CAROLINA, do you hear me?I blink several times and look at the person in front of me: Dr. Morrison. He has become my psychiatrist for a few months now. Since that person left—I don't want to name names—it had been too bad. I had gone into a horrible depression, I didn't want to eat, nothing I did before gave me satisfaction. Other than that I did experience some anxiety issues, I found out when I had gotten in the shower after days and experienced an anxiety attack.I thought I died.So my mom got me help and I went back to Lewiston, I couldn't be outside, I had somehow experienced a kind of fear of the outside world. Mom took care of me, took care of giving me my medicines —not to mention antidepressants— and so on. Along with Mike, of course. I wonder if Mike will ever tell Mom the truth and I also wonder if she would accept it."Yes," I replied. I had sessions once every fortnight. "What were you thinking?"Dr. Morrison was fair-skinned, blonde-haired, and a bit short. She wore g
"When are you coming, Anne?" I lie on my bed with my cell phone to my ear. I was talking to Anne, I missed her to be honest, but she was making her living and studying in Canada, together with Thomas. I was glad that Anne found someone like him, who loves her unconditionally.—I don't know, Caro, I'm taking exams and I have a lot to study, are you studying?buffet."Obvious," I half lied. He studied, yes, but not excessively."Dear..." he mumbled.“Believe me, Anne, I do, an hour a day or two. Diary —I emphasized that last point.-It's okay. I miss Lewiston,” he says, “I miss riding my bike through the woods from time to time. I miss visiting you. Like in the old days, remember?-I remember. I sighed deeply, somewhat nostalgically along with Anne. I wish we could go back to those days. At least I'd avoid meeting anyone from around here. —But hey, they are new beginnings, the only thing left is to adapt and make it a better place.—I'm glad to hear you talk like that —he says—going to
I was in shock, I had my rifle and I could transform into a wolf but that would only make Kayler feel me, so I did what the unknown guy told me and kept quiet, more because in front of me at a considered distance was Kayler and I didn't want to face it.The guy continued with his hand over my mouth, but I didn't give it that much importance because my gaze was on Kayler, in which the noise had caught his attention, but then another group of boys arrived and they distracted him, making them go into the house . Now the guy let me go, I immediately turned to see him: tall, black hair, medium brown.-Who are you? How did you get my number and why did you bring me here? River."Relax, I'm just passing through this town." He backed up and started walking the way I came, so I followed him."You didn't answer my questions."I don't have to," he replied, taking a cigarette out of his pocket and putting it in his mouth, then taking out a lighter and lighting his cigar. —I saw you a few weeks ag
At around two in the morning I woke up suddenly, I was scared and excited, so I turned on the light on my nightstand. There was no one in my room but me, I was sure I felt someone sit on my bed, I was sure I felt someone touch me. The window was open, an icy breeze was coming in, which made me shiver. I got up and peeked out the window a bit, the forest was dark, there was no moon, the sky was already cloudy.The trees swayed from side to side. I looked at Kayler's house, it was dark, I admitted that I missed him a lot, I wish I could be with him again, that we would be Kayler and Carolina again. I needed to sleep at night with him in my bed, I felt so protected and warm, but now I'm sleeping alone.Kayler doubted me. I can not hear myself. He only believed what he wanted to believe and left, leaving me, broken, alone, facing things. I began to value myself these months to realize that what he did was wrong and it is not forgivable either. I would never have cheated on him, they had r
How long had he been there?"Are you done drooling over your ex?" -Sorry? I looked at him."You have to have self-respect, Carolina, now get in the car." His tone was angry. I looked at him without understanding what was wrong with him? Why was he suddenly angry? I noticed that his fists were clenched.-Why are you talking to me like that?He takes a deep breath and stands in front of me, placing his hands on my shoulders."Come on," he tells me, nodding with his head. His tone was calmer, he pleads. I looked into his eyes for a moment, his eyes were penetrating, they conveyed security to me in some way."Okay," I finally said."Give me this." He took the bags from me and mounted them to the back seats. I got in the passenger seat and put my belt on. I noticed Gadreel take a quick look at Kayler's car and then climb into the front seat, starting his Homer."What are we going to make for lunch, bunny?" He asks me when it starts. I laughed.-That?"I mean, I'll be invited to lunch." It'
Did it hurt. I admit that it hurt me like you have no idea to see Kayler kissing that girl, it was someone who seemed familiar to me, her back was turned so I couldn't see who it was.“Kayler wastes no time,” Gadreel tells me."I don't care, he's free, he can be with whoever he wants and do whatever he wants." I stood up."Well, then you should do the same," he tells me.—Make no mistake —I crossed my arms, watching as he and the girl moved away— I don't need anyone to feel good, I'm sure of myself now and I don't feel alone enough to kill my moments of solitude with someone. When I decide to be with someone it will be because I want to, not out of spite —my own words surprised me, it's just that hearing me talk like that was so different but I liked it. I liked the new Carolina: strong, determined.When the girl turned around I realized something. It was Piper, the girl from the Academy and Paige's twin sister, who wanted to kill me in the burning lava pit. And Kayler was with her. I
