Tara knew enough about the Wild Wolf. If she could get in. The club lived up to its name. There was everything from gambling to a sex dungeon. She’d seen the women enter with their rich mates or lovers. They went there to get their rocks off. While the rabble, like Tara, worked themselves into an early grave. They didn’t get the luxury to be horny, only hungry.
She didn’t have sexy clothes. Tara’s wardrobe included jeans, sweats, t-shirts, and a ratty winter coat. The money she saved would replace her coat became the money she used to buy a sexy outfit from a charity shop. She’d time to shop. The Wild Wolf opened at nine that evening. The papers Alpha Elmwood dropped off told her everything. Eddie hadn’t said he’d been skimming off the top and he’d gambled with it. Eddie used his winnings to cover his theft. This time, there were no winnings. He’d run before they caught him. Their daddy taught them to gamble, and Tara learned from his mistakes. Their father had died from a bullet to the head when he won at a table with the wrong people. Shifters may heal fast, but no one healed after losing half their head. She’d learned to count cards while learning gambling was a death sentence. Here she was trying on fancy underwear and a dress she’d wear nowhere else. Had she truly learned that lesson? It was a miracle she’d found shoes to match the underwear in her size. This was crazy, what was she doing? Eddie had described the club at one time. The men often shed their suit jackets and shirts to walk about in their pants and boots. The women, he said, shed their clothes and walked about in sexy underwear or naked. It was as scandalous as it sounded. For Tara, matching underwear was a pipe dream. She was lucky to have clean underwear sometimes. It costs so much to wash clothes, so she often washed her stuff in the bathtub and hung it to air dry in their room. Now, she stood in the change room looking at her shapeless body in a black lacy push-up bra with matching panties and garter belt. It must have been from someone’s failed sexy getaway because the black stockings were still in their original package. There’s a little more bad karma to heap on this effort. She needed to come out with twenty-two thousand dollars and Alpha Elmwood left her with two thousand. She’d have to be careful. Places like this had people on the look out for people doing exactly what she’d do tonight. Counting cards, a form of cheating the house. This didn’t sit well with her, but what was she to do? Her job wouldn’t pay rent let alone this debt. Alpha Elmwood threatened to kill Eddie and abandon her. It was after lunch and Tara hid in her room, eating little of the food she’d scavenged from the supermarket’s dumpster. It was canned food and a carton of orange juice all about to expire in two days. Here it wouldn’t last that long. She didn’t care about expiry dates beyond it was free. She’d waited and thought about what she’d say to get into the club. The hours ticked by, and she tried calling Eddie several times. No answer his number only rang. She felt so isolated and betrayed. How could he have done this? They were family, blood. He knew this was a bad path. Finally, at eight, Tara put on what little makeup she had, did her blonde hair up in a messy bun, and slipped into the outfit. She only knew how to put her hair into this style. Her mother hadn’t stayed around after her father’s death to teach her much more.Tara had been fourteen and Eddie, twelve. She became his mom and raised Eddie the best way she could. Missing both her parents terribly, knowing there was no way to go back to what their lives were. She assumed her mother left and faded from life like some wolves did after their mates die. Tara used public transit to get to the Wild Wolf. It was an enormous square building with a neon sign of the wall of a Wolf with wild eyes gnashing its teeth. The sign read Wild Wolf Private Members Club. Basically, anyone old enough to drink could enter the first bar, but members and guests could go deeper into the bowls of depravity. She entered the bar easily enough. With only one odd encounter, a bouncer at the door leaned toward her and sniffed her. Then he said, “Go on through, little lady, but mind your manners, you never know when a wild wolf will pounce on a tasty treat like you.” His grin told her he was enjoying himself far too much. Tara was ready to turn tail and run, but where would she run to? The Elmwood Pack wouldn’t keep her if she didn’t come back with twenty-four thousand dollars. So, she entered the bar while she nervously smiled at the bouncer. A quick look around, she could see a few people drifting off through a doorway where two more bouncers lounged on barstools. One or two people were stopped and not allowed any further. Tara chickened out on her first pass and entered the ladies’ room. She looked at herself in the mirror and tried to psych herself up. It would be easier if she knew more about getting in. She was there alone. Did she need a man to take her through? The night was young, she’d get a drink and study the people entering the backrooms. She walked out of the bathroom and to the bar. There she waited to get the attention of the bartender. A huge burly wolf shifter by his eyes golden wolf-eyes, even in his human skin. Tara was always jealous of that. She had pale green eyes and her only wolf tell was the slight red in her blonde hair. No wolf