"Are you busy today, Dad? Mom wants to visit her friend's house. It's been a while since she met her," Amanda said during breakfast."I'm busy, dear. Should I have the driver take her there?" Cakra replied, holding Amanda's hand and kissing the back of it. Such gestures were common between Cakra and Amanda, even in front of Brian and Gaby. Their children were accustomed to their parents' affection. In fact, when Amanda was upset, the whole house would be as quiet as a graveyard. When she was angry, she would go on a silent strike for up to three days or even longer, affecting the entire Lasmana household."Who is it, Mom?" Cakra asked while continuing his breakfast."Athalia, Dad," Amanda answered shortly but it immediately made Brian freeze. His appetite vanished, and he finished his breakfast before excusing himself to go to the office. Gaby also bid her farewells as she headed to school."Athalia, visiting Nadine again?" Cakra asked."Athalia has been living in Surabaya for the pas
"Den... Investigate everything about Nadine. I'll wait for the results tomorrow morning in my office," Brian commanded Deni, his trusted aide and friend. For the past four days, Brian had been following Nadine after work.Just like tonight, Brian observed Nadine from inside his car until she entered the apartment building. Even for just one day without looking at Nadine's face, Brian's life felt incomplete. She had become an addiction once again."Aaarrrgggh!" Brian shouted in frustration, slamming his car's steering wheel hard. How long would he keep on like this? He accelerated the car, leaving Nadine's apartment behind.***Klek... Amanda cautiously opened Brian's bedroom door. She was startled to find Brian's room in complete darkness. She walked slowly, feeling along the wall to find the light switch, and then turned on the light. Instantly, Amanda froze when she saw Brian in disarray. He was still in his work clothes, complete with his shoes, sitting on the floor leaning against
Like any typical Saturday, after work, Nadine would head straight to her parents' house to see her son Ricky. Only on Sundays could she spend the whole day with Ricky. Nadine always tried to make time to take Ricky around Surabaya, whether it was to a playground or amusement park rides, and of course, places with swimming pools. Even at his young age, Ricky was already learning to swim.Today, Nadine planned to stay home and play with Ricky. They had a swimming pool at home, even though it didn't have the attractions of a theme park. Her emotions were in turmoil. Nadine didn't expect her return to Surabaya to reopen old wounds that hadn't fully healed, and now it felt like the pain was fresh again.Nadine smiled repeatedly as she watched Ricky fall and get up on his own without crying while playing with a ball. She cherished every moment of Ricky's growth, from birth until now. There was only one question from Ricky that always left her puzzled—he kept asking about his dad, even thoug
"Nadine, answer me, is what he said true?" Dave snapped with his eyes reddening, holding back his emotions. Nadine was taken aback by the sudden outburst. Dave had never spoken harshly to her, let alone yelled like this. Ricky squirmed in Dave's arms, and Nadine quickly reached out to take Ricky and usher him inside the house. With a frightened expression, Ricky looked at Nadine, Brian, and Dave in turn before running into the house. Brian clenched his fists tightly, trying to contain his emotions. He couldn't bear to see the woman he loved being treated harshly in front of him."Nadine, answer my question," Dave repeated with a slightly softer tone, but still firm. He knew that Nadine and Ricky were scared due to his loud voice earlier. Without saying a word, Nadine nodded hesitantly and looked at Dave with an apologetic expression. Dave turned his face away, feeling a searing pain in his chest.Thud. Dave's fist connected with Brian's jaw, catching Brian off guard, causing him to st
Nadine threw herself onto the bed, gazing up at the bright blue ceiling, in stark contrast to her heart, which was clouded and drizzling. If she could run away from this situation, she would run as fast and far as possible. But she couldn't do that. Brian was Ricky's biological father, and Ricky deserved to know that. Nadine felt torn and trapped, caught between forgetting Brian or opening her heart to Dave. The man who had been by her side for two years, filling the role of a father for Ricky.Nadine took several deep breaths, exhaling forcefully each time. She felt a heavy weight pressing on her chest, causing pain that made it difficult to breathe."Who was Ricky calling 'Papa'?" Henry's question echoed in Nadine's ears repeatedly from this afternoon."Dave was there earlier, Henry," Athalia answered, trying to shield Nadine from Henry's question. Athalia could read from Nadine's eyes that she wasn't ready to explain to her parents yet. Even though from a distance, Athalia had seen
At 6:45 AM, Nadine walked into the Samudra Company building with a heavy heart. The morning sun was so bright that she raised her hand to shield her eyes, which felt sore and uncomfortable. Her eyes had remained open throughout the night, unable to shut due to thoughts of Brian. Squinting, Nadine felt a flash of light hit her retinas again, this time from a luxurious silver Range Rover Sport parked right in front of the Samudra Company building. Of course, the owner of the car was the CEO of the company where Nadine worked. Seeing Brian step out of the car, Nadine hurriedly walked into the building, momentarily avoiding any interaction with him.Ding... The elevator doors opened, and with a slightly racing breath from her brief jog, Nadine stepped inside. As she caught her breath, she greeted the three coworkers who were already in the elevator's confined space. However, just before the doors closed, a man's hand grabbed the door, and they immediately reopened. A man with a composed a
"Is Mr. Brian okay?" Danisa asked, surprised because her boss had been smiling more than usual throughout the day. Even during the meeting with the potential new investor, Brian had confidently and charismatically presented the benefits and advantages the investor would gain by joining Samudra Company. The investor had readily agreed. Danisa admitted that Brian always had a way of winning over the hearts of investors. However, today his usually cold and distant demeanor had been absent. If Danisa observed correctly, it almost seemed like Brian was infected with the love bug."What's wrong with me?" Brian retorted, squinting his eyes at Danisa coldly. Instantly, Danisa gulped nervously, not wanting to awaken a sleeping lion. She couldn't risk putting her position in the company in jeopardy."It's nothing, sir," Danisa quickly shook her head, then followed Brian into the special elevator reserved for top executives. When with their higher-ups, the secretaries always followed them into t
In this moment, Brian stood outside the gates of Henry and Athalia's house, watching Ricky playing in the yard. Occasionally, Brian smiled as he saw Ricky's joyful laughter while running around. Ricky was playing in the yard under the watchful eye of his grandmother, Athalia. Unbeknownst to her, Brian had been observing them for almost an hour.Brian loosened his tie, which suddenly felt constricting. His mind wandered back to his recent encounter with Dave at the office three days ago. If he could turn back time, Brian would choose to have a healthy relationship with Nadine. Not like now, burdened with the consequences of their forbidden relationship. Regret constantly disturbed his peace of mind. He leaned his head against the car seat, massaging his temples. For some reason, his head always throbbed painfully whenever he imagined Nadine and Ricky being together with Dave. He should be the one in that position, not someone else.If Nadine hadn't left back then. If Brian had known ab