Twenty five years later,
Rose
I scream, making the driver hit the brakes. He looks back at me and glares. I glared back before scowling at him without offering an apology.
“You are not going to apologize for almost killing us with your bloody.” He scoffs at me.
“We are not dead,” I snarl.
He looks ahead and continues driving. I don’t close my eyes again. I pull my phone out. I napped for ten minutes and had an awful dream. The man was back in my dreams again. I hated Antonio Vega.
I didn’t think about the dream. I chose ignorance because my childhood horrors are in the past. Dead, buried and forgotten as long as I was awake.
“Are you not getting out?” the driver sighed looking behind.
“I am,” I roll my eyes.
“Then get a move on.” he hisses.
I ground my teeth and pressed a fake smile. I’m not picking a fight with the Uber driver. I pushed out of the car and took a heavy breath. The past was not defining me as long as my eyes blinked. I breathed out again and walked across the road and into the hotel.
I looked ridiculous in my oversized black coat and not to mention the heat outside was over thirty-seven. The hottest it has ever been in years. I got a few glances when I walked in because the coat was against the weather, obviously, but I couldn’t exactly prance in looking like the call girl I was.
As hot as it may be, Terrace Hotel policy would have flagged me and denied me access if they got to see underneath the coat. Worse if they caught wind of my reason for being there.
I rolled my eyes as more people still stared when I walked into the bar. I saw the right person I wanted to see and curled my lip to the side taking a seat on the stool. Everyone else could go die or burn in hell. I chose to wear this coat against the damning weather.
“Hey Benny, how about the usual?” I tapped my burgundy nails on the counter as he walked closer, smiling at me with a cocktail shaker in hand.
“Isn't it a little hot for that coat?” He smirked, leaning closer.
“Scorching hot if you really want to know.” I crossed my legs on top of the other already in work mode.
He hummed, nodding to himself, “If I was to ask what you are hiding in there, would you answer?”
“How about that drink?” I pressed a smile, looking at him under my lashes.
“Hmm?” he stared for a moment and nodded with a wink before he continued his work.
I hung back and watched Benny as he finished serving a few drinks to customers. It was obvious he was talking about me with the guy at the bar. I’m gorgeous. He confirmed by looking at me, winking. I blew him a kiss.
In no time, he was making a glass of a simple old virgin cocktail for me before scribbling what I presumed was the hotel number I needed.
“You know me so well,” I said as he slid the glass in front of me.
“How about you finally tell me what you have on?” He looked at me with mischief dancing in his eyes. “Or,” he looked back to where the guy was and he smiled.
“I can’t do that,” I rolled my eyes while taking a slow sip of my drink. “He’s not my type.”
“Come on, Red. I would not give him anything.” he placed his elbows on the counter as his hand intertwined. “I promise.” I raised my brow. “Okay, what is your type?” he asked.
Benny was new and also a curious little thing. It was too bad because he was getting nothing from me. I took a sip of my drink, looking at him before he sighed and pushed his body back. He revealed the piece of information I needed with the room number.
“Thank you,” I smiled, grabbing the piece of paper after looking at the number before shoving the paper in my coat.
“We have known each other for almost a month, you know?” He said with a smile.
“I’ve only been here twice.” I added.
“Yeah, I know,” he nodded, looking at me. “I also know Red is not your real name.”
“Obviously,” I took a sip of my cocktail with a smile, “Is that a question or a statement?” I played with my glass as I waited for him to respond.
“What’s your real name?”
I made a small laugh, looking at him. “Depends?”
“On what?” He moved closer, looking at me.
“Do you want to know my real name or,” I paused, looking at the gigantic clock behind him as he waited for me to continue, “or do you want to know what’s underneath this coat?” I smirked, taking the last sip of my cocktail and setting the glass on the table without breaking eye contact with him.
“You’re good,” he nodded.
“Decide because I have to go.” I stood and fixed my coat.
“Name.”
“Wrong question.” I clicked my tongue. "You chose the wrong question." I sigh with a shrug.
“Hey, that’s not the right answer,” he objected, shaking his head.
“I know,” I leaned closer whispering, “You know what to ask next time,” I placed the hundred rand note on the counter. "Thank you for the drink."
“Blade already paid for the drink.”
“Oh?” I raised my brow and left the money on the counter, laughing. "Blade never pays for the drinks. Next time, choose a better lie."
I made my way to the elevator with a smile on my face. Benny was sweet, but he could never be the right guy. If we may have met under different circumstances, maybe but I have a shitty life. I'm hiding from a very dangerous man who wants me dead.
