TARAHDalawang araw na ako kina mama umuuwi. Hindi ako umalis noong gabing iyon. I didn't wanna worry my parents by going late at night. He watched me leave the next morning. Walang sinabi. Tahimik lang. Pero ang mga tingin ay parang nagmamakaawa sa akin na huwag akong umalis. "I like you." Mariin akong pumukit. Tinatambol nanaman ang aking puso. It's been two nights ago! But even in the middle of class I hear his voice.The Ezekiel Schneider likes me? Kinurot ko ang pisngi nang kumibot ang sulok ng labi para sana sa isang ngiti. Kinikilig ka pa? Malaking problema kaya iyan. Pareho niyong gusto ang isa't isa. Hindi dapat kayo ang magkagustuhan. Kapatid siya ng asawa mo Tarah. Hindi ka niya dapat nagustuhan! Asawa ka ng kapatid niya. Hindi mo din dapat siya nagustuhan. Did I... reject him? He said he likes me, then I told him I will leave and that we should distance each other. I feel bad but that's the right thing to do, right?Dalawang araw ko na siyang hindi nakikita. This is the
TARAHNanghina ako. Bumigay ang aking isang tuhod. Kung wala sa tabi ko si Elliot ay baka natumba ako."Nabalitaan ko nalang ngayong iuuwi na siya."Marami akong tanong pero hindi ko mahanap ang aking boses"Galing na siyang hospital. Iuuwi na dito. Nagamot na ang papa mo. Buti nalang ay may tumulong sa kaniya."Isang malaking tinik ang nabunot sa aking dibdib. Okay na si papa. Akala ko..."Papunta na po ako diyan ma."Nag-usap pa kami ng ilang sandali bago ko binaba ang tawag. "Okay kalang? Anong nangyari?""Naaksidente si papa.""ANO?!""Nagamot na daw siya.""Samahan kita sa hospital.""Pauwi na siya. Uuwi na ako.""Ihahatid kita.""Sige..."Muli kong tinawagan si mama pagkasakay sa kotse ni Elliot. Buti at sinamahan siya ng mga kapitbahay. And thank God, hindi malala ang natamong disgrasya ni papa. May gasgas daw sa noo, pilay ang kanang kamay at may malaking sugat sa tuhod. Nagkausap na daw sila ni mama. Tumulala ako sa daan.Akala ko...Paano kung...Pumikit ako kasabay ng pagta
TARAHThere was a long silence between us. His heavy gaze never leaving me. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. It's getting late. I need to get back home. "I..." Darn! Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin. Kailangan Tarah. Swallow your pride for your family. "You mentioned you need my help."Sa kaniya na nanggaling. Tumango ako. "I do." Sa baba ako tumingin. "Hindi pa bayad ang bill sa hospital. Nababakasali sana ako na...""Solved." Napaangat ako ng tingin sa kaniya. "Don't worry about it."Sandali akong napatulala sa klase ng titig niya. "I'll pay you back once---""You're not going to pay me back. Hindi utang iyon." "Allowance ko?" His face tells me he doesn't agree. "Sa allowance ko iyon manggagaling Ezekiel." Matigas kong sabi. Bumuntong hininga siya. "Okay... I don't want us to argue over it. I know you're stressed already. I don't want to add to it. So yes. From your allowance."Ngayon ako ang bumuntong hininga. Napalunok ako nang humakbang siya palapit. "Thank you." N
Warning R18! Slight lang. Malapit na tayo sa exciting part. ^~^TARAHNagmulat ako ng mata nang maramdaman ang paggalaw ng kaniyang kamay. He turned off the stove. His other hand moved to turn me around. Our eyes instantly locked. Namilog ang aking mga mata. Sa isang iglap ay magkalapat ang aming mga labi. Again, he sucked the breath out of me. Like it would be the last time he will breathe air with my existence. His hand travelled to the back of my head, deepening the kiss. Mahigpit akong kumapit sa kaniyang damit nang naging mapangangkin ang kaniyang halik, na akin namang tinugunan. Rinig ko ang kaniyang mumunting mura sa gitna ng aming halik. Our bodies brushing but we kept pulling each other closer. His fingers dug in my hair. He tugged it gently. My lips parted more. Crouching a little, he tilted his head, then attacked me with a deeper kiss. Intensely kissed me in different angles. Our kisses always astounds me. And also scares me of how he makes me feel and how my body is r
