Jackson was too muscled and strong; he didn't even budge when I pulled him. I needed to tread slowly out of this situation; one wrong move and I'd probably end up looking like Dave."Jackson," I called out to him. "You need to calm down. Dave is a bully; he's just messing with you."Jackson turned his furious eyes at me. "Nobody fucking talks about my mother like that!" He yelled at Dave.It was funny how one nasty word about his mother had driven him into a fit of rage when he was the one who'd killed her in cold blood. Maybe Jackson had some seri
When I drove to work the next morning, I saw some police cars and a wide yellow tape wound around the area. Media vans and TV reporters swarmed the premise.What the hell happened here?The sun was coming down too harshly; I retrieved my sunglasses and wore them, that way no one would find out who I was staring at. I glanced up towards the troublemaker’s window, Jackson was staring right at me, he smiled and waved. I didn't bother waving back. He was back in his old room.I approached the entrance slowly. Paul appeared to be stressed and talking to a police officer who was scribbling something on a memo, his co-worker sipping on a latte. I entered the hospital building to find all the nurses being questioned.A group of people had already crowded the elevator area so I decided to take the stairs. I climbed up, two at a time when Marvin almost crashed into me on the third level. He grabbed both my shoulders as if stopping me from walking fur
Detective Alicia led me to a room that was now set up with a bunch of equipment and there were a lot of people in the room being questioned, others were going through files and papers, typing on their MacBooks. A young officer looked up from his laptop towards me and back at the screen."Please have a seat, Miss. Frazer." Detective Alicia pointed at the chair as she settled in the chair across from it. She had a memo pad and a pen in her lap. "How are you doing today?""I'm good, Detective. Thanks for asking.""I have some questions so let's get it over with." She said. "How was David's behavior usually?""He liked to pick fights with the other patients. Harassed most of the staff. Frankly speaking, I don't think anyone here would miss him in the slightest." There, I said the truth. Just because Dave was dead, didn't mean we had to pity him. He had it coming for a long time.Detective Alicia nodded, scribbling something in her notepad. "When he had
Jackson had tried to commit suicide, but thankfully we’d reached on time to save his life. He lay in the hospital bed breathing through an oxygen mask, an IV connected to him. As his nurse, I felt responsible for what happened to him. If I hadn’t let him out of my sight, maybe this wouldn’t have happened at all.I watched Jackson as he slept peacefully, despite how chaotic his life had become. His chest moved in a constant slow rise and fall. Any normal person would easily peg him as Hollywood worthy. He should have been at one of the movie sets; sitting in his private room, reading the lines he was supposed to recite and sipping on fresh juice that the errand boy brought him, instead, he was. Bat-shit insane and convicted of murders. Besides that, he was so damn unpredictable and that’s what made him even more mysterious.I doodled in my diary; Mysterious, Unpredictable and Drop-dead gorgeous.Instinctively, I brushed the dark l
"What are you going to do to me?" That's the first thing I asked him after I'd handed him the scalpel. He was assessing it curiously like he hadn't seen a blade in his life before, “Jackson, I asked you something." "Relax, Nurse Riley. I ain't gonna touch a single hair off your pretty little head, well, unless you want me to," he grinned, quickly hiding the scalpel underneath the hospital bed. "Now, there's one other thing I need from you."He wrote down a number for me and gave me instructions on what I was supposed to do. "Are you nuts?" I almost shrieked at him. It was hard to keep my voice down. "If someone finds out about it, it's going to be a criminal offense. I could go to jail for this.""I assure you that if you follow my instructions, nothing will happen to you but if you want to refuse, that's fine because one way or the other I will find my way out of here and when that's done, baby brother will be home waiting for you." H
I couldn't stop the sobs that raked through my chest. Why did it have to happen to me? The worst feeling was how Aaron had looked at me with so much disgust. He was my superior, but more than that, he had been my friend. The only man I looked up to and it killed me how he'd dismissed me out of his office. The accusatory look he'd passed me. He trusted me, but there was a shadow of a doubt where he wondered if I could possibly betray his trust.I pulled out the paper tissues and blew my nose into it furiously, still crying.If I saw Jackson in front of me right now, I'd strangle him with my bare hands.I heard a sound coming from a few cubicles down from mine. When I'd entered the bathroom, I hadn't paid attention enough to notice if anyone was using the other toilets because I thought it was obvious no one would. I'd purposely walked into the ladies' restroom that belonged to the old wing situated close to the new wing. It was separated from the rest by a passag
