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21 - Such Decisions
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2021-04-15 05:02:44I walked a couple blocks and found a coffee shop. I ordered the most caffeinated iced coffee I could get, and a huge muffin.
My immediate thought was, I can't fucking stand how rich assholes think they can just buy women. Just because they have the means and the money, they get to call the shots and have their way.
But prostitution is the oldest profession there is, it's not like I can be too shocked. Here I was, nearing the end of my time in college, with no real certainty as to what the hell my next step was.
I knew I wanted to get in government in some fashion, State Department, something like that. I knew it would happen or work out eventually, but right now I was feeling pretty low. And maybe that was the perfect time for a predator to seek me out.
What if this guy was like Wyatt? I mean Haven said he was young and handsome, but everybody thought Wyatt was hot. I wouldn't even know it because we're going to be in
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In The Dark 22 - Keep An Open Mind
Haven texted me the next day that Derek would call me Friday between 8 and 8:30 pm. Thanks for fitting me in buddy, I thought, this whole thing was your idea and it seemed like he was getting me in during his poker game.I was a nervous wreck, having really no idea what to expect. I hoped the phone call would calm me down a bit. I thought I should have a few shots before I go for some courage, but surely he would taste it on me and I supposed that would make a bad impression.My roommate was gone so I had no problems sitting at home for the call. It was 7:58 pm and I was already staring at my phone, daring it to ring. When it lit up at 8:11 pm it scared me because I had gotten involved with something on TV.I answered, “hello, this is Eve.”Shit was that corny, should I have just said hello?“Eve, it’s lovely to hear your voice, my name is Derek. I hope you’re doing well?”
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 23 - Derek
~This chapter contains graphic sexual content~I pushed the door open and the room was pitch black as promised, the light from the hall showed a little closet by the door and it was open. I let the door close and lifted my purse off quickly, to set it down so I would be able to find it later.“Hey Eve, you found me,” I heard a voice from much further in the room.“I guess so,” I said, putting out my arms trying to feel around. Did he want me to walk back there or should I wait here for him?As if he read my mind he said, “I left the closet open, go ahead and put your shoes and whatever else in there so you can find it easily later. I’ll come find you baby.”Hmm baby huh? He sounded very confident, very sure of himself. But yet, not arrogant.I took off my shoes and felt around for the closet, I took off my cardigan too. By the time I turned away from the closet he reached me,
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 24 - Mrs.
I thought I was addicted to Chris, but this was just like outer space … out of this world.I hoped he was still going to let me keep the room for the night, I doubted I could walk. Everything hurt, but everything tingled at the same time.Derek didn’t ask me to massage him and I didn’t know if I should have offered. I guessed that he did it just to build trust and get me to relax.Derek and I rolled around in bed, in every position, in every angle, and I fucking loved it, all of it. All of him. the way he felt, the way he made me feel.When I thought I couldn't take anymore, his taunting and teasing gave me the energy to go on. I was more and more convinced he fit me, perfectly inside and out.Was I doing this again?Falling so easily for a great lay?Looks that way, idiot.We both fell asleep, into a deep sleep, but I woke up when I felt him
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 25 - Now What?
