Valeria POV
I looked outside the window, feeling pain all over my body. How long has it been? I can’t say, but right now I wish my life would come to an end. I thought I had it bad before, but obviously I didn’t. I had freedom; people avoided me, but I wore good clothes and ate what I wanted to. I was happy even with how I lived. But now it’s the opposite: I am isolated, bruised, starved, and locked up in this cold, tight room with just one tiny window allowing me to see the outside world.
I thought Adrain was a bit different; he wasn’t like my parents; he gave me freedom and allowed me to eat as I wanted; although his pack avoided me, they didn’t talk badly about me or whisper harsh words as I passed. He was kind to me the night of the ball; he looked at me like he would look at any other person, but I didn’t know he was a monster. That night, I got to see the devil's side of him; he was burning with rage.
I shivered, remembering how his wolf took control over his body, running at me with rage. His pack watched as he and his wolf raged their anger at me. I closed my eyes, remembering the sounds of his claws piercing through my skin angrily, drool falling on my face as he growled at me. That night was the most horrible night of my life. I almost died, but Collin pulled him back, saying I was worthless, but still needed to be kept alive. Passing out, I woke up to find myself here.
Adrain never gave me proper medication, and I still put on the clothes I wore that night. My wolf is weak from trying to keep us alive, and my injuries are not healing. I have been fed sour soup with a few vegetables flowing on the surface. I can’t even take the sour soup anymore. I am afraid this is where I would die. I no longer have the capability to do anything.
“What about mate?” my wolf asked, using all her strength. I sniffed, holding in my tears. She was dying.
“I don’t know Sofia,” I replied to her, sinking to the floor.
“He is not coming to get us, is he?” she asked. I stayed quiet. I stared through the window every day, hoping to see my mate, but the more hopeful I got, the more disappointed I was. He really is not coming. I smiled, looking at the wall. I don’t even blame him; I would put him in danger if he broke the rules of the pillars of werewolves. An Alpha can’t claim another Alpha’s mate, and I don’t expect him to put him and his pack in danger because of me. No matter what, that night was the best day of my life, and I will cherish the memory for as long as I stay alive. The memory is deeply engraved in my feeble heart. I closed my eyes, falling asleep at the thought of my mate’s angelic face.
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The sounds of chains rustling woke me up from my sleep. I opened my eyes, and the guards stood in front of me, holding my chains. Yes, I forgot to mention I was chained.
“Stand up, bitch,” they growled, but I just stared at them weakly.
“She is weak; let’s drag her,” the other one said. I was confused, drag? Where are they taking me to? They pulled my chain, which was wrapped around my wrist and ankle. I hissed in pain as the guards dragged me out of the room. They didn’t care where my body hit; they just dragged me roughly like I wasn’t a being with flesh like them. I bit my lips, the rusty chain rubbing my injuries that were not healing. They were all infected, and this chain wasn’t helping.
They kept dragging me; by now, my head was already bleeding. The sound of the door opening rang out in the quiet hallway, and I opened my eyes. The guards pulled me up and threw me harshly inside the room. A small cry burst out of my lips as my elbow hit the cold floor.
“Leave,” the voice I haven’t heard in so long said. But I wasn’t happy to hear it; I was traumatised and scared to hear it. The room was quiet; I couldn’t look up. I was scared to see the rage in his eyes. I heard heels clicking, and I froze up. Why does that sound familiar? My hair was dragged up, and I came face-to-face with my sister. Her smirk was so wide, I was afraid of her cheeks.
“This is how you ended?” she asked, shaking her head repeatedly in mock pity. I looked at her without saying anything, not like anything she would say would matter to me, anyway.
“Oh, dear sister,” she said, tears falling down her face.
“You look so malnourished,” she cried, holding my cheeks. I wanted to cry with her too; I wanted to ask what I ever did to her. I never stole any of her things as a pup; we both lived in a very different world. Why does she loathe me that much?
“Come here, Ruby,” Adrain said. Ruby dropped me with a smirk and walked to him. I watched as she sat on his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck.
“Don’t waste your tears on her,” he said, cleaning her cheeks. I don’t know why, but I find this scene in front of me very funny. I smiled while holding in my laughter.
