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First off, thank you for checking out my books and for supporting the hardworking authors on this platform. Without you guys, we wouldn't be able to keep doing what we love doing.
I hope you enjoyed reading about T and V's complicated lives, their personal struggles, family drama, their growth, and their rocky journey through adulthood together...
Hopefully this story (it started out as a little fanfic btw) also made you believe in their undying 😂 love for each other through the years.
(Sup, fiction lovers! SAY NO to insta-love! 😆🤭)
Anyhoo! Hope you are all well and doing your best to stay healthy, happy, and keep living your best life! 😏👍
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[ Below is a snippet of the sequel I'm planning to write in the near future. Enjoy! ❤️ ]
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Whoever came up with “Third time’s a charm” was full of crap.
Utter, complete baloney. Mick couldn’t be more sure.
The first two times sucked badly he’d nearly checked himself into a nuthouse, but this third try ― and likely last ― might just take the cake. Heck, with how things had been going for the past couple of weeks, it probably had already.
“Oh, for Pete’s sake, St-Pierre... Could the warning signs have been any more profound?” would’ve been his best friends’ reaction if ever they got wind of his latest spectacle. They hadn’t yet, because he’d been particularly lying low lately.
‘Lying low’ as in going off-the-grid and staying so for months, hibernating in a remote suburb (he had secretly moved to another state), and having only his manager’s and mom’s number in his phone’s Recent Calls list.
And two calls a week topped, for that matter; he’d only been talking to his mother since she seemed as emotionally disturbed as he was these days.
After a work-related hubbub that stunted his career into a pathetic tabloid fiasco, which later resulted into a premature hiatus, of course he knew better than to remain in the spotlight.
Oh well. He’d better just steer clear of mysterious, dark-attired girls from now on. Then he’d never again have to deal with dreadful motley of yellow journalism and demoralizing epiphanies. Add those to a bad-tempered handler. Mick definitely wished he hadn’t tried his hand at show business.
The girl didn’t even care enough to reply to his emails. Yep. Emails. Just how many times had he emailed her in the last six months?
Dammit. Maybe he did seem that desperate.
He gripped his phone. He contemplated checking his inbox again but decided otherwise. Not long, two shrill beeps snapped him out of his self-deprecating thoughts.
New message.
Mick glanced at the screen. The bright light made him squint as he frowned at his sister’s name above the misspelled text she just sent. It was probably her tenth today. Which was kind of odd because they hadn’t been talking lately, and because Veronica kinda hated texting.
It seemed she was having another one of those days. He’d supposed so from her unusually bossy tone all day and the vagueness of her reply after he’d asked what was of the matter.
CC must be driving her insane again. His toddler niece must be on another hunger strike. Or maybe the kid’s dad just got in from God knows where, and decided to vacation somewhere with Veronica. And so they would need a temp sitter.
Why his sister thought he was a competent candidate for the job was still a mystery to him. Laughable, too. Funny how she lived in New York but finding even one proper babysitter seemed impossible.
“Where are u? Almost 9,” was what Veronica texted next.
Now his stinging eyes surveyed the apartment complex ahead. The four-storey building looked taller than he remembered. It recently got repainted, too.
He clasped the strap of his backpack, picturing his sister’s possibly deepening scowl at the moment. He forgot to text her earlier after he’d left the airport. He grabbed his luggage and walked on.
The suitcase wasn’t that heavy, though. Veronica’s frantic text this morning didn’t really specify for how long she would need him to stay here in New York.
Mick glanced around. No guards on duty. Maybe the management had one posted inside the building and at least two functional CCTV units ― one out here and another inside. A cool breeze fanned the narrow entrance just as he reached the stairhead, suitcase in tow.
He wouldn’t have brought along this much baggage if it weren’t for his gut feeling about this impromptu trip. He knew his sister too well to be sure enough that this time, she’d want him around for more than a weekend. Mick positioned the suitcase in front of him.
A thick glass door at the front entrance? This wasn't here the last time he visited. Right by the doorpost was a boxed surface, with a column of white buttons and small letters forming surnames. He buzzed the button labeled ‘St-Pierre’. Then he caught a glimpse of the elevator.