she knew had green eyes, even her parents. “What will you have, little lady?” “Oh, uh, rum and coke, please.” “ID please Miss.” “Yeah, sure.” People assumed she was young because of her lack of curves. So this was something she’d expected. “Here you go.” She gave him her ID and a twenty-dollar bill to pay for the drink. “Thank you. I’ll be right back with your drink.” The place was filling fast, and she was too short to see the door to the backrooms or the bouncers sitting on either side of it. Tara accepted the drink. “Thanks.” She turned away from the bar, but not before she saw a curious look pass from the bartender to someone in the crowd behind her. She didn’t think much of it as she searched for a seat. Which appeared impossible to find. There was a hand suddenly on her elbow. Tara gasped in surprise as she looked up into the face of the bouncer from the front door. “My dear, you’re late for the party. What are you doing out here?” He ushered her towards the back rooms. “Gentlemen, if you’d call Rachel, we have a new member who needs a friendly wild wolf welcome.” He’d skipped the line of shifters waiting to enter and left her with the bouncers. Tara saw a bouncer use an earpiece to contact someone. While they leered at her. She couldn’t keep eye contact with either bouncer after one licked his lips. “Rachel will be here in a moment. If you’ll step through, you can wait there.” “Yes, of course, thank you.” Tara blushed and gave the others in line a sheepish look of apology as she entered. On the other side of the door was a room with four more doors leading from it. The doors each had a silhouette on them. Two female, and two male silhouettes. One male and one female were kneeling, while the others stood with whips in their hands. Tara expected a gambling den, not a game of which door to choose. “Welcome, I’m Rachel. You must be new here. Normally we give a tour to new members during the day, but every member is welcome.” She winked every time she said member like it was the funniest thing. “Now, what are your interests, my dear?” “I, uh… came looking to relax, maybe gamble a little, and have a drink or two.” “Well, my dear. I think we can interest you in so much more.” Tara could barely look Rachel in her blue eyes. She had too much personality, and Tara was too nervous. Again, she wanted to run. “Let’s get you out of your street wear and then you’ll more comfortable. Then we can find something interesting for you to do-.” “What?” Rachel ushered Tara through the door with the kneeling woman silhouette. Now, Tara understood these were locker rooms. “Now, available lockers have keys in their locks. Just slip out of your dress and let’s see what we have.” Tara was about to protest when Rachel stopped her. “This is how we dress; you’ll look and feel out of place. Come on, let’s see what you have. We’re all shifters. You can walk around naked under the full moon, then you can walk around in fancy underwear.” Tara couldn’t argue with that. It was true. Even though she knew this might happen, Tara was self-conscious of her appearance. “Keep your purse. You’ll need to setup an account.” Tara nodded and avoided looking directly at Rachel. Instead, she watched the floor and her hands as she removed her dress. “Not bad. You’ll fit in. Now, lock up, and follow me. I’ll take you to the cashier.” Rachel ushered Tara from the room. “What’s your name, dear?” “My name? It’s Tara.” “Well, Tara, I’m glad you’re here. Bill, we need an account. Tara, I need to look in on someone. Bill will help you set up your account. By the time that’s done, I’ll show you around.” “Thank you, yes, of course.” Tara wasn’t sure what was going on or what to say. It was all so fast. She knew she was trapped playing along. She’d made it this far, maybe she could do this.. “If you’ll fill this in and sign the highlighted areas, we’ll get you some chips.” Bill, too, seemed nice when he handed her a clipboard with documents. There were several and Tara was sure she wouldn’t understand them if she read them.Bill was an older shifter with streaks of white at his temples. He kept his eyes off her breasts, but she could tell that it was an effort. Tara filled in the card and signed documents on the clipboard. It wasn’t any information she’d ever had given out before and finally signed her name in a few places. Nothing would trace back to the old motel or her pack. She knew once tonight was over, she’d never need it again. “That’s perfect, though I’m not sure how a little mouse like you will play with the big boys. Well, maybe one of them will take pity on you when you lose and let you work off any debts.” “Work off debts?” Tara wasn’t sure she liked that. “Oh, it’s not a hardship. It’s all about pleasure and service.” As if on cue, Tara heard the crack of a whip and the sound a woman’s cry of ecstasy. Tara froze surprised and felt exposed as her body responded to the sounds. “Ah, the floor show has started. This is done. Here’s your chips. Good luck. If you stand there while you wait for Rachel, you’ll see the floor show.”People were walking around. Sure enough, no one was wearing much. A couple of people were even led by her with collars and leashes nothing more. Tara thought that was the floor show until she heard the crack of the whip again. She jumped in response and watched it land on the bare backside of a bound woman. The sounds brought her attention to a woman bent over a bench and restrained with chains. Tara’s body shivered with unfamiliar feelings she couldn't describe. Tara could see the woman’s face and she appeared to be enjoying this treatment. That this was the best thing ever that she’d experienced.As the floor show continued, Tara watched the crowd as the large dark-haired man plied the whip to the women’s flesh. His tanned bare chest gleamed in the club's lights, accenting his sculpted muscles and warrior’s body. His tattoos fascinated her. As she watched, his concentration never strayed from the woman. He ignored everyone else. To him, it was just the two of them. An intimate e
