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45| Why He Never Gets A Clue?
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2020-08-16 04:16:07Emily's Pov:
He was still and silent as a rock, his eyes widening like saucers, as if I had asked him the toughest question in the world.
I sighed. "Are you my real husband, Eddie?!"
He thought for a moment, then shook his head slowly.
"No, right!? Then you don't have any right to stop me from talking to any men!"
"But he is just some stupid sales tax manager!"
"I don't talk to people for their money, Edward!! Do you think I am your friend because you are a businessman billionare!?"
He hesitated. "I didn't mean it-"
"No. I don't care about your fucking money or anything! I care only about you and trust me, Eddie, money is not the thing I am looking for in my life!"
"So I don't love you and I am not your real husband is the reason you are talking to that dickhead gu
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