Behind the empty, well-lit lobby, the elevator doors swung open. A woman in jeans and sleeveless shirt stepped out. Veronica, head down and riveted on her cellphone, crossed the hall fast.
No drooling 2-year-old with wild blonde curls in her arms. Most likely his niece, Clancey, was already snoring in her crib.
It didn’t take long before Veronica reached him. A scowl wrinkled her lips when she yanked the glass door open. “D’you get my texts?”
“Yeah,” he replied, noting the slight uneasiness in her voice.
She let him into the lobby as her fairly anxious expression became a scrutinizing look-over. “What’s with the slacks? What time d’you get in?” She shut the main door. It automatically locked up.
“’Round seven. Forgot to text you.”
“Seven?” With creased brows, Veronica grabbed his backpack. “You’re pale.”
“No. Just starving.”
“I’ll heat up the lasagna,” she muttered, her voice a bit throaty.
As she rushed back to the elevator, Mick glanced around. He dragged his suitcase across the bright hall. Did the management not care about their electric bill? The lights were just blinding.
“Mom said she’ll call again.” Veronica stared at her phone. They stood in the elevator now.
He pressed the button numbered ‘4’. Her unit was on the top floor. He was thinking of asking her about the mortgage when she blurted out another question.
“Mom tell you yet?”
Mick looked at her and waited. “Tell me what?” he mumbled while trying not to frown.
“We’ll be touring till fall.” The look on her face remained as still as he was. “Jay and the promoters fixed it up.”
“And what did T say?” He made a face at the surprising news. Unlike before when she was still single and childless, they never expected his sister to be anything but workaholic.
Always writing new songs and traveling with her band. Barely home for the holidays. Her career as a musician called for it. Judging by her news and the almost eager look on her face now, he'd say she's still determined to keep the band going despite having to deal with motherhood alone due to a frequently absent partner.
“So Mom’s flyin’ out?” Mick sighed.
If Veronica was expecting him to play the dutiful uncle slash babysitter for a couple of months, he was outta here first thing. Their mother, on the other hand, would certainly be thrilled to have the job.
Amid an eye roll, Veronica leaned against the railing behind them, her eye bags and dull expression enough signs of her stress levels. “No.”
No? He was about to complain loudly when the elevator doors slid open. She led him inside the apartment before they quickly settled his stuff in the guest room.
While he took note of how blue the room was, she explained how busy their mom was with her clinic in Philly after two of her physicians quit, plus the Head Nurse retired, and so Dr. Michel would need to scout for new doctors and so on…
“Oh. So, you found a new sitter.” Mick gave his sister a questioning stare, just waiting for a confirmation.
Veronica sighed. “I’m leaving tomorrow. Why do you think I nagged you to take the earliest flight?”
Uh-oh. Then that would mean... “You’re kidding.”
“First show’s this Tuesday.” Veronica fixed her wavy hair into a ponytail, ignoring his reaction. “If you’ve got time to waste, go nanny-hunting again. But don’t take off till Théo gets back.”
Mick scoffed. “He’s now on board with the new sitter thing?” he murmured.
Théo never liked the idea of strangers taking care of his baby instead of Veronica. Just months ago, Théo even asked his sister to fly out of France just to babysit CC here for a weekend. Veronica had to travel and sing at a friend’s wedding that time.
"Ask him." Veronica pulled a face. Obviously, Théo didn’t know she'd go on tour with the band again.
"Why me?"
“Dan will pick me up before seven,” she said while fixing the empty bed, her voice tired and her movements hurried. “I’ll call everyday.”
Mick took off his jacket. “Geez, don’t bother.” Now that he was unemployed, of course she thought he could use a new job. He sighed.
Why did everyone think he had no life outside of Hollywood to be busy with?
Last time he talked to his handler, Yui accused him of enjoying this timeout a little too much, saying he’d planned the whole thing and all. Heck…she even thought he intentionally broadcasted the impulsive statement he gave a columnist friend (now ex-friend) about his failed relationship to a former co-star, the one that had nearly ruined his career.
“Fine.” Veronica snickered as she watched him sulk. “Wrote everything down. It’s on the fridge.”
