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Chapter 30: DAYDREAM

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DAYDREAM

KENYA POV

The following day came, and my stewing hatred continued simmering in my chest. My thoughts raced over a couple of things and how I would just unalive Royal without having to serve lifetime imprisonment. I just hated that every last one of the options ended with me in an orange suit. And as much as I looked pretty in some clothes - most of the clothes- the suit wasn’t one of those.

Royal disrespected me in ways I never thought were possible, and I found myself awake at night wondering just what the hell went wrong with him. He was the opposite of that sweet man I met in college. That amazing soul who was full of this bright light that just livened up the room whenever he walked in. That one person who loved life and had a brimming will to dream and live.

You’d think the same flame that used to flick in his eyes would be a roaring fire with all the success he had, and more still coming. But then no… he was a hateful bastard full of bitterness and delusions.

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