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Chapter # 21

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...The reprieve I earn from chaos by selling my chasm is explicitly bliss...

Evelyn POV:-

I felt so exhilarated that what I used to feel about Adrian decimated from my heart and I just can't believe that it's real. The bond which held me and Lawrence so close to each other, I appreciate it much.

It's ebullient for me. I felt like the shackles that were binding to those absurd feelings for Adrian evanesce from my sight and I let it happen.

It was all replaced by those emotions of love and devotion I felt entirely for my husband- For Lawrence.

Before I knew it, night came as the darkness fell upon my surroundings. I smiled and walked back to my room. My heart began to race by each step I took closer.

A sheepish expression was formed on my features just by remembering that intimate kiss. It was truly a bliss feeling.

I opened the door and saw Lawrence lying on the bed, rubbing his temples.

A blush crept upon my cheeks in his presence. I walked closer and asked him in a soft to
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