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❤FOOLS
Song by Troye Sivan❤
❤I am tired of this place, I hope people change
I need time to replace what I gave away
And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small
Though I try to resist I still want it all
I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill and children's names
I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray
But everything is shattering and it's my mistake
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Oh, our lives don'
❤ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤... ❤ I CAN'T FALL IN LOVE WITHOUT YOU * SONG BY* ZARA LARSON ❤❤I feel so happyHappy that I'm freeAnd I can see thingsThings I couldn't seeI can be out every night(Yeah, yeah, yeah)No one else holding me down(Yeah, yeah, yeah)I can do just what I like(Yeah, yeah, yeah)But I can't fall in love without youI can't fall in love without youI can't fall in love without youI can't fall in love without youPlease don't fall in love without meI hope you're sorryCan't find the words to sayHope you're always worriedWorryin' 'bout meDon't you think I give a fuck?(Yeah, yeah, yeah)Give a fuck 'bout who you fuck?(Yeah, yeah, yeah)But I hope you can't get it up(Yeah, yeah,
❤️THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤.. ❤TWO GHOSTS* SONG BY* HARRY STYLES ❤..❤️Same lips red, same eyes blueSame white shirt, couple more tattoosBut it's not you and it's not meTastes so sweet looks so realSounds like something that I used to feelBut I can't touch what I seeWe're not who we used to beWe're not who we used to beWe're just two ghosts standing in the place of you and meTrying to remember how it feels to have a heartbeatThe fridge light washes this room whiteMoon dances over your good sideThis was all we used to needTongue-tied like we've never knownTelling those stories we already told'Cause we don't say what we really meanWe're not who we used to beWe're not who we used to beWe're just two ghosts standing in the place of you and meWe're
❤ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤❤It's been said and doneEvery beautiful thought's been already sungAnd I guess right now here's another oneSo your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'emYou are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredibleA sinful, miracle, lyricalYou've saved my life againAnd I want you to know babyI, I love you like a love song, babyI, I love you like a love song, babyI, I love you like a love song, babyAnd I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peatI, I love you like a love song, babyI, I love you like a love song, babyI, I love you like a love song, babyAnd I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peatConstantly, boy you play through my mind like a symphonyThere's no way to describe what you do to meYou just do to me, what you doAnd it feels like
❤ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤UntouchableSong by Taylor Swift ❤❤Untouchable like a distant diamond skyI'm reaching out and I just can't tell you whyI'm caught up in youI'm caught up in youUntouchableBurning brighter than the sunAnd when you're close I feel like coming undoneIn the middle of the nightWhen I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little starsSpelling out your nameYou gotta come on, come onSay that we'll be togetherCome on, come onLittle taste of heavenIt's half full and I won't wait here all dayI know you're saying that you'll be here anywayBut you're untouchableBurning brighter than the sunNow that you're close I feel like coming undoneIn the middle of the nightWhen I'm in this dreamIt's like a million little starsSpelling out you
❤ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤This CitySong by Sam Fischer ❤❤I've been seeing lonely people in crowded roomsCovering their old heartbreaks with new tattoosIt's all about smoke screens and cigarettesLooking through low lights at silhouettesBut all I see is lonely people in crowded roomsThis city's gonna break my heartThis city's gonna love me then leave me aloneThis city's got me chasing starsIt's been a couple of months since I felt like I'm homeAm I getting closer to knowing where I belong?This city's gonna break my heartShe's always gonna break your heart, ohI remember mornings when my head didn't hurtAnd I remember nights when art didn't feel like workShe wakes up at noon and she's ou
❤ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ❤❤WHO SONG BY LAUV ❤❤Our minds have new eyes and visions of youGirl, I think I need a minuteTo figure out what is, what isn'tThese choices and voices, they're all in my headSometimes you make me feel crazySometimes, I swear I think you hate me like uhI need a walk, I need a walk, I need to get out of here'Cause I need to knowWho are you?'Cause you're not the girl I fell in love with, babyWho are you?'Cause something has changed, you're not the same, I hate itOh, I'm sick of waiting for love, loveOh, I know that you're not the one, oneFeeling hypnotized by the words that you saidDon't lie to me, just get in my headWhen the morning comes, you're still in my bedBut it's so, so coldWho are you?'Cause you're not the girl I fell in love withWho are you?'Caus
♥THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER♥♥Next To MeSong by WINARTA ♥♥If the world leads you, I'll follow it wherever it goesWhenever I'm feeling blue, I'll bottle it so nobody knowsHow I feel when I walk through the crowdI'm on my wayI'm on my wayI can't erase, the memories of our pastThey keep me running back to youI can't escape, the mistake I've madeWill you catch me when I finally fall through?Not every story ends the sameHow do I fix the mess I've made?If I could go back, I wouldn't change a thingIf the world goes black, I'll keep you next to meKeep you next me
♥ THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER ♥♥I Don't Want You BackSong by AJ Mitchell♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥I've been waiting for the day you say you want me backI've been alone but baby I can't seem to understandYou threw my heart into the flames I took our pictures out the framesI tried to throw 'em out but I still keep 'em just in caseIf you're wondering if I still love you after so much time has passedSince you askedI don't really want you backI just want the life we hadI don't really want you backNo, I don'tNo, I don't really want you closeI just needed you to knowThat I don't really want you backNo, I don'tAnd I remember all the ti
It was time to go home. Edward couldn’t decide if he was more excited or more anxious about it. Everything had been going so well between him and Vanessa, but that was on vacation. Now it was time to go back to the real world. It didn’t help that everything felt like a rush. A rush to get the rental back into order. A rush to pack everything. A rush to get to the airport on time. ~ WEEKS LATER ~~ Edward was on his computer in his home office when Vanessa came in to check on him. “Work?” Vanessa asked curiously, her hair was still wet from the shower she’d just taken.
