""Why is he here? How did he find you? How did he know you were living here with me?"" He bombarded him with questions.
""I am as confused as you are. I honestly do not know how she found out."" He held his chest.
""I do not know why, but he seems odd. I do not like him."" Alexander frowned.
""He is gay."" Kelvin sighed.
Alexander pushed his head backwards and raised his brows.
""That is the reason he wants you back!''" Alexander hit his palm.
""He says he will take me back and give me a job again."" Kelvin thinned his lips.
""You are not probably not thinking about it, are you? He is gay Kelvin, gay!"" He almost yelled.
""I know that, but he is willing to give me a job again."" His eyes brightened.
""You are not serious Kelvin."" Alexander shook his head slowly and folded his arms.
""But Alexander, I really need this job, this might result in good pay."" Kelvin tried reasoning with him.
""Are you being for real? He is going to use you."" Alexander's eyes widened.
Kelvin looked at him confused, ""Use me?"" He frowned.
""Do you not get it? He is gay and is only attracted to guys he is definitely attracted to you."" He drove home his point.
""That means he wants you to be close to him and satisfy his desires and not him offering you a job as he claims."" Alexander added.
""Oh, so what should I do? Refuse him?""
""Well, yes."" Alexander nodded.
""You want me to refuse him?"" Kelvin stepped backwards a little.
""I know you're desperate for a job right now, but it does not mean you should stoop yourself this low."" Alexander said with all seriousness.
Kelvin was quiet for a while, ""Alexander, I am so confused right now."" He rested against the kitchen counter.
""There is nothing to be confused about. You just refuse him because he is definitely not offering you that job for your own good."" Alexander shook his head.
Kelvin heaved, ""Oh my goodness."" He held his head.
""It is okay Kelvin. You should go out there and refuse him. This will not benefit you anyway."" He held Kelvin's shoulder.
Kelvin closed his eyes for a while, ""I have to refuse him despite my pressing needs ?"" He bent his head.
""Do not tell me you want to accept his offer?"" Alexander creased his brows.
""I do not know."" He sighed deeply.
""Oh come on now Kelvin, you are not using your head right now. You have to think properly before going into things like this."" He said calmly.
""Alexander, should I really refuse this guy?"" He looked at him with sad eyes.
Alexander patted his hand gently, ""I am sorry Kelvin, you just have to."" He said softly.
Kelvin sighed deeply and nodded, ""Okay then, if this is, what is the best option."" He went back to the parlor.
Ralph stood up when he saw him.
""So have you talked about it?"" He asked eagerly.
""We have."" He said, avoiding his eyes.
""And?""
""I can not accept the job offer."" He said quietly.
""What? Why?"" Ralph asked him, feeling disheartened.
""I am sorry, but I just can not accept it."" He clenched his fists.
""But you want a job, and I am ready to give it to you."" He said sadly.
Kelvin was sad, he really needed the job, but he could not risk being used also.
""Please, I think you should leave now."" He said calmly.
""Please Kelvin, just hear me out."" He pleaded.
""I am sorry, but you just have to leave."" He looked away.
Ralph was silent. He went to the door and opened it slowly. He turned to look at Kelvin.
""I hope you realize what I feel for you one day."" He left.
Kelvin palmed his face and sat down on the couch. He was so tired and confused.
Alexander came out and sat beside him, ""You did the right thing."" He patted his back.
Kelvin shook his head slowly, ""That was my last hope."" His voice was choked.
""No it was not and it is not. More opportunities are coming your way. Trust me."" Alexander held his hand.
""I am tired and sick of this. I have lost all hope. I think this is how my life is destined to be, full of hopelessness."" A tear slid down his left cheek.
Alexander shook his head in disagreement, ""You have to stop thinking negatively. Everything will be fine."" He assured him.
""When will everything be fine? Have I not waited enough? I am tired Alexander, I am tired."" He did not bother to wipe the tears that were now flowing in a litany down his cheeks.
""Come on Kelvin, keep hope alive.""
""I can not keep any hope alive, I have already lost hope."" He bent his head.
