"That- is crazy," Althea exhaled as I finish my story about the invasion.
I laid down on the carpet we settled and sighed. "I told you. The world is giving me everything lately."
She laid beside me and said, "By everything, you mean Noah too?"
I stiffened and she laughed. "Don't tease me like that. Nothing is going on between us," I explained.
Why is she even having those thoughts? I haven't even spoke about Noah yet and she only saw him once! And it was while he was serving us food!
"Eh- don't put it that way. I didn't even say it like that." and she teased me even more.
She laughed and I laughed too, but then I felt my chest tighten that I had to place my hand on it.
She suddenly stopped. "Are you okay? Is it the wound?" She softly asked.
I smiled at her. "It’s like some side effects. I guess the wound was too deep after all. It was weird for it to miraculously heal so fast."
She hugged me lightly. "I guess we can spoil the little details from now on."
Suddenly, there was a knock from the door. We stood and straightened our night gowns before Althea opened the door.
"Please excuse me, Your Highness, but it is time for Princess Ruthy to head back to her room," Sir Angelo said with a bow.
"Aw, you have to leave already?" Althea complained with a pout.
I giggled and squeezed her cheeks. "I sometimes forget you're a year older than me, Althea. Good night."
I grabbed my robe from the rack then went outside with Sir Angelo. It was already 9:47 in the evening, and it was the usual time where we all head to bed, so the hall was quiet.
"How are you feeling, Your Highness?" Sir Angelo silently asked. He's still addressing me that even when we’re alone.
"The wound is slightly making me uncomfortable, but no pain at all," I casually said.
I heard him sigh. "Please be careful next time."
I stopped when I was in front of my room.
I smiled at him. "I will. Good night, Sir Angelo."
"Good night, Your Highness." He opened the doors for me then left.
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"Ruthy..."
"Ruthy...!"
I wiped my eyes and stood. What? I looked at my window and it was still dark. Is someone calling me?
Suddenly, someone threw a stone at my window and I flinched.
"What in the world..."
I went to the window and peeked. At first, I saw no one, but then I saw a silhouette just beneath my window.
"Thomas...?"
I leaned closer and huh- what do you know....it is Thomas.
"What are you doing?!" I mouthed and he laughed. He motioned for me to come down.
I wore my robe and when I went out. When I first stepped out, a guard was outside my door. The lights on the halls were dimmed but the shine from the moon that went through the tall windows lit up the floor.
"Is there a problem, Your Highness?" He asked.
Oh shoot. I forgot there would be guards at post every time. I weaved my hair then cleared my throat. "I- uh- I'm just going to get a glass of milk. I can't seem to sleep." I made an excuse.
"Would you like me to accompany you, Your Highness?"
I almost choked. I cleared my throat again. "No! I- mean, it’s okay." I insisted and whew, he didn't try to resist. I immediately went down the stairs to the garden, but when I was just about to turn to the hall where the door to the garden is, I saw Sir Saint by the door.
"What?" I silently exclaimed. If Saint was by the door, how did Thomas manage to go out?
I turned and thought of a distraction for Saint. I noticed a chair just by the end of the stairs, so I kicked it then ran to the other side to hide. When I noticed Saint fixing the chair, I silently ran barefoot to the garden.
"Thomas!" I half-whispered, half-shouted.
"Hey!" came someone who carried me by my waist from my back. I almost screamed!
Then I heard him laugh. When he placed me down, I punched his shoulder.
"Ow." He teased with a grin.
"What are you doing here?!" I demanded.
"I can't sleep. I was thinking about what my Dad said during dinner," He explained then rubbed the back of his head.
I sighed and crossed my arms. "So, you're bothered by it too, huh? Well, if you don't want to, why can't you just refuse it?" I asked.
"I wouldn't mind marrying you, Your Highness," He teased again and I jokingly kicked his ankle.
He laughed, but then stopped. "I'm just not really ready, I think. To be the King," He silently said.
