Shit.What am I doing? where am I going? I don't understand anything. I don't understand what's going on. My legs involuntarily walk out of the place, out of the academy. I pass pushing people, people who complain with unkind words.Damn it! my body burns, tears come out of my eyes, my chin trembles. I didn't know becoming a wolf was so painful. Damn Paige. I curse her for what she did to me.-Carolina! -I hear Kayler's voice behind me. I don't want her near me right now. I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to hurt anyone else. I just want to go back to having a normal life. A life where a lot of things weren't perfect but not so many things happened like being near death and always hiding from people because they are enemies or something.I don't want to live like this.I just want to go back to being normal.Suddenly I stop running. My legs stop. I am me again. I have control over me. I hold on to a wall, as I slide into a ball on the floor. There are people nearby, people wonder
Carolina,This thing I'm doing is too new for me. I've never written a letter to someone before in my life and it feels weird because it seems kind of cheesy to me, but you make me do cheesy things and what's even weirder is that it doesn't bother me. I've been thinking all night, tossing and turning about the things that have happened. You're asleep right now, you don't realize I'm sitting in the chair across from you writing this to you. Writing something I wouldn't have liked to write. But it had to be done.I thought about all the danger you've been in because of me in the last year. The times they hurt you, the times they lied to you, the times they tried to kill you. They came so close. I did everything to protect you.Do you know what Paige told me the last time I talked to her? That day at the lake, when shethrew you in the water, I came determined to kill her, but before that she told me: "even if you kill me, Kayler Brown, Carolina will still be a perfect target for your en
-Carolina, it's me... Anne, I'm so worried about you. Your mom told me you finally got out of your room. I want to visit you, Caro, but please answer me. Thomas and I need to talk to you -end of message. That was Anne, I know I was being cruel to her but right now I didn't have a head for anything else, really. I just wanted to find a way to find Kayler.Maybe he doesn't want you to find him.I tensed at the thought. I had mourned him so much these past few months. Being without Kayler was like... being without life. I couldn't make any fucking sense of anything. My thoughts resembled only him, can you hear me, Kayler Brown? You're in my thoughts every second of every day. It's impossible to get you out of there.I was about to reach Rafael's territory. I didn't quite know what I would do when I looked at him, or what they would do to me. I still haven't brought out my wolf side for a while and I wouldn't hesitate to do it here if they got rough.Do you think you can handle a pack of
-I can't believe you bit Darla, why? What happened to her? -I asked Rafael very softly. We were still in the main room, my teacher was with me near a huge window overlooking the backyard. While Rafael and Darla were talking on the other side.-It's a bit of a long story, Carolina. After you didn't go back to college I had no one to talk to. You were the only one," he looked at me a bit strangely. I looked away for a moment as he felt a little uncomfortable, "Darla is a good girl, it's just that she appears to be bad for her own reasons.I almost laughed.-For God's sake," I rubbed my temple, "Is she your girlfriend?-We are trying, yes. It's complicated, Lina... -she stopped dead in her tracks.So, a crazy and absurd idea started to go around in my head.-Is she... your mate? -I wanted to know.-No," he replied. He seemed to be telling the truth. I found that a little relieving.If Darla is a she-wolf now, what will happen? Isn't she supposed to find her mate?-See, Carolina, that's t
-Come on, Lane, you've got to do better than this! You're weak! Run! You're no good at this! Give it up! -Piper shouted at me while holding a whistle in her hand.She was annoying. Damn it I don't want to be in this place with her anymore. As I finished running the fifty laps around the huge field I dropped to my knees on the grass, I was tired, thirsty. And the more I thought this wasn't for me. It wasn't. Maybe Piper was right and I was weak.What good will it do me to have resistance? Oh sure, if on a die I was almost chased by some enemy pack. I had spent most of the morning enduring Piper's yelling and how hard to train. I did eighty push-ups and a hundred squats. I was dead.-Carolina Lane, it's time for you to pack your things and leave, this place is not for you," Piper and other girls laughed at what she said.Just because I'm weak, that's the only reason I don't put them in their place. But you'll see. I stood up as fast as I could and walked towards the house. My legs were
I felt a sharp, stabbing pain in my head. When I open my eyes I see that I am not in my room but in the living room. I try to sit up again as much as I can. I feel weak and dizzy. I even felt nauseous.-Carolina, you woke up," says someone approaching me. It's Rafael. My teacher.-What happened to me? -I asked.-You fell down the stairs," answered another person. Rafael 2. He came with a glass of whiskey. But he looked serious. Lina and Piper were also in the living room. They were serious.Did I fall down the stairs? As much as I try to remember I can't. What did I do to fall down the stairs? Did this really happen to me? Deep down I didn't believe it.Rafael looked at me in a strange way. As if he wanted to say something but couldn't.-I can't remember anything," I mumbled.-Here, take this pill for the headache," Rafael gives me a pill and a glass of water.I take the pill and give him the glass of water.-You hit your head very hard," Rafael 2 told me.Yes, I had hit it very hard.
