~ Brittany~ His eyes, his body, everything about him. I was resting my body against him and the thought that he didn’t push me off gave him a lot of confidence that It gave me more hope. He was standing with me but I could feel it in the depth of me that he still wasn’t caring. I’ve literally done everything to get his attention and yet he still has never reciprocated it. I couldn’t let anything get in the way, not even his slimsy fake sister who was never an issue before but now is the biggest issue stopping me from having him. I wasn’t going to act desperate, I didn't plan on lying to get him to notice me. Was a done deal when I got to admire my future alpha from afar. When all I had to do was just to fawn over him and let my imagination run wild. I always let it run completely wild as I was so sure I was his mate. The crush only grew stronger after so many years and he still hadn’t found his mate. I wanted to believe it was a way the moon goddess confirme
~Jaden~ “Hmm boss I came with the reports” Kade was being careful. I knew all too well why he was here and hiding behind the report thing had just got to be the worst disguise ever. “Listening..” I turned to finally face after sitting backwards for hours now. Today didn’t start all too well and in the middle of it I was pushed to the very edge and was only held back after the idea of the punishment came in. I was having the best moment and I wasn’t concerned about anything that instant. I didn’t care if I should be hating Lily for what her parents did. There was no trauma, no different faces hovering and wanting to switch images with hers. She was the only one in front of me and the only thing that resounded clearly was the fact that she was mine and was damn beautiful. “Luckily for us we don’t have a long list to tend to after today.” His comments went off slowly as he brought out the paper he had in his pocket and began to go through them. “Then
~Lily~ “What is it? Did I do something else?” Hearing Kade knock at my door late at night immediately after I got back from Molly’s room wasn’t too big of a shock as I expected whatever it was he was about to say but I only just thought I had escaped it as I just got back to my room. Training was long and hectic and the only thing on my mind were the words Brittany said earlier. It didn’t mean anything to me, I couldn’t care less was what I kept on repeating but somehow it stuck there. I wasn’t concerned about her or what she felt for Jaden. I didn’t want to be in the middle of whatever she was dragging me into but it was looking like I didn’t have a choice in this. “Alpha Jaden would like to see you in his office.” His voice was stable, looking at me like he was looking for something on my face. “Can you let Alpha Jaden know that it’s late and I'd like to not be late tomorrow.” I muttered, allowing him to hear the bitterness and disagreement in my speech as
~Lily~ I finally entered and the sudden turning of knobs and the clicking sounds rang out loudly to my hearing as I turned almost immediately facing the way I came in with nervousness sinking in. “Kade? … Kade?!” I called out his name slowly at first then screamed at the top of my lungs as the event of what was happening became all too real as I felt some sort of apology from the other end of the door and then no movement or any feeling that someone was there. No reply came back even as I was now banging real slowly at the door hoping Kade would open up and stay since it’s just questioning. I didn’t want to turn back. No, I didn’t want to show fear but by now it was all written all over me like tattoos as I felt the fear like great thick droplets of sweat trickling down my back. “What are you doing? You know he’s not there.” His voice sounded extremely dark, heavy and laced with what I couldn’t explain. I damn well didn’t know if I should be pleading my
~Lily~ “Hey Lee, you good?” Molly shook me again, I was lost if that was the second time she did or she did a couple of times already. “Yea I’m good.” I stared blankly putting on a forced out smile as we continued our short walk to the training ground. My insides were slowly erupting as I walked closer, my senses on alert as I expected anything at all to happen. He let me go after about 30 minutes of touching and pressing every soft part of my body that he could hold on to. It was pretty much the worst 30 minutes of my life ever as I felt my body was invaded. I wouldn’t have minded or reacted extra strangely or even shake with fear right now as I was counting every remaining step it’ll take me to get to the training centre. I still remember it clearly like it was happening all over again. Had to bathe like a thousand times only because the image of me sitting there on his laps, right on his hard on. I can still see his hands roaming my body, with
~Lily~ The day went by all too fast, well to me it was very slow with my heart beating real fast when anyone closed in on me. The thoughts lingered there that he might be the one and it kept me at the edge at all times, making me pretty uncomfortable. It was prayers answered when the session was finally over and we could finally go back and relax a whole lot since it was the weekend. “So what exactly are we going to start with?” Molly asked giddily, definitely not as tired as I was right now. It wasn’t easy training with your heart at your back, beating and painting real fast not only from the heated training session which was getting real hard as the days advanced. “Anything at all.” I gave a brief answer, knowing for certain that I was a lost course when it comes to things like this. She was my first actual friend who wasn’t supposed to be a brother and ideas for anything fun shouldn’t be expected from me. “Okay okay, you are only excused since it’s our
