"Jackson, that's enough!" I shrieked, but it was too late. Mad-Dave's face was bloody and his eyes were rolled back, a tooth fell to the floor.
Cody, the Man-child didn't seem to be bothered by this. He just casually threw us a look as if we'd just disturbed Mister Panda and his television time together. I seized Jackson's arm and tried to pull him away but his eyes spelled murder. It was like he was possessed. Jackson was too muscled and strong; he didn't even budge when I pulled him. I needed to tread slowly out of this situation; one wrong move and I'd probably end up looking like Dave.
"Jackson," I called out to him. "You need to calm down. Dave is a bully; he's just messing with you."
Jackson turned his furious eyes at me. "Nobody fucking talks about my mother like that!" He yelled at Dave.
It was funny how one nasty word about his mother had driven him into a fit of rage when he was the one who'd killed her in cold blood. Maybe Jackson had some serious Mommy issues.
"I will kill him!" He said through gritted teeth.
Just then, Marvin, the ward boy was passing by who saw the mess. "Call Dr. Shaw immediately!" I told him and turned to face Jackson. "If you tried to harm him any more than you already have, they will put you in a strait-jacket and force you into the isolation room. Do you want that?"
Other patients were terrified to even think about being put into strait-jacket and the isolation room, but in Jackson's case, he didn't seem bothered.
"Didn't you want twenty-four hours out of the institution; do you think you'll get it with this behavior?"
That seemed to have done it because his breathing that had been erratic a moment ago began to calm down. I placed a hand on his shoulder, and couldn't help but notice how the hard muscles flexed beneath my fingers.
A minute later, Dave was placed on a stretcher. He opened one eye and passed me a grin, his teeth stained with blood that ran down his chin. The stretcher rolled away as Dave faked a moan.
Then, it just clicked into place.
It was all Dave's plan just to get Jackson into trouble. He knew about Jackson's violent nature and his bad temper and he'd taken advantage of it.
How crazy was Mad-Dave on the scale of one to ten?
I'd say a hundred.
Some nurses and two security guards arrived, followed by Aaron who seemed furious. The nurses restrained Jackson like a prisoner and put the mask back on his face. Jackson just stared impassively, his features not betraying any emotion. And just like I'd guessed, he was placed in a strait-jacket that even stopped him from moving.
"Aaron, it's not his fault," I said. "David instigated the fight. He said some really vile things about Jackson." I explained. "I saw it myself!"
"Does that explain his violent behavior? Attacking people, breaking their jaw, biting off the flesh." Aaron asked, clearly irritated. I felt bad for Aaron. He already had enough working pressure from Dr. Liu as it is and it didn't help that Jackson was always causing trouble.
"I know what he did was wrong, but we can't always keep him shackled like an animal. Oh wait; wild animals are still treated better." I said as I watched the security guards and two male Nurses dragging him off.
"Riley, are you aware of what Jackson is even capable of?" He asked. "He is nothing like the previous patients that you have dealt with."
"I understand, Aaron, it's just that..."
"I know that he is causing you trouble too, Riley, Paul told me you were feeling drowsy the other day. You need to understand that you never demand or force Jackson to take his medications. Next time, just leave it on his dinner tray. Well, it's actually my fault I didn't warn you before." He said apologetically.
"I'd like to try my own way at handing Jackson if that's okay. If we try to remove his restraints, maybe he won't be as difficult as he is being now. I want to try a few things, taking a friendlier approach."
He gave me the 'Are you fucking insane' look.
"You're crazy, Riley and I won't suggest you do it." That said he sauntered out of the room and walked down the hallway in a hurry.
* * *
The security guards and the head nurse Laila did not allow me into the isolation room that was now keeping Jackson locked up. Isolation rooms were mostly where they kept rebellious patients for a few days. On the fourth day, I went back to Laila and literally begged her to let me visit him. After much convincing and a large slice of homemade chocolate cake later, she handed me the keys. Nurse Laila had a sweet tooth if she worked in a bank, I had no doubt she would let the robbery happen if the robber were to place a box of donuts on her table. No guns necessary here.
I carried one slice with me in a box and walked to the room where Jackson was locked away. It was like the room was devoid of any life; the walls were painted a dull off-white with scribbles all over it. If you looked closely, you would notice the disturbing imagery. There was no window and only a bed adjacent to the wall. Jackson was lying on the bed, facing the other side minus the mask.
When he heard the door open, he said. "If you brought food, take it back."
"I just brought you a cake," I said and placed the box beside the bed.