“What are we going to do with her? It’s been a month already,” she said, pouting. Adrain looked at me for a second.
“What should we do to her?” he asked. Ruby’s lips stretched into a huge smile.
“How about we get rid of her?” she asked. I sat on the floor, staring at both of them blankly.
“No, she needs to be alive to suffer,” he said, shaking his head. Ruby nods her head in agreement.
“How about we render her more useless? Cut off her hands and tongue; make her look unacceptable to her mate if she eventually meets him.” she said, but half of the statement didn’t get a reaction from me except for the last part. Does this mean they don’t know Alpha Damien is my mate?
“She will never find her mate; she will be locked up forever in loneliness,” Adrain said. They really don’t know he is my mate? How foolish are both of them? I would dance with a stranger so intimately, and he is not my mate?
“At least I will have my sister with me as I do my Luna duties,” she said, a big smile on her face. Adrain looked at her and nodded his head.
“Yes, you would be my Luna; I should have chosen you instead,” he mumbled, his lips moving close to hers. I looked at them in disgust as they kissed passionately, their mouths buried deep inside each other. I shook my head at Ruby; if only she knew Adrain was playing with her. I can tell he doesn’t find her the least attractive; his stare at her is blank. There are no emotions, and she is focusing on his words and not his actions. Adrain is more attracted to innocent wolves who are small and timid like me. She is getting played, and my thoughts were confirmed when he stared at me.
Fear washed over me. Adrain wants me, but has grown angry over my actions with his enemy. He wants me to get punished until his anger is totally gone, and he doesn’t mind using anyone, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t want me. My heart beat loudly as I hoped in my mind. I am not about to have an obsessive Alpha up my ass; I won’t be able to take it mentally.
Valeria POV I heard the doors open as I lay down on the floor, my back turned against the door. The guards walked to me, and they gently removed the chains from me. It has been three days since I went to see Adrain and Ruby, and I was taken back here to my cell. I have been staring at the wall ever since, expecting my death. The guards helped me up, and I was super confused. Were they not the ones who pulled me harshly a few days ago? Dragging me on the floor gave me more injuries, so what changed? “That is enough; leave,” I heard the familiar voice. I looked up, and Collin stood in front of me. He looked at me disgusted, and I looked at him right back. “We have an unexpected visitor. Go to your room, freshen up, and come down for dinner. Also, make sure to hide your bruises. Alpha’s order,” he said, turning around and leaving. I stood there for a minute, a visitor? Surely this visitor must be an important one for Adrain to want me to meet them; he did introduce me as his mate durin
Valeria POVWe were done with dinner, and I sat still waiting for the Adrain command. I looked at him from under my lashes, and he dropped his fork.“We were not aware of your arrival, so we did not prepare for your accommodation. The omegas are cleaning the guest room; in the meantime, you will stay on the 3rd floor. It is well cleaned, and your bags are there in the rooms waiting for you. The 3rd floor belongs to my Luna, and I am sure she doesn’t mind you temporarily staying there,” he said, and I felt eyes on me. But I was happier because I am closer to my mate, although I don’t know if he came for me or for the rogues.“The omegas would show you to the floor; please follow them,” he said.“Thank you, Alpha Adrain, for your accommodation and dinner,” my mate said, standing up. I looked up a bit as they all walked out, following the omega. Adrain folded his fist in anger, watching them as they left, and he waited for them to leave before talking.“I wonder why he is here; he has ne
Valeria POVI walk around the pack, smiling brightly. My life has been going perfectly ever since Damien came, which was about three weeks ago. Adrain has totally forgotten about me; he and Damien are more fixed on dealing with the rogues, but at night Damien makes special time to give his mate attention. I have never been so happy being in the arms of my mate, listening to him talk about all his experiences about being an Alpha son and taking his father’s spot. They all sounded like bedtime stories, and of course, what is a bedtime story without bedtime cuddles?Things are going well between us, but we are both avoiding asking each other the right questions. He is curious about what Adrain did to me and why I sometimes struggle to eat food. I know he wants to ask; he just doesn’t want to push me or make me overwhelmed. Honestly, I want to tell him, but I am scared of his reaction. What if he attacks Adrain? I don’t care about Adrain, but I don’t want any pack wars. I just want things