I took a deep sigh and shook off distractions. I was locking away scared Rose for a couple of hours while I worked. I practiced my smile in the elevator bank mirrors and pumped myself by shaking everything off. The elevator door slid apart and I walked out ready.
I took out the oversized glasses that were in my coat and placed them in front of my eyes. I had been with older men mostly, but this time I was getting someone younger after almost a year. He was also a virgin and since I was one of the youngest girls, as per my client’s request, Blade chose me.
I lifted my chin to press the buzzer and paused, putting my game face on. No matter how unattractive the person will be, I need to show confidence and smile.
“You are fierce.” I whisper.
I had buzzed twice and there was no answer, so I double pressed, hoping he would open. I noticed a do not disturb sign on the door handle and double-checked the number to see if I got the right room number. My glasses fell off as I looked at the piece of paper.
I bent down and picked them up the same time the door opened. I was still reaching for the glasses when I averted my glass and sucked deep. I never bother looking at the man’s profiles because most of the men lied and made themselves look younger or fitter.
Blade had not done this virgin justice when he casually just mentioned that he was young because he was attractive. He was coming straight from the shower and looked so damn fine with nothing, but a towel wrapped on his waist hiding many sins.
I never get dumb folded over a man. They are the ones who usually do a double-take, but this time I looked. I was trying to picture how he was still a virgin when he looked good enough to eat like that. I know I had all that until tomorrow and I would not complain, finally. Until the sun rises the next day, I wouldn't mind educating him. He was going to get his money's worth.
I licked my lips and I composed myself. I pushed my body up with a smile. He looked at me with a frown. That was going to change after he saw underneath the oversized coat.
I should say something, but the water dripping on the ridges of his torso was too distracting. My windpipe was missing as I licked my lips and curled my lips. I’m sure I look more ridiculous without speaking, which makes him move aside, letting me walk in, giving me the courage I needed to introduce myself the way Blade always wants.
I didn’t have to channel or force my sultry voice with him. The man was hot. Any woman who gets to see him like this would purr.
“If you had waited, maybe we would have–“
I never got the chance to finish my sentence, as the frown on his face had changed into something else. He caught me by surprise because I wasn’t expecting him to be in control, which was a huge turn on. He had his hand on my neck but not squeezing.
“Start talking,” he said, looking at me flipping a few wet strands away from his eyes.
“It would be better if I showed you,” I smiled.
Guess we were role playing already, as per his request. I moved my hand to undo the coat, and he held my hand, stopping me from revealing what he needed to see.
“Don’t fucking play with me, woman. Answer me before I squeeze the life out of you.” His brown eyes flashed dangerously.
“I don’t think Blade would like that,” I answered with a smile.
“Why the fuck are you smiling?” He growled.
Danger bells rang but I took a calming breath. He was a client. This was just a job. Acting. I was not in real danger or so I hoped.
“I wasn’t expecting you to be dominant, but I don’t mind.” I shrugged and acted cool.
“You think this is a game?” He squeezed my neck a little. Not too hard. I could still speak.
“You need to ease up on the grip,” I sighed, losing my smile for a second. If we are doing this, there are things we have to be clear on. "Let go and so we can discuss the rules first."
“I heard a voice. Is everything okay?” a female voice came from the other room. “What the hell are you doing?”
“You need to leave,” his tone was commanding. He was talking to her, but his eyes never left mine.
“I thought-“
“Be quiet,” his voice was gruff.
I observed him. Blade would definitely not approve of my frown, but this man was giving me chills and not the fun kind. I was getting cold scary chills. It was bringing back memories and I fought them back down.
“You can’t hold her like that. You need to let her go.”
“Get out now,” he said, not bothering to look at her, but she seemed shocked so he repeated. "Why are you standing there staring," he glanced at the women, "I told you to leave. Get a move on."
My client was not a virgin, and this had Blade written all over it. He had screwed me once again. He knew I would have refused to have a dominant man. I despise controlling men.
I hate that Blade sent me here blindsided. He might have been attractive and turned me on earlier, but he was scaring me. The stare he was giving me made me feel small and weak. I despised feeling small and weak
I kept my mouth shut, but I was very alert. I'm very familiar with dangerous looking men. This man was dangerous and his gigantic hands would definitely snap me like a twig. I am prepared to run if I get a chance.