I looked at him. Maybe this is why he changed. He was finally feeling the pressure of being suitable for marriage. Thomas and Althea are in the same age, but Althea is just months older, and besides, she's already in a relationship. I guess, he's just as worried as I am.
"So am I. I'm still clueless of everything. I don't even know if I'm fit to be Queen, you know. What if the people don't like me? What if I can't do things right?"
I felt his hand on my shoulder. "Hey, hey. What are you saying? You're going to do amazing! You're tough and smart," He complimented.
I giggled. "For a second you were sulking there, huh?" I teased and he chuckled.
"Is someone there?"
We both froze in our places. I immediately pulled him to the wall on our back, accidentally stepping on some flowers and other plants on the grass.
"Darn, Mom is going to kill me," I whispered. I noticed the ray of light searching by the fountain and I stiffened. Suddenly, there were soft hands by my waist, supporting my weight. I looked up and saw Thomas looking at me.
"Why are you so tense?" He whispered with a smile. I bit my lip. What is he trying to do? I looked down when I felt my face get hot. Oh no no no...don't tell me I'm feeling shy? What’s this embarrassing attitude?
"I think he's gone," Thomas whispered. I turned and saw that the ray of light was now gone.
"We should head back," I suggested then pushed myself away from him. I just can't stand being pinned against his chest anymore, he might feel the pounding of my heart. Why am I even acting like this…?
That's when I felt something on my ankle, something climbing.
"Eeck!" I shrieked. I lost my balance, and when I was about to fall, I accidentally pulled Thomas with me. Can I disappear for now?.......I can never be more embarrassed than this! Thomas was laying on my chest with his face on my shoulder. I can just feel the shock on his face right now.
"I- I'm deeply sorry, Thomas! I didn't mean to pull you!" I immediately apologized.
I heard him chuckle. "It's okay. You are still so clumsy, aren't you?"
When he was about to stand, we were blinded by light.
"Y-your Highness?"
We both turned and saw someone pointing at us with a flashlight. My face stiffened. My eyes widened and my mouth flew open. I felt speechless and motionless.
"S-sir Angelo! I- I can explain. This isn't what you think it is!" I immediately fired back.
Thomas stood then pulled me with him.
"Are you alright?" Thomas asked. He didn't seem to be bothered by Angelo at all!
"Pardon us, Sir, we were just having a talk," Thomas casually said while rubbing his pants.
"It's 3 in the morning, Your Highness," Sir Angelo said.
"Is there a problem? We were both awake, anyway," Thomas replied. I pinched him on the back. What did he mean 'we were both awake'? He was throwing stones at my window, for goodness' sake.
Sir Angelo didn't seem to buy it at all, but he didn't push it. "Fair enough, let me escort you both back inside, Your Highness'."
I was feeling so awkward between them when Thomas suddenly placed his arm on my shoulder.
"What are you doing?" I whispered at him. Oh my gosh, Angelo is just beside me.
He just chuckled. "Might as well practice, future fiance."
My back stiffened. I can't believe he called me that with Angelo beside me. I can't believe this is happening. I can't believe Angelo saw that. I can't believe this-
I was dozing off during breakfast and my Mom seemed to notice. "Ruthy, dear? Are you alright?" She asked. Everyone then stopped eating and looked at me. I stopped halfway from swallowing when their eyes were on me. "I'm fine, Mom. I just didn't get a good sleep last night." I notice Thomas grin who was now in frontof me by the table. I rolled my eyes at him. "Is your wound still bothering you?" Dad asked with concern in his voice. I hate it when I stress my Father out. I don't want to be a nuisance to him especially when he's handling so many things right now. I held my chest softly. "Not really. I think the stitches just tighten from time to time. It means it’s healing right?" Dad exhaled and smiled at me. "Yes dear. I'm glad to hear you're healing. So don't go around being energetic and all for a while, alright?" I nodded then peeked at Thomas who's grin now disappeared. All through-out breakfast, he was quiet. The Wilh
Noah offered to sit by the garden when I calmed myself down. "Aren't you supposed to be working?" I asked as we sat down by the bench, facing the castle. He shrugged. "I finished my part anyway. So, care to explain why you were crying in the hallway?" I sighed then brushed my hair. "I can't. Well, I- I'm just getting tired and confused that's all," I excused. I can't tell Noah what's happening between me and Angelo. I don't know if I can trust him already, but I have this feeling that I already do. Noah became so attached to me already, I can't seem to hate him anymore. My family likes him, even Althea likes him. I owe him my life. He leaned against his back, "If I were you, I'd just escape the castle for a while and go out, you know," I giggled. That is such a 'Noah' thing to do. "Hey, I haven't asked you. What's your full name?" He suddenly asked. "Ruthyelia Celeste Nobingale. Well, Nobingale of Rinovea, if I may add."