"Love the witch outfit," Jackson said over the loud music. "Some tricks you got up your sleeves?""What are you doing here, Jackson?" I asked, practically screaming over the loud music. Now that I knew it was him beneath all that skeletal makeup, I wondered how I hadn't recognized him before."Following you of course," He joked.The way he said it, I suspected if he did follow me here. How had he known I was here? Or was it perhaps a coincidence?"You need to come back to the asylum, re-admit yourself," I said."Do you miss me that much?" He pulled on his cocky grin. "I love how you're bossy the second you see me."I rolled my eyes."I didn't escape to go back to that hellhole again." He got hold of my wrist and started dragging me away from the dance floor."Where are you trying to take me?" I said, resisting his grip on my wrist.He let it go at once. "Just want to talk, nothing else. The music is too loud here, let's
"Why did you bring me to your house?" I pinned him with a hard stare."As I have already mentioned, I did it to protect you." Jackson declared in a matter-of-fact way."By drugging and kidnapping me?" I yelled at him, having an urge to throw something at him, a brick or a stone would’ve sufficed.His eyes didn't waver as he maintained eye contact, those brown eyes with a speck of gold. He spoke with such authority that told me any further inquiry was not open for discussion. "I did what I thought was best. I trust you need to use the bathroom." He pointed towards a door on the right. "Help yourself. I went out of my way and bought some clothes that you can use during your stay here. There's enough food in the fridge, and the kitchen is all yours.""Oh, how very kind of you, Mr. Wolfe," I said sarcastically, appearing touched. "What a nice host you are, to drug me, kidnap me and buy me clothes to make my stay comfortable here. How would I ever repay
"My name's Jackson Wolfe, but you can call me Jack. What's your name, beautiful?" I had to be imagining this, right? I mean, Jack can't be sitting here beside me, looking as hot and badass as an action hero, and giving me that panty-melting smile and voice as smooth as silk. Surely, I'd taken my imagination too far, or I'd had far too much to drink. I sipped on my Sangria. Jack's smoldering brown eyes assessed me from above the rims of his glass. Two can play a game. "I don't talk to strangers," I told him. "Oh, come on. Let me buy you a drink at least." He continued. I was acting really tough by not acting desperate but all I wanted to do was curl into his lap and have his mouth over mine. Even thinking about it, made my knees weak. "I already have a boyfriend," I informed him and waited for his reaction. To see the surprise on his face or even disappointment, but he just smiled like a sly fox that he was. "You do, huh
I probably hadn't been to a party in ages; at least not since that Halloween party last year and here I was today, dressed up in a rose-gold sleeveless sequin dress that had a long slit starting from mid-thigh until my ankles. I had a lovely pair of glitter heels to go with it and my hair was just done in simple beach curls. If I should admit, I looked downright fucking hot, excuse me for my crude language.It was my birthday today; I'd just turned twenty-six and Ken was acting as if he had forgotten all about it. He'd called me from work and when I thought he was going to wish me, he'd said he was calling to ask if I was making his favorite dinner tonight. I'd hung up on him mid-sentence.Had he forgotten about all the three-story cakes I baked for him? Had he forgotten how far I always went to call up his friends and set up his birthday party? How about the special edition volumes of the stupid comic books I gifted him all the time? And when it came down to wishing h
Aaron raised his bloodshot eyes towards me and sighed in relief, "Riley, oh thank god, you're here."My mind was reeling with possibilities.Why was Aaron here?Could it be possible that he was the killer and he was trying to trick me into thinking he was the victim? Or perhaps he really was the victim and I was not seeing clearly into this."Aaron, who...who did this to you?"His hair looked like he hadn't washed it in a long time; his fingers were covered in dirt and there were angry red marks of the rope cutting through his skin. His eyes were bloodshot as if he hadn't slept in weeks. As if that wasn't enough, he seemed like he'd been beaten."Riley, you shouldn't be here." He whispered, his eyes darting around the darkroom in a panic. "He could come back any minute. You need to get away from this place."If I thought he was the killer before, the thought left my mind at that time. He was bound to a chair, completely helpless
