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2021-08-03 19:09:29IVANA'S POV:
I couldn't sleep for a long time. Maybe cause I no more had to take those strong medicine perhaps I would've to rely on my sleeping pills again. After lots of twists and turns, I finally stood up and had my pills. And then, finally could go to sleep.
The next day, I woke up at the regular time I used to and the first human I saw after opening my eyes was him. Everything that had happened flashed in front of my eyes. How will he react now? I know he isn't letting it go easily. But why am I thinking about it? I am angry on him and I am not going it go easily as well. So what if he's Justin Merchant? He was wrong, he's my culprit.
I walked up to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for every one. Well I couldn't ignore him while making the food out of humanity at least. When I walked out of the kitchen with dishes in my hand, Abi and the great deadly demon were already at the table.
I served food for Abi and myself. I purposely sat beside Abi so t
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