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2024-10-29 19:42:56Esma’s pov
I flipped the coin in the air for the third time. If it’s head, I am going to summon Moona, if tails… the gravity pulled the coin back and I caught it on my right hand and closed my eyes briefly before seeing the result. Childish? maybe. Idiotic? Definitely yes.
It was the tie-breaker. First time it was head, second time it was tails. Now, the third time will decide what is set for my destiny. the gravity pulled the coin back. I catch the coin and cover it on my left hand and close my eyes to pray. Childish? maybe. Idiotic? Definitely yes. I don’t know if I wanted it to be heads or tails.
I wanted to summon the moon goddess. she is the only one who can give me the answers I sought. On the other hand, I haven’t heard anyone summoning the deity other than the legends. And last time I checked, nobody heard of them.
They are myth or maybe they were true.
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