"Do you think I'm scared of your threats?" Ezra asked. "You can try pulling the trigger, and forget about saving your brother or mine."My fingers on the gun faltered for just a fraction of a second and then tightened around it again. I pressed the gun to his side. "Keep driving to the location."Ezra opened his mouth to say something, and then thought better of it and pressed his lips together; he kept his eyes trailed ahead on the road. And then I noticed as he slowly reached for his phone that was wedged between the seat and his thighs."What the hell are you doing?" I demanded."We need backup, we don't know how far this guy has gone to set us up for a trap in that abandoned place so unless you want us all to be toast, you would let me call Agent Flint."I thought of that for a moment. Was Ezra telling the truth? What if he called Flint just so he could hand me over to the agent so he could be free to go there alone?"You're lying," I sa
"I need your help." I heard Ken's voice on the other end of line. The call was on speakers so Jack could hear every word of the conversation too.My gaze met Jack's who silently mouthed me to say yes to Ken's request."What do you need help with? And where are you right now, Ken? Tell me everything starting from the beginning."Ken didn't give me an answer for the longest minute and I started to wonder if he had hung up the call like last time. "Ken?""Look, I don't know where I am and I can't give you more details. All I know is that I may or may not have much time left. I need you to do something for me.""What?""You will get a text message on your phone right now that has an address. Jackson needs to be there, without the police or the FBI.""Why Jackson?""That's the killer's deal. He would let me go in-exchange for Jackson." Ken said, and then in a soft voice, he added, "I know what Jackson means to you, Riles. If you dec
"Where are we going?" I asked. I was hit with a feeling of nostalgia as I climbed into a black BMW. This wasn't an old car, it appeared new and I wondered if it belonged to Jack or if he'd stolen it."Is this your car?"Jack smiled as he slid behind the wheel. "You ask too many questions, Cotton-Candy." He reached behind me, pulled the seat belt and secured it in place, his face coming close to mine. He pecked my lips and ran his forefinger over my lower lip lightly. "Your lips are swollen, I guess, I'm partly to blame for it."I blushed and looked out the window. "Are you going to tell me where we are going?""I have an apartment that was registered with an alias. You'll stay there for as long as this matter settles once and for all.""No," I said. "Take me home, to my apartment.""I wasn't giving you a choice, Riley.""I know you weren't, but I can't always let you make decisions for me. This concerns my brother. If he is the killer
"You have to get me out of here," I said."Not now, Riley. I can't." Ezra said. "It's safe for you to stay in the facility. There are guards outside. You're safe there. The police are going after Ken. Until we have him in custody and get a confession out of him, you will remain locked up.""So you're leaving me here?""We don't have a choice. Jack's awake and I have enough pressure from the chief of the bureau to find the killer, wrap up this case and get on with it. I can't have you running around trying to help me only to get yourself in more trouble." I had never heard Ezra more pissed in his life. "Besides, you're Ken's sister and that makes you a suspect too.""It's funny how my roles keep changing. I turn from an innocent victim to a lunatic murderer having blackouts to a suspect who conspired with her brother in the killings. That's very nice. I guess the FBI can learn to keep some consistency."Ezra heard the jibe loud and clear. "I'm doing
"You've got to be kidding me!" I stared at Ezra in disbelief. "Did Ken say that?" I may have forgotten how to blink. I shifted my gaze towards Flint to see if he would crack into a smile and declare that it was Ezra's idea to play the joke. No such thing happened. I had turned from suspect to victim and now I was reduced to being an actual murderer by my own brother. I stared at the grey walls of the interrogation room. A table separated the distance between me and the FBI Agents. Ezra was the first to speak. "Would you like anything to drink, Riley? Tea, coffee or water?" "I just need an answer." "The answer to your question is yes. He didn't outright say you killed all those people but he suggested that you may have something to do with it." Ezra explained keeping a poker face. I couldn't guess what was going on in his mind. And something else was different. They thought I was deranged. I didn't like the look
The field was surrounded by roses, but when I looked closely the roses were all dead. There was just one that had bloomed to its highest quality, the rose that Jack was holding between his fingers. He was looking into the distance at the growing mist. I climbed to my feet and stood there, wondering how I'd managed to get here. The place was completely deserted and it seemed like there was a void beyond, like nothing else existed other than the field of dead roses."I've been waiting for you, Riley." Jack’s voice was deep, I couldn't forget that voice. I'd missed hearing him speak since the last week. He had a smile on his face, but I couldn't be sure what was going on in his mind. He was difficult to read as usual.He raised his hand towards me, beckoning me to come to him. I started walking with shaky legs unsure of myself. Contrary to his appearance in the hospital where he wore an ugly hospital gown, here he was dressed in a black suit, a