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In The Loving Arms Of My Secret Alpha Chapter 54
Evelyn's pov When we finally went up to our bedroom I could feel the tension beginning to rise. The silence in the room that we had ignored for so long could not be ignored anymore. One of us had to say something but I decided that I would be the one to do it after all. It was better to just break the bandage completely than to continue lying to myself like this. "Kian…” I called out his name as if I was still trying to learn how to pronounce it and then he turned around to face me. He had been looking out the window as if expecting somebody to come out of the horizon then he turned around in response to his name, his attention fully fixed on me.He hardly ever got distracted like that, so I was a little bit surprised but I knew that if I tried to ask him about it he would only tell me what he felt it wasn't appropriate for me to know and sometimes I felt like I wanted to know how much more than he decided was what I needed but at the same time I didn't want to press him and I also
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Kian's povHer face turned away from me and I could see the redness burning in them and my chest clenched tight like someone was squeezing it, things were not supposed to turn out this way.“It appeared that I had planned out for every single scenario except for this one. Despite the tension in the air, I reached out for her hand and squeezed it tightly."Look, if you want me to be honest with you this really means nothing to me at all. It doesn't change anything for me in the slightest concerning our contract but if you feel like it will be too emotionally draining for you I will not force you to do what you don't want to…"I said and then I added that if she felt she wanted to end the contract at this point then I wouldn't stop her because it was easier to keep out any feelings to keep everything simple. To push away any kind of attraction that was possibly blossoming on its own but this mate Bond was so much more than that. It wasn't something that you could overlook so easily."No
In The Loving Arms Of My Secret Alpha Chapter 56
Evelyn's povI felt the sun dating on my face as I stepped out into the garden to ease my mind and to relax with my thoughts. We had concluded and come to a decision with each other but yet I felt like they were still so much. I felt like I wanted to share with him but I promised him that I wasn't going to make him uncomfortable and if it was going to be hard to hold back this spring, emotions were boiling inside of me like a heated pot.I was hoping that I would be able to get a break surrounded by the flowers and their beautiful scent that was so enchanting but I should have known that I was wishing for far too much because it wasn't long before I began to wonder inside the garden that's when I noticed somebody was following me and it was not something that I could overlook because the steps became more deliberate and they were obviously headed in my direction. Finally, when I turned around I was confronted by the hovering frame of my ex-lover who was looking down at me almost sus
In The Loving Arms Of My Secret Alpha Chapter 57
Evelyn's povThere had been very few times in our contract marriage that I had managed to make Kian completely speechless and I guess I could add this to the list. I stepped in and my inhibitions lowered because of my curiosity as I asked him who was on the other side of the line and he remained in that post perfectly, not moving a single inch so much that you would confuse him for an artistically sculpted statue if you walked into the bedroom eventually. The steady breathing of his chest is also something that he was able to do without feeling like an athlete falling down on the track only to quickly get back up on their feet again and resume the race.I don't know what was more troubling, as the fact that he did it in the snap of a finger most times making me question my own sanity and if I had misread his expressions or the fact that he felt he needed to do it in front of me and that's brought a bundle of other questions running through my mind."You had a very short stroll in the
In The Loving Arms Of My Secret Alpha Chapter 58
Kian's povWhen I first heard about the princess I thought that she would be somebody completely gullible and easy to deceive and I had done everything to make myself a strong pillar in her life yet despite all of this I could still sense the skepticism that came from her.And she was right not to completely trust me, while I had to admit that it somehow earned her my admiration. At the same time, it was also quite frustrating.However, things are moving smoothly now. She had barely noticed my side when she came into the room, so I prompted her to get some sleep. "I don't know if I really need to sleep…" she said even though she adjusted on the bed and was looking at me. It was almost as if she was half expecting me to join her there, at that point she bit her lip and told me that she was sorry for pressing so much that I had worked hard arranging a surprise for her, and yet she had ruined it. "Like I said before, it's not really a big deal this is just an arrangement so there's no
