-You...?He didn't say anything. He just closed the short distance we had and kissed me."Kayler, no." I broke away from him.-Why not? His look looked pained. It hurt me too to do this. I was dying to be with him again like before, but nothing was like before."Because you and I are nothing anymore," I answered. I told him so transparently that even I was surprised. It was hard to say no to the love of your life. However, I still can't get over what happened that night."Carolina, I..." he cradles my face in his hands, "... I'm willing to forget everything that happened as long as we're together again." Can't you see that I can't be without you? Not anymore.Deep down, I was dying of desire and happiness to hear him say all these things. But he said that he would be able to forget everything that happened as long as he came back to me. He only says it in a fit of desperation. He doesn't mean it from the heart. And that hurt me more. It made me angry with myself. I don't think Kayler
While I was in my house, going from one end of the room to the other, I kept thinking about Kayler or Rafael. I needed to know. It was after midnight, 2:30 am to be exact. He hadn't slept at all this entire journey. Mom was already asleep, luckily she didn't notice that she had come in Kayler's car or she would have bombarded me with her questions.I was wearing pajama shorts, a tank top, and my socks. I was barefoot and my hair was tied up in a messy bun. I felt restless and desperate to hear from him. I'm not saying that Rafael doesn't deserve whatever Kayler did to him, just that I don't condone violence. Kayler can be very violent when angry and cannot gauge the size of his strength or anger in the moment.If only I knew where they would be a while ago I would have gone there. I resigned myself to waiting for him, no matter how much I needed answers, he didn't come. I sighed deeply and began to climb the stairs heavily; I felt powerless. Even though I knew I wouldn't sleep at all,
"Please," he tells me.Anyway, as long as he sleeps with me today nothing will happen. "Okay," I tell him, "let's go to sleep, for the record.""Yes," he reluctantly agrees.I get on the bed and go to the other side, sheltering myself. Kayler lies down next to me, not on the other side, but next to me, and takes cover. He lies on his side, with his view to where I am."Good night, Carolina," he says to me.Your breath. His breath hit the back of my neck and I couldn't help but feel things.You are strong Caroline.I also lay on my side with my eyes to where he was. Our faces were so close that if either of us closed the distance we would kiss. And how I wanted to kiss him and feel him with me again. I was dying to.I'm strong.I'm strong.I sighed deeply. "Good night, Kayler.When I wake up I feel something around my waist. I sleepily open my eyes and notice that it is an arm. kayler. His face is on my neck, I feel his breath on my skin. His breathing is smooth and relaxed. He is stil
—Tell me, Carolina, how do you feel? the doctor asks me. I do a mental check in on my thoughts to really see how I feel.These past few days had been chaos. Kayler's arrival, the supposed exile, the packs after me, now that Kayler knows the truth... there are so many things."I'm...a little tense because of certain things that happened," I answer sincerely. I am lying down with my hands resting on my stomach. I liked coming here and talking to her, she made me feel very free. And this place gave me peace of mind."And what happened?" he asks. "Kayler's back," I said simply. "And does that affect you?"-Of course. That he came back makes me relive so many things. You already know the truth about Rafael. The two of them quarreled and Rafael left forever. Now Kayler wants to come back to me."And you want to go back with him?"—I don't know... deep down inside I'm dying to get back with him but..."You still don't forgive him," he finishes for me.She knew the whole story from the beginn
-If I could I would do it.It's so magical how everything happened, in our love, our sweet love.And then some music starts playing on the radio. Cool. What karma.It's so easy that nothing surprises me anymore, in our love, that incredible love.“ Change the radio,” I tell Gadreel. I didn't want romantic music that reminded me of Kayler Brown.Gadreel chuckles a bit as, instead of turning it off, he turns it up. -What do you do?—That's what you have to do, Carolina, bring out all that you have inside. Get over it.I look at him wrong. Gadreel is not as hollow as he seemed. He said things that made me think. And maybe he was right. I'm already giving him the reason twice today.—By the way, why didn't you show up yesterday? "Didn't your boyfriend tell you?"-Who?“Okay, Kayler,” he backs off.-What did he do to you?“I was in a bar as it was time to go and pick up and when I got out the tires on my car were flat. And just his car was leaving.I frowned in disbelief.-That made? I inq
But maybe it was for the best. For both.I pull away slowly as I feel a tear run down my cheek. I felt a lump in my throat that prevented me from saying what I had to say. There are so many things that make me mistrust him and that make me feel bad.I have to make a decision at once because I feel like we can't go on with yes and no. It has to be something permanent.“Kayler, I...” I whispered."Why do I feel that what you will tell me will break my heart?" -asks me. I felt a pang in my chest."We can't go on like this," I tell him. I felt that if I spoke in a row I would break here in front of him so I took my time to breathe. — Being in this circle of yes and no is not good for me. For both. You know? I love you too much but... I can't go back with you.I felt pain in his gaze."Don't tell me this," he tells me."Besides the fact that you mistrusted me in the worst way and left me, now you're with someone else and I think you owe her respect," I whispered. I was playing strong to av