Cal entered the gambling floor and moved to table four. Everyone there was a regular, and they knew something was up when the owner sat at the table. With a smile to Tara, he was dealt in. A look crossed the table between the dealer and Cal. The dealer’s eyes shifted to a man standing to her right. A security guard sent to monitor her movements and how she played. He watched for counting cards, and other signs she was cheating. “You’re new here. Is this your first time?” Cal asked her as he assessed his cards. Discarded two and picked up two. “Yes.” Tara couldn’t believe it. The guy with the whip, the owner and Alpha, was sitting beside her, playing against her. She felt small beside him. Another alpha, how many were in this place? They must be on to her. There was no way she could look at him directly, and she was desperately trying to concentrate on her game with her mind wandered to the floor show. His tattoos were striking, and she tried not to stare. “What
Tara was stunned. This couldn’t be happening. She was supposed to get the money and leave. Or he was supposed to kick her out of his territory to suffer the consequences of failure. Or kill her outright. This wasn’t part of her plan. Tara didn’t know what to do. “Kneel!” Cal commanded loudly. Tara shook herself and slipped from the chair. She was now on autopilot from her fear. “This is what happens to people who cheat. Now, you aren’t a normal gambler, who sent you?” Tara couldn’t tell him. Alpha Elmwood would kill her along with Eddie. Either way, she’d die at an alpha’s hands. Tara couldn’t look at him. His anger now was like a raw force of nature pressing down on her. It was all she could do not to hyperventilate. “So, you won’t say anything. Fine, you can go into a cage for a while and think about where your loyalties should lie.” Cal pulled the door open, and the hulking wolf entered again. “You’ll crawl on all fours to your cage. Guy, take her to the stables
Tara didn’t know how long it’d been, but she was sure the club was closed. She’d fallen asleep there, curled up on the mat. She almost wished he’d left her leash. All of this could have ended with her. Eddie might miss her in passing, but she knew unlike her, her death would only make him stumble for the moment. She’d be devastated if he died.When Guy returned, Tara missed him entering the room and only noticed him when he was standing over her cage. “Eat.” “What?” Tara wasn’t someone who woke up easily, and she wasn’t a napping type of person. She needed a good eight to ten hours to be instantly awakened when woken like this. But she’d not had that in so long, she’d almost forgotten the pleasure of it. “Cal ordered me to make sure you eat, or it will be added to your punishment.” Guy didn’t look like he would budge on this, and she imagined them forcing a tube down her throat, then pouring something down the tube. Tara groaned and looked at the bowls of water
Cal notified the security of a medical emergency in the stables. The pack healer was needed. He hurried to the stables with several men who had emergency medical experience. As he entered, his phone pinged. “Healer en route. ETA two minutes.” Cal announced. His heart pounded still since he heard the panic in Guy’s voice. Cal didn’t have time to ask himself why it was imperative she not die. He knew he’d claimed responsibility for her and now… He’d no time to think beyond saving her and finding out how this happened. If he killed someone in his territory, it was his business, but his reputation would suffer. It also suffered for a murder or crime he didn’t investigate properly. His men rushed to her prone body, lying on the cold concrete floor. Guy knelt beside her, frantically trying to wake her. It wasn’t every day this happened. Cal watched the two men move and take over. “I got it from the fridge like I always do and put it in her cage. She rested and slowly a
“Alpha, we need to take her somewhere better. She’s stable enough to move to a bed. It’ll take time to remove the silver from her. They used powdered colloidal silver, they didn’t need much. I have someone testing all the food. I suspect they laced the sandwich.” “She’ll live?” “She’ll live, but she’ll be weak for several days. I can’t give you an exact time frame because of her low body weight. I’m unsure she can shift because of her weight. We’ll need the key to the chains. The shifter silver won’t help her recovery and throw off our tests.” Cal nodded and dug out the tiny key. He’d leave strict instructions to keep her locked until he collared her. He didn’t like it, but he hated all of this. The healer took the key and removed the chains. “I’ll say she’s not your usual type, Alpha.” “We caught her cheating tonight. We haven’t interrogated her. I’m aware she doesn’t fit with our usual troublemakers.” “So? What? You were scaring her a bit?” Cal didn’t r