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Kian's pov I saw an invisible crack of fear across his mask of strength and I had it to give him credit for not immediately holding up. The brother I knew before would have immediately melted with fear at a sight like that, I will tell it in the back of my mind and continued to look at him intensely until I saw him swallow a huge lump spit down his throat with much effort you could see his Adam's apple popping as he did it then he throws his head to decide, his breathing becoming slightly faster."Why did it have to be her? Of all women you can easily have your pick and with a snap of your finger they are already crawling to your feet so why did you have to pick her?" I leaned against the kitchen counter again, studying him with code speculative eyes then I told him that the real question was why it bothered him so much. Why does it seem to get his knickers in a wrap that I was going after such an electrical bachelorette? He snapped his head to me again gathering up The shambles of
In The Loving Arms Of My Secret Alpha Chapter 60
Evelyn's povA few days passed and I was still keeping it a secret that I had finally shifted, nobody had ever really expected it, and I had been branded a failure for most of my life because of it.I didn't want people to suddenly switch up because I had a wolf now so I have decided that the blessed decision was to keep it under the wraps for now. The only person who knew about it was Kian, so after all that time I admitted to him that I had been unable to shift since that encounter in the woods."Not even once?" He said worriedly rolling on his side in bed, it was nighttime and quiet but I feared that all of the courage would immediately evaporate from my body if I kept postponing it like this day after day, so I decided that I was just going to fix it head on whether or not it made me uncomfortable.I was actually expecting him to look at me judgmentally which I have gotten used to. Growing up, people would often look at me only hiding their disgust very thinly, even when I was jus
In The Loving Arms Of My Secret Alpha Chapter 61
Evelyn's povI shoved the last bag into the back of the car as my eyes scanned around observing the garage. It was still the early hours of Dawn. We would train until it was almost morning and then at the first pic of sunlight we would be returning back to the pack house.My heart was pounding hard with anticipation. This was something that I had hoped for from a very young age. Something that I felt like I was going to be denied for the rest of my life but somehow in the most unlikely of circumstances it had actually pressed out of me and that was the only thing that smoothed out the soul memory that I had of that day.I didn't realize that I was spacing out until I felt a warm grip on my shoulder and it startled me for a second but I quickly calmed down and looked into his eyes, said nothing then we did this for a while until I felt like I was obligated to say something anything at all he saved me from that by inviting me to take my seat on the front. Before I go ahead to the front
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Evelyn's pov Even though I knew that the park was just close by and we wouldn't have to go there, there was still a dreadful feeling in my chest, of running into Kian after so long. I never really gave him any explanation as to why I left, he must have returned back to the mansion confused and conflicted I don't know if the letter that I wrote for him would have been enough to satisfy his curiosity but I knew I couldn't stay and say those words, if not I would have never had the courage to leave at all. A tap on my shoulder brought me back to the present and I allowed a small smile on my face as I looked at my stepbrother, Kelvin, I had never imagined that he would become such a pillar in my life, somebody who was once a spineless puppets for his mother had matured into a responsible man and he had girls chasing him left and right but he told me that he was interested in only one person and one day he will confess his feelings to her. I had begged him to tell me who this per
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Evelyn's pov The day I made a decision to leave the pack, to leave him, I knew that I could never return back or at least I never intended to and now 5 months had passed it felt like 5 years. Everyday my heart was aching for me to return back but I knew that he would have some kind of convenient explanation or he would deny being part of the council at all but it made so much sense that I was not going to allow him to deceive me anymore. It was not an easy decision to come to and I had no idea where I would even go, all I knew was that I had to leave, now was when I got an unexpected call from my stepbrother Kelvin. He had never reached out to me before, so I was surprised to get his call that night. I contemplated answering it or not, then I decided not to because whatever he had to say, I doubted that I had the Patience to even listen to him but just as I was about to cut the call, my fingers slid in the wrong direction and I answered it by accident.His concerned voice came thro
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Kian's pov “It's been a pleasure doing business with you,” I said with a confident smile as my fingers gripped that of my newest associate. The contract that I had just closed down would end both of us millions and that satisfaction was almost enough to make up for the 3 days that I had spent away from my mate.Well almost…I had already booked a flight and I would be pulling her into my arms once again in less than 3 hours or so, so with an expectant smile on my face, I checked out of the hotel that I had been staying for the past 3 days and made my way to the airport, my eyes were glued shut throughout the entire flight and everything seem to blur until finally, I was driving into my mansion through the gates. A maid came to take my briefcase and I easily handed it to her asking her if she knew where my mate was. Her face suddenly paled up, and then she started shaking a little bit, her lips obviously trembling as she visibly battled to get out her words saying that she had no ide