""You will be fine."" Alexander patted his hand and stood up.
""Let me go serve dinner."" He said and went to the kitchen.
Kelvin rested his head against the couch, he closed his eyes and allowed his head to drown in thought.
The next morning, when Alexander and Jacky were yet to wake, Kelvin left the house.
It was still early in the morning and the street was not yet filled with people. The restaurant opposite their house was already open, and some customers had begun to flood in.
He had no idea of where he was going to, but he just decided to walk. He needed to clear his head lest he went crazy.
He walked down the quiet street till he got to a river.
He sat down by the river bank and closed his eyes, allowing the early morning frost to take him in.
""My life is no more than a shadow of itself. It has completely lost its meaning."" He bit his lips a little too hard.
""When did it get to this? Everything was going on smoothly."" He held his head.
""I do not know if I should end it all or just keep pushing.""
""I am tired."" He whispered.
He sat there watching the river flow. He wished he could be like it, flowing to a place he did not know and escaping all his troubles.
""I do not know how to keep pushing."" He sighed.
He drew his knees up to his chin and hugged himself. He sat there till the area began to swarm with people.
He sighed and stood up, reluctant to get up and face the day.
He walked back to his house slowly and steadily. He was not in a rush today, neither was he in a hurry for anything. He wanted to take things slowly today.
He was so absorbed in his thoughts that he did not notice a car which almost hit him.
The sound of the screeching tires jolted him out of his reverie.
A young lady came out of the car and yelled at him.
""Are you nuts? Can you not see where you are."" She stopped yelling.
She took off her sunglasses, ""I have found you!""
Kelvin stood rooted to the ground, he looked confused. She walked to him and held his hand, ""It is good to see you again Michael."" She said softly. Kelvin shook his head, ""I am not who you think I am. I am not Michael."" He said. She frowned, ""Are you trying to deny your identity now?"" She raised her nose in pretended annoyance. He frowned deeply, ""I am not denying anything. I am not Michael, my name is Kelvin."" He released his hand from hers. ""You are not Michael?"" She blinked. ""I am not Michael, I do not know who you are talking about."" He sighed. ""Oh, I am sorry, I did not realize it."" She apologized. He nodded, ""It is okay, you just mistook me for someone else."" He said calmly and continued his walk down the street. A few minutes later, he sensed something following him. He tried shoving it off his mind. He continued his walk home but noticed whatever or whoever was follo
"I swear Kev, I love you." A young girl of about nineteen years old said. She was wearing a skimpy red dress that was above her knees, with silver stiletto heels. She was fair in complexion, average in height and had nice curves. Her long wavy brown hair reached her waist. She had honey brown eyes, a pointed nose and rosy pink lips. ""Evelyn, you know what we are going to land ourselves on. Ma'am Pat wouldn't like to see us together. She'll be mad."" A young man with old clothes replied. He was pretty handsome, he had sea-blue eyes, his nose was pointed like an eagle's beak and he had red lips. He was quite muscular. ""Momma is not going to know Kev, it'll be a secret, I promise. This is going to be between us."" Evelyn rolled her eyes. ""Besides, is it money you want? I'll give it to you. Just accept me please. I really, really love you."" She pouted. She leaned forward and hugged him, her head on his chest. Kelvin didn't respond to the h
""What is wrong now?"" He wondered. His heartbeat accelerated, a bad feeling suddenly engulfed him. On getting to the entrance, he saw a group of women consoling Jacky. A white cloth was placed over something. ""Can someone tell me what's going on?"" He asked. One of the women stared at him and pointed to the cloth. ""What is under it? What is going on?"" He asked again. "Grandma is dead." Jacky croaked. He was shocked. ""Tell me it's a joke."" He said in what sounded like a whisper. One of the women holding Jacky looked up at him and said, ""No it's not. We can't joke about someone's death, especially that of an old woman."" He felt a sharp pain in his heart. He ran to the body and knelt besides it. "Grandma? Grandma? Wake up!"" Can you hear me? Please get up, you can't leave me now, get up, please get up."" He shook the dead body violently. Some men tried to lead him away from
Kelvin walked around looking sulky. His head was swelling with emotions. It had been a month since Grandma's burial yet he had no job. Justin. had asked him to refund the money in three months and he had just two months left. ""Goodness, what am I going to do?"" He thought to himself. He was so lost in his thoughts that he did not realise that he bumped into something and knocked it down. ""Oh oh."" He quickly raised it to its position. It was a signboard advertising for the position of a personal assistant. His eyes widened. He quickly jotted down the address and scurried home. ""Jacky guess what?"" He said excitedly. ""What is it now?"" Jacky asked arching his brow. ""I'll be going on a interview tomorrow. I just saw a job vacancy and I'll be going there tomorrow for an interview."" He beamed. ""That's great news."" Jacky beamed. ""So tomorrow you are going to stay Alexander till I get back.""