He turned to face me, his brown eyes inspecting me curiously. "Stop trying to act nice!" He said, clearly irritated. "It's making me sick."
"There are some rules here in this asylum that you are supposed to follow. I know that Dave is wrong but attacking him like that is even worse." I said. "Do you think this attitude of yours is going to get you anywhere? The way you've been treating the previous nurses, scaring them away, forcing them to consume your medication. I never told Dr. Aaron about that day because I didn't want you to get into trouble again and yet here you are in a strait-jacket."
I just stood there, watching him like an idiot basking in the awkward silence. He finally said. "You didn't need to defend me back there, Nurse Riley. I think I can fight my own battles besides, I don't see a reason why you're trying to act like a damn psychoanalyst. I think that's a job best suited for Paul-fucking-Bennet so do us both a favor and get the hell outta here."
I saw the real him. He was different today, the same bitter and angry version of him that the nurses were always talking about. It wasn't something new for me; I'd experienced far worse things.
"If you treat me with respect, I'll do the same. I'm not here because I love to, this is my job. And if you think you can get away by talking like that to me and maintaining this behavior then you're wrong."
His dark eyes flashed towards me, the same dangerous look that had Nurses resigning left and right. As if he'd plugged his ears with earmuffs, he said. "When I'm out of this room and this jacket, you better believe I'm gonna kill that sonofabitch."
Mad-Dave was a clear target.
I placed the box of chocolate cake on the little table. "I'm not going to be here to serve you dinner, so you can ask the Nurse in charge during that time to give this to you."
That said, I walked out of the room and locked it behind me. I had chills all of my body when he'd said that, but I didn't want to give him the satisfaction that he scared me.
* * *
I had two days off after that day, something that I'd begged Aaron for because I'd been too stressed out. I spent those days watching Netflix and hanging out in a bookstore where they served coffee. I admit it, I was a loner and the only friend I had was Maddy who was stuck at the hospital. For two full days, I tried to keep my mind off Jackson. I'd been tempted to search him online but always chickened out. I truly wanted to do my job the right way by not being judgmental but it was getting difficult to control the urge by every passing day.
I knew he was crazy.
I knew he was toxic.
I knew he had killed people.
But there was still something about him that made me so damn curious.
That night I watched some documentaries and did some research about Jeffrey Dahmer and John Wayne Gacy. By the end of it, I started to feel a bit ill due to the horrific details entailing the murders. I tried to tell myself it was all for research purposes, to see if Jackson had any similar symptoms. I clicked those sites off and cleared my search history, I didn't need Ken to stumble upon them and think I was going crazy as well and possibly on a murder spree.
That night at exactly eleven p.m, my phone began buzzing. I reached for it and saw the phone number of the hospital flashing on the screen.
The first question I had in my mind was:
Why are they calling me at such an hour? What could be an emergency?
I wanted to ignore it, thinking that it was probably Nurse Laila calling me for something, but curiosity killed the cat and I answered the call.
"Hello," I said. "Nurse Riley speaking, who's this?"
There was no answer on the other end.
"Hello? This is Nurse Riley. Can I help you?" I repeated.
All I heard was silence, but I could tell the phone was on hold or someone was just listening.
That was weird.
Maybe it was Maddy playing a prank call. I hung up. A second later, the phone rang once again.
"Hey, who is calling from the hospital phone? Maddy, if this is you, it's not funny." I said.
Silence.
"Okay, I'm hanging up," I said.
"I loved the chocolate cake." The voice said and before I could say anything, the phone went dead.
My heart did a few quick somersaults. I recognized that voice. That voice. The silky, smooth voice of Jackson Wolfe. I placed my hand on my heart and it was still beating through my chest.
How had he found my number?
And then it hit me like a brick. I'd written my number on a post-it card and given it to him that morning when I mistook him as Dr. Bennet. How stupid of me?
More importantly, I was surprised he'd kept it. I envisioned Jackson keeping it hidden under his pile of drawings or the black notebook that he kept on his desk. I imagined his smooth fingers running over it and him memorizing my number.
"What are you thinking of?" Ken asked me when he walked into the kitchen and pulled out a milk carton.
"It's nothing. Just a wrong number." I said.
He guzzled down the milk. I hated when my brother drank directly from the cartoon like that, but he just wouldn't listen no matter how many times I told him. "Well, it didn't seem like nothing to me. If you have a new boyfriend, you gotta spill." He said, pulling a box of Oreo biscuits.
"Shut up, Ken."
I returned to my room and lied down on my bed, staring at my phone. It was his weird way of either saying thanks or apologizing for his behavior. I wondered if he was slowly changing. That night I dreamed of Jackson being a good man.
