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Chapter 90
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2024-10-29 19:42:56There is no incest in this book , please don't drop before reading the last chapter or else the suspense will not be over for you and you won't get the answers to your questions
Jacob
Fuck my life and if possible gaslight the entire world while you are on it , like that imaginary guy up there really had to mess things up for me , right ? You couldn't have waited for an hour or so to set fire to my world ? Now I was stripped bare to my hideousness right in front of the girl , whom I wanted the least to know about it .
I knew that Bella wasn't going to judge me , I knew that she wasn't going to look at me like I was something contagious and dirty but I still felt her gaze was a bit scorching , probing and questioning - I didn't like it .
" what ?"I growled
" Why are you looking at me like that ? I'm not going to judge you because your mother just barged in the room and spoke words that were rancid with jeal
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