Valeria POV“Who’s getting on your nerves?” Damien asked, dragging me up softly. I smiled breathlessly. He is just so handsome, his milky skin glowing with sweat.“It’s just my sister and Adrain,” I mumbled, trying to calm my racing heart. I don’t know why my heart always races whenever I see him; I can’t control it.“I heard them,” he said. I looked at him, surprised.“How are you able to hear them from so far away?” I asked, shocked. It’s normal for Alpha’s to have enhanced abilities, especially if their parents are from a lineage of Alpha’s or Beta’s families. But he was too far from us to hear that. “Well, I will let you in on a little secret,” he said, smiling. My heart swooned as his dimples came to life, elevating his smile. Why would the moon goddess create such a masterpiece? And all for me? I am the luckiest wolf in the world. He got closer to me, and I was literally holding my breath. I felt hot. A sexy, half-naked man is standing so close to me.“I come from a generation
Valeria POV“How do you know how to make hair so perfectly?” I asked, smiling at the mirror. We were in the night, and Damien offered to wash and style my hair, and he is so good at it. The way he washed my hair was very gentle, scrubbing through my scalp. I was almost falling asleep in the bathroom, enjoying the soft massage.“My sister made me do it,” he said, a soft smile on his face. I smiled. I remembered Collin mentioning something about his sister in the ball.“It must be nice to have a younger sister who loves you back,” I said, remembering my ill-fated relationship with my younger sister.“Well, we had the best brother-sister relationship,” he said, a sour smile on his face. I noticed he used the past tense.“Had?” I asked, looking at how he made my hair.“Yes, she is dead now,” he replied. I looked up at him, and he looked a bit down. It’s obvious that his sister is a sour topic, and I had no idea how to comfort him. I didn’t grow up with many people around, so I don’t know
Valeria POVI slammed Ruby on the wall harshly, blocking air from passing through her lungs. I wanted to kill her; I wanted this night to be the last day she would live, and the last day she would ask me to do something so evil. How dare she, after all they did to me, ignore me and sell me off? She is asking me to run away. She wants to take over my identity. The only thing I have left that is mine—the audacity to do that! Ruby trashed around in my hand, her face turning red, but I squeezed harder, not caring how she scratched my hand.“That is enough,” I heard a voice say, holding my hand. But I didn’t listen; I squeezed harder.“You are going to get her killed,” Damien said, forcing my hand away from her neck. I growled, but he held me tight, moving me away from Ruby.“Calm down,” he whispered in my ears, hugging me tight, but I trashed his arms, angry and hurt. How dare she tell me that to my face? I have feelings too. Why should I bear the blame for something I have no control ove
Valeria POVA loud growl woke me up from my sleep. I jerked awake, looking around me, and nothing was happening. I heard another growl with things breaking, and it seemed the noise was coming from the down floor. Panicking, I come down from the bed, wearing my slippers. I ran out of my room, heading to the down floor. There was nobody on the stairs, and I was scared. Hoping is not what I think it is. I got to the bottom floor, and I gasped loudly at the whole place, which was messed up. The pack members stood away from the two Alphas’s fighting.“How dare you touch what is mine?” Adrian raged, punching my mate harshly in the jaw. I gasped, anger and fear rushing through my veins as my mate fell to the floor, bleeding out. Adrain wasn’t done; he had all the intention of killing my mate, and I wasn’t going to stand there and watch. Adrian raised his claw, going for my mate’s opened chest. But I ran to my mate, my body full of anger. I have no idea what happened, but Adrain flew into th