Warning R18! Slight lang ulit. AGAPHYHe starts nibbling at my jaw. A breathless moan escaped from me. My back arched voluntarily and my head fall back, giving him more access on my neck. His hand on my back went lower. Then slowly made its way inside my top. "Hmm..." He sucked on the side of my neck. The feeling of his palm on my skin sent electric waves all over my body. My one hand held on his shoulder for my dear life. The other hand, busy tugging his hair. "Darling, you smell and taste sweet. So fucking sweet." I opened my eyes. Watched him slowly planting kisses from the side of my neck to my shoulder with eyes closed. The sensitive bud in between my thighs throb at the sight. His eyes snapped opened. I see blue. I am doomed. I shivered at the intensity of it. Our heavy breathing sound so sensual. Every breath arouse the already-crazed swarm of butterflies in my tummy. Nahulog ang kamay kong kanina'y nakakapit sa kaniyang braso. I needed it for support. Nanghihina ako sa k
TARAHNapahinto ako sa pagbaba nang makita siya sa sala. Doing his morning exercise again. Of course, he's shirtless. Tinuloy ko ang lakad nang makitang palingon na siya sa banda ko. "Good morning!" He said very lively. My heart too, became very lively. I just nod. Not really looking at him. His body is distracting as always.Lumiko ako. "Tarah come here." Kinunutan ko siya ng kilay. "Sit on my back." My jaw dropped. Lalapit na sana ako, e. Pero sa sinabi niya ay tumigil ako. "Come on! Just like we did before. You'll just sit on my back." "Mag-gym ka nalang." Paalis kong sabi. "Isang minuto lang. Then we're done.""Ayoko nga. Ahh!" Hindi ko namalayan na palapit pala siya at ngayon ay hinihila ako. Dumapa siya sa sahig. "Just one minute." Nahulog ang tingin ko sa maskulado niyang likuran. "Pawisan ka." Agad niyang dinampot ang damit sa may sofa at mabilisang pinunasan ang likod. I don't mind his sweats. Pati pawis kaya niya mabango. Nagdadahilan lang ako. Hindi parin ako makaget
TARAH"Kahit anong suot mo, maganda ka sa paningin ko Tarah. I don't mind that you're just on your tight shirt and school skirt. But I see it bothers you."Iniwas ko sa paningin niya ang nilalagnat na pisngi. Who wouldn't blush if this ridiculously handsome man told you, you are pretty? Nakasimpleng puting turn down collar casual shirt lang siya at jeans, pero ang porma niyang tignan.The least I want him to notice is the kiss mark he left on me. So I sticked with the shirt even though I have spaghetti strap top in the cafe locker. Kaya ngayon ay mukha akong dugyot sa tabi niya. Lalo pa ngayon nasa loob kami ng sosyal na restau'."I want you to eat comfortably."I looked around. All tables are empty. Gulat ko siyang tinignan. Did he booked the whole restaurant?"I didn't." He denies. "It just so happen they don't have customers at the moment."Sinong niloloko nito?"Bakit kasi hindi ka agad nagsabi." Bulong ko.I have dresses at home. Nakapagdala sana ako. But then I remembered it was
TARAH"Do you want to have the dessert now?""Hindi pa ako tapos. Istorbo kalang kaya tumigil ako." Bumalik ako sa pagkain."You can have my lips for dessert. It's sweeter and it won't melt until morning." Malandi niyang sabi."No, thanks." Sagot ko agad."I want yours." Bulong niya sa tenga ko. I felt a knot in my stomach."Tumigil ka Ezekiel." Saway ko."What's your favourite food?" he randomly asked. Tapos na yata kumain."Marami.""Kasama ba ako doon?"I side-eyed him. "Hindi ka pagkain.""Pero pwede mong kainin."Pumikit ako ng mariin. "Please stop. Gusto kong kumain ng maayos.""No really. What's your favourite food?""Marami nga. Hindi ka kasali doon." Hindi pa kita nakain. Wait, what?! Napainom tuloy ako."I know you like chocolate mousse cake. You don't like pepperoni but okay with pineapple on your pizza. You mostly cook meals with soup at night. You like ice cream. Yogurt as well. I noticed you like it when Eve makes you one of his yogurts. What else do you like?"You. I me
