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2024-10-29 19:42:56" I can fix this let me fix this please " Jacob pleaded
" Why ?" finally I couldn't withstand his pleading, something ugly , something that had been waiting to get out for the entire day , snapped in me " so you can fuck it all again ? What do you think I am Jake ? I'm human ! I'm made of skin and sinew , not fucking steel and iron , I didn't strap on iron man suit every fucking time you hurt me ? I feel hurt ! Do you think I can survive the blow again and again ? "
My heart ached at the pained expression of his , Jacob was looking at me like I sucker punched him in the gut . Urge to soothe him bubbled inside me but I shove it down right at the back of my head , Jacob was hurting but I was hurting as well maybe even worse than him." please , this will be the last time " heRelated chapters
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" Don't move " said Jacob from behind , if there wasn't an angry highly Likely poisonous snake in front of me , I would have definitely responded with a snappish retort something like ' yeah , Like I can -' you know what forget it , because I was so petrified that I could no longer think straight . I had seen snakes before but we had a rather thick glass acting as a barrier before , never have I seen a snake up so closely . And the fact that I was down right scared of slimy , ugly reptiles like the one in front of me - my legs have turned jelly , I couldn't move even if I wanted to run shrieking my head off . " stop clutching on the door so tightly Bella , I can't pry your fingers off the latch " still whispering Jacob tried to remove my fingers from the door latch , on which I was clutching on with a death grip. " I can't " I moaned , I didn't know how I even made a sound when my entire heart seemed to be lodged in my throat .
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