"In two days time, we can visit the new bakery you built for Noah, dear," Dad said as he placed the books back on the shelves. We just finished our afternoon lessons. This time, it was about the people's characteristics. He taught me how to communicate with the people and how to earn their trust. He said that what matters most to the people is our relationship with them and how we see them as humans. I gathered the papers on my table then handed it to him. "That's nice. I can't believe it's already done." "You said you didn't want it to be too grand or too simple, so the engineers really did their best this time." Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. "King Andriego?" We turned and saw Queen Josephine by the door. I stood and curtsied. "Yes, Queen Josephine?" Dad answered as he straightened his coat. "If I may so, I would like to request for something," She started. "Of course. What is it?" She took a deep br
It’s finally the day. Brylle's 20th birthday. My maids put me on a beige long gown with long sleeves and I'm telling you, it is the most uncomfortable dress I have yet I have to wear it since Queen Josephine likes the color beige. "I don't know why I'm nervous. I don't know," Althea said as she keep on pacing. She got ready earlier than me and now she's ranting here in my room while I get ready. "Why are you nervous? There's nothing to be worried about," I assured her as my maids busy themselves. She continued pacing. "I don't know. I just feel like something is going to happen." I sighed then peeked at her at my mirror. "Relax, Althea. Nothing is going to happen. Unless Brylle suddenly shows up and thanks us for the feast," I joked. She inhaled sharply. "Oh my gosh, what if he does?" I giggled. Althea sometimes gets paranoid from stuff like this, like occasions. She's a very bright and energetic woman but she still has a soft spot for
When we reached the gate, Angelo and Saint were wearing their black suits. My eyes sparkled at Angelo. I guess my love for him won't easily fade even when he's ignoring me. I gave them a two-finger salute. "Ruthy!" Althea called as she waves her fan. She was wearing a yellow high-waist dress with a white scarf on her neck. Simple and colorful outfits really suit her despite her age- not that I'm saying she's old or anything. "We will be taking the train today since the bakery is located near your Uncle's house in the South-East, right?" Dad told Noah. "Yes, Your Majesty," Noah answered as we sat in the carriage with Angelo and Saint outside odn their horses. The train station wasn't far from our palace. We had our own train that we can take anytime of the day. I sat at the window side of the train and Althea was beside me. "Is the bakery filled yet?" Althea asked. I giggled. "Maybe. Don't tell me you're going to take some food?"