~Lily~ It was as fun as I heard it to be and all the games Molly planned were so good and entertaining that it became more like a tight competition at one point. As the time went by, more and more I let down my guard as I gave it my all. We stayed up and chatted well late into the night. Our voices freely danced around the room while we focused on just the two of us and I was grateful we didn’t have any extra discussions about anyone else. We finally slept off with the liberty to wake up anytime since we don’t have to come in early to train or to see his face. “Are you hungry?” I stared at her with my eyes wide gaped as I held back the little laughter that almost immediately slipped out. “You don’t think it’s too early for that, since we aren’t going anywhere today?” I made sure to talk a lot slower so she could understand that we weren’t in a hurry. Definitely not her fault if she just woke up with her hands still on her face trying to rub the sle
~Lily~ “And we can always have a new leader concerning our stressful weeks.” She muttered with her back at me as she now stood in front of the door and twisted the knob to push it open. “We are having a new leader?” He sounded more surprised than I was and took the opposite of the question out of my lips. “What are you doing here?” I spitted out, staring at the once confused face now turned to a small Wolfy smile. “Came to get you, just because we haven’t been going recently to our usual place doesn't mean we put a stop to it.” He put up a frightful look, looking past Molly and straight at me. Thought that was on hold since we don’t have the usual family dinners because dad wasn’t around and beside the pack house is quite full, we can just have dinner with different onlookers trooping in because they weren’t aware. There also wasn’t any need for that, at least not now when I could stay with Molly and be far from anywhere and anyone he could easily re
~Alpha Asher~ “They are prepared and ready?” This was a one time thing and we could not let anything go wrong about it. “Yes alpha, I just heard back from Kade and they should be here on their way tomorrow. “Nothing should go wrong about this plan or we’ll never be able to find out who the real culprit is.” The worry etched on my face wa becoming a normal due to stress, deprivation and lord more. This was a serious issue on ground and even as it looked actually like nothing, it was slowly eating his way to the heart of werewolves race. It was a great threat and easy means to curb it was never going to be an option right now. “You still think someone among us is the culprit?” Ross asked, real worried as he still found a bit hard to believe. “Even as hard as it may seem to believe, it’s the outright truth and I know it so well.” I gave him my quick reply as we decided not to talk about it anywhere here as apparently in a war ground, the walls
~Lily~ The image of last night's ordeal came flashing mad somehow I could feel my cheeks heat up with pink hues. I woke up and was just staring at him. It took a while to get out of his arms that he wrapped all around me and then without thinking it through I turned to face him. I was flooded with different kinds of emotions that I couldn’t put a name on it. The only thing that made sense right now was to stay right there and stare straight at his face. He was officially my first in everything that he’s done in days. I wasn’t too knowledgeable in these things but I wasn’t at ignorant to know that he made me c*m several times last night that I lost count. And with every strength that I had gone, I fell into his arms as I continued moving with so much vigour like he couldn’t get enough. I could still feel his breath on my neck, when his hands finally made contacts with my br**sts. The pinching, the squeezing and oh my, my head was already spinning a
~Lily~ It was becoming a simple reality as I stood in his room with my back facing the door. I tried real quick to catch my breath as the images were looking very vivid. It was dark in here and yes I did notice that the paintings were nowhere in his room when I was here earlier. That was the very least of my problems as I was head on facing the bed, rethinking what I just did. “Good thing, I like the light out too.” I could hear him utter very clearly in his light hearted tone. His voice resounded like a calm river, with its currently but more like it was currently at sleep for a while. Wait? Please tell me I didn’t just tell him I sleep with the light on. ‘Oh yes you did. And you said it so boldly like you were ready for anything tonight.” Raya spoke out not so calmly as I could see that I wasn’t the only fidgeting right now. I wanted anyone to tell me just know that I didn’t indirectly tell him I was cool with whatever would happen tonight. “D