When I drove to work the next morning, I saw some police cars and a wide yellow tape wound around the area. Media vans and TV reporters swarmed the premise.What the hell happened here?The sun was coming down too harshly; I retrieved my sunglasses and wore them, that way no one would find out who I was staring at. I glanced up towards the troublemaker’s window, Jackson was staring right at me, he smiled and waved. I didn't bother waving back. He was back in his old room.I approached the entrance slowly. Paul appeared to be stressed and talking to a police officer who was scribbling something on a memo, his co-worker sipping on a latte. I entered the hospital building to find all the nurses being questioned.A group of people had already crowded the elevator area so I decided to take the stairs. I climbed up, two at a time when Marvin almost crashed into me on the third level. He grabbed both my shoulders as if stopping me from walking fur
Detective Alicia led me to a room that was now set up with a bunch of equipment and there were a lot of people in the room being questioned, others were going through files and papers, typing on their MacBooks. A young officer looked up from his laptop towards me and back at the screen."Please have a seat, Miss. Frazer." Detective Alicia pointed at the chair as she settled in the chair across from it. She had a memo pad and a pen in her lap. "How are you doing today?""I'm good, Detective. Thanks for asking.""I have some questions so let's get it over with." She said. "How was David's behavior usually?""He liked to pick fights with the other patients. Harassed most of the staff. Frankly speaking, I don't think anyone here would miss him in the slightest." There, I said the truth. Just because Dave was dead, didn't mean we had to pity him. He had it coming for a long time.Detective Alicia nodded, scribbling something in her notepad. "When he had
Jackson had tried to commit suicide, but thankfully we’d reached on time to save his life. He lay in the hospital bed breathing through an oxygen mask, an IV connected to him. As his nurse, I felt responsible for what happened to him. If I hadn’t let him out of my sight, maybe this wouldn’t have happened at all.I watched Jackson as he slept peacefully, despite how chaotic his life had become. His chest moved in a constant slow rise and fall. Any normal person would easily peg him as Hollywood worthy. He should have been at one of the movie sets; sitting in his private room, reading the lines he was supposed to recite and sipping on fresh juice that the errand boy brought him, instead, he was. Bat-shit insane and convicted of murders. Besides that, he was so damn unpredictable and that’s what made him even more mysterious.I doodled in my diary; Mysterious, Unpredictable and Drop-dead gorgeous.Instinctively, I brushed the dark l
"What are you going to do to me?" That's the first thing I asked him after I'd handed him the scalpel. He was assessing it curiously like he hadn't seen a blade in his life before, “Jackson, I asked you something." "Relax, Nurse Riley. I ain't gonna touch a single hair off your pretty little head, well, unless you want me to," he grinned, quickly hiding the scalpel underneath the hospital bed. "Now, there's one other thing I need from you."He wrote down a number for me and gave me instructions on what I was supposed to do. "Are you nuts?" I almost shrieked at him. It was hard to keep my voice down. "If someone finds out about it, it's going to be a criminal offense. I could go to jail for this.""I assure you that if you follow my instructions, nothing will happen to you but if you want to refuse, that's fine because one way or the other I will find my way out of here and when that's done, baby brother will be home waiting for you." H
I couldn't stop the sobs that raked through my chest. Why did it have to happen to me? The worst feeling was how Aaron had looked at me with so much disgust. He was my superior, but more than that, he had been my friend. The only man I looked up to and it killed me how he'd dismissed me out of his office. The accusatory look he'd passed me. He trusted me, but there was a shadow of a doubt where he wondered if I could possibly betray his trust.I pulled out the paper tissues and blew my nose into it furiously, still crying.If I saw Jackson in front of me right now, I'd strangle him with my bare hands.I heard a sound coming from a few cubicles down from mine. When I'd entered the bathroom, I hadn't paid attention enough to notice if anyone was using the other toilets because I thought it was obvious no one would. I'd purposely walked into the ladies' restroom that belonged to the old wing situated close to the new wing. It was separated from the rest by a passag
"Love the witch outfit," Jackson said over the loud music. "Some tricks you got up your sleeves?""What are you doing here, Jackson?" I asked, practically screaming over the loud music. Now that I knew it was him beneath all that skeletal makeup, I wondered how I hadn't recognized him before."Following you of course," He joked.The way he said it, I suspected if he did follow me here. How had he known I was here? Or was it perhaps a coincidence?"You need to come back to the asylum, re-admit yourself," I said."Do you miss me that much?" He pulled on his cocky grin. "I love how you're bossy the second you see me."I rolled my eyes."I didn't escape to go back to that hellhole again." He got hold of my wrist and started dragging me away from the dance floor."Where are you trying to take me?" I said, resisting his grip on my wrist.He let it go at once. "Just want to talk, nothing else. The music is too loud here, let's