The moment we stepped foot on the train, it immediately moved. Dad and Noah were pacing all over the train, Althea was silently crying and Ford was praying. "Ruthy!"Dad and Althea embraced me. "Are you hurt? Why is there blood on you?" Dad frantically asked. "I just hurt my ankle, but..." I looked behind me and Saint entered while carrying Angelo. "Oh my god," Dad whispered then came to help Saint. "Your Majesty..." Saint said. "Please, let me help you. You're our family, remember?" Dad and Saint lay Angelo on the floor. He was still conscious and he was holding down my handkerchief on his wound. Dad stood then went to the other side of the train. I knelt beside Angelo then held his hand. "You're gonna be okay," I said. Saint looked at me, worried about the people around us. I didn't care. I finally didn't care. He was dying in front me, I have no time to pretend anymore. Althea knelt beside
I’ve always felt that I was being held in a cage, like I was being controlled. I thought that being a princess means being forced to make decisions I didn’t want. I was wrong. I was completely free. I was powerful, I was strong, I was royal. Right now, I have to make the right decision, the best decision. Mom stood carefully by the door, hugging herself. I sharply inhaled, afraid of what she’s going to say next. I kept fidgeting my fingers behind me, thinking of what I should say in a nickle of time. Am I going to be banished? Am I going to be exiled? “Ruthy, are you okay?” Mom quietly asked. I looked up. I gasped and ran to her. I embraced my Mother tightly and buried my face on her shoulder. Suddenly, I feel relaxed. The moment my Mother asked me how I felt, everything that was pulling me down disappeared. I was a fool. This is my Mother- my Mother who loves me with all her soul, my Mother who would do everything for me, the Queen who would save her princes
Althea’s Royal secrets aren’t exactly new to me. I’ve been present and exposed to too much scandals back at Wierxia because of our relatives, but of course, our family comes clean, except for one historic incident about my brother disappearing. I haven’t thought of it much lately, since our family learned how to move on from the past, but the pain is still alive. Honestly, I don’t really remember Brylle’s face, I was still little when he disappeared, but I guess Thomas could remember. I was heading to my room to return my sewing equipment after the Queen left. She said she needed to visit Sir Angelo. I wanted to come as well, but I figured I’d come with Ruthy. Just as I was about to turn to the hallway where my room is, I heard Ruthy’s voice from the hospital wing just one turn from where I was. Her voice wasn’t loud or shouting, but it was whole and audible. I couldn’t hear exactly what she was saying, but I understood some of the important words. Sh
After 3 months The Royal Wedding I woke up feeling nauseous and light-headed. Last night, I couldn’t bring myself to sleep because of excitement and nervousness. I couldn’t decide if I was feeling cold or warm when I was laying down in bed. Althea, who arrived in our palace yesterday, strictly ordered me to have at least 8 hours of sleep. I ended up having 5 hours of sleep. The men stayed at the other side of the palace, while we will be preparing at the Women’s Room. As soon as I woke up, Althea came knocking down my door. “Princess! Hello? Bride to be! Wake up! It’s way past your breakfast!” she said outside the door. It’s currently 6 in the morning, the wedding will be at 11. I stood and went to the bathroom to wash my face. My maids were already arranging the make up and other accessories at the Women’s Room together with the other maids. The Women’s R
Ruthy’s The past week had been a blast. I’ve never felt so happy in my life. The Wilhems already left last week, but they promised to return in three months for the wedding. Yes, I’m getting married. I know, it may seem fast, but we have a lot to do before even getting married and after. My parents said they were ready to pass the throne and they even became emotional, but they were proud to crown me as Queen of Rinovea. I am getting a little over the future there, but it will come. “Ready when you are, love,” Noah says. We are now heading to the Throne Room to have a discussion with my parents. Noah seems calm and confident, but I know he’s feeling nervous beyond the soul. This is the first time we’ll be having a serious talk in front of the King and Queen with regards our plans for the future. We’ll also talk about what will happen to our family. “I can feel your hands shaking,” I teased him as we walked hand in hand. “No, yo
Noah’s Who would’ve thought that I would fall for the princess? Scratch that. The first question should be, who would’ve thought that I was the missing son of King Ricardo and Queen Josephine? I know it’s hard to take in, but I felt like time was going too fast. I knew that Ruthy was in love with someone else, but it seems like it was something that would fall in ruins and Ruthy knew that. She tried to fight for it, she tried to sacrifice for it, but she couldn’t do it. She was refused. My only intention was to watch, support, and protect her from the sideline, but I was wrong. I didn’t want to remain as a friend, I wanted Ruthy to notice me and accept me. We had a rough start, a troublesome meeting even, but it was pure and joyous. We were happy, not thinking of the trouble it may bring, we were just happy. Every time I look into her eyes, it was always full of hope and beauty, but now, it felt like she was being torn apart. I couldn’t just stand the
