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2024-10-29 19:42:56♥THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER♥
♥Next To Me
Song by WINARTA ♥
♥If the world leads you, I'll follow it wherever it goes
Whenever I'm feeling blue, I'll bottle it so nobody knows
How I feel when I walk through the crowd
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I can't erase, the memories of our past
They keep me running back to you
I can't escape, the mistake I've made
Will you catch me when I finally fall through?
Not every story ends the same
How do I fix the mess I've made?
If I could go back, I wouldn't change a thing
If the world goes black, I'll keep you next to me
Keep you next me
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