Luke Zalchini I had taken off for a few days, which was not setting the right example, but at this moment I couldn't care less. They think I bailed before the ship sank, but I have an excellent strategy in the making. I was going to be the most feared mafia boss. They will not see it coming until it’s too late. Most have doubts and they want to take the power away from me. I would love to see them try because they were going to fail. My father was a leader when he was thirty five. I thought being a thirty-two-year-old bachelor would buy me some more time, but my father insists on me finding a bride. They think I’m a joke, but they are wrong because I’m going to prove that power will stay with the Zalchini. I will make every single one of those who second-guessed me pay with their deaths. The odds might not be in my favor because they have the manpower, but I have a few cards to play. They think I don’t have the means because I don't have a wife. I do not need a leash or a brainles
Rose Blade was a horrible boss, and I was planning to take his business for this very reason. He never verifies the supplied information after he sees the money offered. Most of the profiles lie. I was stuck with this man. I highly doubted my self-defense skills working here. I looked at him as he leaned closer, attempting to touch me. I had warned him away, but he was smugly smiling at me. He looked at me like I was his wounded prey. His eyes looked scary and wolfish ready for the hunt. Blade really needs to take extra precautions and get someone with better muscles like the silent guy who hit Benny. He looked like someone who knew what he was doing. “So, Red, what do you have hiding inside that coat?” he moved his face even closer. “Don’t you think it’s a little too hot to be having that massive thing wrapped around you?” “We don't want any trouble,” Benny groaned. He was sweet, but right now, I needed him to be like that muscled guy. “Why don’t you let us go, and maybe the bo
Rose I was still sitting in my chair, trying to process what had just happened. I have never seen Blade back down from a negotiation. Dark eyes must have been the big bad if Blade stammered like this. Benny couldn’t wait to leave me with this man. I was left looking at the man who changed my afternoon by dropping his name. There was no one to save me from him, and I hated that I was attracted to him before. All I wanted was to knee him and get the hell out. My gut was never wrong when danger lurked. This man was, danger himself. “Now that you know my name, how about you tell me yours?” he moved to a drawer before coming back with a pocketknife in hand. I ignored him as he walked closer, cutting me loose. I reached for my hands, glad to be free to wiggle and move. He set the pocketknife back as I watched. He spun around and leaned back as he crossed his arms around his bare chest. “What is your name?” “Red,” “Your real name.” he raised a brow. “I prefer you to call me Red,”
Rose I have never experienced something this intense before, and it was too much for me to handle. My brain was in a frenzy. Red sirens blaring in my mind. He was an attractive man and whatever we just did was scary. I needed to get it together. “Just a job, Rose.” I whisper. I tapped my cheeks to block out the thought of wishing there could be more here. I looked at myself in the mirror, I kept the mantras. “Just a job.” I repeated for good measure. I walked back, ignoring the unexpected thoughts. The quicker I can get my head straight, the quicker I can get the hell out. My sixth sense was always right, and the warning was clear. I had to find an excuse to leave. Blade be damned. The moment I walked in and saw him sitting naked, staring at his phone, I suddenly felt hot and bothered. I wish I could slap my face to get this attraction off the man. This was the first time I was enjoying my job. My body was excited. A little too excited that the reality was blurring. A very cle
Rose Everything clicked when he mentioned Samuel Vega. Fabio’s first born son. The jewel of the family according to Antonio. I remembered why his name was vaguely familiar earlier. I had slept with the enemy. Literally. This was bad. “Shit,” I stumbled. I left my belongings. They were going to slow me down. I slid into my coat and walked out of the door. I looked back and saw him leaning on the doorframe folding his hands. He was smiling and not chasing after me. I was confused because he made no effort or called after me but I ran. If he knew who I was he would have not done what he did. I almost rolled over the stairs with the way I was running. I held the rail and eased a bit looking up. He was not following me which was odd I clenched my fists and ran steadily, my eyes looking down at my steps. It was a long way down but I couldn’t wait for the elevator. I could see the ground floor and picked up my speed. I looked back up again and saw no one. It looked like I was insane f
Luke She did her job. A job well done. If there was a place to rate, I would go right up and place a thumbs up and give five stars. I was pleased. I watched her peacefully sleep as she snored lightly. She looked beautiful in her sleep. She stirred, and I thought she was going to wake up, but her eyes remained closed. I let her rest after a long night. We were awake until almost dawn. I wonder why I never stopped at Club Lotus before, because I was missing out on this beauty. I can’t wait for what I have in store for her. She might be a call girl, but she captivated me and there was more to her. She was not just a beautiful temptress. There was a secret she was concealing. She had weirdly piqued my interest. It could be the challenge she posed that was more thrilling. Whatever it was, had made me wait for her to wake up. I was supposed to have left an hour ago, but there is something I have to do before I leave. I was going to wait however long it took for her to wake up. One mor
