Several days passed by after that little burglary attempt , Chris was still harping mad about the entire thing . I won't say he was overreacting , not when my brother who was pretty much broke after getting a pretty dang job done on his car , had to take out whatever measly savings he got, to repair his playstation as well as the broken window pane . In his words ,if he ever get his hands on that stupid little bastard,he will shove a fist size rock right up his a*s and have him shit it out.
At first I was a bit spooked out by the stone throwing incident but later on as the day passed and nothing happened , I totally chilled out not only because Chris's stupid theory of 'Jacob 's major stalker ' was proved wrong , I was pretty much certain that the entire thing had nothing to do with any prankster or any crazy psycho maniac - most probably it was a burglar who got his facts wrong and made a mistake. With a certain assurance , the odd nag
I was humiliated , embarrassed but most importantly I was enraged - terribly incensed . Rage surged in my body leaving a hot charred blistering heat in its wake . I could feel the heat of my anger traveling up my neck and suffusing my head .My expression must have been terrible because both Selina and Ron were looking at me like I was a hungry T - Rex that was ready to rush out and chew up a good hundred and thousands , and honestly I was - I wished I could rip Jacob Knight's heart off his chest and gobble it up but did that guy even had a heart for me to rip out and even if he did , I was quite certain his heart would be nothing else but a blob of molten black tar ." Don't look at me like that " I said testily when Selina and Ron kept watching me with precaution " I'm not gonna do anything , of course I am inclined to punch Shaun Shotto
" You -"" it's alright " interrupting Chris , I stepped forward and got between him and Adriana as he raised his forefinger to point right at Adriana's face " She only wants to talk to me , I will just listen to what she wants to say "" She is a manipulative c*nt , whatever she says don't believe her shit at all , I bet she just wants to makes excuses for Knight.Nothing more nothing less " said Chris still glaring at Adriana who simply cocker her brow and folded her arms in front of her chest ." Well hate to break it to you ..Your sister is not that stupid . I don't think that just because I make some riff raff of excuses , she is gonna believe me - will you ?" she added twisting her head slightly towards me" No , I won't " I answered her back at once , my mind was still replaying all the bullshit about how Jacob told me that I int
♡ Jacob ♡The morning passed in a foggy blur . I had no idea what Mr . Husain was lecturing us about , all my attention was upon Bella 's empty sit . True to their friendship , Ron had given an absolute bullshit of excuse which comprised of 'a terrible fever that nearly burnt her brains dead ,' though I had a feeling that was a subtle jab towards me - no , I wasn't being paranoid , Ronald Davis gave me his stinky eye when he was excusing Bella for her absentee .I didn't even look at him all my focus was on how I should set things right with Bella , my mind went click clack as I thought about counter measures and then a more severe counter measures in case those counter measures failed. My legs were inevitably shaking and I was chewing on the end of my pen , my gaze drifting to and fro between Mr Husain and Shotton , all I wanted to do was to haul that jerk ass of his seat and drag him out to the parking lot and demand what exact
Anna took a step back , her face pale while her lower lip wobbled "Fine , then good luck with that tub of fat blob !"If it was before I would have remained silent and acted like it didn't bother me that much; because as long as Anna couldn't sense that Bella mattered to me that much she wouldn't continue insulting her but not today ..Because today I wasn't up to listening her bullshit and she knew it better than anyone how much Bella meant to me ." Let me explain something " I rumbled rage and anger pouring from my body " I'm not here to chat , nor I'm here to listen to your pathetic woes , I'm here to get facts out of you and you are going to give me those facts that I want right now or else I'm gonna destroy you and everything that matters to you "Now Anna looked a bit afraid . I didn't blame her , it was impossible not to feel terrified when I was glaring at her with homicida
" Bella " after we were done eating our happy meal , Chris gunned his Chevy and pulled us out of the parking lot ." Don't " I knew what he wanted to say but honestly , I didn't want to hear it , not now when I was feeling so emotionally exhausted and empty ." I need to say it ... " said Chris glancing at me side ways while he was half focusing on the road"Not now Chris " I shook my head" But I gotta tell you how sorry , I'm ...I shouldn't have done that , hell I should have stopped the bullying when it started ....what I'm trying to say I am sorry , For acting like an ass "" Woah did you just apologized to me ?" I casted him an odd look . I was pretty sure that Chris hadn't apologised to anyone since he was five. Thanks to our mother who had pampered him rotten , Chris grew up much
It was past midnight and I was still tossing and turning in my bed, now that Chris was gone and I was done with my homework, there was no more distractions for me to keep Jacob out of my head . Pangs of hurt and regret had my heart aching , I knew that after what he had done , I should be done with him. And the so called rumours that Chris just told me should have been enough to let me know that I should create some distance between him and I , however , as contrasted as it sounded , I was even more curious , I wasn't disgusted by those rumours . Though I did sincerely hoped that whatever Chris told me were nothing more than rumours but my stomach was still twisted with disgust , I threw the cover over my head and rolled closer to the wall . I had picked up that there was something wasn't quiet right with Jacob's family especially when I heard that Mrs Knight had physically abused Annabeth until she was traumatised but I had never considered this . Against my better judgment , I fel
" I can fix this let me fix this please " Jacob pleaded" Why ?" finally I couldn't withstand his pleading, something ugly , something that had been waiting to get out for the entire day , snapped in me " so you can fuck it all again ? What do you think I am Jake ? I'm human ! I'm made of skin and sinew , not fucking steel and iron , I didn't strap on iron man suit every fucking time you hurt me ? I feel hurt ! Do you think I can survive the blow again and again ? "My heart ached at the pained expression of his , Jacob was looking at me like I sucker punched him in the gut . Urge to soothe him bubbled inside me but I shove it down right at the back of my head , Jacob was hurting but I was hurting as well maybe even worse than him." please , this will be the last time " he
♡ Jacob ♡My rational side screamed at me to let Bella go , to step out her way and talk to her after she gets a little more calmer . Atleast she hadn't thrown her books at my face like yesterday night when I refused to leave her room but my stubbornness didn't want me to let her leave , it was real damn hard to have her this close to me but not being able to touch her ." Alright , I will let you go but then after you are done with your classes , you will have lunch with me this afternoon "" Yeah I totally love to go on a lunch date with my ex boyfriends " her sea green eyes hardened as she pursed her lips and stared at me like I was some lunatic that ran out of the asylum .I didn't put her right , that I was her only boyfriend , now ex boyfriend ( the jury is still out on that , because I sure wasn't taking that title on my head ) and I will b