I grab Damon’s face and I kiss him all over that gorgeous face that has haunted me for years and years. I kiss his slightly rough cheeks, his pretty nose, his soft lips, his chiseled jaw. He's so fucking beautiful, it blows my mind. I still think he belongs in a painting… one of Lucifer or something. He looks like an angel. A dark one. "I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you," I admit in a whisper, feeling so fucking hot all of a sudden. I swear, I turn into a man around Damon. No brains, all need, "Against my common sense... I want you so much. I feel ashamed of it, but it's undeniable." Damon gives me his evil smile. “That’s the most romantic thing you could say to me. I love that you hate to want me,” he admits and then pounces on me, making me shriek in real horror… until I feel his big, warm body on top of me. “You said you don’t want to fuck, but could I convince you of something else?” He asks with a naughty grin. I wish I could be a bad bitch and deny hi
“I promise it’s going to be fun,” Damon continues, but I’m already freaking out. There’s nothing fun about the way I’m feeling. “I don’t trust you enough to let you do that, Damon,” I admit with a bite on my tone, “So let me go before I get even more scared.” He keeps his strong grip on me for another second, but then he relents and finally lets me go. I move back immediately until I’m against the headboard, looking at him. “Do you trust Aiden?” He asks, looking up at me. I don’t think much about it, I just nod, “So, record the video yourself. On your phone, with just my dumb face showing… and send it to him.” “But why? Why do you want to do that so bad?” I ask, covering my exposed breasts, “We were having a good time, why do you have to push for something weird?” “Because is more fun,” he says, shrugging, “And I have all this fantasies about you, I just can’t stop myself. I want to show you off… specifically to Aiden. I want to push him until he breaks.” “Why?” “Becaus
{ Damon } I'm apologizing to those fucking cunts who sued me. Against my will, of course. I’m only doing this because I really need more of those Brownie Points Lily requires to fall in love with me. I have two already, I just need another eighteen. To be honest, I like that system a lot and Zion will like it even more. This is what he does with me, he gives me a list of ‘good actions’ and then he rewards me when I do them… usually with a free day or a whole session to talk about stuff that is only interesting to me. So, Lily doesn’t know this, but she’s treating me exactly how I need to be treated. For once, my brain is fully understanding what I need to do. Good action means I get a point. Twenty points means I get the girl I want. Seems easy, especially after yesterday. Lily stayed with me for two more hours after I came back to her room, she made me cuddle her and talk to her, but she was a bit wary and didn’t ask anything about Aiden. She avoided the topic of him alto
{ Aiden } Jessica receives me with a hug and a very loud kiss on the cheek, then she grabs my hand to bring me inside her house. "You look stunning... when did you change your hair?" I ask, lifting a hand to touch her newly blonde hair. She looks better like this, or maybe I just have a preference for blondes. "Just this morning, do you actually like it? I'm not so sure about it," she says, twirling in front of me to give me a 360 view of it. She's totally fishing, she knows she looks way better than before. Even Damon would say so. He would upgrade her from a seven to an eight. Or maybe not, since he hates her. "It looks perfect on you," I respond, being honest for once. I really want to rush this and go get Amy already, but I know what Jess wants from me. And I know I have to fucking give it to her, "It's inappropriate how much I like it, so I have to change the subject before I…” "Ugh, shut up. I’ve told you, you can compliment me all you want," she repeats, leaning agai
The door opens up behind me as I'm waiting for Amy to pack up her dolls. "What are you doing, Amy?" Jess immediately spits out and walks into to grab Amy's arm like she wants to stop her, but Amy fully ignores her. She keeps trying to grab things as if Jess is not there, "Don't leave him waiting, you won't need your toys anyway. Look at me!" Damon would've lost his shit by now, with the way she's pulling on Amy's little arm. And if she's doing this in front of me, I'm starting to wonder how the fuck she treats her when I'm not around. "It's okay, Jess. Can you come here?" I ask. She forgets about Amy right there and almost flies to my side. I lift a hand to brush her hair back, "She listens to me. I think... I think you've been right this whole time." "About what?" she asks gently, her eyes excited. "She sees me as her dad," I continue and I see the way Amy finally stops for a second to turn to me. I can feel her eyes blazing on me again, "And I think you really need a break,
"What do you think about that?" Zion asks with a gentle voice, "About your dad going to prison?" Amy shrugs and sits her butt down again, but closer to me this time. "Who told you about it?" "My mom," she answers, "But she's always saying bad things about him, so I didn't believe it. Then I saw him in TV and they said he hurt a lot of girls." Damon sighs and looks down at his hands. I don't think I've ever seen him look so truthfully guilty before. "How did that make you feel, Amy?" Zion asks, not even looking at her face, he's still pretending to play with a doll, “To hear that your dad hurt a lot of girls?” "I didn't feel anything," she answers and I have to close my eyes in stress. Please, universe, don't let her be just like Damon, "I like him. He’s never hurt me.” "I love you," Damon says to her, very firmly. Once again, I’m shocked at those words coming from him. I think he’s said that to my dad a few times… once to Dean, but that’s it. Never to me or anyone else
"Oh no, I'm sooo jealous I'm missing that," Damon says with a fake pout and slips back inside without another word. Before I can walk away, Zion comes out."Amy sent me away, she wants to play with Damon," he lets me know with an amused smile, "She's a lot more than we expected, huh? I was expecting a shy little thing.""She went into panic mode after the whole fire thing so she dropped the charade. What do you honestly think about her? I can tell she's in the Damon spectrum somewhere," I say, taking a deep, worried breath. "It's way too early to determine, but she does have some worrying tendencies. We always knew it was possible, though. I'm not surprised," he shrugs and leans against the wall, "I'm more worried about her relationship with Jessica, it's not good at all.""Amy is smarter than a regular kid and Jessica is probably just as smart as a regular kid. She doesn't know how to deal with someone like Amy," I dissect the situation, Zion slowly nods as if he agrees, "There's no
{ Lily }Aiden is being an asshole again, and he’s still attacking me, but he’s not wrong and that’s what pisses me off the most.I mean, I’m just a girl… except I’m old as fuck. So, I guess I am actually a traumatized woman stuck in a teenage mindset. That sounds about right.My mom had me when she was sixteen. By the time she was my age, she had a ten-year-old daughter, a husband, a household and a corporate job. She was a capable adult, more capable than most adults twice her age.And all I have is three men I’m juggling, an untrained dog and a job as a CEO at a company I haven’t been to in weeks.But I had to prove Aiden wrong, so here I am. “Lily?” Damon asks as soon as he notices me. He’s sitting on the floor with a little girl who has chin-length hair. She’s the spitting image of Damon and I’m shaking in my boots when she turns to look at me too, “W-what are you doing here so early?”Damon drops the doll he was holding and stands up to walk to me. I think he wants to hug me,