Rose I couldn’t wait to run off after Luke dropped me off. I have never been good at guessing games and I hate guessing. Trying to figure Luke's angle was not my job. My job was to get as far away as possible. I was a target of yet another powerful man. My life can never rid itself of danger. I blamed Fabio for this. If he had left my poor mother alone none of this would be happening. “Rose?” Poppy got up, “What’s wrong?” “Girl, you look pale,” Lola added as they both stood in front of me. "I have to check something," I managed and moved. The girls shouted after me, but I needed time to process. I locked my room and went to the bathroom and ran the shower. I went to my closet. I pushed my hanged clothes to the left and pulled the board on the wall, revealing my safe. My index finger shakingly punched the code and pulled out a cellphone. I moved to place my ear on the door. I couldn't hear them, but I had to be cautious. When I switched on the tv on the wall, I chose a random s
RoseI began working and ignored Benny. The bar buzzed and people started showing. The night proceeded as it usually does. The music became louder, the lights dimmer. I had forgotten how hot it can get. “It’s been two hours,” Benny was beside me, “Are you not going to talk to me?”“Yes.” “Come on,” Benny stopped me and I glared at him."Stop touching me. Stop trying to talk to me." The phone rang again and Benny went to answer it.“It’s for you.” I sighed.“Blade?”“Shift is over. Swing by my office. We need to talk.” I hung up and looked at Benny. Once again, I was in trouble for doing my fucking job. I shook my head and walked away without a word. The damage was already done.“What’s going on between you and Benny?” Blade looked from his screen.“Nothing. You should ask him what his problem is. I told him to stop talking to me.”“Why are you being difficult today?” he asked.“I’m not,” I looked away.“Did Luke do something?” I laughed, “I’m serious. Did he threaten you or somethi
Rose I was staring at the ceiling in the guest room. I couldn’t sleep here and I had no plan of escape. Mik was trying to keep me as a “guest” but I was a prisoner who was waiting for my older brother to come murder me. I was thinking of maybe forming an alliance, but there was no way in hell he would entertain the thought. He would be glad to drag my ass to Antonio and gut me in front of him. I sharply exhaled and placed my feet on the floor. This was no time to get ahead of myself. I have survived this long and I can do it again. Samuel was an idiot who can’t decide without Antonio holding his hand. “Oh Fabio, your son will not be pleased to see me tomorrow.” I sighed. I only saw Samuel twice. The first encounter was okay because we were children. Antonio hadn’t brain washed him then. The second encounter was very bloody. I don’t like to even think about it. ***Flashback*** I had opened my eyes and heard screaming. The door burst open, and I saw uncle Jason holding his gun
Rose You know the feeling that nags at the back of the brain. The one that’s constantly there and you think it’s nothing. It feels like it’s just in your head and it will eventually leave on its own accord. That feeling was paranoia. Paranoia I should have listened to because nothing is ever okay after I have the nagging feeling ever. I regret being caught and brought back to Luke because everything was fucked. “Why are you doing this?” Benny was unconscious on the floor with blood on the back of his head from the heavy blow he suffered. Mister missing my wife and you remind me of her and creeper was not in a suit anymore. “What do you want with me?” “Relax darlin.” “Don’t tell me to relax and I'm not your darling.” I snarl. “I like you,” he pointed, “Bet that’s why Luke spent more time with you than anyone else.” “He paid for it.” “I know. That’s why my friend wants to talk to you.” he smiled. “Who are you people?” I asked. I swallowed. The red flags were off the charts
RoseI should stop being hopeful, really. Nothing ever gets better. I don't know why I even try. I was trying hard to do my job, but the mysterious stranger has become more of a stalker. The man won’t stop showing up at the club to watch me. He didn’t want to chat. He just wanted to watch me. He was always in the VIP section. The place is secluded and private. Most people don’t even know he is there. It's creepy. I blame Blade. “Hey,” Lola hugged me, “Don’t mind him. He will leave.”“When?” I whispered. “He has been here for a week now. The man is really sick. He needs help.”“Who cares?""I do. He needs to mourn his wife some other way." I scowled."He is not causing trouble.""And yet I feel uneasy every time he shows up here." "You are lucky you are not going to the parties. I’m exhausted. I'm not as wild as I used to be.” "Please," I roll my eyes, "you live for the parties."“True," she grins."Then stop complaining. Go on. We don’t want Blade calling us to the office.” I sigh