I'm here, Caroline! —it was mom.I frowned a bit doubtfully since I had come super earlier, I was supposed to come even at night. I went downstairs and found her in the kitchen. He brought bags from the supermarket with more food."If you had told me that you'd still go to the supermarket, you wouldn't have told me to go too," I said reproachfully as I checked the bags.Ooh, cookies."I didn't think it would happen. They gave me the afternoon off so I took the opportunity to buy other things that I didn't write down.-It's okay. Where is Mike?I noticed that he tensed and was silent for a moment."I don't know, he went to Kayler's father's house," he answered. But I was like... upset."Did something happen between you?" I wanted to know.It was the first time I saw mom a little upset but with him.He took a deep breath and looked at me."No," he faked a smile, "everything is fine between Mike and me." It's just...I don't really like her going to that house,” he says.-Why not? As far
"What the fuck are you saying, father?!" Kayler stands up and faces her father. All of us present were startled by his reaction. My heart started to beat a little harder."Calm down, Kayler, I didn't want to say anything to you because I planned to do it with everyone at the same time," he replies."Carolina is not alone..." he says, but at the same time he seemed to be fighting against something inside himself that made him want to not defend me: pride—the fact that she and I aren't together doesn't mean I'm without a pack— Kayler addresses me, when I thought he would pass by me without even looking at me, I was surprised when he took my hand and made me go behind him."Hey, but what..." I wanted to object."Silence, Carolina, just follow me," and we went through the doors where the meeting was taking place.God, Kayler's touch burns me.We go up some stairs until we reach a room. It was Kayler's room. It was the first time he came here. When we were once inside he closed the door be
I woke up feeling voraciously hungry. It was like he hadn't eaten in days. I got up and sat on the bed, still groggy from sleep. Next to me was Elder, fast asleep. Had I been the one to awaken the wolf in him? Thinking about it scared me a bit... I got out of bed and went to the kitchen, but when I opened the fridge I saw that there was nothing inside: no meat, no vegetables, not even yogurt... How was I going to satisfy my hungry now? I took a deep breath to calm myself and tried to think clearly. He needed to find food... or something that could replace it for now. I suddenly remembered that Elder had some bottles of blood kept in his closet. I took them and opened them quickly; I needed to drink that fresh blood before fully transforming into a wolf.Breakfast ready: I went to the kitchen and got some eggs, bacon and hashbrowns from the fridge. I put them in the pan to fry them with olive oil. There wasn't much to do for breakfast, but I wanted it to be special because it was Eld
Elder kissed me passionately, his lips moving against mine in perfectly timed fashion. His hands ran down my back and he held me close to him, making our bodies merge into one. I wanted so badly to make love right now, to feel his warm body inside mine… But then Elder jerked away. "We can't," he said hoarsely. "The other wolves will be watching us." I was frustrated and disappointed, but I knew he was right. Although we couldn't be together yet, knowing that Elder felt the same way about me filled me with hope for the future.''fuck it'' he snapped and kissed me even more. Elder stared into my eyes and I got lost in his gaze. His lips moved against mine and his hands trailed down my back, pulling me close. I wanted so much to make love right now, to feel his warm body inside mine... Elder slowly took off his shirt, exposing his muscular torso. I stared at him, surprised by his beauty. Then I realized that he was naked too... and I was not wearing any clothes. Our eyes met and in that i
ELDERElder left the boarding school looking for Amara. He was carrying a flashlight and a knife, but he had no idea where to start looking for her. It was totally dark and cold outside, and Elder knew that wolves were dangerous in such conditions. But he was desperate to find his girlfriend, so he walked resolutely into the forest. The full moon shone through the treetops and Elder could easily see his way through them. Suddenly he heard a noise: it was as if something was moving right behind him... could it be Amara? He turned quickly, but there was no one there. He felt a chill as he thought that maybe it was a wolf following him to attack him… Shaking those terrifying thoughts from his head, Elder kept moving forward until he reached the skylight. There he saw Amara: she was sitting in the center of the clearing, completely immobilized by fear. Her eyes were wide and Elder guessed that he must be seeing the wolf slowly approaching her... Elder was sitting on the ground, his back ag