Had Vanessa ever been more surprised than the moment when Edward told Nick they were a couple? If so, she couldn’t recall. She was still in dismay even after they came back to the villa.If you’d asked her what she would have expected Edward to say it would be a dismissive answer or not to reply at all.For Edward to so casually say that they were together kind of blew her mind.She was torn between wanting to ask Edward a million questions, play it cool, and tear off his clothes on the spot.But of course, they were surrounded by friends so she mostly just had an internal battle withherself.Sure enough, as the storm picked up outside the house suddenly went dark. Al
Edward was trying to distract his attention from the temptation of Vanessa but no matter how hard he tried it wasn’t working.He was shuffling in his seat, trying to talk with others to keep him distracted.He was talking with Jacob when they were distracted by the notification sound of Jacob’s phone.They both looked at his phone and they frowned upon it. It was the message from the secretary of Edward’s mother.“What’s it about?” Edward asked with a scowl.Jacob tapped on the screen of his phone and he was amazed by the content.“It worked, Edward.” He said with excitement, his voice was a little too h
Someone was being loud in the house. That wasn’t surprising. But what was surprising was that Edward quickly realized he wasn’t alone in his bed.Without opening his eyes Edward could feel the comforting weight of Vanessa’s body half flung over his. A leg was tangled in between his, an arm wrapped around him, and a face pressed against his neck.As he blinked and took stock of his bedroom he realized they must have fallen asleep watching television because it was actually still on.He remembered the butterflies in his stomach when Vanessa had curled up closer to him the night before, but the cuddling must have just happened when they fell asleep.Really he was helpless to bring his fingers up through Vanessa’s hair, enjoying the sleepy groan that
It was a weird phenom to always want to shower after going to the beach. Between the sand, sunscreen, and sweat it was impossible not to feel gross after a day by the water.Since they were in a house full of people Vanessa was mindful only to take a quick shower so they didn’t run out of hot water. She did take the time to blow dry her hair out though.Eric had made it clear that they were on their own for the night since he was dragging Emma out into town for a quiet dinner together.Vanessa didn't blame him but she also had no idea what the others were thinking about doing.After throwing on new clothes, she went downstairs to find that Jacob was already in the living room.“Everyone else still showering?&rdquo
It’s been 2 months since Edward and Vanessa had separated their ways for good. It’s been 2 months since they last talked. It’s been 2 months since Edward asked Vanessa to wait for him. It’s been 2 months since they’ve both been holding up their hearts for each other but they’ve been apart.It’s already been 2 months and lots of things have changed around them.In these two months, Edward was trying to get a single chance to catch his uncle red-handed to throw him out of his company and behind the bars.He had gathered enough proof against his uncle for all his wrongdoing. He had planned to get his uncle’s most loyal people on his side and he was getting so close to the truth.All he needed to do was
~ EDWARD~I felt awful the next day. I knew that I’d messed up as soon as Vanessa had left her work without so much as coming to say goodbye first. Then going to talk to her later had just made me realize how bothered Vanessa had been lately.I knew that we’d been off, but it seemed like things were just getting worse. My first instinct was usually to bury myself in work, but instead of going into the office, I decided to stay home that day.As soon as I worked up the nerve I texted Vanessa to see when we could talk and then waited.The longer that Vanessa took to get back to me the more nervous I got.I couldn’t even really focus on getting any work done because I kept checking my phone. When I got texts fr
It was a weird feeling being both absolutely head over heels for someone and watching what they were doing with such disappointment and sorrow.Vanessa had never been happier with anyone before which only made it harder to suddenly feel like it was slipping away from her. As much as Edward liked to take care of her when he was around, that didn’t stop him from falling back into his habit of letting work overrun his life.Vanessa understood it, she really did. Just like she loved working in that cafe and could lose herself in it, so did Edward with his company’s work.Unlike Edward though, Vanessa didn’t let her passion get in the way of the other aspects of her life.It was a little different because it was also Edward’s career on the line, but wh
In some ways being with Vanessa was the easiest thing in the world, but in some ways, it was the hardest thing for Edward.It wasn’t always easy to shut off the part of his brain that just wanted to keep working on his company’s issue day long. He loved it. But he also loved being around Vanessa.The part that was the most difficult was how easy it was for him to stay at work long hours on days when he knew he wouldn’t be seeing Vanessa.When Vanessa had worked all that Edward would do was stay at work. His schedule only changed when he needed it to.Logically he knew that he hadn’t really changed his ways that much at all. He was still putting in long hours, just adjusting them around Vanessa’s schedule.