They got to the room. ""Here is ma'am Anna's room."" She said and left. He sighed and knocked on her door. There was no response. He knocked again but still there was no response. He opened the door a little and peeped. There was no one in the room. ""Should I go in?"" He asked himself. He opened the door and entered the room. No one seemed to be around the room. He looked around and chuckled. This lady had a thing for fashion. It was an all pink room. The walls were painted in pink,the furniture were pink, the bedspread and pillows matched with the walls and furniture. It had a lot of frills and bows There was a canopy bed with pink tulle draping down and a canopy of white voile. The light fixtures were frilly and pink, and even the light bulbs were pink-tinted! A fluffy white rug, lay in the centre. There were some ornate mirrors, and a walk in closet. The sound of steps jolted him out of h
""What's your name?"" She asked. ""It's Kelvin ma'am."" He replied. She sighed and walked inside her room. "Why can't father just leave me alone? What do I need a personal assistant for?" She frowned. Kelvin arched her brow, she might not need a personal assistant but he needed the job and the money. She walked to her study. Kelvin stood rooted to the spot he stood on. He looked around feeling uneasy. She came back with a pile of manila folders in her hands. "Hey, come take these." She said. He rushed to her and took the files from her. ""You should learn how to respond to me very fast and move fast too. I hate slow things and people."" She scoffed. Kelvin nodded, "Yes ma'am." He gulped. "We have a lot of things to do."" She walked briskly to the door. He hesitated. She turned and looked at him, "Are you not coming along? Do not just stand there."" She frowned. He blinked
Kelvin's heart stopped. His face was already bathed in sweat. He tried to reply, but he was too shaky to do so. ""You see? He could not even say anything in his defense. He is definitely a thief and a cheat!"" Evelyn said with triumph in her eyes. He shook his head, ""No, I promise you all. I am not a thief. I can not steal anything from anyone. I am saying the truth."" He said shakily. There were some doubts in Anna's eyes. ""Why would she accuse you of such a crime if you did not do as she says you have done."" She raised her brows. Kelvin put his hands together, ""Please ma'am, you have to believe me. None of what she is saying is true."" He pleaded. Evelyn rolled her eyes, ""So do you think I will just accuse you of such a thing?"" She scoffed. Anna sighed and held her head. This was his first day at work, and she was already hearing bad reports about him. ""You should tell him to leave Anna, he will do you no good
Today was a very bad day for Anna, she just lost one of the best stakeholders she had in her company and to think it was all because of one person! She got home and stormed to her room angrily. She was so heart broken and sad. She slumped on her bed as soon as she got to her room. Tears welled up in her eyes. ""Evelyn was right, he is bad luck. Why did Dad bring such a guy to me?"' She sighed and wiped her eyes. ""I am better off without a personal assistant. I can do things by myself."" She said and closed her eyes. Kelvin had arrived home. Nobody was at home, Alexander had taken Jacky to his house. He sighed and opened the door and went inside. He slumped on a couch, he was feeling helpless. ""Everything was going just fine."" He whispered. ""Why was Evelyn there? Why did she have to come there? I have lost another job because of her."" His voice was choked. He sniffed and wiped his eyes.