“Alright, I’m going to start by saying. Yes, I suspect she’s like the other patsies and doesn’t understand what her stunt would cost us. We can’t be sure she’s not tied up in something with her brother. Tara claims he’s on the run from something. Which could be why she was attacked. Tara appeared unsure of what or if her brother did something wrong. Which leads me to suspect if that she’s a victim. Then we have a third scenario: they attacked her to prevent her from saying something. So she’s a patsy and expendable to whoever is doing this. Or we have someone finally who’s in deep enough to give us answers.” Cal hated most of those possibilities, and most of them didn’t sit right with his conscience. He tried to read the room as he spoke, and it was difficult. “Now, what do you have to say to me?” If nothing else, Cal listened to others before deciding, but he made it, good or bad. It was his to claim responsibility for along with the people and territory he protected. “Wel
Tara woke slowly and knew she wasn’t fully awake. Her body hurt all over, and she found her hands were restrained. Tara was confused about what was going on. Where was she? She didn’t recognize the room. “Shh… You’re okay. You’ve been through a lot. Relax, you’ve been ill. Try to rest. I’ll tell the Alpha you woke up.” Tara’s sight was blurry, and she didn’t know who the woman was that spoke to her. The room was dim and there were no windows. Nothing made sense. What was happening? “Who are you? Why can’t I move? Don’t bother telling him, he won’t care. I failed. He won’t let me come back.” Tara was trying to remember how she could have gotten there and hating everything she could remember. Her head hurt and it made it hard to think straight. But she knew she wasn’t supposed to be alive. “You can call me Healer Daniels. Do you mean you aren’t part of the pack any longer?” Healer Daniels was trying to be important for understanding this young wolf an
One Year Later —Tara sat out on the poach behind the packhouse with a laptop open to a spreadsheet. She and Emily were working out the next year’s budget and the projects they’d tackle.With Emily looking after the club while they were up here. It was interesting, to say the least.Tara gave birth on schedule. It was about the only thing that was on schedule these days, and Cal was sitting on a blanket on the grass with one-year-old Natalie Nichols. The apple of her daddy’s eye. She had him wrapped around her little finger and he’d have it no other way.Eddie and his Lycan girlfriend were now running the kitchens here for Rachel. They’d mated and, well… Tara expected to hear that they’d have pups soon enough.Jaxon, well, he was back in the city. Tara wasn’t sure what was happening with him. Cal wouldn’t speak of it. But Jaxon took a leave of absence from his position for a bit. Tara wasn’t receiving the full story. But as far as she could tell. Jaxon may have two mates. One wasn’t d
Five Months Later —Tara felt like the size of a house. She propped her ankles up on her desk and she had to eat her fries with no salt. It wasn’t the same, nothing tasted the same. The poking from inside was regular now and she couldn’t wait for the last six weeks to go by. She’d been six weeks pregnant when her symptoms started and since then, if it wasn’t one symptom, it was another. Tara would be more than happy for these little monsters to enter the world.Cal was everywhere and nowhere, it seemed. He told her to clear her calendar today because he wanted to show her their new territory. The thought of trudging out there was exhausting to her. But she’d do it because he was just so insistent. He promised they’d stay the night out there and come back the next day at a leisurely pace.“You ready to go?”“Yes, I just don’t understand why we have to do this now. When all I want to do is take a nap.”“You can nap in the vehicle on the way. Don’t worry, I’ve packed everything we need a
Tara could feel the ball of conflicting emotions rolling about in her head and her belly. She had a new life inside her. No matter what, she’d never be alone again. But how did she explain all of this to them when the time came?How should she explain this to Cal? He had to be expecting this. Look at the second floor. She didn’t like it necessarily. Their pups living completely separately from us with someone else looking after them. Why hadn’t they spoken about this before?Tara’s eyes closed as the elevator dinged and opened. She’d not thought that it was important before this because she wasn’t pregnant, and they didn’t have any pups. Now she thought of it.This morning, Cal was gone before she got out of bed. This was a day she didn’t train, because there were other things she needed to get done. Which, of course, didn’t get done? A few steps brought her to Cal’s office over the club.She knocked and entered when she received the okay to enter. Tara lucked out because Cal was alon