“Where’s CC?” Mick scanned the room for dolls and stuffed toys, realizing he’d forgotten to buy one for his baby niece. He hadn’t seen the kid since her first birthday. Maybe having a toddling ankle-biter around would help lift his mood. He glimpsed his watch. “She’s out?”
“Yep. Took me four songs,” sighed his sister while she spread out the thick blanket. “She wanted to wait up.”
“Told you she wouldn’t forget about the doll house.”
“Don’t remind her.” Veronica shot him a warning look.
Mick chuckled. He’d promised Clancey a huge doll house the last time they got to Skype. CC thought it would be his early birthday gift for her. “When’s Supermodel showin’ up?”
“Next week, next month, next year…” Veronica mumbled, “I dunno.”
“Huh.” Mick watched his sister sigh. Her indifferent reply told him she wasn’t on good terms with her ever-busy baby daddy. Her droopy eyes focused on the door while he took note of her slimmer figure. She’d lost the baby weight; she even looked skinnier than before she had CC.
“Are you crash-dieting now or motherhood’s just that much workout?”
“You have no idea.” Veronica raked her pale fingers through her scraggly bangs.
“You need a haircut, hag.”
“Then stay put so I could get one.” She faked a smile that got replaced by an inquiring look. “Why didn’t you tell me you moved to Chicago?”
“I didn’t?” Feigning a lack of concern, Mick tried to disguise his slight surprise. He flumped himself down on the bed. Their mom must’ve known from his manager or publicist that he moved out of L.A. ― for a number of reasons he didn't want to keep in mind.
“Why? ‘Cause of those stupid tabloids?” Veronica scoffed.
“New environment.”
“Right,” she muttered in reply. “She from Chicago?”
“Who’s she?” he said with a chuckle. He sat up to meet her gaze.
Veronica’s expression shifted from worn out to curiously interested. Either he had become a household name since the scandal, or being a full-time mom hadn’t actually shut his sister out from the world. This depressingly judgmental, gossip-hungry world. “Some other day, then.”
“Whatever...” he sighed.
Veronica grinned from ear to ear, clearly finding his wariness amusing. “Met her at work?”
Mick bent down and took his shoes off to avoid her snooping squint. Hoping his sister would just sack out and stop prying, he kept closelipped. He didn’t feel like chatting about his most recent ex right now. His flight took four hours and every muscle in his body hurt.
Also he hadn’t eaten anything for dinner besides a cup of bland coffee and a piece of gum. Deliriously exhausted and starving would be accurate. He just wasn’t in the mood for a heart-to-heart talk about his failure of a lovelife.
A minute later, Veronica finished prepping the room for him. She made more space for his luggage and opened the closet. Then she headed for the door. “I’ll heat up the lasagna,” she muttered before leaving him alone.
Crouching by the bed, Mick unzipped his traveling bag to start taking his stuff out. His shoes, shirts, pants, towels ―
Darn. He’d worn it again.
Unknowingly. Again.
He abstractedly stared at the ring on his thumb, its gilded glow weakened by his shadow. He’d probably been wearing it for days now.
He’d been so preoccupied that he hadn’t even noticed. Mick stood up to flump back on the mattress, tired of how, lately, everything seemed to remind him of his ex.
The girl definitely did a number on him. Just messed him up in ways he didn’t even think were possible. And he’d be a total hypocrite if he told anyone it wasn’t that big a deal.
For months now, he’d been too frustrated and depressed he had to say no to job offers. If his mom found out, she’d surely force him to see a shrink this time.
Bzzz... Bzzz...
Someone’s calling. His mom, probably.
Mick took his cell out of his pocket. There was a text from his programmer cousin. Then he opened the voicemail that was sent next.
“Congratulations. Your girlfriend’s a dead 72-year-old librarian from Dublin. (mocking claps and chuckles in the background) She’s a kickass Grey Hat, man. I gotta meet her.”