"Why did you bring me to your house?" I pinned him with a hard stare."As I have already mentioned, I did it to protect you." Jackson declared in a matter-of-fact way."By drugging and kidnapping me?" I yelled at him, having an urge to throw something at him, a brick or a stone would’ve sufficed.His eyes didn't waver as he maintained eye contact, those brown eyes with a speck of gold. He spoke with such authority that told me any further inquiry was not open for discussion. "I did what I thought was best. I trust you need to use the bathroom." He pointed towards a door on the right. "Help yourself. I went out of my way and bought some clothes that you can use during your stay here. There's enough food in the fridge, and the kitchen is all yours.""Oh, how very kind of you, Mr. Wolfe," I said sarcastically, appearing touched. "What a nice host you are, to drug me, kidnap me and buy me clothes to make my stay comfortable here. How would I ever repay
I laughed, but Jackson's expressions hadn't changed. He was still having that intense look in his whiskey-colored eyes. "Me? Marry you?"His brows arched up. "Why not?" "What type of weed have you been smoking today?" Ignoring my question, he dipped the spoon back into the lasagna and took another bite. "I do want to marry you, Riley. Just think about it. You wouldn't have to worry about bills or about keeping a job for that matter."I laughed again. Because it was so funny. “And what about the police, Jackson? I don't have to worry about that either? Should we live our lives looking behind our backs? What would I tell "our" future children? That their father is a psychotic killer?""Here I'm talking about marriage and you're talking about future children." He sniggered. "You have it all planned out ahead of you."I rubbed my temples in frustration, watching him gobble down half of the lasagna. "You have to
"My name's Jackson Wolfe, but you can call me Jack. What's your name, beautiful?" I had to be imagining this, right? I mean, Jack can't be sitting here beside me, looking as hot and badass as an action hero, and giving me that panty-melting smile and voice as smooth as silk. Surely, I'd taken my imagination too far, or I'd had far too much to drink. I sipped on my Sangria. Jack's smoldering brown eyes assessed me from above the rims of his glass. Two can play a game. "I don't talk to strangers," I told him. "Oh, come on. Let me buy you a drink at least." He continued. I was acting really tough by not acting desperate but all I wanted to do was curl into his lap and have his mouth over mine. Even thinking about it, made my knees weak. "I already have a boyfriend," I informed him and waited for his reaction. To see the surprise on his face or even disappointment, but he just smiled like a sly fox that he was. "You do, huh
I probably hadn't been to a party in ages; at least not since that Halloween party last year and here I was today, dressed up in a rose-gold sleeveless sequin dress that had a long slit starting from mid-thigh until my ankles. I had a lovely pair of glitter heels to go with it and my hair was just done in simple beach curls. If I should admit, I looked downright fucking hot, excuse me for my crude language.It was my birthday today; I'd just turned twenty-six and Ken was acting as if he had forgotten all about it. He'd called me from work and when I thought he was going to wish me, he'd said he was calling to ask if I was making his favorite dinner tonight. I'd hung up on him mid-sentence.Had he forgotten about all the three-story cakes I baked for him? Had he forgotten how far I always went to call up his friends and set up his birthday party? How about the special edition volumes of the stupid comic books I gifted him all the time? And when it came down to wishing h
Aaron raised his bloodshot eyes towards me and sighed in relief, "Riley, oh thank god, you're here."My mind was reeling with possibilities.Why was Aaron here?Could it be possible that he was the killer and he was trying to trick me into thinking he was the victim? Or perhaps he really was the victim and I was not seeing clearly into this."Aaron, who...who did this to you?"His hair looked like he hadn't washed it in a long time; his fingers were covered in dirt and there were angry red marks of the rope cutting through his skin. His eyes were bloodshot as if he hadn't slept in weeks. As if that wasn't enough, he seemed like he'd been beaten."Riley, you shouldn't be here." He whispered, his eyes darting around the darkroom in a panic. "He could come back any minute. You need to get away from this place."If I thought he was the killer before, the thought left my mind at that time. He was bound to a chair, completely helpless