Five years later...-Carolina! I jump up out of bed and get a little dizzy. Fuck.It's after eight.-You will be late! I knew I had to come because the lady is never ready on time! - I hear footsteps on the stairs and then I knew mom was coming up. I had rented an apartment in the city, however, I had given copies of the keys to my mom for any emergency.How is.I put my robe on over my pajamas, put my heels on, and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth and splash some water on my face because it was such a mess.Today was my graduation.Today I graduated as a psychologist.Four years ago I had changed to that career because the one I was studying before had nothing to do with me. And better late than never.Yes, today was graduation at the university and I was already running late. It had been four years of daily struggle, physically and mentally. What can I say? Ever since I moved from Lewiston, Kayler kept his promise and I haven't heard from him again, mom moved in with Mike obvi
-What are you talking about?"Just talk to him." I have to talk to Gadreel. Tell him I don't want to marry him.-That?I closed my eyes for a moment as I heard Gadreel's voice behind me.Shit."I'll find a cab and go home." Arrange your things, honey.” Mom says goodbye and starts walking down the street, leaving me alone with Gadreel.I steel myself and turn to him.His face was no longer full of happiness like a few minutes ago, but now it had confusion and a bit of sadness."Tell me I heard wrong," he approaches. "Gadreel, I...—You just said yes to me in front of all those people —he reproaches— and now you say no. I don't understand you."I know, and believe me, I didn't want to say no to you in front of all those people because... I needed to talk to you alone," he explained.He laughed. But it was a sad laugh. -Why? was the only thing he asked.She wasn't sure whether to tell him or not, but it was better to speak things truthfully, without so much beating around the bush. And G
I woke up feeling voraciously hungry. It was like he hadn't eaten in days. I got up and sat on the bed, still groggy from sleep. Next to me was Elder, fast asleep. Had I been the one to awaken the wolf in him? Thinking about it scared me a bit... I got out of bed and went to the kitchen, but when I opened the fridge I saw that there was nothing inside: no meat, no vegetables, not even yogurt... How was I going to satisfy my hungry now? I took a deep breath to calm myself and tried to think clearly. He needed to find food... or something that could replace it for now. I suddenly remembered that Elder had some bottles of blood kept in his closet. I took them and opened them quickly; I needed to drink that fresh blood before fully transforming into a wolf.Breakfast ready: I went to the kitchen and got some eggs, bacon and hashbrowns from the fridge. I put them in the pan to fry them with olive oil. There wasn't much to do for breakfast, but I wanted it to be special because it was Eld
Elder kissed me passionately, his lips moving against mine in perfectly timed fashion. His hands ran down my back and he held me close to him, making our bodies merge into one. I wanted so badly to make love right now, to feel his warm body inside mine… But then Elder jerked away. "We can't," he said hoarsely. "The other wolves will be watching us." I was frustrated and disappointed, but I knew he was right. Although we couldn't be together yet, knowing that Elder felt the same way about me filled me with hope for the future.''fuck it'' he snapped and kissed me even more. Elder stared into my eyes and I got lost in his gaze. His lips moved against mine and his hands trailed down my back, pulling me close. I wanted so much to make love right now, to feel his warm body inside mine... Elder slowly took off his shirt, exposing his muscular torso. I stared at him, surprised by his beauty. Then I realized that he was naked too... and I was not wearing any clothes. Our eyes met and in that i
ELDERElder left the boarding school looking for Amara. He was carrying a flashlight and a knife, but he had no idea where to start looking for her. It was totally dark and cold outside, and Elder knew that wolves were dangerous in such conditions. But he was desperate to find his girlfriend, so he walked resolutely into the forest. The full moon shone through the treetops and Elder could easily see his way through them. Suddenly he heard a noise: it was as if something was moving right behind him... could it be Amara? He turned quickly, but there was no one there. He felt a chill as he thought that maybe it was a wolf following him to attack him… Shaking those terrifying thoughts from his head, Elder kept moving forward until he reached the skylight. There he saw Amara: she was sitting in the center of the clearing, completely immobilized by fear. Her eyes were wide and Elder guessed that he must be seeing the wolf slowly approaching her... Elder was sitting on the ground, his back ag