“Ruthy! Get up!” I was woken up by endless shaking that I thought there was an earthquake happening. I opened my eyes and it was Althea. I couldn’t get myself to sleep last night because I was afraid they would already be gone. Good thing Althea’s still here waking me up. “We’re leaving! Bid us goodbye!” I got up and looked at her. They are leaving already. She was already ready and dressed. I grabbed my robe and brushed my hair. “W-what? So soon?” I told her, flustered. What time of day is it even? The sun was shining so brightly, I’m guessing it’s still early in the morning. “It doesn’t matter. Come on now!” she said then pulled me out of my room. I almost forgot to wear my sandals since she was really eager to get me out. I clenched my chest as Althea continued to pull my hand. I didn’t even get to say goodbye to Noah? I know that we should forget our ties now and move on with our lives, but I still can’t bring myself to just let go and for
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I felt my body shake and how my vision suddenly blacked out. I think I almost fell, but I felt Angelo’s hand on my shoulder. I could see that he was serious with what he said, but still, I never imagined in our relationship that those words would come from his mouth. He was the hopeful and most patient in our relationship. He held on to this little fire between us we called ‘love’, and he never questioned my decisions for us. Now, I think he mustered all his strength and time to make this decision, to finally tell me what needed to be done. “Angelo..I-why?” I softly asked. I held his hand on my shoulder and carefully caressed his fingers. I don’t understand him. I don’t understand where this is all coming from. I waited for him and I remained hopeful too. I prayed for him, every day. I prayed that he won’t be taken away from me. I prayed that we would get the future that we wanted. I prayed for my life to start over, with him. “Since then, I was always in love with y
It was almost time for lunch and we all headed to the Dining Hall with Noah, but he wanted to excuse himself first because he wanted to work in the kitchen. Queen Josephine wanted to eat with Noah, but he refused at first saying that he still worked for us since it was his job. Ford, who I saw a while ago, was no where to be found in the kitchen. I didn’t know if he was angry or sad, but I only had a glimpse of his face and I couldn’t really see his expression. “Noah, you don’t have to work anymore. You’re a prince,” I told him as he continues to arrange the food at the counter. “It still doesn’t fit right with me. I can’t just adjust that quickly,” he said, focusing on the counter. He was still wearing his apron and hat, although King Ricardo already ordered clothes to be brought to his room. His room is actually moved to the second floor beside their room, but he didn’t want to move just yet. I sighed and watched him. “What’s wrong?” I asked. He washed his
I held my hands tightly as I stood beside Mom who was holding the letter. My father and King Ricardo finally arrived, and they looked at Mom with curious faces. The Queen doesn’t usually summon us for a meeting, let alone a sudden one. Queen Josephine then arrived with Althea and Thomas who both looked at me with curious faces as well. My expression was nervous than ever, and it still might be obvious that I cried. Keith walked beside me and poked my back. “What’s this about?” he curiously asked. I remained quiet and just smiled at him. Finally, Mom took a few steps forward to get their attention. She took a few deep breaths and tried her best not to make her voice shake from the incoming tears. My Dad noticed this which made him uncomfortable. I could see the uneasiness in his eyes and stance. “My daughter, Ruthy, approached me the other day to ask for my help. I understood right away why she approached me out of all people. It was a matter that involved the family
Ruthy’s I do think I’ve been unfair to myself lately. Ever since Mom found out about me and Angelo, all I’ve been thinking is “be true to yourself” and “don’t hide your feelings anymore”, but I feel like I’ve done everything but that. I kept denying things from myself, I kept hiding my true feelings. I don’t know what to feel anymore. Rather, I don’t know what I’m supposed to feel anymore. Last night, I felt so uneasy and empty. I couldn’t fall asleep for almost three hours. At first, I just closed my eyes and emptied my mind, but I failed to put myself to sleep. I ended up opening my window and sitting on the mini sofa staring at the moon. When I woke up, I laid on my bed for 20 minutes before standing up. I just cuddled my pillow and wrapped myself with my comforter. I changed for breakfast and headed out my room. Saint was outside, waiting to accompany me. “Are you feeling alright, Your Highness?” Saint asked as we started walking down the