"Do you think I'm scared of your threats?" Ezra asked. "You can try pulling the trigger, and forget about saving your brother or mine."My fingers on the gun faltered for just a fraction of a second and then tightened around it again. I pressed the gun to his side. "Keep driving to the location."Ezra opened his mouth to say something, and then thought better of it and pressed his lips together; he kept his eyes trailed ahead on the road. And then I noticed as he slowly reached for his phone that was wedged between the seat and his thighs."What the hell are you doing?" I demanded."We need backup, we don't know how far this guy has gone to set us up for a trap in that abandoned place so unless you want us all to be toast, you would let me call Agent Flint."I thought of that for a moment. Was Ezra telling the truth? What if he called Flint just so he could hand me over to the agent so he could be free to go there alone?"You're lying," I sa
"I need your help." I heard Ken's voice on the other end of line. The call was on speakers so Jack could hear every word of the conversation too.My gaze met Jack's who silently mouthed me to say yes to Ken's request."What do you need help with? And where are you right now, Ken? Tell me everything starting from the beginning."Ken didn't give me an answer for the longest minute and I started to wonder if he had hung up the call like last time. "Ken?""Look, I don't know where I am and I can't give you more details. All I know is that I may or may not have much time left. I need you to do something for me.""What?""You will get a text message on your phone right now that has an address. Jackson needs to be there, without the police or the FBI.""Why Jackson?""That's the killer's deal. He would let me go in-exchange for Jackson." Ken said, and then in a soft voice, he added, "I know what Jackson means to you, Riles. If you dec
"Where are we going?" I asked. I was hit with a feeling of nostalgia as I climbed into a black BMW. This wasn't an old car, it appeared new and I wondered if it belonged to Jack or if he'd stolen it."Is this your car?"Jack smiled as he slid behind the wheel. "You ask too many questions, Cotton-Candy." He reached behind me, pulled the seat belt and secured it in place, his face coming close to mine. He pecked my lips and ran his forefinger over my lower lip lightly. "Your lips are swollen, I guess, I'm partly to blame for it."I blushed and looked out the window. "Are you going to tell me where we are going?""I have an apartment that was registered with an alias. You'll stay there for as long as this matter settles once and for all.""No," I said. "Take me home, to my apartment.""I wasn't giving you a choice, Riley.""I know you weren't, but I can't always let you make decisions for me. This concerns my brother. If he is the killer
"You have to get me out of here," I said."Not now, Riley. I can't." Ezra said. "It's safe for you to stay in the facility. There are guards outside. You're safe there. The police are going after Ken. Until we have him in custody and get a confession out of him, you will remain locked up.""So you're leaving me here?""We don't have a choice. Jack's awake and I have enough pressure from the chief of the bureau to find the killer, wrap up this case and get on with it. I can't have you running around trying to help me only to get yourself in more trouble." I had never heard Ezra more pissed in his life. "Besides, you're Ken's sister and that makes you a suspect too.""It's funny how my roles keep changing. I turn from an innocent victim to a lunatic murderer having blackouts to a suspect who conspired with her brother in the killings. That's very nice. I guess the FBI can learn to keep some consistency."Ezra heard the jibe loud and clear. "I'm doing
"You've got to be kidding me!" I stared at Ezra in disbelief. "Did Ken say that?" I may have forgotten how to blink. I shifted my gaze towards Flint to see if he would crack into a smile and declare that it was Ezra's idea to play the joke. No such thing happened. I had turned from suspect to victim and now I was reduced to being an actual murderer by my own brother. I stared at the grey walls of the interrogation room. A table separated the distance between me and the FBI Agents. Ezra was the first to speak. "Would you like anything to drink, Riley? Tea, coffee or water?" "I just need an answer." "The answer to your question is yes. He didn't outright say you killed all those people but he suggested that you may have something to do with it." Ezra explained keeping a poker face. I couldn't guess what was going on in his mind. And something else was different. They thought I was deranged. I didn't like the look
The field was surrounded by roses, but when I looked closely the roses were all dead. There was just one that had bloomed to its highest quality, the rose that Jack was holding between his fingers. He was looking into the distance at the growing mist. I climbed to my feet and stood there, wondering how I'd managed to get here. The place was completely deserted and it seemed like there was a void beyond, like nothing else existed other than the field of dead roses."I've been waiting for you, Riley." Jack’s voice was deep, I couldn't forget that voice. I'd missed hearing him speak since the last week. He had a smile on his face, but I couldn't be sure what was going on in his mind. He was difficult to read as usual.He raised his hand towards me, beckoning me to come to him. I started walking with shaky legs unsure of myself. Contrary to his appearance in the hospital where he wore an ugly hospital gown, here he was dressed in a black suit, a