I woke up when I felt hands on my neck. I still couldn't open my eyes, but I realized that she was being kidnapped. She felt my attacker's rough breathing and the smell of sweat on her fingers. They took me up a steep path until I was finally able to open my eyes. She was in the middle of an unknown forest, surrounded by tall, bushy trees. There was no one in sight except my kidnapper, who introduced herself as Melania. It was obvious that she was a werewolf: she had the same physical characteristics as me and she smelled just like them. However, I did not perceive any trace of the pack to which she belonged; she must be a loner. "What do you want?" I asked her with a shaky voice. "Oh, I just wanted to meet you," she replied, smiling forcefully at me. "You've been hard to find." I didn't know how to answer him, so I remained silent, staring into her bright green eyes. I suddenly saw her lips part from her to reveal a pair of sharp fangs… and she then she attacked me! "Don't you dare do
''Amara, please relax,'' Flavia tells me, but I felt weird making out with her. She's a lesbian, I'm not. I felt so close to her that I could smell the sweet vanilla scent of her skin. Her lips were so close to mine... It was all I could do not to kiss her. She knew that if she did, she wouldn't be able to stop. So I stayed still and tried to suppress my desire. But then she moved even closer and her lips brushed against mine... I couldn't resist any longer, so I kissed her hard. She answered me immediately and her hands began to explore my body. I felt like she was on fire... Never before had she felt like this with anyone. Our tongues intertwined over and over again in a passionate dance, our bodies pressed against each other... I wanted to get her out of the car and take her somewhere where we could be alone, but I knew it was dangerous: if we were found out, we could seriously hurt the relationships between our families. So we finally broke apart, both gasping from the intensity o
The full moon peeked through the forest, unable to rest. She felt like the Moon was snowballing her way from this planet to the other, and all she saw was drastic changes in natural tracks until the end of time. So she listened to something very harsh from the Moon that had begun its journey to the oceans for seven million years and she did not know when she would be next to her love again. She was a kind of spiritual member of the Space Wind, for that reason he felt her presence with more intensity and breathed the laughter of his answers, until the Sun went out...The fire was so big that the sky looked like a very luminous black cloth. Elder knows that the full moon is special because there are wolves like him in the forest, but he has never seen a light so bright to see them. Under the fire, his eyes were white and disenchanted.''Elder'' his father called him and the full moon came to his door. The wolf was very sad and asking for help to get out of this situation, Elder replied:
The next day Amara received classes at the boarding school; the first thing she left behind was a sheet of text with the words she had written to him. She was as if she was with nobody, and so she was more and more: most of the time she was left alone, until finally her mother no longer visited or called.Despite the fact that the last time he spoke to him was last Friday, yesterday morning he was in his room around noon; already with a white shirt and black pants, with his small glasses hanging in his right hand. Just like every other day, he approached the front door of the room, but never entered it. He barely felt his presence and just said "What is it?" sometime, but no more. The day before was similar, however. Once he told her that she was never coming back, and he asked if he wanted to see her as soon as he could, he was able to contain himself to crack a smile and reply, "Yes, I'll send you."And there then, before he wasted it, he put on his father's white t-shirt and field
''Please let me go,'' I begged Jean Paul's father. She had me kidnapped."I won't, Amara, until Jean Paul shows up"Love and love, dear father of Jean Paul. It doesn't make your grave bigger. Memories of you remain forever in my heart...The clock had already run out for the whole day: night had not yet come. Sometimes the bed was a kind of life, as if it were his own land; other times the bath or the enemas seemed if they were pieces of art. In the best of cases, that was my last breakfast of loneliness and rajones. The father's face was looking at each other while he cried and thought.In the friendly environment of the bedroom, the father tried to convince me that I would give myself to him soon, but I preferred to hide on the way out.After all, the entrance door of the dormitory was full of prisoners. An insider informed us that the bosses were in the courtyard, where they were talking to the guards who were going to look for Jean Paul. The afternoon had already ended and the roa
Amara and her friends Flavia and Mell spent a lovely afternoon at their picnic. Heaven made it feel like they were going to dance, but it wasn't anything wrong. The park was full of corn, water and forests that seem to blow. The children had fun along the way. Of course, Amara started talking to them about the big things: the police, the Templars, the gang members, and the little drugs… Well, some of the other characters had other ideas. Like the Carnival mask, which is a person that Amara doesn't understand why she likes it so much. That gave Flavia and Mell a bit of a spark… I don't know if she meant to be carnivalesque, but maybe it was a great idea. Finally everything ended perfectly. And Amara and her friends came out with the magic of Carnival. The girl told her that although I don't know who she was, she was a very good person.The next day, Amara went to her class and woke up in a huge rush. She felt like the hours of sleep were lacking. Taking advantage of her energy, she did