When I woke up I felt a stabbing pain in my head. God, it hurt too much. I opened my eyes and the sunlight bothered me a little. I picked up my phone that was on the nightstand and noticed it was two o'clock in the afternoon.Shit! Both of them.I jump to my feet but stop dead in my tracks as I feel dizzy and nauseous.What happened last night? I feel like I was drunk. As much as I could remember I couldn't. Great. I head to the bathroom and take a long, relaxing shower. There was something strange about my body today, I brought a hand to my belly and even lower than my belly. It hurt a little. But I didn't put mind to it. When I get out of the bathroom I put on the clothes I brought when I first came here. Today would be the last day I spend in this damn place.When I go down to the living room I notice Rafael 2 sitting in the dining room. His pack is also there.-Carolina, you're awake. Come sit with us," she says. I find it strange that she tells me this because at first she didn't
-Enough hugs for today," interrupted Rafael 2-Kayler, "It's about time," he says.When I separate from Kayler I look at him a little sadly.-Relax, everything is going to be fine, do you trust me?-Yes," I agreed.He gave me one last kiss and then left with the two Rafael. On the way they took off their shoes and shirts. They were only in their pants. I stayed here alone, watching. At the edge of the bonfire there was a small altar, where the three of them set up. It was high, the blue moon was right above them. It was almost midnight. Kayler looked confident, he seemed unafraid. The two Raphaels did look a little nervous.-Moon, we are here tonight, for you to purify and give full strength to your children! - all the women around began to exclaim in unison- These are the descendants of your first children! They are the ones who will take care of us! They are the ones who will protect us! - Moon, we are here tonight, for you to purify and give full strength to your children!-And they
I woke up feeling voraciously hungry. It was like he hadn't eaten in days. I got up and sat on the bed, still groggy from sleep. Next to me was Elder, fast asleep. Had I been the one to awaken the wolf in him? Thinking about it scared me a bit... I got out of bed and went to the kitchen, but when I opened the fridge I saw that there was nothing inside: no meat, no vegetables, not even yogurt... How was I going to satisfy my hungry now? I took a deep breath to calm myself and tried to think clearly. He needed to find food... or something that could replace it for now. I suddenly remembered that Elder had some bottles of blood kept in his closet. I took them and opened them quickly; I needed to drink that fresh blood before fully transforming into a wolf.Breakfast ready: I went to the kitchen and got some eggs, bacon and hashbrowns from the fridge. I put them in the pan to fry them with olive oil. There wasn't much to do for breakfast, but I wanted it to be special because it was Eld
Elder kissed me passionately, his lips moving against mine in perfectly timed fashion. His hands ran down my back and he held me close to him, making our bodies merge into one. I wanted so badly to make love right now, to feel his warm body inside mine… But then Elder jerked away. "We can't," he said hoarsely. "The other wolves will be watching us." I was frustrated and disappointed, but I knew he was right. Although we couldn't be together yet, knowing that Elder felt the same way about me filled me with hope for the future.''fuck it'' he snapped and kissed me even more. Elder stared into my eyes and I got lost in his gaze. His lips moved against mine and his hands trailed down my back, pulling me close. I wanted so much to make love right now, to feel his warm body inside mine... Elder slowly took off his shirt, exposing his muscular torso. I stared at him, surprised by his beauty. Then I realized that he was naked too... and I was not wearing any clothes. Our eyes met and in that i
ELDERElder left the boarding school looking for Amara. He was carrying a flashlight and a knife, but he had no idea where to start looking for her. It was totally dark and cold outside, and Elder knew that wolves were dangerous in such conditions. But he was desperate to find his girlfriend, so he walked resolutely into the forest. The full moon shone through the treetops and Elder could easily see his way through them. Suddenly he heard a noise: it was as if something was moving right behind him... could it be Amara? He turned quickly, but there was no one there. He felt a chill as he thought that maybe it was a wolf following him to attack him… Shaking those terrifying thoughts from his head, Elder kept moving forward until he reached the skylight. There he saw Amara: she was sitting in the center of the clearing, completely immobilized by fear. Her eyes were wide and Elder guessed that he must be seeing the wolf slowly approaching her... Elder was sitting on the ground, his back ag
I woke up when I felt hands on my neck. I still couldn't open my eyes, but I realized that she was being kidnapped. She felt my attacker's rough breathing and the smell of sweat on her fingers. They took me up a steep path until I was finally able to open my eyes. She was in the middle of an unknown forest, surrounded by tall, bushy trees. There was no one in sight except my kidnapper, who introduced herself as Melania. It was obvious that she was a werewolf: she had the same physical characteristics as me and she smelled just like them. However, I did not perceive any trace of the pack to which she belonged; she must be a loner. "What do you want?" I asked her with a shaky voice. "Oh, I just wanted to meet you," she replied, smiling forcefully at me. "You've been hard to find." I didn't know how to answer him, so I remained silent, staring into her bright green eyes. I suddenly saw her lips part from her to reveal a pair of sharp fangs… and she then she attacked me! "Don't you dare do