TARAH“Anong gusto mong pag-usapan?! Kung paano natin pinagtaksilan ang kapatid mo?! Kung gaano na ako makasalanan ngayon dahil sa gabing iyon?!"I tried to hold it in, pero ito ang gusto niya. Sige, pag-usapan natin."It wasn't a mistake.""It was, Ezekiel!""Not to me.”I can’t believe he doesn’t see that a mistake. Lumakas lalo ang pintig ng aking puso sa kaniyang paunti-unting paglapit. Nakakafrustate na hindi siya galit magsalita. Hindi ko tuloy mapanatili ang galit ko.“Maybe for you. Or maybe not too. You’re just being denial.”“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Kahit ako ay hindi na nasusupladahan sa aking tono. Naduduwag na ako sa mga sinasabi niya at dahil sa gamit niyang tono. Imbis na maging away ito ay parang inaakit niya ako.“You say it was just lust? Not true.”My back hit the door. “It was just lust. Ganoon din sayo.”"I wouldn't go to this extent if I wasn't in love with you.""W-what?”Halos sumabog na ang puso ko habang siya ay kalmado at masuyong nakatingin
TARAH"Not even one reply." He hissed with clenched jaw. I swallowed hard. Kabado sa galit na nakikita ko sa kanyang mukha. Tensyonado sa lapit namin.I must be crazy. Imbis na isipin kung paano makakatakas sa kaniya, ang laman ng isip ko ay kung gaano siya kagwapo at ka-hot ngayon. Namumula ang kaniyang leeg hanggang dibdib.He moved closer. His legs brushed mine. I felt electrified."E-ezekiel."Hindi ko alam kung itutulak ko ba siya palayo, itanong kung bakit siya nandito, kung alam niya ba na nandito ako, kung sinabihan ba siya ni Eve, o ipaalala sa kanya na baka makita kami ng kapatid niya sa ganitong posisyon kaya dapat siyang lumayo."What, Tarah? You finally have something to say? You wanna talk to me now? Now that I caught you?"He was being sarcastic. "Eve's around." Makahulugan kong sambit. Pero hindi siya natinag doon. "Lumayo ka ng konti.""You've been avoiding me for a week!" Lumakas ang boses niya. Pumikit ako ng mariin. I'm guilty as fuck. "Ezekiel...""We will talk.
TARAH"You're not coming home? It's late already. Sunduin kita?""Are you at your parents house? When are you coming home?""Come home, Tarah. We need to talk.""I miss you. I'm waiting for you outside your school.""Answer my calls, please.""I know you don't want your parents to know about me. About us. But I really wanna see you. Baka hindi kona mapigilan puntahan ka sa bahay ninyo. Magkita tayo. Talk to me, please!""Mag-usap tayo please, Tarah.""Hinintay kita sa tapat ng school mo kahapon. Kanina naghintay ako sa kanto ninyo. Did you not come home? Or you successfully hid from me again? Tarah, please... Mag-usap tayo.""Naghihintay ako sa tapat. Ihahatid kita sa Cafe. We don't need to talk for now. Just let me see you.""Please let me know if you're okay.""Tarah...""Darling, please..."Isang linggo higit na mula noong bumalik ako sa puder nina papa. Hindi kona muli kinita si Ezekiel. Ni text niya hindi ko sinasagot. Maging ang kay Gabriel.Alam kong ako ang may ginawang kasala
EZEKIEL"You at school?""On my way. Why?""Is there any way I could speak with Tarah's teachers?" "Why? Something wrong?""Nothing. She'll be absent today, so..." "She sick?"I looked at the beauty sleeping on my bed. So pretty even when she's sleeping. I smiled like an idiot at the memory of last night. "No. But she's in some kind of pain." I can't tell him that his sister-in-law is sore down there because we had our honeymoon last night."O... kay?" Tinulak ko ang sarili mula sa pagkakasandal sa pinto. I walked out of the room. "Should I go there? Para makausap ko ang teachers niya?" I don't think she'll wake up anytime now. I got her exhausted last night. I smiled like an idiot again. Darling, look at what you're doing to me. Someone might think I'm crazy. Well, I am crazy. Crazy over you, Tarah."Would she want that? Pag-uusapan sigurado ang pagpunta mo sa school." Napatigil ako sa paglakad. "Right." She wouldn't want that. Pero ayoko naman din maliban siya sa klase ng wala
(Warning! R18!) TARAH"Let me stretch you a little."I gasps at the feeling of my walls being stretched. His fingers moving like a scissor inside me. Weird, but it feels good. "What are you doing?" I asked, getting dizzy from the pleasure. "Preparing you." He said looking up to me. That damn ridiculously handsome face is inch close from my pussy. And that damn skillful tongue is now back on licking me dry. He's not restraining his moves anymore.Yeah. I do need to prepare. He's huge. That thing is supposed to go inside me. Bumaon ang aking mga daliri sa kanyang buhok nang abutin ko ang rurok. Habol habol ko ang aking hininga. Damn this is exhausting. I might faint before the real thing.He crawled up to my face, planting kisses on my body all the way up. "Lights off? Or on?" He asks. "On." Nakita na niya lahat. At gustong kong makita ang kanyang mukha habang inaangkin niya ako. "Are you ready?" He asks hoarsely. I tasted myself in his sweet mouth. Akala ko ay mandidiri ako, pero
