" I can't believe this , we are this close -" pinching my thumb and forefinger together , so closely that they were inches away and almost touching each other , I exasperatedly sighed "to graduating yet , professor Carlos somehow believes that we still need to complete this stupid assignment on Hereditary and its impact on a child 's growth and development ? Like who cares, I'm not going to be a child psychologist will I ? You would think that making my life hell for three consecutive years would be enough for him but no -"
" you are not the one who got the assignment ," said Selina checking her phone for the sixth time in an hour , I had no idea what and whose message she was waiting for but I had a small suspicion that her constant gluing to her cell phone these days had something to do with a mysterious , chocolate brown eyes certain football captain .
" But you won't deny that he only gave my class an assignment , the others got scout free " I said my
Jacob" You are going to pay for this " snarled Chris as he got back to his feet wiping his bloody nose." What ? What did I do ?" Innocently shrugging I grinned in mischief , liking the sight of the little bastard hurt and bleeding . Though I hope I didn't crooked his nose , or Bella might make pay me for his nose job , not that I minded that bit of money but I didn't want to spend on the fucker whose life 's aim was to make my life miserable " You ran head long at my elbow , is it my fault that you wanted to kiss it so badly?"Beside me Conan was grinning as well , watching Carter getting back on his feet as he spat blood on the ground and glared at him , I suspected that Conan was very much relishing the pain he caused to the brother of the girl he was interested in who kept acting like a major pain in his ass .The weekend have finally arrived and I had spent the rest of the days chauffeuring or trying my best to chauffeur Bella around ,which re
BellaOnce Jacob was done telling the entire school that - ' Yes , I had a long time crush on Bella Hamilton ,' he gave the microphone back to the Dj who once again renewed the song that was playing earlier but My attention wasn't on it , nor was it on Selina who was standing beside me with her hands cupping her mouth while her eyes popped in disbelief - she couldn't believe it and I couldn't as well but this wasn't on my concern list not now .All my attention was on the guy who despite the glares of the cheerleaders and shocked , confused faces of others was striding towards me , for once Jacob Knight 's attention wasn't on them it was on me - all on me . Like he couldn't careless about anyone else .He came to a stop in front of me " So how did I do ? Did I set everything right ?"" You didn't have to -" I beganBut Jacob shook his head " No , you were right . I was an ass and acted like one , this was the least I could do
" This -"" This is okay right ?" Said Jacob as he places his dick between the valley of my breasts " I know that you are not ready and I won't do anything not yet at least - I will wait until I get that green light from you "I swallowed hard , not only because Jacob was straddling me but also because I was relieved at his promise . Turns out that every time Jacob promised me something he had made sure to fulfil that promise except the first one -so I knew that he really won't do anything to me not now - I understood that as his girlfriend , it was expected of me to have sex with him .But I wasn't ready - yeah , many would say that I had enough time to get ready being together in an on and off relationship with him for months but it was not just about time and it wasn't about my faith either .It was about love .I knew that Jacob had feelings for me but I wasn't exactly sure about those feelings were they just like or something
Bella" what did you say ?" Surely I heard it wrong or maybe it wasn't what I was thinking , maybe Jacob meant something else by ' Its me ' because he didn't look like a suppressant in fact with his temper , it was highly likely that he might actually piss someone off than subdue them ." After my granddad died , the only link my mum had with Dante broke , there was no one who could calm her down when she was in one of her episodes , she would cry and scream , throwing things around like a maniac and would continue to do so until the psychiatrist snuck up to her and gave her - her shot , things became out of control … Annabeth was scared and traumatised …she was already old enough to understand what was happening and the servants were terrified to continue working , things weren't going great - there were rumours flying around and I was spending a great deal of my time taking Annabeth around to the doctor because she was just three at th
JacobWhoever was calling me so early in the morning don't let me get my hands on you or I will make you meet your maker " Shut . Up "I tightened my hold on my girlfriend whom I was spooning, burying my face in her hair - she hadn't even stirred not even so slightly maybe because I woke her up twice , wanting to taste her again in the night . She was slowly becoming an addiction of mine and to be honest I wanted to have a taste again .Brushing the hair away from her lips , I kissed her lips , squeezing and kneading her breast - my lips curved up when a low moan escaped her lips .More ringing .Now , I was annoyed . Picking up my cellphone , I swiped the answer button " You better be buried six feet down in the ground for calling me this early - or I'm gonna bury you myself "" Take a chill" Seth used his most solemn tone which meant whatever he wanted to say got to be important , I sat up straight in my bed and loo
