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27 - You Can't Afford It
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I spent the rest of the day in bed, half in a coma. My whole body ached but also longed for Derek to be all over me again.
Now that I felt like he was serious, like he would keep wanting to see me, I relaxed. But I kept telling myself I needed to keep a boundary between relaxing and fully thinking this guy was going to be mine. I still had no idea what he was really thinking.
I was like a lost fucking puppy dog for him though. If he broke my heart, it would just kill me. That would legit be it and I would become a nun.
I was also convinced that I likely burned 20,000 calories last night so I ordered a whole pizza and wings just for myself.
I was just getting into my Law and Order marathon when it dawned on me I never thanked Derek for the flowers. Shit! I tried to think of something witty to say but I came up empty.
I simply said, “thank you for the amazing garden, no one has ever sent me flowers before.”
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