''Amara, please relax,'' Flavia tells me, but I felt weird making out with her. She's a lesbian, I'm not. I felt so close to her that I could smell the sweet vanilla scent of her skin. Her lips were so close to mine... It was all I could do not to kiss her. She knew that if she did, she wouldn't be able to stop. So I stayed still and tried to suppress my desire. But then she moved even closer and her lips brushed against mine... I couldn't resist any longer, so I kissed her hard. She answered me immediately and her hands began to explore my body. I felt like she was on fire... Never before had she felt like this with anyone. Our tongues intertwined over and over again in a passionate dance, our bodies pressed against each other... I wanted to get her out of the car and take her somewhere where we could be alone, but I knew it was dangerous: if we were found out, we could seriously hurt the relationships between our families. So we finally broke apart, both gasping from the intensity o
The full moon peeked through the forest, unable to rest. She felt like the Moon was snowballing her way from this planet to the other, and all she saw was drastic changes in natural tracks until the end of time. So she listened to something very harsh from the Moon that had begun its journey to the oceans for seven million years and she did not know when she would be next to her love again. She was a kind of spiritual member of the Space Wind, for that reason he felt her presence with more intensity and breathed the laughter of his answers, until the Sun went out...The fire was so big that the sky looked like a very luminous black cloth. Elder knows that the full moon is special because there are wolves like him in the forest, but he has never seen a light so bright to see them. Under the fire, his eyes were white and disenchanted.''Elder'' his father called him and the full moon came to his door. The wolf was very sad and asking for help to get out of this situation, Elder replied:
The next day Amara received classes at the boarding school; the first thing she left behind was a sheet of text with the words she had written to him. She was as if she was with nobody, and so she was more and more: most of the time she was left alone, until finally her mother no longer visited or called.Despite the fact that the last time he spoke to him was last Friday, yesterday morning he was in his room around noon; already with a white shirt and black pants, with his small glasses hanging in his right hand. Just like every other day, he approached the front door of the room, but never entered it. He barely felt his presence and just said "What is it?" sometime, but no more. The day before was similar, however. Once he told her that she was never coming back, and he asked if he wanted to see her as soon as he could, he was able to contain himself to crack a smile and reply, "Yes, I'll send you."And there then, before he wasted it, he put on his father's white t-shirt and field
''Please let me go,'' I begged Jean Paul's father. She had me kidnapped."I won't, Amara, until Jean Paul shows up"Love and love, dear father of Jean Paul. It doesn't make your grave bigger. Memories of you remain forever in my heart...The clock had already run out for the whole day: night had not yet come. Sometimes the bed was a kind of life, as if it were his own land; other times the bath or the enemas seemed if they were pieces of art. In the best of cases, that was my last breakfast of loneliness and rajones. The father's face was looking at each other while he cried and thought.In the friendly environment of the bedroom, the father tried to convince me that I would give myself to him soon, but I preferred to hide on the way out.After all, the entrance door of the dormitory was full of prisoners. An insider informed us that the bosses were in the courtyard, where they were talking to the guards who were going to look for Jean Paul. The afternoon had already ended and the roa
Amara and her friends Flavia and Mell spent a lovely afternoon at their picnic. Heaven made it feel like they were going to dance, but it wasn't anything wrong. The park was full of corn, water and forests that seem to blow. The children had fun along the way. Of course, Amara started talking to them about the big things: the police, the Templars, the gang members, and the little drugs… Well, some of the other characters had other ideas. Like the Carnival mask, which is a person that Amara doesn't understand why she likes it so much. That gave Flavia and Mell a bit of a spark… I don't know if she meant to be carnivalesque, but maybe it was a great idea. Finally everything ended perfectly. And Amara and her friends came out with the magic of Carnival. The girl told her that although I don't know who she was, she was a very good person.The next day, Amara went to her class and woke up in a huge rush. She felt like the hours of sleep were lacking. Taking advantage of her energy, she did