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Evelyn's pov The search for my father's killer went on for months, it started with days and then it dragged out into weeks until months passed and yet there was nothing. It was almost as though they appeared out of thin air and after committing that heinous act disappeared like dust in the wind. I mourned for my father until my heart wanted to bleed right out of my chest. My only consolation was my husband who was there for me during this difficult time, promising me with all of his heart that he would find my father's killer but despite all of his efforts, nothing came out of it. One dead end was just followed up by another one. Eventually, after catching him looking through the little evidence that could be found at night barely allowing himself to sleep I had to call it quits but he was stubborn about letting go insisting that if he just kept looking he would find the killers. On one of such night, I caught him in his office after waking up in bed and finding that his ow
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Evelyn's POV When I woke up the next morning, the first thing I got was an urgent text from my father's personal investigator urging me to reach out to him as soon as possible. My heart quickly found its way to my throat. I had a nightmare and it involved my father and now this? Calming my racing heart, I took a few breaths and then made the call and on the second ring, he picked up and his voice was low. It was always sort of monotone but now there was something beneath it that made a pit my stomach grow even deeper. “Is something wrong?” I couldn't help asking and his voice was a few decibels as he dropped the bombshell that left the room spinning around for several seconds until I spoke again in a response. “You must be joking…” I said, my voice coated in denial. “You can't be serious, please tell me that you are joking right now…” “I'm sorry you have my condolences…” I wasn't able to listen to his next words because the phone fell from my trembling hands, and if I h
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John's pov “This has to be a joke…” I said for the millionth time throwing a folder back to my desk. My personal private investigator looked at me with a source of resignation on his face and he told me that he was confident of his findings.I looked at the folder again like a bomb that was about to explode cautiously touching it and I opened it up. The first thing I saw randomly was a picture of a boy and standing next to him was the familiar feminine face that made me close the folder once again, my chest burning up. It couldn't be, it just couldn't be… “Alpha John…” My private investigator was about to speak but I held up my hand. I needed a moment to digest this so I dismissed him, leaving me alone with all the evidence that brings back memories from the past, memories that I thought I had long buried. And along with it came intense guilt, just as I was battling with this, Quinn appeared in my office with a cheap smile on her face but right now I needed to be alone. When she g
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Evelyn's POV I looked down at my wristwatch for the millions of times and a heavy breath left me as I tilted my head up and groaned afterwards. I was hoping that this flight would make me get to my father faster but instead it ended up getting delayed because of an incoming storm.So I was left with no other choice, I had to Lodge into a hotel for the night, I would be coming back the next day to quickly catch my flight it was already too late to consider going on the road anymore and I would still end up wasting the same amount of time anyways, so I might as well just get on a flight. At least, I wouldn't have to worry about traffic or anything. When I was settled with my baggage I lay down on the bed with my shoes. I feel like a bigger traitor than those two shameless people for not telling him this. How was he even going to react when he knew that I had been keeping these secrets for so long now? I squeezed my fingers together until it pulled into a fist and I was agitated just
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John's pov My wife stayed in the basement longer than I expected. I thought that after a couple of hours, she would come out but it was only the next morning that I was able to convince her. I brought some food for her, an omelet and some bacon because she had also refused to eat anything from the previous day. Then, standing at the entrance of the basement, I knocked to get her attention. “Quinn, don't you think that this is unnecessary?” I asked her “Both of us are adults so we can discuss this as adults..” “I don't want to discuss anything…” she cried out. “Just tell me that I can go, that you don't need me anymore, and have my bags packed for me so that I can leave immediately. I have dedicated so many years of my precious life to you and you won't even trust me I don't want to talk about it,” I looked down at the plate of food. “You haven't had anything to eat since last night. Are you really planning to starve yourself to death?” There was silence for a while before sh