~Derek's Point of View~My best friend was the only one outside of Eve and Haven that knew about my night in the dark. I walked out of the hotel a little after 5 am and drove home, ready to bang on the apartment door below mine and wake his ass up.Heath of course thought I was nuts, that I could have easily just met a girl on a dating site for this fantasy and not had to pay $10k for it. We had both been single a very long time, both played the field, but both always came up with superficial women.I needed a deeper, more intimate and personal connection. I needed that fire that comes from finding someone you can’t stand to be away from, that person that makes your worst day melt away. I’d never had it obviously, but I knew it had to be out there. I wasn't willing to compromise on this.My family had been pressuring me to just "pick one," so to speak, and that wasn't happening.Haven wou
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 26 - Bye, Bye Haven
~Eve's Point of View~My phone dinged and I ran to it. “Keep everything the same for next time, but this time wear panties, I want something to keep.”I laughed out loud.You could just take me home with you, I thought, sitting on the couch.Jeez!I had no shame all of a sudden! Now I had to go shopping for the perfect panties.My mind started going through all the possibilities.“Did you tell literally everyone in the hotel to address me as Mrs. Russell or are they all just overly assumptive?” I wished I could see his reaction to that!“Oh, I told them to take extra special care of my wife ;).”I gaped at my phone and threw my head back on the couch and caught the sun coming up. It was unusually beautiful, and bright and it held my attention until it was fully up. I laid my head down on the arm of the couch
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 27 - You Can't Afford It
I spent the rest of the day in bed, half in a coma. My whole body ached but also longed for Derek to be all over me again.Now that I felt like he was serious, like he would keep wanting to see me, I relaxed. But I kept telling myself I needed to keep a boundary between relaxing and fully thinking this guy was going to be mine. I still had no idea what he was really thinking.I was like a lost fucking puppy dog for him though. If he broke my heart, it would just kill me. That would legit be it and I would become a nun.I was also convinced that I likely burned 20,000 calories last night so I ordered a whole pizza and wings just for myself.I was just getting into my Law and Order marathon when it dawned on me I never thanked Derek for the flowers. Shit! I tried to think of something witty to say but I came up empty.I simply said, “thank you for the amazing garden, no one has ever sent me flowers before.”
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 28 - An Even Playing Field
My eyes went cross eyed and I abruptly sat up. His hand immediately went to my lips, as if to silence me, how could he even see where my lips were?“Yes, or no … I don’t want to hear anything else baby,” he whispered.“But I--”I stopped myself. He began kissing my neck, he wasn’t fighting fair.“Will you marry me, Eve, yes or no?”My mind immediately raced a thousand miles a minute. He couldn’t be serious, we were strangers! I mean … I guess we knew each other about as intimately as it gets but … there’s so much more to being with someone.He began tickling my tummy and I laughed in his ear. Maybe I just tell him what he wants to hear, hell it’s not like we’d get married tomorrow. We could have a long engagement, meet each other’s families, break up if it doesn’t work out.Why does he need
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15In The Dark 29 - Double Standard
We had just finished breakfast and Derek was sitting up in bed, I was in his lap, cuddled into his neck and he was on the phone with his assistant. I just tuned him out and felt his warmth. After what seemed like an eternity, he finally hung up.“Your assistant is a guy,” I said, curiously.“Yep and a huge pain in my ass, but he’s damn good at his job, so I keep him around. I’ve had him about five years now. His husband is one of my lawyers,” he said, turning his lips into my neck.“Sounds interesting,” I said.I pulled away and held his face, “so what happens now … Mr. Russell?”He grinned and said, “no more of this hotel nonsense, I’m taking you home with me. We can stop at your place and get anything you might need for now, but anymore will have to be another day.”“Huh, already thought this through have you,&rdqu
Huling Na-update : 2021-04-15
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In The Dark 91 - Light The Way
~Heath’s Point of View~This is it, the day I’ve been waiting for my whole life. My perfect redhead, my dream girl. Only she’s not a dream, she’s real, and she loves me. She loves me and she’s giving me a baby.I couldn’t even wrap my head around it all still, and I just knew I’d cry at the wedding. I hated that my dad couldn’t be here, but it meant everything to me that we could speed things along for my mom’s sake.I’d had dinner sent to Liz’s room, Chinese food to honor our first night together. I had a special fortune cookie made for Beth with a slip of paper in it, asking her to marry me. Around the paper was an engagement ring.She wasn’t going to be allowed to come see me t
In The Dark 90 - Government Name
~Beth’s Point of View~I had started wondering when we might all go back home, but everyone seemed to be happy out here and I didn’t want to rock the boat or seem as if I didn’t like it. Heath really liked being able to see his family, and I did greatly enjoy his mom.There had been a couple times I caught everybody whispering like, hushed voices. They’d shut right up and move on once they saw me. I just thought it was stuff about Miss Reba, but I was starting to get annoyed.Heath better never keep stuff from me, and if he did, I’d punch him in the nuts!Heath’s sisters went on and on at dinner one night about some spa in town, and I didn’t care for that stuff. But as they went on I started to reckon that a m
In The Dark 89 - Liz With The Assist
~Eve’s Point of View~We had been out at the Jackson ranch through Christmas, and it was certainly a much more different Christmas than I would have imagined a month ago.I also wasn't thrilled to have my ankle in a cast but I was dealing with it. There was still total radio silence on Haven and her brother, but Derek still had everyone possible trying to track them down.At last count, his hackers were able to recover about $39 million of the ransom, which we all thought was pretty remarkable.It was great to meet Heath’s family, and they were the distraction that I think we all needed. They knew nothing about what had happened to Beth and I, and I was so glad for it. Being around our group would have given me nothing but sad, pitiful faces.