Valeria POVI sat down at the back of the seat with Damien, and we sat in silence. I was lost in my thoughts; I didn’t expect any of this to happen. Not that I am not happy I finally get to be with my mate; I just have so many questions. Was it all planned, or did some unfortunate things that happened work in his favour? “Hey,” Damien called, bringing me out of my thoughts. I looked up at him, and I was happy the blood was no longer on his face. He must have noticed how uncomfortable it made me, so he cleaned it, which I am grateful for. “I know you are very confused and have a lot of questions, but don’t worry; when we get to my pack, well fed and taking lots of rest, we will talk about it,” he said softly. I breathe out.“But how did you get so beaten up? I thought you were more powerful than him.” I asked. He chuckled.“It was all part of the plan, mate; I needed to get beaten up. Now don’t ask too many questions; you were woken up from your sleep too suddenly, and you are still
Valeria POVSo many grunting, groaning, swords clashing later, Lux was still standing on her feet. Blood all over her body. She stood away from us, her sword out as she tried to catch her breath. I wasn’t even tired; I must say she put up a good fight. She definitely lasted longer than I would have imagined; it was nice to see her still fit after so many years. But she knows this is a fight she won’t win.“Give it up, Lux,” I said, looking at her. She chuckled dryly.“Nice to see I haven’t lost my touch. I had some hits,” she said, looking at all of us. She is right; her sword cut into my arm, and that is all. Everyone has injuries too, but just in a few places. But for her, it’s all over her body. She almost got beheaded by Dmitri; she moved out in a millisecond. “You are already dead,” I said. She smirked.“Not if I have something to say about it,” she said, running to me with speed, aiming for my neck. I could tell she put all her remaining energy into that run; she already knew s
Valeria POVI walked inside the pack house, heading to the conference room and before I got there, I could hear them discussing. I entered the conference room, and it was a full house. I have never seen so many Lycans together before.“Just the wolf we were waiting for,” Dmitri said as I walked in. He looked the same as he was, not much different. “Sorry I kept you all waiting,” I said, smiling at Damien.“She apologies,” Dmitri said, with heavy sarcasm. I turned to him.“How are you doing, Dmitri?” I asked. He smiled.“I am the same as ever. I can’t say about you though,” he said. I gave him a long look, breathing out. I really don’t have strength for his energy.“Did you tell him everything?” I asked Damien. He nods his head.“Yes,” he replied. I turned to all the men.“So, I’m guessing you all understand,” I said. “Yes, we do. But I hope you know killing Lux is going to affect the moon goddess,” he said. I nod my head.“She deserves it; I blame her for everything that’s happening
Valeria POVI got back to the pack, and I headed to the dungeon.“How is he doing?” I asked Collin.“He has gone crazy; he keeps growling and scratching his neck. I tried to stop him, but he is strong and needs more than one wolf to tame him,” he said. And before I got to Adrain, I could hear his loud growling.“Are you with his phone?” I asked.“Yes, it’s with me,” he replied, and I nodded my head. We got to the dungeon, and of course, only he was here. He was rolling on the floor, growling at everyone and everything.“Open the gate,” I said. Collin looked at me wearily, but opened it, anyway. I entered the cell, and he was still rolling on the floor, trying to get rid of his mark.“Adrain,” I called, and immediately he tensed up. His muscles moved, and slowly, he turned around. At first, he looked like a crazy animal, with no ounce of humanity behind those eyes, but when his eyes fixed on me, he became normal. He fell to the floor, crying out.“What have you done?” he cried out. I r
Valeria POVI continued sprinting to Damien’s pack, and when I got near his pack, I was jumping on the censor so they knew I was coming. When I got to the pack, I saw the guards and Dante looking at me from the walls, and they were shocked. I can’t mind link them as I am no longer in this pack. I moved back, then I ran with all speed, growling as I tried to jump off the high wall. The warriors all yelled, causing a commotion as I jumped over the wall, landing on my paws.“Valeria? What’s going on?” Dante asked, running to me. I howled, ignoring him and running to the pack. Dante shifted, running after me. I know he was trying to catch up, but I was in momma bear mode. It was late at night, and I was worried about my son. Who did Titus send to take him? How are they even going to take him in this pack filled with security? Dante growled behind me, and I hoped he was talking to Damien. I continued running, ignoring people’s yells of surprise as I passed them.After a few minutes, I was