~Lily~ “Did you have a nice sleep or are you still busy with my mom?” His voice swept in like he’d been waiting for ages. I didn’t reply immediately as his voice was the first thing I heard after sleeping for only god knows how long. And the mention of how he personalised his mom strangely sounded not so annoying like it always used to be. “Should go on helping her again soon enough.” My reply came like it wasn’t an issue talking to him in my head. Like I never used to have issues with him hanging in there in my head without permission. “Ohh really? You mind telling me all about this help that only you can offer, or can Kade come lend a helping hand?” He sounded so aware of everything being a complete facade. And with the sound of things, he just wanted to flow along. I took a second to really wrap my head around it as the fact that it was me having a conversation with Jaden through the mindlink and there have been no shouting and disagreement. “
~Lily~ I didn’t let the reminder that it's soon going to be my birthday get to me for long in my head as it drove different signals to me. I was supposed to be up and ready to leave according to what i had planned with Raya. Nothing was eventually stopping me and this was entirely what I was looking forward to but suddenly the urge to run away was slowly fading away. Like I could literally feel it and I’ll be deceiving myself if I said that was exactly what I wanted right now. Hate? Yes I still hate him and I also still wanted to find out why I could feel his sincerity through those words he uttered to me. You can pretend and fake sincerity but you can never fake it so badly that the other person listening doesn’t feel it to know if you are lying or not. “Oh my, thank goodness you are fine.” Her voice brought me completely out of it as I stared into complete emptiness. I must have stayed still for so long, thinking and drowning myself that I didn’t real
~Lily~ “Are you okay baby?” My mom didn’t waste time and went all out with examining my body and her eyes showing too much concern right now like she just saved me from the lion's den. “I’m fine mom, why are you so worked up?” I found myself asking after removing the hand I placed aimlessly on my forehead, that depicted my lack of understanding what was going on. I wanted to go on and ask all the questions in my head but I held back and swallowed all the words at the tip of my tongue, knowing I should be grateful right now that I got out. “Definitely not what I heard so I have to double check.” She didn’t agree with me and still continued. She changed tactics this time around, making it seem all funny and held back my laughter, trying to link one and two together. “Molly got to you?” I asked the question without even thinking twice about it. I already even concluded that it got to be that or nothing else. And while her actions were funny to me, holding back was gettin
~Kade~ “I just need to speak to him for a minute, it’s very important.” She kept on begging and pleading with her eyes as she didn’t dare go all touchy with me. “He’s busy. If it’s so important you can relate it to me and then I’ll surely let him know.” I faced with all seriousness so she could back off. I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me anything before knowing that she was outright lying to my face and making up excuses just to meet Jaden. I guess keen eyes can be awarded to me after walking in the shadow of Jaden and watching his back. I knew everyone that had potentials of being a pest and had to keep details and tabs on them just in case. “I can’t tell it to you, I need to pass this on myself.” She said still speaking so softly that it was irritating to listen to her speak. I’m not sure it was her voice that was making me lose my patience. It had to be the very fact that I still remembered clearly what she had done to my future Luna. Yes
~Lily~ This was all looking extremely far from all the tricks we went round with or used to go round with. Now it was looking so scary and trying to put up a face or pretend my way through this wasn’t what I wanted to do. It was meant to be the end point as I opened my mouth and spilled all that I should, securing myself from whatever he had planned. He went calm, his eyes lowered, staring and holding mine in place. It wasn’t too surprising anymore since it had become a norm for days now. The words he spoke next also kept me quiet as I listened with utmost interest since it all revolved around me. He explained himself, saying things I thought I’ll never hear him ever say. ‘The almighty Jaden was apologising to us?’ I asked Raya as we found it so unbelievable but that thing in the depth of us could witness with him that he was being sincere. You could sense and see it with the way his eyes moved and looked so soft and gentle even they gazed directly at
~Jaden~ “Do you need anything?” I asked her, watching closely as I managed to make her sit on my bed with my different sets of portraits pushed to one side of the room. I didn’t really think about what to do aside from sticking my hands all over her body and places where she’ll definitely not be in support of. “Anything that’ll keep me alive would be fine.” She uttered with so much anger in her voice that I held back the urge to laugh at how cute she looked even when she tried to frown. I pretty much was blind and too carried away by pain and past events that I let it cloud my emotions and even my person. It was going to be hard to actually prove anything to her but I’ll try my best to make it quicker as I want her always with me. “Got that. Anything else you’ll need or you want to try to be a more specific lollipop?” I tried my luck one more time with her. “Yeah, how about your head on a platter and you stop calling me that.” She snapped with her head bringing out