Warning! R18EZEKIELA beauty is on my bed. My beautiful wife is finally on my bed. I have prayed every night for this. To spend the night with her. To sleep with her, literally and figuratively. I'm no saint. My thoughts aren’t all pure. I dreamt of making love with her, with my wife. To have the honeymoon we didn't had. Just one touch of hers, I'd burn for her. Gustong-gusto ko siya. Ayokong madaliin ang mga nangyayari sa amin. Pero habang tumatagal, hindi ko na kayang magpigil. Hindi ko na maitago kung gaano ako ka baliw sa kanya. I want to make her know of my dreams. I want those dreams to come true. One just did. She likes me back. A damn dream come true. And I think another dream of mine will be made true tonight. My dream to make love with my wife. Such a beautiful sight beneath me. Her wet hair sprawled on the sheet, her lips redder and plumper from our wet kisses, her perfect body bare below me, blessing my eyes. My gaze stayed longer at her glistening flesh. My mouth w
(Warning! R18!)TARAH"W-what?"He pulled my underclothes down my thighs. One swift move I was put down on top of the table. He then completely remove my underclothes off my body."You don't mean..." Kabado ko siyang tinignan. He sat me on the edge. "Oh my God!" I moaned as he touch me there. Nakatukod ang dalawang kamay ko sa mesa para hindi mahiga."Spread your legs, baby."My breathing hitched. He parted my legs. His eyes burned with desire as he stare at my naked sensitivity. I feel so exposed. But my legs didn't even flinched to deprive him of the sight.Our eyes met. They burn me. He attacked me with a hungry kiss. Sucking the breath out of me. Hawak niya ang magkabila kong tuhod. Iniyakap ang aking mga paa sa kaniyang baywang.Gumapang pababa ang kaniyang kamay mula sa aking leeg pababa sa aking gitna. Napadaing ako ng malakas nang mahanap muli niya ako doon."You're dripping wet, darling." He say between our kisses. "I did that." Mayabang niyang sabi bago kagatin ang gilid ng
(Warning! R18!)TARAH"Bakit mo tinatanong?""Tarah kaibigan mo ako. Pwede mo akong pagsabihan ng mga bagay-bagay."Sumipa ako sa lupa para lumakas ang ugoy ng duyan."I asked you if you love him or at least like him 'cuz obviously you're intimate with each other. He didn't forced you, right?"It's about the hickey."No!" I exclaimed. "No." Mas kalmado kong sabi. "Hindi niya ako pinilit.""You like him." Seryoso niyang sabi. Bumaba sa duyan. Tumayo sa gilid noon hawak ang tali. Hindi ako tumango at hindi ko rin itinanggi."Why are we talking about this?" Ang akala ko ay pag-uusapan namin kung saan ko siya ililibri. We're at the elementary's school park."Pero hindi mo alam kung mahal mo na ba siya?""Hindi pa ako komportable para pag-usapan ito, Elliot. This is the first time I got into a relationship." Tapos ganito pa kakomplikado. Tinukod ko ang paa sa lupa."At ikaw ang unang lalaking kaibigan ko. Naninibago pa ako. Hindi ko pa kayang magsabi sa'yo, at sa totoo lang hindi ko alam k
TARAH"Do you want to have the dessert now?""Hindi pa ako tapos. Istorbo kalang kaya tumigil ako." Bumalik ako sa pagkain."You can have my lips for dessert. It's sweeter and it won't melt until morning." Malandi niyang sabi."No, thanks." Sagot ko agad."I want yours." Bulong niya sa tenga ko. I felt a knot in my stomach."Tumigil ka Ezekiel." Saway ko."What's your favourite food?" he randomly asked. Tapos na yata kumain."Marami.""Kasama ba ako doon?"I side-eyed him. "Hindi ka pagkain.""Pero pwede mong kainin."Pumikit ako ng mariin. "Please stop. Gusto kong kumain ng maayos.""No really. What's your favourite food?""Marami nga. Hindi ka kasali doon." Hindi pa kita nakain. Wait, what?! Napainom tuloy ako."I know you like chocolate mousse cake. You don't like pepperoni but okay with pineapple on your pizza. You mostly cook meals with soup at night. You like ice cream. Yogurt as well. I noticed you like it when Eve makes you one of his yogurts. What else do you like?"You. I me