I woke up when I felt hands on my neck. I still couldn't open my eyes, but I realized that she was being kidnapped. She felt my attacker's rough breathing and the smell of sweat on her fingers. They took me up a steep path until I was finally able to open my eyes. She was in the middle of an unknown forest, surrounded by tall, bushy trees. There was no one in sight except my kidnapper, who introduced herself as Melania. It was obvious that she was a werewolf: she had the same physical characteristics as me and she smelled just like them. However, I did not perceive any trace of the pack to which she belonged; she must be a loner. "What do you want?" I asked her with a shaky voice. "Oh, I just wanted to meet you," she replied, smiling forcefully at me. "You've been hard to find." I didn't know how to answer him, so I remained silent, staring into her bright green eyes. I suddenly saw her lips part from her to reveal a pair of sharp fangs… and she then she attacked me! "Don't you dare do
''Amara, please relax,'' Flavia tells me, but I felt weird making out with her. She's a lesbian, I'm not. I felt so close to her that I could smell the sweet vanilla scent of her skin. Her lips were so close to mine... It was all I could do not to kiss her. She knew that if she did, she wouldn't be able to stop. So I stayed still and tried to suppress my desire. But then she moved even closer and her lips brushed against mine... I couldn't resist any longer, so I kissed her hard. She answered me immediately and her hands began to explore my body. I felt like she was on fire... Never before had she felt like this with anyone. Our tongues intertwined over and over again in a passionate dance, our bodies pressed against each other... I wanted to get her out of the car and take her somewhere where we could be alone, but I knew it was dangerous: if we were found out, we could seriously hurt the relationships between our families. So we finally broke apart, both gasping from the intensity o
The full moon peeked through the forest, unable to rest. She felt like the Moon was snowballing her way from this planet to the other, and all she saw was drastic changes in natural tracks until the end of time. So she listened to something very harsh from the Moon that had begun its journey to the oceans for seven million years and she did not know when she would be next to her love again. She was a kind of spiritual member of the Space Wind, for that reason he felt her presence with more intensity and breathed the laughter of his answers, until the Sun went out...The fire was so big that the sky looked like a very luminous black cloth. Elder knows that the full moon is special because there are wolves like him in the forest, but he has never seen a light so bright to see them. Under the fire, his eyes were white and disenchanted.''Elder'' his father called him and the full moon came to his door. The wolf was very sad and asking for help to get out of this situation, Elder replied:
The next day Amara received classes at the boarding school; the first thing she left behind was a sheet of text with the words she had written to him. She was as if she was with nobody, and so she was more and more: most of the time she was left alone, until finally her mother no longer visited or called.Despite the fact that the last time he spoke to him was last Friday, yesterday morning he was in his room around noon; already with a white shirt and black pants, with his small glasses hanging in his right hand. Just like every other day, he approached the front door of the room, but never entered it. He barely felt his presence and just said "What is it?" sometime, but no more. The day before was similar, however. Once he told her that she was never coming back, and he asked if he wanted to see her as soon as he could, he was able to contain himself to crack a smile and reply, "Yes, I'll send you."And there then, before he wasted it, he put on his father's white t-shirt and field
''Please let me go,'' I begged Jean Paul's father. She had me kidnapped."I won't, Amara, until Jean Paul shows up"Love and love, dear father of Jean Paul. It doesn't make your grave bigger. Memories of you remain forever in my heart...The clock had already run out for the whole day: night had not yet come. Sometimes the bed was a kind of life, as if it were his own land; other times the bath or the enemas seemed if they were pieces of art. In the best of cases, that was my last breakfast of loneliness and rajones. The father's face was looking at each other while he cried and thought.In the friendly environment of the bedroom, the father tried to convince me that I would give myself to him soon, but I preferred to hide on the way out.After all, the entrance door of the dormitory was full of prisoners. An insider informed us that the bosses were in the courtyard, where they were talking to the guards who were going to look for Jean Paul. The afternoon had already ended and the roa
Amara and her friends Flavia and Mell spent a lovely afternoon at their picnic. Heaven made it feel like they were going to dance, but it wasn't anything wrong. The park was full of corn, water and forests that seem to blow. The children had fun along the way. Of course, Amara started talking to them about the big things: the police, the Templars, the gang members, and the little drugs… Well, some of the other characters had other ideas. Like the Carnival mask, which is a person that Amara doesn't understand why she likes it so much. That gave Flavia and Mell a bit of a spark… I don't know if she meant to be carnivalesque, but maybe it was a great idea. Finally everything ended perfectly. And Amara and her friends came out with the magic of Carnival. The girl told her that although I don't know who she was, she was a very good person.The next day, Amara went to her class and woke up in a huge rush. She felt like the hours of sleep were lacking. Taking advantage of her energy, she did