In The Dark 88 - Enough Excitement
~Beth’s Point of View~“Ugh my momma keeps callin’, lemme see what she wants,” I said to Heath.I ran out of the hospital waiting room and into a stairwell.“Hey momma,” I said, answering the phone.“Bethany I have only talked to you twice in the past month, and now you’re onto only texting me all the time. Explain yourself young lady,” she said.Oh shit.“Well I did text you at least,” I said, lying.Heath had texted her from my phone since it was recovered when they found the car we were abducted in.I h
In The Dark 87 - She's Here
The cops were trying to get ahold of the landlord to ask about breaking out a wall or taking up the floor and I didn’t give a fuck about all that. I’d buy him a new goddamn building if wasn’t in on the scheme.About four hours went by and I was seriously losing any ounce of patience I had left.Heath had me on speakerphone in his pocket so I could roughly hear what was being said inside.I heard a guy in the crowd yell that he was the landlord and I immediately rushed him but Mick held me back.A cop went at him, “sir we believe there is a kidnapping victim being held here, is there a basement or a false wall anywhere?”“What, someone was kidnapped? You think they are here?”
In The Dark 86 - Shock
~Derek’s Point of View~It had now been nearly two days since Beth was released and I was really close to losing my shit. There was just nothing more we could do, we were totally helpless.The kidnappers had been more than careful and if I hadn’t been so insaney furious I might have admired their work. They had to have slipped up at some point, we just had to catch a break.It was extremely illegal but Mick was running the photo we got of the driver from a street camera through the DMV. It was the middle of the night and everyone was half asleep or actually asleep.Heath and Beth had been holed up in his place and I didn’t want to bother them, not that I had any news.I was in the kitchen
In The Dark 85 - A Woman?
*Warning, this chapter depicts an assault*~Eve’s Point of View~I guessed it to be about a day since they snatched Beth away from me. The whole speech I gave at first about us having a united front and not showing we were scared was pretty much going out the window.I didn’t know what the hell Derek was doing, did he not give them all the money? I had no clue. Since they took Beth nobody has come back. I don’t have much food left and I’m starting to have to fill up my water bottles in the sink.Maybe they’ll just leave me here to starve, I thought.No, they said they wanted me, they have to want me for something … sex? I mean they hadn’t so far t
In The Dark 84 - They're Pissed
~Derek’s Point of View~Our hackers were working non-stop to trace the money we already sent. As soon as it hit the bank it went to three other accounts and so on. It seemed like they were just trying to put it through so many places to keep it from being traced but we weren’t giving up.We had the FBI and different forensics teams monitoring the video they made the girls take, but we were getting nothing there.I was completely torn on whether or not to send the rest of the money … I didn’t care about the actual money of course but just the fact that I would be sending it with no guarantee of getting them.After some back and forth we went ahead and sent another 15 million, and decided to wait and see if they responded.
In The Dark 83 - No Secrets
~Heath’s Point of View~All I could think about was how scared the girls had to be. My poor little Beth, my innocent little Beth. She’s never even remotely experienced something like this. I had a Bronze Star, I’d been shot down behind enemy lines. I’d known hand to hand combat, I’d know the terror of a real fight.I never wanted her to have to know anything like that.Derek was in full on control freak mode. This was supposed to be my domain, security. But everything seemed to be moving around me in slow motion, I couldn’t focus.The FBI was able to track down the car and in it was a note with instructions. They wanted 50 million dollars wired over ten different bank accounts.