David Monroe struggle with the enforcer training. His heart wasn’t in it and his skills lay in other places, but everyone lumped him in with the other male Lycans because he was a Lycan. He’d exhausted almost every avenue trying to explain to them he’d rather be patching people up and treating pups with fevers. While he was moping during a break, his phone rang, and it surprised him to see that Emily’s name came up on his phone. “Hello, Emily. What’s wrong? Why are you calling?” He couldn’t think of a reason she could be calling him for, but any chance he got to speak with her was better than nothing. “I’ll tell you, but you have to be very careful with what you say. No one can know why you’re about to be ordered to the Luna’s office. What we need you to do, is slip out of the packhouse. If anyone asks, you’re running an errand for the Luna. That’s it nothing more. What you need to do is go to the closest pharmacy and pick up a pregnancy kit. Come back here
Again, Tara was up late the next morning. Cal was determined he wouldn’t let her feel like he neglected anything about her. From sympathizing with her, to how her emotions were toward absolutely everything, and he didn’t forget to include planning their future together.Well, he talked, and she mostly listened. What he said wasn’t bad. Tara didn’t have a problem with any of his ideas. She didn’t have much to add or at this time have an emotional connection to any of it.Now, though, Tara needed to get her day going, and she felt like something that had been dredged from a swampy pond. It took only minutes for Emily, her newest staff member, to realize there was something wrong with Tara.“If we had a cat, I’d say you look like the latest thing it dragged home. When will we see you going to a healer?” Emily eagerly asked Tara as she returned from her latest flight to the bathroom. Tara looked at her with an expression of exhaustion.“I’m fine and I’m not planning ongoing to see one.” S
“Stone dear, you know I love you. I’m your mate and partner in life. I have always advised you about everything honestly and in your best interest.” Elaine still quietly sat in the sitting room and calmly spoke to Stone. The others had slowly filtered out to go on with their day or to watch their guests leave. “Of course you are, and you have.” Stone looked out the window and watched the vehicles leave. Elaine could see he was distracted by what was going on and his own thoughts. “Then why are you being an ass and not listening to anything I say now?” She let her irritation slip into her voice and she dryly responded to him. Her annoyance was obvious. Stone’s instincts instantly alerted him to the fact that not all was good between himself and his mate. Over the years, that instinct helped him avoid many different disasters from exploding in his face when it came to their relationship. “I’m listening Ellie. I’ve always listened.” “Then explain to me if you listened to me, then why
No one said much of anything on the way home. The privacy divider between the front of the vehicle and the back raised then never went down. Cal pulled Tara to him and sat her in his lap. He didn’t do anything more but let her soak up his warmth and strength. He buried his head into her neck and hair. The smell of the wool sweater mixed with the natural spice of her scent. He instantly felt his aggressive feelings smooth out and gentle. It’d been difficult watching her get so wound up from it all. Tara sat there, and all but purred. As their vehicle made slow progress through traffic, it’s darkened windows gave them the privacy that Cal didn’t care, Tara turned and straddled his lap instead. She didn’t do anything more than that. But his body felt her skirt hike up and he groaned, knowing how naughty she was instinctively gravitating to for comfort. That wasn’t what their mating would ever be based on. He’d never satisfy his needs while she was seek
Kole wanted to get back to the gathering as quickly as possible. He didn’t want any misunderstandings between anyone, let alone the two packs. There was no way he’d explain to the pack that their beloved elder and ex-alpha alienated his first born grand pup with blind stubbornness, hateful questions, and fear. That wouldn’t be happening today or any day. Kole wouldn’t risk fighting with Cal. How would it look when the Council of Alphas met? His father always forgot about that. Though the council of alphas didn’t exist during his time in control of the pack. He’d been a forward thinker of his time and moved his pack to a territory that was being noticed by the local humans. It meant he could settle their businesses in, and those humans would see those businesses as founding members of the business community. “Let’s go back down now and please be nice to her. She’s so much like Heather and you wouldn’t talk to Heather that way. Just apologize and let mother do
“That’s my third pup there and his mate. Your uncle, Stephen, and his mate, Ariel. Their grown pups, Erin, and Eric. That about covers your living family here, dear. Everyone sit please. Stone has created enough excitement and drama for one day. She has a sweet soul. Stephen, treat her like you would your sister and don’t act like your father if you know what’s good for you. As for the doghouse, it’s an old guard shack that’s been turned into a bunkhouse for single wolves who, for one reason or another, don’t want to make the trip all the way back to their homes to sleep. It’s affectionately called the doghouse because often there’s trouble between the few mated wolves that stay there.” “Oh, good grief. That’s horrible.” “Oh, don’t think your grandfather hasn’t stayed there a time or two. Though these days he’s more likely to use a guest apartment.” Tara looked over the tissue at Elaine with a shocked expression. “You’re joking.” “No, I’m n