Valeria POVA horror filled scream left Daus lips and before he could run to his mom, I blocked him, carrying him out of the room. He fought with me, screamed and scratched me to let him go but I was barely affected. I took him to his room, dropping him on the bed and I stared at him blankly. I’m sorry you had to see that Daus, no child deserves that, but your momma is evil. She definitely didn’t think of my son and what he would go through if I was dead because no way would I live with that bastard mark on my neck.“Daus,” I called. “Mommy, I want my mommy,” he cried out loudly. I sat on his bed, carrying him on my lap and petting his back softly.“I’m sorry,” I said, not sorry for what happened to Ruby. I am just sorry he has to see that and live without a mom and possibly a dad.“Mommy,” he cried. I pulled back, and I sighed.“Sleep,” I commanded. He blinked his eyes repeatedly, looking all drowsy. And slowly, he fell into my arms, passed out. I sighed, patting his back softly.“I
Valeria POVAdrain trashed around on the bed, trying to get the mark off him, but he can’t undo what I already did. The only thing he was doing was getting blood on my white sheet, which annoyed the fuck out of me. But I wasn’t worried; he would have to wash that later. My door burst open, and I turned to look; it was Ruby. She rushed in with urgency, looking around, and her eyes widened when she saw Adrain trashing on the bed. She probably thought it was me screaming.“You thought it was me?” I asked, sitting on the comfortable sofa not so far from the bed. She turned to me, and her eyes widened in shock.“What did you do to him?” she snapped, looking at Adrian in shock. A soft laughter left my lips at what she said.“What did I do to him?” I asked. She looked at Adrian, running to him and trying to keep him from hurting himself, but he pushed her away. He is mine now; his loyalty lies with me.“What did you do to him, you bitch?” she yelled. Anger rose deep within me as I looked at
Valeria POV“Are you enjoying Daddy’s Pack?” I asked Egan with a small smile on my face.“Yes, Daddy Pack is the best,” he said, moving all around the phone. I could just tell Damien was holding the phone, and Egan was walking all around talking.“I am glad. Have a goodnight rest. Mommy missed you but would see you soon,” I said.“How soon?” he asked, his voice louder. Now he is closer to the phone. “Very soon. Make sure you sleep early. Don’t sleep past bedtime, and also don’t disturb Daddy too much,” I said.“Okay!” he yelled, still so active. I sighed; he is definitely sleeping past his bedtime. Damien chuckled.“How are you doing?” he asked. I smiled.“I am the same,” I said.“Have you started working on what you said?” he asked.“No, I haven’t informed the warriors about the war yet; I would like to talk to Dmitri first. Then we can get everything in motion,” I said. “Okay, when you are ready to just keep me updated,” he said, and I smiled, nodding my head. I hung up the phone,
Valeria POVI got to my pack, entered the pack house, and I was welcomed with Adrain, Ruby, and Daus sitting on the couch watching a movie. They looked like a family, just chilling on the couch, having some family time. Of course, I didn’t inform anyone of my arrival; I asked the guards to keep it very low key. I guess I just wanted to see what was happening when I was not around. And this confirms what Egan was saying.“Hey guys,” I said, smiling widely as I entered my living room. They turned to me, a look of shock on their faces, and Ruby jolted away from Adrain, dusting her body shakily.“V.valeria, you are back,” she said, her voice sounding high-pitched. I smiled.“Yes, I’m back. I got you all some gifts,” I said, bringing the bags up. They smiled, and I walked to the kitchen with them following me.“Where are you coming from?” Adrain asked. I placed the bags on the counter, looking at him. “Went on a little errand,” I said, bringing out all the gifts.“And where is Egan?” he a
Valeria POVI frowned at her as she cackled evilly. She may look like me, but she is nothing like me. She is evil.“Moon goddess created you to save the wolves, not try to overthrow her,” I snapped. She looked at me, her eyes nothing but dark. How did I not notice this the first time I saw her? The dark energy I felt was all from her. She has been locked up here for so long that her anger and frustration keep getting worse. How can someone have this much rage?“That was truly her goal of creating me, but then I desired something more,” she said. I chuckled.“She is your creator; how can you desire something more? How can you put everyone at risk? Everything going on right now is all your fault, and you dare still desire more?” I asked. She smiled, going back to where she was seated.“She is a coward; she would have saved the wolves if she wanted to, but no, she wanted to be a goddess. Seat on her throne all day and had her little minions do everything for her; she is supposed to prote