RoseI began working and ignored Benny. The bar buzzed and people started showing. The night proceeded as it usually does. The music became louder, the lights dimmer. I had forgotten how hot it can get. “It’s been two hours,” Benny was beside me, “Are you not going to talk to me?”“Yes.” “Come on,” Benny stopped me and I glared at him."Stop touching me. Stop trying to talk to me." The phone rang again and Benny went to answer it.“It’s for you.” I sighed.“Blade?”“Shift is over. Swing by my office. We need to talk.” I hung up and looked at Benny. Once again, I was in trouble for doing my fucking job. I shook my head and walked away without a word. The damage was already done.“What’s going on between you and Benny?” Blade looked from his screen.“Nothing. You should ask him what his problem is. I told him to stop talking to me.”“Why are you being difficult today?” he asked.“I’m not,” I looked away.“Did Luke do something?” I laughed, “I’m serious. Did he threaten you or somethi
Rose I couldn’t wait to run off after Luke dropped me off. I have never been good at guessing games and I hate guessing. Trying to figure Luke's angle was not my job. My job was to get as far away as possible. I was a target of yet another powerful man. My life can never rid itself of danger. I blamed Fabio for this. If he had left my poor mother alone none of this would be happening. “Rose?” Poppy got up, “What’s wrong?” “Girl, you look pale,” Lola added as they both stood in front of me. "I have to check something," I managed and moved. The girls shouted after me, but I needed time to process. I locked my room and went to the bathroom and ran the shower. I went to my closet. I pushed my hanged clothes to the left and pulled the board on the wall, revealing my safe. My index finger shakingly punched the code and pulled out a cellphone. I moved to place my ear on the door. I couldn't hear them, but I had to be cautious. When I switched on the tv on the wall, I chose a random s
Luke She did her job. A job well done. If there was a place to rate, I would go right up and place a thumbs up and give five stars. I was pleased. I watched her peacefully sleep as she snored lightly. She looked beautiful in her sleep. She stirred, and I thought she was going to wake up, but her eyes remained closed. I let her rest after a long night. We were awake until almost dawn. I wonder why I never stopped at Club Lotus before, because I was missing out on this beauty. I can’t wait for what I have in store for her. She might be a call girl, but she captivated me and there was more to her. She was not just a beautiful temptress. There was a secret she was concealing. She had weirdly piqued my interest. It could be the challenge she posed that was more thrilling. Whatever it was, had made me wait for her to wake up. I was supposed to have left an hour ago, but there is something I have to do before I leave. I was going to wait however long it took for her to wake up. One mor
Rose Everything clicked when he mentioned Samuel Vega. Fabio’s first born son. The jewel of the family according to Antonio. I remembered why his name was vaguely familiar earlier. I had slept with the enemy. Literally. This was bad. “Shit,” I stumbled. I left my belongings. They were going to slow me down. I slid into my coat and walked out of the door. I looked back and saw him leaning on the doorframe folding his hands. He was smiling and not chasing after me. I was confused because he made no effort or called after me but I ran. If he knew who I was he would have not done what he did. I almost rolled over the stairs with the way I was running. I held the rail and eased a bit looking up. He was not following me which was odd I clenched my fists and ran steadily, my eyes looking down at my steps. It was a long way down but I couldn’t wait for the elevator. I could see the ground floor and picked up my speed. I looked back up again and saw no one. It looked like I was insane f
Rose I have never experienced something this intense before, and it was too much for me to handle. My brain was in a frenzy. Red sirens blaring in my mind. He was an attractive man and whatever we just did was scary. I needed to get it together. “Just a job, Rose.” I whisper. I tapped my cheeks to block out the thought of wishing there could be more here. I looked at myself in the mirror, I kept the mantras. “Just a job.” I repeated for good measure. I walked back, ignoring the unexpected thoughts. The quicker I can get my head straight, the quicker I can get the hell out. My sixth sense was always right, and the warning was clear. I had to find an excuse to leave. Blade be damned. The moment I walked in and saw him sitting naked, staring at his phone, I suddenly felt hot and bothered. I wish I could slap my face to get this attraction off the man. This was the first time I was enjoying my job. My body was excited. A little too excited that the reality was blurring. A very cle
Rose I was still sitting in my chair, trying to process what had just happened. I have never seen Blade back down from a negotiation. Dark eyes must have been the big bad if Blade stammered like this. Benny couldn’t wait to leave me with this man. I was left looking at the man who changed my afternoon by dropping his name. There was no one to save me from him, and I hated that I was attracted to him before. All I wanted was to knee him and get the hell out. My gut was never wrong when danger lurked. This man was, danger himself. “Now that you know my name, how about you tell me yours?” he moved to a drawer before coming back with a pocketknife in hand. I ignored him as he walked closer, cutting me loose. I reached for my hands, glad to be free to wiggle and move. He set the pocketknife back as I watched. He spun around and leaned back as he crossed his arms around his bare chest. “What is your name?” “Red,” “Your real name.” he raised a brow. “I prefer you to call me Red,”