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° ° ° ° °She was an impostor.Out of all the things he’d imagined she was capable of…Faking someone else’s identity just wasn't on his Top 10. It just sounded so absurd. And pointless.Although, now that he had given it some time to stew ― give or take five hours ― the haze just cleared up in his head.Now he knew why she’d always seemed guarded, mostly reticent whenever he would ask about her family. She’d only given him bits and pieces over the six months they’d dated, and he thought it was rather suspicious, but it hadn’t occurred to him she was actually capable of a crime. She just didn’t strike him as the type.She had told him of her being a programmer and having worked for a telecoms company. He thought it was obvious and true, since she knew a lot about computers and technical stuff. Now that he’d come to think of it, he should’ve questioned her why sh
Copyright © 2020 by M.Z. MauveAll rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without written permission of the copyright owner except for the use of quotations in a book review.•••• PROLOGUE ••••3 years earlier• Paris, France •Failure. Complete, utter failure.The word rang in his concussed head for days now, ridding him of much-needed sleep and peace of mind. He failed the assignment. The subject escaped the raid. Seven long weeks of risky, exhaustive investigative work just spiraled down the drain in mere hours.Unfortunate, but, his luck just ran out.Naked and alone, Théo took a long drag on his second stick as he stared at his pale reflection, the grayish smoke fleetingly obscuring the afterm
• A new record, a flourishing music career, new tours, bigger paychecks, enough savings for rent, a new car, and maybe a new house...Basically the things she looked forward to when she signed with the band under a bigger label. Not depression. Or a mental breakdown. Oh, right. A rather outdated term. "Now we generally call it a major depressive episode," was what her mom said the other night. Apparently it was the more clinically accurate term describing her condition. Good thing no one else knew about it. Yet."Not atypical for a 25-year-old after a traumatic breakup, hon. Stop being so hard on yourself," her mom had reminded. Dr. Michel even encouraged her to see a shrink last week. Yikes. Talking to a complete stranger who knew jackshit about her and her problems for an hour straight? Must be the most awkward thing ever. Veronica scowled and stepped out of the shower. Only the third time she bothered to bathe this week, but who cares...Lately she loved being alone and holing u
• Ecstasy. Nothing but pure ecstasy. It's how he always felt whenever he had her all to himself. Whenever they were intimate in bed, especially. It always felt this great.Something about making love to her just overwhelmed him with pure bliss and a rush of emotions he never felt with anyone else. It almost controlled him. It numbed every bit of his common sense, and he loved how it consumed him and every part of him, albeit just for a fleeting moment. Far from the annoying loneliness and instant guilt trip post-nut clarity often gave him. Holding her in his arms, listening to her laugh, kissing her wherever he wanted, feeling the gentleness of her caresses—just a thousand times better.Being with her just felt right. Natural. Freeing. He would never trade the feeling for anything. Not in this lifetime. "You okay, love?" Théo stroked her chin as her gasps and moans settled down, his chest and muscles relaxing now.Her naked body underneath him shuddered again. Her face still looked
• Arcueil, Paris •"You good?""50 percent remaining." Enough for a 30-minute call. Théo stretched out on his daybed and sat up after checking his phone's battery bars. Growing impatient, he got on his feet and headed out the door.The rooftop would be ideal. Moonlit. Spacious. Private. He could talk to his girlfriend for as long as he wanted. His hand disheveled his clean-cut hair as he dashed across the hallway to get to the staircase. He glanced around the lonely apartment, then flipped the wall light on.The loft, unusually still since the all-nighters left, reeked of male musk and sweat. Théo grimaced. A tolerable noise of rock 'n roll music playing over a speaker in the next unit was the only thing keeping their apartment from being eerily quiet.Naturally, the place was a complete mess again. Dirty ashtrays, dirty shirts, and even filthier sneakers littered the living room. He would move out of this place in a heartbeat if only he had his own house and lot just waiting for his p