BellaLook , as a child belonging to a family who was used to having troubles to even meet their basic needs and with my above average looks , I never once thought that I will ever be kidnapped - not once did I ever had this thought in my mind because I knew and today just proved the theory that even the smartest ones can be wrong . After Jacob dropped me off at my home and I - ignoring whatever nonsense my mum was sprouting about how she expected much better from me and if I didn't want to disappoint her any further I should break up with my useless boy toy with whom I was having fun with and focus on my studies since my graduation was right around the corner - I would love to see her expression when she realises that the useless boy toy was no one else but Jacob Knight , the one guy for whom she would literally do anything to have as her son in law- not that it was that serious between Me and Jacob but you got my drift . So , I did what I could
Bella"Can you both not ""Take it a bit seriously " both Jacob and Selina started to scold me and Ron simultaneously , but then they stopped , looked at each other and then as if they have been burnt because of each other gazes , they looked away . I knew the reason why the two of them were awkward around each other - Jacob and Sel had been friends in middle school and would have been one if not for Conan pulling his major shit out of his ass and dropping the bomb that he no longer wanted to be friends with Selina .Jacob chose his side and his loyalty lies with Conan , Selina did say she understands it but that didn't mean that she have forgiven Jake for that and there was also the fact that Jake helped Conan to make her life just as hellish as he did mine .And she hasn't forgiven him for trying to date me only to win a bet .Did I say how much I love her ?Selina took a deep breath and glanced at Jacob a
JacobWith Conan and Lewis behind , I ascended upstairs following the dim light that was coming from a room at the left end of the corridor , Seth was leaning against the table on which the computer was placed under a tiny nook .It was fairly old from it looks , maybe ten to twelve years old but surprisingly it was still working .“ What did you find ? “ I asked “ because there is no way anyone’s pulling anything from this house , its been abandoned for ages “Seth regarded the computer his expression solemn” you are right , they are not running anything from here now but that doesn’t mean that they weren’t running anything from here years ago ““ What do you mean ?” asked Lewis arching an eyebrow“ What I meant is they have left a virus on this one - just in case someone’s tries to trace their IP address , it will trigger the virus on this computer and well you
EpilogueOne year later“What I’m trying to say is you can’t blame me for this !” exclaimed Jason , almost lunging at his girlfriend ‘s throat “ you are trying to argue with me with your so called theory but I’m telling you its not gonna work . If you gonna counter my theory you better prove it with real facts not ideologies “I grinned as Alicia gripped her head and groaned , like her head was going to explode any moment because of all the stress and frustration her boyfriend was giving her . Their debate session are always intense despite how loving they are out of the debate club , once inside - oh boy , they would be ready to lunge at each others throat and if I didn’t knew better I would have taken them as mortal enemies .They have never met a topic where the two of them would be able to cordially agree with each other . At first everyone was alarmed and worried when we firs
Bella“ Holy sizzles “ gasped Selina “ you look so beautiful ““ I know right “ said Adriana as she swiped her fake tears with her forefinger “ this is my master piece ,simply flaw-fucking -less amazing “To add to the effect she even sniffed” are you ready ?”Of course I was , this morning Adriana had stormed inside the room that I was sharing with Selina . I have told her in passing that I was going to do my makeup on my own - and believe me the girl squawked so loudly she was one pitch lower than the seagulls .If I wasn’t ready after all that , then I would never be ready . I nodded and once I did , Selina and Adriana grabbed my shoulders before turning me around to face the mirror .And I only had one word in my mind - Gorgeous .The solid champagne slit dress indeed flattered my curves , somehow it made me feel beautiful yet sexy at the same time . A
Bella“ It was the wedding dammit ! “ shrieked my mother “ I wanted you to be beautiful , I wanted you to feel beautiful ! Have you seen Lily ? She looks beautiful , she is healthy and active . The second she appeared in the wedding hall everyone’s gaze was locked upon her and she wasn’t even the bridesmaid ! What about you where were you ? I will tell you “ pointing her fore finger right at my face , my mother snarled “ you were being ignored , everyone was ignoring you despite Jennifer standing next to you because you are not what this society calls beautiful and healthy . You are average Bella , just average ! Do you want to be average ? Because I don’t ! I want my daughter to be beautiful and healthy , the centre of attention ! Even now the doctor can blame it all on the medicine but if you ask me , I say that it was all because you were so heavy . It wasn’t the side effect of the medicine that I gave you , No matter how much those doctor insist it is until they turn bl
