" This -"
" This is okay right ?" Said Jacob as he places his dick between the valley of my breasts " I know that you are not ready and I won't do anything not yet at least - I will wait until I get that green light from you "
I swallowed hard , not only because Jacob was straddling me but also because I was relieved at his promise . Turns out that every time Jacob promised me something he had made sure to fulfil that promise except the first one -so I knew that he really won't do anything to me not now - I understood that as his girlfriend , it was expected of me to have sex with him .
But I wasn't ready - yeah , many would say that I had enough time to get ready being together in an on and off relationship with him for months but it was not just about time and it wasn't about my faith either .
It was about love .
I knew that Jacob had feelings for me but I wasn't exactly sure about those feelings were they just like or something
Bella" what did you say ?" Surely I heard it wrong or maybe it wasn't what I was thinking , maybe Jacob meant something else by ' Its me ' because he didn't look like a suppressant in fact with his temper , it was highly likely that he might actually piss someone off than subdue them ." After my granddad died , the only link my mum had with Dante broke , there was no one who could calm her down when she was in one of her episodes , she would cry and scream , throwing things around like a maniac and would continue to do so until the psychiatrist snuck up to her and gave her - her shot , things became out of control … Annabeth was scared and traumatised …she was already old enough to understand what was happening and the servants were terrified to continue working , things weren't going great - there were rumours flying around and I was spending a great deal of my time taking Annabeth around to the doctor because she was just three at th
JacobWhoever was calling me so early in the morning don't let me get my hands on you or I will make you meet your maker " Shut . Up "I tightened my hold on my girlfriend whom I was spooning, burying my face in her hair - she hadn't even stirred not even so slightly maybe because I woke her up twice , wanting to taste her again in the night . She was slowly becoming an addiction of mine and to be honest I wanted to have a taste again .Brushing the hair away from her lips , I kissed her lips , squeezing and kneading her breast - my lips curved up when a low moan escaped her lips .More ringing .Now , I was annoyed . Picking up my cellphone , I swiped the answer button " You better be buried six feet down in the ground for calling me this early - or I'm gonna bury you myself "" Take a chill" Seth used his most solemn tone which meant whatever he wanted to say got to be important , I sat up straight in my bed and loo
BellaLook , as a child belonging to a family who was used to having troubles to even meet their basic needs and with my above average looks , I never once thought that I will ever be kidnapped - not once did I ever had this thought in my mind because I knew and today just proved the theory that even the smartest ones can be wrong . After Jacob dropped me off at my home and I - ignoring whatever nonsense my mum was sprouting about how she expected much better from me and if I didn't want to disappoint her any further I should break up with my useless boy toy with whom I was having fun with and focus on my studies since my graduation was right around the corner - I would love to see her expression when she realises that the useless boy toy was no one else but Jacob Knight , the one guy for whom she would literally do anything to have as her son in law- not that it was that serious between Me and Jacob but you got my drift . So , I did what I could
Bella"Can you both not ""Take it a bit seriously " both Jacob and Selina started to scold me and Ron simultaneously , but then they stopped , looked at each other and then as if they have been burnt because of each other gazes , they looked away . I knew the reason why the two of them were awkward around each other - Jacob and Sel had been friends in middle school and would have been one if not for Conan pulling his major shit out of his ass and dropping the bomb that he no longer wanted to be friends with Selina .Jacob chose his side and his loyalty lies with Conan , Selina did say she understands it but that didn't mean that she have forgiven Jake for that and there was also the fact that Jake helped Conan to make her life just as hellish as he did mine .And she hasn't forgiven him for trying to date me only to win a bet .Did I say how much I love her ?Selina took a deep breath and glanced at Jacob a
JacobWith Conan and Lewis behind , I ascended upstairs following the dim light that was coming from a room at the left end of the corridor , Seth was leaning against the table on which the computer was placed under a tiny nook .It was fairly old from it looks , maybe ten to twelve years old but surprisingly it was still working .“ What did you find ? “ I asked “ because there is no way anyone’s pulling anything from this house , its been abandoned for ages “Seth regarded the computer his expression solemn” you are right , they are not running anything from here now but that doesn’t mean that they weren’t running anything from here years ago ““ What do you mean ?” asked Lewis arching an eyebrow“ What I meant is they have left a virus on this one - just in case someone’s tries to trace their IP address , it will trigger the virus on this computer and well you
There is no incest in this book , please don't drop before reading the last chapter or else the suspense will not be over for you and you won't get the answers to your questionsJacobFuck my life and if possible gaslight the entire world while you are on it , like that imaginary guy up there really had to mess things up for me , right ? You couldn't have waited for an hour or so to set fire to my world ? Now I was stripped bare to my hideousness right in front of the girl , whom I wanted the least to know about it .I knew that Bella wasn't going to judge me , I knew that she wasn't going to look at me like I was something contagious and dirty but I still felt her gaze was a bit scorching , probing and questioning - I didn't like it ." what ?"I growled" Why are you looking at me like that ? I'm not going to judge you because your mother just barged in the room and spoke words that were rancid with jeal
Bella" He needs a little breathing room ? Really that's what she told you ?" said Selina as we walk through the doors of Ron 's house , our friend has finally turned eighteen and he had decided to throw this major party that's going to make Christina 's parties baby bash " well if you believe Adriana 's advice then yeah distance is really good in a relationship "I have just finished telling Selina about what Adriana told me this morning in the parking lot . It has been almost a month since Jacob 's breakdown on his birthday and well things haven't been going smooth for us at all - yeah , we are still together .But there was this distance between us which definitely wasn't because of me .Instead of seeing and talking with me on his own , he has been sending small messages through Adriana just like this morning where she told me that it might be good if I give Jacob a bit of space in the relationship . She might have been right , but that doesn'
Jacob" imagine asking your friends to stop doing what they were and have them patrol the street of your girlfriend 's house " said Seth with a glare the second I walked through the doors to Conan 's house " and getting dumped the very next day , you would think that after pulling your friends from their beauty sleep , one might put a little more efforts in maintaining their relationship , like what the hell about my sacrifices ? I didn't lose my sleep over this !"I took a seat next to Lewis who fist bumped me " I didn't get dumped you prick ( ' could have fooled me ' said Seth with an eye roll) , I just think that Bella and I are too attached to each other , Its about time we took a break " looking at Seth in the eye , I frowned " you are not even upset about that , you are just mad that you couldn't join in Ron's party ""Exactly why in the fuck I'm wasting my time with you three assholes when I can be getting laid right now ?" said Seth with an air tha