•"You serious?" Her glare should tell him her confusion just clouded her thoughts now. Veronica locked stares with him.Kyle kept quiet while she waited for another answer—something that sounded more believable and sensible. But she got zilch.She breathed out a sigh and did another mental count before she could say something sarcastic.He didn't even blink or move one bit."You think I'm gonna say yes, just like that?" she blurted out, incredulity loud and clear in her voice. She even cracked a joke, only to end up snickering at her dull attempt to sass her way out of the conversation.Perhaps to make her feel like crap, Kyle kept his mouth shut as if he hadn't heard anything."What, you think I'll leave?" she questioned. Why did he spark off an argument? Was he that worried she would just leave the band and forfeit their musical career j
•Her sweaty palms went cold on her bare thighs as Veronica sat on the bed. Her back and legs felt like limp lettuce. She'd already stripped down to her nightdress, and the orange numbers her nightstand clock flashed told her it was going to be a long night. She waited for the sound of her faucet going off.The bathroom lights—because her boyfriend left the door ajar—kept her bedroom from being pitch-black. Veronica eyed his carry-on sports duffel near the windows. His hefty baggage then reminded her how he'd spent his entire day hopping on planes.Théo had just walked in a list of fashion shows in New York, Paris, and Milan consecutively. After fixing up a week-long vacation so he could spend time with her, he'd flown back to the US. Théo arrived an hour ago. She couldn't drive to pick him up at the airport at that point because Kyle was throwing another hissy fit back in the studio—something that
•Groggy and relaxed, Théo got up when he felt a light tap on the leg. It was his girlfriend. She just interrupted his siesta. He stifled a yawn, grabbed his cargo shorts, and zipped his fly. Veronica smiled and thanked the uniformed masseuses as they left the two-bed hotel room.Théo watched and muffled a loud yawn. With her phone in her hand, Veronica walked back to the other bed, barefoot and with her thighs partly covered by denim shorts. Her pale, dainty hands gathered her long brown hair. His girlfriend grinned when she caught him ogling.Even sleepy and with his energy way below normal level, he couldn't help getting winded up by the mere sight of her. Her sporty bra showed off her beautiful shoulders. Her long-lashed eyes focused on her phone. She kept texting, prolonging the comfortable silence in the room.The fact that she chose a single room pleased him of course. But he knew she just didn't want to double the bill. The fact that it was a two-bed room dismayed hi
° ° ° ° °She was an impostor.Out of all the things he’d imagined she was capable of…Faking someone else’s identity just wasn't on his Top 10. It just sounded so absurd. And pointless.Although, now that he had given it some time to stew ― give or take five hours ― the haze just cleared up in his head.Now he knew why she’d always seemed guarded, mostly reticent whenever he would ask about her family. She’d only given him bits and pieces over the six months they’d dated, and he thought it was rather suspicious, but it hadn’t occurred to him she was actually capable of a crime. She just didn’t strike him as the type.She had told him of her being a programmer and having worked for a telecoms company. He thought it was obvious and true, since she knew a lot about computers and technical stuff. Now that he’d come to think of it, he should’ve questioned her why sh
•••••••••Author's Note:Hi, friends and dear readers! ❤️☺️First off, thank you for checking out my books and for supporting the hardworking authors on this platform. Without you guys, we wouldn't be able to keep doing what we love doing.I hope you enjoyed reading about T and V's complicated lives, their personal struggles, family drama, their growth, and their rocky journey through adulthood together...Hopefully this story (it started out as a little fanfic btw) also made you believe in their undying 😂 love for each other through the years.(Sup, fiction lovers! SAY NO to insta-love! 😆🤭)Anyhoo! Hope you are all well and doing your best to stay healthy, happy, and keep living your best life! 😏👍Much love,M°[ Below is a snippet of the sequel I'm planning to write in the near future. Enjo
•"Sorry." Théo held her hand on his thigh. A comfortable silence lingered in the room. His calmer demeanor now seemed genuine and he kept staring into her eyes.Perhaps he was done trying to provoke another argument just for the sake of it. The mumbled apology was giving her the distinct impression that he really wanted to work over their issues now.The thought, although comforting enough, still didn't get rid of her doubts. Veronica kept still on the bed. "For?"Théo averted his eyes. He let go of her hand and gave her the flimsiest of shrugs. "I was being a dick.""And?" She hid a grin using her bangs."I just...rushed to judgment.""Okay.""How's your mom?"A little surprised by the question, she leaned closer to his lap and smiled at him, content with his short but earnest apology. &n