Jacob“ Okay first question , exactly how much ICD one needs to overdose and die ? “ I asked but then furrowed my brows “ guess what that’s a stupid question isn’t it ? You can’t answer anyway . So “ I shrugged casually “Let’s see what exactly is the level of ICD overdose ,I can find it myself no need to trouble you “Wilkins ‘s eyes got as wide as saucers as he started to moan continuously , his eyes darting to the door and back to me .“ Ah , you better stop doing that - Grampy “ I told him with a warning note in my voice “ if something happened to you right now , you don’t even have someone to plan your funeral tonight “His eyes widened but he stopped struggling . His body went slack , and his chest rose and fell with uneven breaths . His eyes locked at the needles in my hand .“ that’s a good grampy “ I cooed soft
Bella" I think I will - umm , go ?" said Anna as she walked past Ron without waiting for an answer from me . I wanted to ask Ron , what was that about but the expression on his face made it clear that he didn't want to talk abut what happened just now .So , I swallowed my questions back . Instead I smiled at him " Hey , how are you doing ?"Ron who was still looking over his shoulder , turned his head back at me and smiled back " come on short stacks , is this question something you should be asking ? Instead it should be me asking , how do you feel after beating the death 's ass ?"I sit up a little more comfortably and flash him a victory sign " It feels awesome , I was -"I couldn't even get the words out because he already has his arms wrapped around me so tightly , that it was becoming a struggle to breathe ." I was so scared ,Bella .. just so scared " he said , his shoulders shaking as he rested his head on m
Bella" when I almost lost you , I realised how much I needed you " he said resting his forehead against mine " I didn't think about it while you were right by my side , but when I thought I was going to lose you , I realised that I never told you how much I need you "" I know , that already Jake "" Throughout my life I was scared about needing someone , scared that someday someone would want me and I would want her too "" I know that too "" No , you don't get it " he said nuzzling his head to my neck as he let his head drop down " You have no concept of how much I need you , if you knew you wouldn't be so calm , it would scare the hell out of you . It scares me too "" well , if it makes you feel better . I feel the same " All my life I have fought my battles alone , I have been disappointed so much by my family that I grew resistant even at the thought of needing someone . But Jacob was essential for me ." Glad
Jacob“ Hey , I’m back mum “ standing in front of the white headstone without Dante was awkward enough . But I knew I had to be here because she had always been there for me , I placed the bouquet of roses on her grave . My chest was rippling with so much relief and gratitude than ever before “ just so you know , I’m going to fulfil that promise the one that I made to you . I will study hard and inherit Dante -no Dad ‘s company and be a better man and son , a son you can be proud of ““What I want to say - oh to hell with this “ I wasn’t the emotional type and with all the errs and momentary pauses I was certain that my mum must be laughing at me if she was watching me right now “ What I want to say , is thank you . “ I looked at her grave before looking up at the blue sky “ Thank you so much mum , I know you came through for me …I know you did “Because she had
JacobI knew that this was real selfish on my part but you know what fuck it , because if I don’t put a stop on my pain right now , it will keep brewing until I was on the verge of dying with it . So better just end it before it becomes too much for me to handle .“ Mom , you don’t owe me a damn thing . But if you really have a pull up there I need you to string it up for me -please bring her back to me because I need her “ still leaning against the cold marble tomb , I uttered my final plea “ if you bring her back I will try my best to be a son that you can be proud of , so please tell that guy to return her back , I will do anything -please mum “Nothing , not even a flicker of grass or any soft caress of wind flew next to me . And I knew she didn’t hear it , And honestly I didn’t blame her because if I was in her place where my own kid loved my murderer instead , I wouldn’t listen to his damn ple
Jacob"I know you will be really pissed off about this but honestly I don't care because I have been pissed at you all my life and couldn't do a thing to you so yeah - that account is settled . Now we are going to talk about the new one -Bella , she is really a good person , she is loving , compassionate and caring - something I can't say about myself " I stopped breathing hard as emotions clogged my throat , I cleared it before continuing on with my speech that I have prepared after thoughtful consideration " and she is mine , you hear me mine not yours and you have no right to take her because -" my vision went hazy and something warm and wet trickled down my cheeks . I inhaled sharply staring down at the wooden flooring away from the altar " because she is my everything . I know people shit around the word ' love ' a lot now a days but this different . I have already promised her a future together and I can't fulfil that one promise if she is not by my side . " my voic