• Despite some misgivings, Veronica didn't push him aside or leave his bedroom. She didn't want to leave him yet. She came back here to do radio interviews and promo shoots, but Théo was the main reason she decided to hop on a flight to Paris. She hadn't seen him in months. More importantly, they had a lot to hash out: 1) Anastasia Valtieri 2) Everything that happened in Rome 3) The real reasons he went to Tuscany The list went on and on... But she didn't plan to stay the night here in the loft. They didn't have much privacy; Théo was still living with his best friends. The rest of the two-storey house seemed quiet, though. Where did Tomek and the guys go? "Why didn't you tell me you're gonna be here?" Théo leaned against the closed door with his arms crossed, eyeing her with a curious squin
• Paris, France • "How many times a month d'you gotta see your shrink?" "What?" "Like every week?" "As often as necessary." Théo glanced up from his phone after his best friend's question sank in, distracting him from composing a new message for his ex. Veronica just texted him an hour ago. After weeks of radio silence. It wasn't unexpected behavior from her, considering the circumstances the last time they saw each other in person. Why did she decide to reach out to him again? Just because his grandmother died? Or because it was almost his birthday? Perhaps both convinced Veronica that it was time to rekindle their friendship again. "You're paying for everything? Every session?" Tomek sat beside him and pouted, his pale hand clutching a can of root beer. "Or your insurance covers half at least?" Théo scoffed and almost laughed. "I wish." The a
• Disobeying a direct order. Obstruction of an investigation. Impeding the course of justice. Whichever was most applicable to his case, he had no choice but to face the music. His luck just kept running out lately. Saying he "meant well" wouldn't be enough for any of the big bosses, but at least his mother had his back this time. Well, somewhat. A judge might be more sympathetic, actually. Théo shifted on the hospital bed as he watched his mother wrap up another phone call. Perhaps her 20th for the day. Just part of her job. Like cleaning up after his mess. "Not like it's the first time," she would say. He most probably embarrassed her after what happened, but at least she showed up today. It must be just another debriefing. Or she only came over to reprimand him for disobedience and his defiant actions that almost ended in a vendetta.
•Nobody died. Two men from Leandro's group got shot in the arm and shoulder after some guy hiding in the old building pulled the trigger, but no one got killed.No horrendously violent shootout to report on the news. No casualties to count, investigate, autopsy, or bury. Hopefully no media coverage to worry about on the Internet, either.Théo's mother would take care of that issue. Most likely. Claudia seemed like she only needed to make a few phone calls to pull some necessary strings. Trying to find comfort in the thought, Veronica sat still behind the speechless driver. Her self-soothing attempts since they left the scene of the crime eventually got trumped by the sound of Alodia mewling in Raffaele's arms.Alodia sat in the backseat with him, sobbing uncontrollably for the past few minutes. The heart-wrenching noise filled the vehicle as they drove back towards
• "Aya! Don't even... Argh! Cazzo!" "No, Aya!" Veronica could only stand and watch as Raffaele ran after his pregnant girlfriend. He rushed out of the SUV the second Alodia started running for the tall gates. They were wide open, almost too tempting to ignore, which eventually convinced Alodia to step into the property amid the ongoing standoff. "Please don't shoot! Don't shoot!" Alodia kept screaming as her tears ran down her pale cheeks. "He's... He's not himself! Please! I'm begging you. Don't shoot him!" She was all eyes on Leandro while begging for the authorities to spare the guy's life. Before she could even reach the parking lot surrounded by Italian cops and their heavily armed tactical team, two taller guys clasped her arms, effortlessly holding her back, keeping her stuck and sobbing beside a police car. Raffaele didn't get that far. Three cops blocked his way before h
•About half an hour of begging and tears eventually granted her wish. Raffaele obviously hated to say yes to her request, but he gave in when she didn't stop pleading for him to take her to Castiglione.Such an impulsive decision on her part—a choice that might put her life in serious danger, but she just couldn't stay behind. Wait. Do nothing. No thanks. She had to be there. See Théo with her own eyes.This would be the last time she would be risking her own safety for him. Seriously. The last time. Her mother didn't even know she was back here in Italy, begging for help from strangers just to find her ex. Raffaele didn't treat her like a stranger, though. For the past 24 hours, he had been indulging her, consoling her, helping her to the best of his ability as though they were old friends.Did it mean he already forgave Théo? F